Chapter 6 Chapter 5 Inspiration VS Kiss
Looking for inspiration? Why does this guy have such a thing as a sports car, even though he rarely goes out, and he doesn't seem to like going out?While I was thinking about such a profound question with my chin resting, I was admiring the various scenes that flew past me.
This red sports car is so beautiful, it shines dazzlingly in the sun, not to mention how dazzling it is.Envious eyes continued to cast from the surrounding vehicles.As a "house girl", I seldom become the focus of everyone's attention, so sitting in this extremely beautiful car, I really feel like a thorn in my back!
I squinted at Zheng Yaye who was concentrating on driving in the driver's seat.
Speaking of which, isn't this guy going to lead me to find inspiration?Now that I have been in the car with him for so long, and have run such a long distance, why don't I see that this can bring me any inspiration?
I withdraw my eyes from him, continue to look at the rapidly disappearing scenery around me, and continue to think with my chin depressed.
Suddenly, with a sudden brake, the car stopped, and the scenery outside the window also stopped.My body fell forward with inertia. If I didn't have a seat belt, I would have hit my head on the glass.
I turned my head to look at Zheng Yaye depressedly, this guy actually unbuckled his seat belt without saying a word.
What is this for now?I looked at him puzzled.At this moment, he also looked at me, and the collision of eyes made me freeze instantly.Then, I just looked at him blankly, watching him considerately unbuckle my seat belt after unbuttoning his own.
"Zheng Yaye" and "considerate", two words that should never have any relationship, unexpectedly merged together miraculously.Just now, he... Unbuttoned my seat belt?Isn't this the picture in the afternoon "soap" drama?The hero slowly, slowly, approached the heroine bit by bit. When the heroine was at a loss and thought that the hero was going to kiss her, the hero just unbuttoned his seat belt.
Of course, there is still a little difference between reality and "soap" drama.Of course I wasn't narcissistic enough to think that a clean freak like Zheng Yaye would come to kiss me, but my heartbeat just accelerated uncontrollably, especially when he was very close to me, and there was a lemon in his mouth. The moment the scent of body odor wafted into my nasal cavity.
"What are you doing? You haven't put on makeup yet. Who will allow you to become a tomato?" Suddenly, there was a voice in the car that was so quiet that only the sound of our breathing was heard.This voice actually belonged to Zheng Yaye!I find it incredible that this guy who speaks so little that I think he has a language barrier actually took the initiative to talk to me after he thoughtfully helped me unbuckle my seat belt.
For a while, I felt even more overwhelmed.
"Okay, get out of the car quickly." Seeing that I was still in a state of dementia, he spoke again.
"Go, where are you going?" My head was still in a state of dementia, but because of conditioned reflex, I still had a conversation with him.
"You don't want to dress like this to date me, do you?" There was an unconcealable smile in his tone.
Dating?I looked at him in confusion.
"Didn't you say that you want to find inspiration for you?" He said quite naturally.
Is there any necessary connection between finding inspiration and dating?I looked at him even more confused.
"Although I don't know if it's useful, but since it's a romance novel, it won't be a problem if you follow the route of couples." He patiently explained to me.
"Couple route?" Inexplicably, my heart was agitated by the word "couple". "It seems that you are not only dull on the surface, but you really have a little problem with your understanding! To put it simply, we pretend to be a couple for a day! Judging by your appearance, it should be that you don't have a boyfriend yet. , so, I still can't see the sunny side of love, so...get off the car quickly!" He said with a smile.
So, I got out of the car while being pushed and shoved by him.
The location where the car was parked happened to be the entrance of a store.
This store has about three floors, and the whole body of black glass has been polished so brightly that it looks dazzling under the sunlight.On the third floor of the store, a huge silver signboard was hung, with the word "shadow" written in an unknown font.
This store should be called "Shadow", right?But judging from the signboard, it is really hard to guess what this store is for.
However, just now he said that I can't dress like this for a date, so, according to the laws of idol dramas, this should be a relatively high-end and well-known clothing store.
Just when I was still thinking about what kind of shop this is, Zheng Yaye has already pushed and pulled me into this shop called "Shadow".
This shouldn't be a clothing store, right?After entering this store, I have such an inference.
From top to bottom, from the inside to the outside, the store in front of me doesn't look like a clothing store at all, so it shouldn't be a clothing store.After all, for a clothing store, there should be at least a few pieces of clothing, right?Looking around the store, I couldn't find any clothes, but it felt like a palace.
The three floors of the store adopt a ceiling design, with a waterfall-like crystal tassel in the middle hanging from the top of the third floor to the marble floor on the first floor.Because the walls of this building are made of glass, the sunlight can come in directly. The direct sunlight hits the crystal tassel waterfall directly, reflecting it into a little bit of light. to the galaxy.
"Sure enough, girls seem to like this kind of shiny things." Zheng Yaye came to such a conclusion seeing my eyes staring straight at the crystal waterfall.
I like shiny things?This conclusion is absolutely incorrect.I am a "house girl"! How could "house girl" Han Xiaojie like such shiny things?So why can't I take my eyes off this sparkling crystal tassel waterfall?It's very simple. Actually, I was thinking, the reason why there is this thing is that the store just made it to save electricity bills?However, I just think about this kind of problem in my head, but I still can't say it, otherwise I think Zheng Yaye in front of me will collapse... "Yeah! It's so good to be shiny..." I echoed.
"Hmm! It will make you shine in a while." He looked at me and said, touching his chin.
However, just as he said this sentence, before I understood the meaning of his words, my feet were off the ground-there was a great force in my waist, which made me move forward unconsciously Tilt... Am I being picked up?
"Ah! Help!" I screamed loudly.
This is...kidnapping in broad daylight?My first reaction was like this, but it seems unlikely.Besides, I have no money and no color, so I should kidnap Zheng Yaye, right?Then... Just as I was studying in a panic, suddenly, there was a sound of closing the door next to my ear.Then, I felt my vacated feet touch the ground again.Then, I saw the person who carried me to this room, sweating profusely, panting, and sweating.
"Huh... how much do you weigh?" The person in front of him said very dissatisfied while wiping the sweat from his forehead.
It's really rude, whose child is this?Ask girls about their weight as soon as they meet, am I familiar with this guy?I looked up and down the man in front of me.
The blonde hair is the same color as the hair of the Barbie dolls I played with when I was a child, smooth, soft, and dazzling.A standard oval face, with neatly trimmed eyebrows, a straight nose, and red lips.Although this guy is not as good-looking as Zheng Yaye, but with such an appearance, walking on the street will attract crowds, right?Although he is not considered a "monster", but at least he is considered "enchanting".
