Chapter 3 Chapter 2 Gentle VS Cold

How long has it been since I didn't go to bed on time for love breakfast?It seems to be from the time when I started to receive the drafting invitation from my beautiful and generous editor!So how long has it been since I lay in bed enjoying the bright morning sun?It should be when I started writing!I received an invitation from a beautiful and generous editor to start writing, when was it?I searched for memory in my head, but to no avail.All I can say is that it was a long, long time ago. Since it happened a long time ago, it is understandable that I am not used to the harmonious sunshine in the morning, right?

Sitting on the edge of the bed, I let out a long sigh for no reason while looking at the room that was so clean that it didn't look like my room at all. Yesterday, it felt like a dream, a lot of things happened. First, the director’s visit, and then the actors’ check-in, made my peaceful life more ripples in an instant.Of course, if it was beautiful ripples, I would just turn a blind eye and accept them, but why...why did my life become like this after they came? No, to be precise, after Zheng Yaye came, my life turned into this.This guy with a serious cleanliness, after hiring a cleaning company to clean the living room, guest room, kitchen, and toilet, he actually cleaned up my room without any explanation!

what!My room, which was so full before, became like this... so clean in an instant!I'm going to die!He doesn't live in my room, why bother? When I think about it, I have infinite resentment in my heart. I really want to squat in the corner and draw circles while cursing this annoying guy.Who am I provoking? However, despite such grievances, I still know how to find light in the grievances.As soon as I think of the light in the grievance, my heart is surging, my heart is full of joy, my heart beats faster, and my wish comes true... "Can I come in?" Ah!Such a gentle voice, isn't this my bright voice!

"Yes! Please come in." There was unconcealable excitement in my voice. The door was opened, and Min Xitai standing at the door was as dazzling as the morning sun, which made me unable to keep my eyes open.I struggled to open my eyes and looked at him who was constantly emitting light. "I made breakfast, do you want to eat it?" He said to me with a smile while holding a plate full of various delicacies in one hand. "Yes!" I jumped up from the bed with a happy face. Think about it, what a happy thing it is for a handsome guy in home clothes to prepare a breakfast of love for you in the early morning!In the past 18 years of my life, there are not many happy moments like this one!

He walked into my room with a smile on his plate, put the plate on my desk, and pulled out a chair for me in a considerate manner. It was such a small action, but it moved my heart to a mess.Ever since I was a child, apart from my father and my elder brother, there was no third boy who treated me so well.Not only did he make breakfast for me, but he also thoughtfully pulled up a chair for me!Although I have seen this kind of action in some foreign movies, what I didn't expect was that such a scene would happen to me one day, to such an ordinary me! Probably because I was so moved, I suddenly had the urge to cry.

"What are you doing there stupidly? Hurry up and eat something!" He seemed to have completely ignored the tears that were about to pour out of my eyes, and he still had a full smile on his face, and said softly. Because of the tears that were about to flow out, I froze in place stupidly, trying hard to force back the tears that were about to gush out of my eyes.However, the tears I tried to hold back broke the bank at the moment he pulled me to the desk. My tears slid down my face, leaving a shallow mark on my face.My tears fell on the hand he and I held together, dripping out a shallow puddle.

Because of my tears without warning, he suddenly froze. I kindly made breakfast for someone, but in exchange for that person's tears, if I encountered such a thing, I should be stunned, right?He should think I'm unreasonable, right?He must be very depressed now, right? Tears were still on my face, I looked up at him, only to find that there was no depressed expression on his handsome face