"Not only is he fat, but he also seems to have a little dementia... This guy Ye can really make trouble for people." The man in front of him, talking to himself in a low voice, turned around and looked for something behind him. .
Not only fat, but also a little dementia?Is this guy describing me?How rude, how rude!
I was about to get angry when suddenly the boy in front of me turned around and handed me something.
"What is this?" I asked confusedly.
"Girdle, quickly stuff yourself in." He said, he pushed me back, and then, he pulled out a screen from nowhere and blocked me.
Could it be that this is the legendary simple changing room?Looking at the screen that suddenly appeared in front of me, I felt really overwhelmed.
Suddenly, a hand was on my shoulder.
"Ah!" Because the hand appeared so suddenly, I yelled reflexively.
Turning my head, an enlarged version of a woman's face with heavy makeup appeared in front of me.
"You..." I said depressedly.
"What are you! Change clothes quickly!" So, I was forcibly stripped naked.
"Ah... help..." During the process of being stripped naked, I kept roaring like a pig being slaughtered, and kept struggling.However, what makes me depressed is how many people are hiding in this room?When I first started to resist, there were actually two people holding me up, making me unable to move, and I could only be at the mercy of that heavily made-up woman.
"Don't yell, even if you yell and break your throat, no one will come to save you." Amidst my yelling, the woman with heavy makeup threw me such a thought-provoking sentence.
After I was stripped naked, a pink thing called a corset was put on me.I never knew that what kind of clothes can actually suffocate people, and today I really saw it.
It's obviously a small piece of clothing, and the fabric is extremely scarce. At most, it's just a few extra ropes. Why is it so powerful?I thought gloomily.However, while I was thinking about it, the corset around my body tightened even more.
"Breathe in!" an impatient voice called from behind me.
"Inhale? Why... what?" I said out of breath.
"Uh, of course it's to become slimmer and more beautiful!" The voice of the person behind him was full of depression.
Get slimmer?become prettier?It sounded too tempting, so I inhaled naturally—my belly tightened again.
"Ah! I'll throw up!" At this moment, I'm so glad I didn't eat in the morning.
"Be patient and let it go...Think about the handsome Zheng Da who is waiting for you outside." A voice came from behind, which seemed to be encouraging, but more like temptation.
Handsome guy Zheng?Zheng Yaye?What does my becoming prettier have to do with Zheng Yaye?Ever since I went out with Zheng Yaye, my head has been extremely difficult to use.
Wait a minute, why do I want to be pretty?I inhale while thinking about this question resentfully.Then, when I smoked to the point where I couldn't smoke anymore, I suddenly understood that Zheng Yaye wanted to imitate the classic plots that appear in all major idol dramas and romance novels, and transform the heroine.Is this just looking for inspiration for me?Suddenly, I had a kind of expectation-will I be like the one in the idol drama, where the sparrow turns into a phoenix?And will he have the feeling of being bright like the heroine of a romance novel?With such anticipation, I inhale again.
Until I rolled my eyes so much, the person behind me finally said, "Okay!" The voice gave me a feeling of relief.
"Uh..." With this relief, I wanted to exhale, but because the restraints on my abdomen were too tight, I had no choice but to even exhale extremely difficult.
"I can barely wear these clothes like this, right?" As she said that, the woman with heavy make-up made some clothes out of nowhere and put them in front of me.
This place is really evil!Even though there was nothing in the room just now, why are there always so many extra things inexplicably?The screen, the corset, and the current clothes, where did they come from?
Just when my mind was full of confusion, the woman with heavy makeup in front of me threw me a pure white dress and asked me to try it on.
Looking at the dress in front of me, I was stunned.You know, people like me who are too lazy to wash clothes rarely wear white clothes. After all, once this color is dirty, it is difficult to wash it off. It is really not suitable for me.
Looking at this dress, I hesitated.This dress looks so expensive, will I have to pay for it if it gets dirty?
"Put it on quickly, do you want me to help you with this?" Just as I was imitating how this dress would change from white to black on me, the person in front of me suddenly opened his mouth sullenly.help?I suddenly felt suffocated again.
"I'll do it myself." I replied quickly, putting on the white dress as quickly as possible.
It is said to be a white dress, but it is actually a white silk skirt.Its fabric is so soft and silky, the moment it comes into contact with the skin, it feels a little bit cold.
"Let me see, let me see." The woman with heavy makeup circled around me and looked at me.
"It doesn't feel right, change to this." After looking up, down, back, left, and right, she handed me a small black and white suit.
Simple and elegant black short-sleeved top with chic lace trim at the neckline.There are shiny rhinestones on the chest, arranged in the shape of a small heart, although not obvious, it is still very dazzling under the sun or under the light.
It is paired with a black top and a long white skirt underneath, reaching to the ankles.Apart from the simple lace decoration, this white dress has nothing special at all.
Are these two clothes a little too ordinary?How should I put it, in the classic scenes of major classic idol dramas, the heroine should appear in gorgeous clothes at this time, which is eye-catching!But the two clothes in front of me felt like any girl on the road would wear them.
Although I feel ordinary, but in order to avoid the pain of suffocation, I put it on very obediently.
After I put it on, she looked me up and down again.
"Well, it's really suitable like this." After looking at it, she threw out such a sentence with satisfaction.
What is she trying to say?Does she mean that I still dress like a commoner, and I am not the heroine's life at all?Suddenly, I felt very resentful.
"However, there seems to be something missing!" She stood in front of me frowning, rubbing her chin while looking at me and said. "Ah, shoes!" Suddenly, she snapped her fingers.
Then, with the sound of her snapping fingers, four girls miraculously appeared behind her, each holding a pair of shoes in their hands.
The woman with heavy make-up walked up to the girls and carefully selected the shoes, with such concentration as if she was doing a complicated math problem.
The choice of shoes should be chosen for me, right?If she was choosing shoes for me, wouldn't she at least ask me my shoe size?
"This is for you." When I was depressed, the woman seemed to have chosen the shoes for me and handed them to me.
I looked at the high heels she handed me, and complained again—even the shoes were not very beautiful.
It doesn't matter if the clothes are not gorgeous, but are the shoes so ordinary?Simple black wedge shoes, with a simple black crystal bow on the front of the shoes, it feels like these shoes are sold at night market auctions.I'm depressed. Don't people say that Cinderella needs such a pair of crystal shoes?Why do my shoes...Although they say they have crystals, why are they black crystals?Also, it doesn't look that shiny... I'm not satisfied, but I still put on these shoes.Strange to say, why is the size just right?She obviously never asked me, is this the legendary visual inspection?
"Sure enough, my vision is correct! Well, let's go to make up now!" She said, dragging me out of the room.When I passed the hall just now, I saw Zheng Yaye sitting on the sofa that came out of nowhere, reading a book leisurely.
Probably aware of my presence, he looked up casually, then lowered his head again—lowered his head without any reaction.
I am disappointed.Why is this guy like this?At a time like this, shouldn't he cast a look of astonishment like he does in idol dramas?Why is Zheng Yaye so calm?I'll just say it!My clothes are so ordinary, how could anyone notice!
Then, I resentfully followed the woman with heavy make-up into another room.
Then, I saw the guy who just carried me into the changing room!It was the "enchanting" guy I saw when I first came here.
Is this guy going to put makeup on me?I watched in disbelief as he stood in front of me with a comb in one hand and a paintbrush in the other.To be honest, the scene in front of me is really weird - such a "voluptuous" handsome guy, holding a comb and a paintbrush, is obviously waiting for me.Suddenly, I had a bad premonition, I turned my head to look at the big lady with heavy makeup standing behind me... Heavy makeup?A very strange picture appeared in my head, it was a big round face painted in various colors, and that big round face was mine!Gosh, if I actually wear makeup like that and walk down the road, it won't be mistaken for a palette or a traffic light, right?
"That idiot, hurry up and do your makeup! I think I should really charge by the minute." The handsome "enchanting" man muttered, pushing me to a small chair in front of the only table in this room.
He really wanted to do my makeup!But why doesn't the dressing room even have a mirror?Aren't there big mirrors in idol dramas?Here, why does it make me feel more and more unreliable?This is totally unprofessional!
Clothing is no longer professional, and even makeup is not professional, what kind of result will it lead to?Could it be that I will be covered with the most popular vocabulary at the moment - Shanzhai?
what!No!Did Zheng Yaye think that I was writing jokes, so he brought me here to experience life?I resentfully shouted in my heart over and over again.However, while I was shouting, the "enchanting" handsome guy was smearing my face.
"Eyes look up..."
"Mouth relax..."
"Keep your head down a little..."
... From time to time, he will issue some instructions.
Resentment to resentment, when he issued an order, I just had no way to refuse it, so I could only follow his order inexplicably.
Probably because of the absence of a mirror, although I was very resentful and didn't have any hope, I still had a small hope in my heart, hoping to see myself after makeup.
I didn't expect my changes to be as great as those written in idol dramas and novels!But the corset that made me gasp should play a role anyway, right?
"Okay!" Just when I was thinking wildly, the handsome "enchanting" guy suddenly said these two words that made me feel relieved.
When I heard those two words, I jumped off the stool instantly.I desperately want to see myself now, very, very much!
However, just as I strode to the door of the dressing room, I stopped suddenly.
Will the makeup on my face look ugly now?Would it be bad if Zheng Yaye saw it like this?If it's ugly... When did I, Han Xiaojie, become afraid of being ugly?He has seen the appearance of not taking a bath for so long, what am I afraid of now?
I took a deep breath, ready to take my big strides out again, but... I just lifted my foot, but I put it down again!It was different from before!After all, what was the difference between before... before and now?
I'm stumped by such a sudden question.Obviously there is no difference, but, inexplicably, I just don't want Zheng Yaye to see that I still look ugly after makeup.Am I afraid that he will be disappointed, or am I afraid that I will be disappointed?
Could it be that after opening the door, Zheng Yaye sees that I am still... ugly even with makeup on, so he won't help me find inspiration?
I hesitated and stood by the door, never daring to step out of the dressing room.
"Are you not confident in yourself or in me?" Suddenly, there was such a sentence in my ear, accompanied by a warm breath.
I turned around suddenly, and found that "enchanting" handsome guy was very close to me, looking at me with a half-smile expression on his face.
"I..." I definitely don't have confidence in myself, but I probably have even less confidence in him!After all, that woman with heavy makeup... I keep imagining that kind of heavy makeup appearing on my face in my head.
"Look for yourself!" Suddenly, he didn't know where to conjure up a big dressing mirror.
Where is such a large object hidden?
Look at this fitting mirror, how can it be two meters high?Why didn't I see it just now?I thought dejectedly and looked into the mirror.
Is this... a mirror?
I looked at the man in the mirror in disbelief.
Ok!I have to admit, it turns out that the plots that appear in idol dramas, girls' novels, and comics are true—I have never seen myself like this in my life.
My hair, which was originally a mess, has been trimmed into a docile way—just now the "enchanting" handsome guy is holding a hot stick and turning it around on my head, it turns out he is perming my hair!The ends of the hair are slightly inward, bent into a clever arc.Probably because of this hairstyle, my face looks much smaller.
There is no heavy makeup on my face as I imagined, just a light makeup that seems invisible.In an instant, I thought, in fact, I am also a beautiful woman!Look at those big eyes and slightly upturned eyelashes!Look at this very small nose, although it is not very tall, but it is still small!And the rosy lips, this should also be regarded as a cherry mouth, right?
Because it was the first time I saw such a beautiful self, I laughed unconsciously. For the first time, I felt that I can actually be charming with a smile!
Of course, this is not the only thing that makes me happy-it's the first time I see myself so thin!I've lived a spherical life for as long as I can remember, and I never imagined that one day I'd be this thin.
My waist has always been more than two feet, maybe it is only more than one foot now?From this point of view, even if you can't breathe, it's worth it-women are really beautiful creatures!
"I can tell from your expression that you are satisfied, so now is the time to take it out and show it to the male lead?"
I think this "enchanting" handsome guy probably doesn't have the habit of listening to other people's opinions and answers. He clearly said interrogative sentences to me, but what makes people depressing is that he didn't give me a chance to answer this question at all, so he just put I dragged out of the room.
In the hall, Zheng Yaye was still reading the book leisurely, as if nothing happened.
I stood in front of him anxiously, wanting to call him, but I also hoped that he would accidentally notice me like in an idol drama, and then his eyes would shine brightly.
"Zheng Yaye, it's done!" Just when I was looking forward to it, the handsome "enchanting" guy who killed the scenery opened his mouth.If this guy didn't dress me up so beautifully, I would definitely beat this guy up - it's so ignorant, he completely ruined my girl's dream.
Zheng Yaye heard the voice of the "enchanting" handsome guy, and looked away from the book.I held my breath, feeling more tense than ever.Even when the first book was published, I didn't have this kind of nervousness, but now, I actually... have the urge to tremble.
The focus of his eyes fell on my feet first.I can clearly feel his eyes moving up little by little.I clenched my fists so nervously that my nails were digging into the flesh.
Then, his little upward gaze finally met mine.
Looking at that calm face and those eyes that didn't have any major fluctuations, I suddenly felt very disappointed and discouraged.My look doesn't impress this guy at all!
oops!Han Xiaojie, you idiot!How could a big star like Zheng Yaye see fewer beauties?Even if I change myself in this way and become beautiful, it will not be comparable to those beautiful stars.I looked at him a little dejectedly while thinking about it.
He stood up from the sofa and strode over to me.
I stared blankly at him approaching me, one step, two steps, and then, when I was only one step away from him, he stopped.
He put his hand on my shoulder.His movements are very slow, just like the slow motion in an idol drama.Generally, when such slow motion occurs, isn’t it always when the hero wants to kiss the heroine?
I looked at him, watching his face approach mine little by little.
At this time, should I close my eyes?However, the plot doesn't seem to develop like this, does it?Nothing has happened between me and this guy, why did we kiss?
Ugh, I'm completely confused.
"Today, it's very beautiful." Just when I was confused and overwhelmed, he suddenly said such a sentence in my ear.
Probably because the distance was too close, the weather was too hot, and the breath he exhaled when he spoke was also hot, so my face became very hot unconsciously.For a while, I was even more at a loss.
"Hehe!" Seeing my bewildered blushing and heartbeat, he seemed very satisfied with my current reaction, and actually laughed out loud.
I looked up, wanting to glare at him, to warn him not to laugh at my embarrassment.
However, the moment I saw that smile that was warm enough to melt the snow on Mount Everest, the words I wanted to warn him were also melted, so I finally said nothing.
It turns out that the clichéd plots in idol dramas are not fake!Although Zheng Yaye's reaction was different from that in the novel and TV series, it surpassed the one in the TV series!However, perhaps because these things really happened to me, for the first time, I truly experienced the trembling feeling that once appeared in my writing.
"Okay! Let's go!" When I was in a daze, he took my hand and walked out of this weird store.
His hand was still cold, as if it had no temperature, but in this summer, there was an urge to hold it tightly.
"Where are you going next?" I asked.Changed to such a dress, I began to look forward to the next trip.
"Just go..." He seemed to want to arouse my curiosity on purpose, he drew his voice, but refused to speak directly.
"Where?" I flattered myself and pretended that I really wanted to know, and looked at him pitifully.
"Just go...you'll know when you get there!" Obviously, this guy ignored my cute and pitiful appearance.
The playground for two people "Here we come." Just as I was still wondering where he would take me, he said suddenly.
The first thing that caught my eye was the Ferris wheel.The huge white Ferris wheel, each of the "small boxes" are painted with colored paint, and the lower part of the Ferris wheel is blocked by dense forests. From a distance, such arcs and such colors, It's like a gorgeous rainbow in the sky.
There is such a place in my city?Such a gorgeous Ferris wheel, I actually saw it for the first time today, which is unbelievable no matter how I think about it.
"It's so beautiful here." I stared blankly at the huge Ferris wheel. While wondering why I saw the Ferris wheel, I began to imagine Zheng Yaye and I sitting in the "small box" of the Ferris wheel. .
Zheng Yaye seems very thin, right?If I sit face to face with him in the Ferris wheel, will the "box" of the Ferris wheel be crooked?
Why are there not very romantic images in my head... "Let's go!" He parked the car and walked to my side.
"To the amusement park?" I said uncertainly.
"For people who are in love, it seems normal to come here, right?" He said with a face of course.
"But, you are a big star! If you come here..." I hesitated to speak, while digesting the five words he said "person in love" at a speed of 0.00001% per second.
Looking at the current gossip news, it is so developed, which fully proves the strength of the paparazzi!In the phone call I took when Zheng Yaye had a high fever, didn't that person say that the paparazzi were watching this guy very closely? Why is this guy still acting like nothing happened?
"Don't worry! This is a newly opened amusement park, and it is not yet open to the public. The boss happens to be my friend, so there is no one else here today except you and me." He said with a smile.
Just me and his amusement park... I suddenly had a very unreal feeling, this feeling is like Cinderella walked into the prince's palace.
"Although I can guarantee that there is no one in the amusement park, I can't guarantee that there is no one outside the amusement park! So, let's go in quickly!" He naturally took my hand and walked into this place, which made me very happy. An amusement park without realism.
This amusement park is not very big, but it is decorated like a dream.Entering the amusement park, the first thing you can see is a not-so-big white carousel.
It seems that because everything is new, the white base and roof of this carousel are particularly eye-catching, which makes people have an illusion for a while, feeling that this carousel seems to be an exquisite carousel displayed in a boutique music Box.
"Do you want to sit and watch?" He took my hand and asked me in a very gentle voice.
"No!" I said firmly.
"Why?" There was unconcealable depression in his tone.
"It will ruin the beauty." I said firmly.
Hearing my answer, he frowned, and then looked at me with eyes full of doubts.
"Oh! Anyway, it will destroy the beauty! Let's go and play other things."
Seeing that I didn't seem to have any intention of explaining, he didn't ask me any more, and followed me obediently to the inside of the amusement park.
This guy is so obedient, I am still very uncomfortable.I think, I'm probably used to seeing the cold side of this guy, right?
what!Am I suffering from abuse delusions?Why do I keep thinking that there must be something unsettling behind the calm?
"Do you have a fear of heights?" Zheng Yaye suddenly asked when I was wondering what unsettling things might happen.
"No, what's the matter?" I answered his question honestly.
"Then let's play that." I looked along his fingers and suddenly found the four characters "high-altitude jumping".
"You, are you joking, aren't you?" I looked at Zheng Yaye with very uncertain eyes.
look!Uneasy things happened so quickly!I knew how such a cruel person could become so submissive all of a sudden!At this moment, I am extremely suspicious, whether this guy is using the excuse of finding inspiration for me to make fun of himself, and bullying me along the way.
Although I thought about it this way, when I realized it, I had already followed him into the sky.I stood on the iron platform 50 meters above the ground, and looked at the scenery under the iron platform nervously.
How deep is such a small artificial lake?If you fall from here, will your head touch the bottom of the lake?If you hit the bottom of the lake, you should die, right?what!My miserable life!How could this guy be so kind to help me find inspiration!He is simply an unbelievable person!Am I crazy to believe this guy?
At this moment, I can only use four words to describe, that is - I want to cry but have no tears.
"Zheng Yaye, I think I..." "Okay!" Just when I wanted to tell Zheng Yaye that I really didn't dare to jump from here, Zheng Yaye said these two key words.
"Huh?" I replied confusedly. "The safety rope is tied up." He said with satisfaction.
I looked at my body, and I have been tied with more than N fixed ropes - when was this tied up?
"Well, Zheng Yaye, you tie this thing...it seems unreliable, right?" I said nervously.Under normal circumstances, shouldn't a professional person help me tie it?
"Don't worry! I have consulted professionals on this." Why do I feel that this guy seems to have premeditated it?Have you consulted a professional?That means, in order to scare you, I specially learned how to tie this thing... "But..." I hesitated to say something.
"Don't worry! Look, I'm tied too? I'll dance with you!" He said this as if to comfort me.这个时候我才注意到，这家伙不知道什么时候竟然也绑上了安全绳！
“可是我……”我不安地用手指揉搓着我的衣角，很紧张地想要为自己找点儿什么借口。要不然，我跟他说我比他胖，所以这根绑在脚踝的绳子对我来说还是不安全？但是，我干吗要在这个家伙面前承认我很胖呢？但是，除了这个理由我想不出什么其他的理由啊！
“筱洁，你应该不是害怕了吧？”突然，他向我靠近了一步，在我的耳边轻声地说。
这个家伙干吗突然靠得这么近啊？他难道不知道，他一靠近我，我就会不自觉地心跳加速、呼吸紊乱吗？
“不，不是啊！”我一边说着，一边不自觉地往后退了一步。
我很害怕吗？废话，谁站在距离地面足足50米高的地方都会害怕吧！可是，就算害怕，我也不能在这个家伙面前表露出来，不然，这个家伙将来拿我这个弱点威胁我，那不就惨了？
为了维持我的形象，我必须要坚持、忍耐，绝对不能让这个家伙小瞧我。
“不是吗？”他脸上带着一丝笑容，嘴角微微上弯。熟悉的弧度，熟悉的笑容，可为什么我就是感觉这个家伙的笑容不太对，那笑容里好像夹杂着一丝坏坏的感觉？
“不，不是啊。”因为这样的坏笑，我再次不自觉地往后退了一步。
“哦？”他继续维持着坏笑的状态，然后再次向我靠近。
为什么他的目光让我感觉好像是X光一样可以把我看穿？因为那样的眼神，我再次向后退了一步。
然后，惨剧就发生了。
我从来没有想到我往后退的这一步会踩空，也从来没有想过我的后面竟然是铁台的尽头，更从来没有想过我第一次高空弹跳的经验就献给了这样的意外！
出于本能，在我要跌落铁台的一瞬间，我想要抓住距离我最近的郑亚夜。
他也没有什么反抗的意思，在我想要抓住他的那一瞬间，他竟然把他的手塞到了我想要抓住他的那只手中。
这也就直接导致了我抓住了他的手，紧紧地抓着……我能感觉到，有一股强大的气流，在我坠落的瞬间被分成两半，化成两股风在我的耳边发出“呜呜”的声响。
“睁开眼睛。”伴随着阵阵的“呜呜”声响，郑亚夜的声音在我的耳边响起。
听到他的话，我犹豫了一下，就睁开了眼睛。我感觉到气流碰撞到了我的眼睛，一片冰凉。 我看着下面的风景不断地变少，不断地细化，就好像是在网络上看地图，从最概括的状态变成最细化的状态。原本可以鸟瞰公园风景的，这个时候却只能看到波光粼粼的湖面，和湖面上的几只小船。
下降，不断地下降……突然，发现我们的落点好像是一只小船。
就在我以为我会栽倒在这只小船上的时候，脚踝的皮筋忽然一紧，我的身体突然被一股很大的力量向上拉去。
不自觉地，我心里面一阵发毛，原本握着郑亚夜的那只手有些松动。
啊，好像要与他的手分开了。
突然，自他的手传来了一股力量，我能很明显地感觉到那股力量将我的手握紧。
我偏过头看他，结果这个家伙居然紧紧地闭着眼睛。
我还以为这个家伙有多勇敢呢，结果，也不过是这样嘛！不过，看到这个家伙紧紧地闭着眼睛，我还是有了一种难以名状的感动。
他真的是想要帮我找灵感才来玩这个的吧？因为，他明明也很害怕，但还是愿意陪着我一起跳下来。
“郑亚夜……”我大声地叫出他的名字。
“干吗？”他大声地回答我。
“没什么。”只是突然想要叫你的名字而已……“韩筱洁！”突然，他大声地叫出了我的名字。
“啊？”我迷茫。
“没什么！”这个家伙，居然学我的！
"Hahaha!"
“哈哈哈！” 我和他一起狂笑，就在那弹起又落下的一个又一个瞬间。
弹起落下的幅度渐渐地减小，然后，渐渐地变没。最后，郑亚夜按动安全衣上的一个按钮，绑在脚踝处的绳子渐渐拉长。然后，我和郑亚夜就安全地落到了人工湖中的船上。
一直到我和他坐在船上，他拉着我的手都没有松开。
坐在船上，我有意无意地看着他和我紧紧握着的手，好不真实的感觉。虽然觉得不真实，但是却能透过那只手感觉到他的心跳。
Is it my illusion?我好像感觉他的心脏也正以一种非正常的速度跳动着。
肯定是我的错觉，郑亚夜对我，怎么可能？
韩筱洁，赶紧清醒吧！清醒一点儿吧！他绝不可能喜欢我的，所以我也不能再想那些不可能实现的奢望了！
现在这只是在演戏，在为我找灵感而已。韩筱洁！不要会错意了，像郑亚夜这种像天上星星一般的家伙，怎么可能会注意我这种整天闭门在家的小人物呢？
都是这个家伙啦！好端端的，干吗要帮我找灵感啊！还弄出个这么大的场面，他以为我韩筱洁是“宅女”就没有那种少女的幻想了吗？像那样的感动，谁受得了啊？
想到这里，我将我的手从他的手中抽出。
对于我这一过于明显的动作，他愣了一下，皱着眉头看向我。
看着他那俊眉高耸的表情，我紧张地伸出手一边假装扇风一边说：“啊！好热！好热！”
我为什么会说出这样的话啊？我郁闷地想着。
“傻瓜。”突然，他极其暧昧地推了推我的脑袋。 这个，这个家伙是在故意跟我作对吗？我抽回我的手就是为了和这个家伙保持距离来着，可是他现在这个动作，如果我看到有人做这样的动作就会觉得这两个人应该是恋人。
“那个，那个我们赶紧去玩别的吧！”大概是因为他推了我的脑袋，所以原本在我脑袋里面很是清楚的思绪在一瞬间就变得不清楚了，我结结巴巴地说出了这样的话。
然后，我带着我那不清楚的脑袋，和郑亚夜玩遍了这个游乐园可以玩的东西。
从激流勇进到过山车，从碰碰车到海盗船，几乎所有在偶像剧里面情侣会玩的我和他都玩了个遍。
激流勇进，我和他几乎变成落汤鸡，却还在哈哈大笑！透过明媚的阳光看到他的笑容，我体会到了，原来笑容可以比阳光更加温暖。
过山车，因为高速的旋转，我和他几乎喊破了喉咙。我以为他那样孩子气的一面只会出现在偶像剧里面，可是，我却在我的生活之中看到了。
碰碰车，他认真的表情让我笑到几乎快要断气，倔强不肯认输的表情是我在电视中都没有见到过的。
海盗船，我和他一人一边，坐在最靠近船头的地方。
这个游乐园看似不大，可是真正玩下来却还是到了傍晚。
我和他并肩站在摩天轮的下面。
“这个，可是最后一样咯！”他的话里面带着淡淡的不舍。
Am I wrong?这个家伙居然会不舍？
“哦！”我拉长声音，意味深长地发出了这么一个声音。
“《爱如星辰》那本书，是怎么写出来的啊？”突然的，他像是想到什么一般开口说。
“那本书啊！是有一天晚上散步，看到了摩天轮的时候突然想到的。当时，正好看到一对男女正在吵架，可以一会又和好了！然后，当时摩天轮的灯突然亮了，感觉是摩天轮对他们的祝福一般，当时，摩天轮的转盘中的灯，正好是星星的形状。”我回忆着当时的画面说。
“星星？”他皱着眉头思索着，似乎是完全想象不出那样的画面。
“你看过《流星花园》吗？那天的摩天轮就好像是道明寺送给杉菜的项链一样。中间是一颗闪亮的星星，在星星的外围有一圈闪闪发亮的光环。”我努力地想要在他的脑袋里面建立画面。
他伸手摸着自己的下巴，看着眼前的摩天轮，似乎也是在努力琢磨着我要给他建立的画面。
“那……”就在他准备开口的时候，突然，他的手机铃声大作。
他那张俊秀的脸上明显地有一些别扭，很不情愿地从口袋里面拿出了手机，修长的手指，按了手机上面的通话键。
就在他按动了通话键，电话接通的那一瞬间，我能清晰地听到，电话那端传来如雷鸣般的吼叫声。
“郑亚夜！我不是交代过吗？不要出门，不要出门……你是把我的话当作风在吹吗？你是想要气死我吗？很过分啊！你这个人，你难道就不知道你的身份吗？而且现在是特殊时期，我难道没有告诉过你吗？如果我告诉过你，那么你现在就告诉我，为什么？为什么你还要这样啊？”电话那头的人，似乎是连气都没有喘地说出这么一连串的话。
电话那边的人到底是何方神圣啊？居然敢怒斥郑亚夜？Strange things happen every day, especially today! “我……”郑亚夜正准备要开口，电话那边的人就很无情地打断了他。
“我现在在你住的地方，你现在，立刻，马上给我回来。”电话那边的人没有给郑亚夜任何讲话的机会，在这样一句话过后，很果断地挂掉了电话。然后，郑亚夜就听着电话那端传来的“嘟嘟”声皱眉。
“那个，我们也应该回去了吧！”看着眉头紧锁的郑亚夜，我小心地说。
“可是，摩天轮……”听到我的话，他的眉头稍微舒缓。
“没关系啦！摩天轮以后再坐就好啦！”我笑说。
这么大的玩意，一时半会也跑不了。嗯，也没有人会无聊到把摩天轮拆掉的。
“那，那走吧！”说着，他大步地前进着。
从这个家伙的大步伐里面，完全可以看出这个家伙还是很紧张。这么着急回家，看来这个将要在我家出现的家伙应该是很不简单的才对吧？
出现在我家的家伙不简单这件事情，在我和郑亚夜回家的路上再次得到了充分的认证。这个家伙到底是有多着急啊？还是刚刚在游乐园的时候碰碰车开太多？这车开得，简直比过山车还过山车。
“郑，郑亚夜！其实我觉得，我的生命还是很宝贵的。”我小心翼翼地说。
然而那个家伙似乎是因为注意力太过集中，又或者是太紧张，完全忽视了我的话。
然后，随着一个急刹车，在我的18年的光荣岁月中，我的脸，第一次和一台车子的前车窗，有了这样零距离的接触。哇啊，都怪他太着急，害我忘记系安全带了。
我很郁闷地看着已经完全激动的郑亚夜。 呃，这个家伙也太夸张了吧？我欲哭无泪地看着他。他拔了钥匙，率先走出了车子。我郁闷地跟着他的脚步，也下了车。
闪光，闪光，无数的闪光！
难道闪电了？现在到底是什么情况啊？怎么刚刚一推开车门，就有无数道强烈的光线照向我的眼睛？让我完全没有办法睁开眼睛呢？
“请问你就是郑亚夜的女友吗？”
“请问你和郑亚夜同居多久了？”
“请问你觉得现在公开恋情对你的事业会有什么影响吗？”
“请问你和郑亚夜是怎么认识的？”
……我的耳边不断地传来一个又一个的问题。这些声音，就像一个个重重的石头砸到我的头上，砸得我头晕目眩。一时间我的脑袋里一片空白，完全失去了思考的能力。我只能很努力地，很努力地想要睁开我的眼睛。
就在我终于成功睁开眼睛，看清面前混乱的画面后，我想，我还是看不见比较好吧！
那些刺眼的闪光灯是从一个又一个相机里射出来的，而问我问题的那些人，都是些手拿录音笔话筒的记者们！
眼前的画面让我原本就停止运转的脑袋更加迟钝了。原来做明星是这么恐怖的一件事，被这么多人包围的感觉真是超可怕啊！没想到我的人生中居然还有这样的一天！
话说今天还真的是缔造了我辉煌人生的众多个第一次啊！第一次变苗条，第一次和除了哥哥以外的男生去游乐园，第一次脸零距离贴近前车窗，第一次被这么多的记者围攻。 就在我因为这众多的第一次而感觉到不知所措的时候，突然地，一个手臂搭在了我的肩膀上面。
我看向身侧，郑亚夜正面对着记者。他什么话也没说，但是脸上的表情却好像是可以说明什么！那张俊秀的脸上，明显的写着“没事少来烦”五个字。
“大家不要急，不要急，有什么事情的话，我们在明天的记者招待会上会为大家解答的。”就在我迷茫的时候，在众多记者的外围传来了一个声音。我记得这个声音，正是那天郑亚夜发烧时，我接到的电话里的声音。
这个声音完全吸引了在场所有的记者的注意，在场的记者一窝蜂地围了上去。等记者们的焦点一转移，郑亚夜马上就拽着我，回到了家里面。
难道这就是传说中的凌波微步，乾坤大挪移？就在我刚刚有反应的时候，我已经在家里了！看来，大明星也不是谁都能做的，毕竟，不是谁都能有这么快的反应能力和速度啊！
经纪人家里面的餐桌前，我和郑亚夜并排地坐着，坐在我和郑亚夜对面的，是一个怪怪的中年男子。他正是刚才在家门外吸引了记者，让和我郑亚夜安全转移的那个声音的主人。
大晚上的，虽然是有开灯啦！但是这个人的脸上居然戴着墨镜也是很奇怪的吧？更奇怪的是，此刻我和郑亚夜都在和这个戴墨镜的家伙对视。我很疑惑，郑亚夜都看不见对方的眼睛，到底是要怎么对视啊？
“那个……”我想要开口，打破我们三个人之间有点尴尬的安静状态，然而，却想不出应该要说些什么“说吧！现在要怎么解决？”餐桌那边的人突然开口。
他是在跟我说话吗？还是在跟郑亚夜说话啊？我很疑惑。不过，比起我心里面最大的疑问，这个疑问其实不算什么！在我心里面最大的那个疑问，我想问，眼前的这个家伙，究竟是谁啊？
“随便他们怎么写，反正清者自清。”郑亚夜的语气里面听不出什么情绪，就像他的那张脸一般，没有任何的情绪。
“清者自清？你说得倒是轻松。你难道不知道，名声对于一个明星来说有多么的重要吗？现在外界对你的评价就已经是神这个境界的人物了，你以为神这个称号这么容易得来吗？神是不可以恋爱的。”眼前这个怪怪的中年男子十分激动地说。
神和恋爱有什么必然的联系吗？突然，我的脑袋里面出现了七仙女的画面，小七和董永不就在恋爱吗？呃，如果说现在的郑亚夜是小七的话，那董永……不就是我喽？
“那个，我和郑亚夜……”我是想要解释一下的，毕竟，董永这件事，实在是有那么一点儿扯了。
“不要跟我说你们没什么！我相信你们肯定没什么。但是，外面的记者对你们可没有这样的信任。”这个中年男子是有不让别人说完话的习惯吗？到现在为止，我都还没有在他面前说完任何一句话啊！而且，他为什么就那么相信我和郑亚夜没什么啊？
“难道我要一辈子单身吗？”郑亚夜的声音依旧没有任何的波动。
“当然没有让你一辈子单身，只是现在是你最红的时期，怎么能够让这些事情扼杀了你的前途呢？恋爱啊，女友啊，这种绯闻，也只有那些过了气的明星才会用，可是你不同啊。”眼前的这个人的情绪似乎已经到达了顶点，他说着说着，居然拍案而起了。
我郁闷地看着我那张可怜的餐桌，啊！他刚刚的那一掌，着实是很用力啊！那惊天动地的响声，吓得我全身一震。
“我也不想弄成这样。”看到眼前的这个人如此的震怒，身旁的郑亚夜却只丢出了这么一句话。
这个家伙，明明刚刚路上还着急得要死，为什么现在却看起来这样的无所谓呢？我迷茫地用余光扫视坐在我旁边的家伙。
“是啊！你不想，所以还在我千叮咛、万嘱咐的时候给我跑出去？所以还在我说了几百遍，嘴皮子都磨破的时候跑出去还带着这样一个女生。”他继续愤怒地说。
他说的“这样一个女生”应该是在说我吧？女生就女生，为什么还要在前面加上“这样”的字眼啊？他这样说是看不起我的意思吗？
瞬间，我对眼前的这个怪怪的中年男子没有了半分好感。
我以愤怒的目光怒视着眼前的家伙，用我大大的白眼使劲地削眼前的家伙。
“现在事情已经这样了，说这些有什么用！”在怪怪的中年男子震怒之后，郑亚夜也终于怒了，他的声音之大，简直就比我和他坐过山车的时候还夸张，大到完全盖住了那个中年男子的声音。
那个怪怪的中年男子似乎是没有想到郑亚夜居然还会发火，愣了愣，然后变得十分地不知所措。
“那个，我不过是跟你说明事情的严重性。”大概是因为郑亚夜的语气比较强硬，眼前这个家伙的语气瞬间软了下来。
郑亚夜看着他不讲话。一时间，屋内的空气降到了冰点。 我本来想要开口缓解下气氛，但是考虑到我就算开口也还是会被打断的，所以就还是静观其变好了。
“夜，我知道我刚刚说话时比较激动，但是，你要考虑到我的立场。身为你的经纪人的我，实在是有很大的压力。一方面我要照顾你，另一方面我还要照顾喜欢你的歌迷影迷们还有媒体。你要体谅我，所以……”这个男人的话像是想要安抚郑亚夜的情绪一般，态度十分地柔和。
天哪，原来这个人就是郑亚夜的经纪人？
我斜眼看看郑亚夜，他的脸上再次恢复了空白的表情。那张平静的脸，让我一度觉得刚刚怒吼的人不是这个家伙。
“所以，明天的记者招待会你会去吧？”看到郑亚夜恢复了平静，经纪人似乎是长长地出了一口气。然而，在出了一口气之后，他竟然开始再次提条件，什么叫做得寸进尺，我今天算是领教到了。
“好！我去。”郑亚夜的语气里面没有半点迟疑，很爽快地答应了。
然后，经纪人再次愣住了。
从经纪人刚刚那祈求的语气和现在这愣住的表情可以看出，他完全没有想到郑亚夜会这么爽快地答应。看来郑亚夜平时也不是很听他的话呀。
“这是你说的哦！那就这么定了，我明天来接你。”说完，经纪人一溜烟地消失在我家，好像身后有狼狗在追他一样。
Ok!我承认！不只是当明星的人要有速度，当经纪人的人也是要有一定的速度的。看他这光速消失的速度，我就可以得出结论，那就是他绝对是害怕郑亚夜反悔，所以才会这样迅速地消失的。
一时间房间里没有人说话。看着面前的空白座位，我呆呆地不知道要如何反应当下这么个突发的状况。 “你平常是不是都不答应他的要求啊？”沉默太久会很尴尬吧，于是我打开话题。
“我不喜欢有很多记者的地方。”一旁的郑亚夜平静地说着。
不喜欢有很多记者的地方？那么记者招待会的话，应该全都是记者吧？如果那么不喜欢，为什么刚刚答应得那么爽快啊？我迷茫地看着他。
“那你为什么答应？”这个家伙的答案和他的做法，怎么看都是很矛盾的吧？
“如果我不解释清楚的话，那些记者就会让你的生活不得安宁。”他清澈的眼睛对上了我那双带着迷茫的眼睛，很干脆地回答。
因为那双如黑水晶般的眼眸，我的心跳又开始变得乱七八糟了。不过，更让我心跳得乱七八糟的是他的话。
“你，是为了我？”我从来没有想过这个家伙居然会如此为我着想。
“嗯。”面对我不确定的疑问，他的语气里面却带有了满满的肯定。
然后，我石化了。我呆愣愣地看着他。
这个家伙的话究竟是什么意思？是我误会了吗？为什么我觉得他说的话是这样的暧昧呢？
在我和这个家伙住了这么久的日子，我对他那洁癖冷酷的个性是很了解的，为什么此刻的他，我好像突然有那么一点儿不了解了呢？
不对，我不是对此刻的他不了解，而是对今天一天的他都不是很了解。今天他所做的一切都很诡异。最诡异的就是他对我似乎太好了一点儿吧？帮我找灵感，把我变漂亮，还带我去游乐园，一切都怪异得让我不知所措。突然对我这么好，而且一好就好了这么久。是不是应该跟这个家伙说不要对我太好呢？会习惯的，如果习惯了他对我好，明天他再变回那种冷酷的样子的话，我会不会很不失望呢？肯定会吧？
“我会保护你！放心好了。”就在我为了有关习惯的这些事情脑袋打结的时候，郑亚夜突然开口。
“你……”一时间，我对他的话不知道应该作何反应，只能呆呆地看着他那带有一些红晕的脸颊，然后感觉着自己的脸颊在不断地升温。
他说他会保护我，是保护我哦！是像王子保护公主那样的保护吗？
“你应该饿了吧！我去做饭。”说着，他起身走向厨房。
这个家伙，是因为不好意思才找借口走开的吧？看着他快步走进厨房，我突然有了一种很幸福的感觉。
不过，这样幸福的感觉也只是一瞬间而已。因为，在我刚刚感觉到有那么一点点幸福的时候，突然我意识到了我的心意。
他一靠近我，我就心跳得乱七八糟。他一微笑，都会让我心跳加速。他随便的一句话，就会让我不知所措，脸颊升温。这些不正常，让我无法不面对自己的真心：我，韩筱洁，喜欢上了他，喜欢上了郑亚夜。
是的，这样平凡的我，喜欢上了这样不平凡的他。对我来说，这种感情完全就是悲剧嘛！郑亚夜只是随便好心一下，我就对他有了非分之想！可是他的好心能持续多久呢？他又不会喜欢上我，说不定明天他就会变回以前的他了！
醒醒吧，韩筱洁，不要再做这种不切实际的梦了！
告白我和郑亚夜面对面地坐着。
像这样一起吃饭，我已经习惯了。郑亚夜做的菜很好吃，可是今天我无论如何就是吃不下，看着满桌丰盛的菜肴，我发起了呆。
“怎么不吃？”郑亚夜似乎是感觉到我的怪异，放下筷子，看着我说。
“没有，不是很饿。”我随口敷衍着他，脑袋里面继续想着我喜欢他这件事情。
如果他知道我喜欢他，说不定会很讨厌我吧？毕竟只是朋友，如果被他知道我喜欢他，那不就尴尬了？说不定以后连朋友都做不了了。可是，现在看到他我的情绪就变得乱七八糟的。那么，为今之计，就只有……“郑亚夜……”我犹豫着开了口。
“嗯？”他轻哼了一声，似乎是在等待我的下文。
“我在想，那个，记者那样误会……要不然，你就搬出去住？”我很犹豫地不知道要怎么开口。
让他搬出去，是我左思右想了半天，才想出的办法。毕竟，日久生情，日久生情，我现在和他已经生情了，要怎么面对以后的日久呢？他肯定不会喜欢我，而我……如果每天跟他一起，肯定会很难过的。所以，最好的办法就是和他分开，眼不见为净，时间久了不见面，估计就不会有什么感觉了。Yes, it is like that!
“为什么？”他看着我，眉头紧锁。眉心的“川”字简直就可以夹死蚊子。
“为什么？当然是为了不让别人误会啊。你搬出去，然后跟记者解释一下你是为了工作才跟我待一段时间的，时间一长大家就不会关注这件事了。而且，虽然那个什么导演说要我帮你解读剧本，但是其实你读过《爱如星辰》了，根本就没有什么好让我帮你解释的。”
其实，有的时候我还是很佩服自己的。我还是有很强的随机应变能力的， 就像现在，我居然能在这种时候胡诌出一大堆理由，着实厉害啊！
“这应该不是理由吧？”他满脸严肃地盯着我说。
bang!我的自信心瞬间崩塌。原来我说了一大堆理由，根本没有骗过眼前的人啊。面对他的眼神，我不自觉地有些发颤。我可没有什么说谎经验啊，所以在此刻说谎，让我十分没有底气。
“就，就是这样。”我有些结巴地说着。
“韩筱洁！”他愤怒地大叫我的名字。
比起刚刚对经纪人的怒吼，这次的声音虽然没有那么大，感觉上却比刚刚的愤怒意味更加浓烈了。
因为这个愤怒的声音，我完全不知道要怎么去接话。
“该死，你到底想要我怎么样？我不都说了会保护你吗？”他说着，一拳打在了餐桌上。我那张可怜的餐桌再次被打得乱颤。
“我能保护自己的，所以，所以你……”所以你还是搬出去吧！不要让我再看到你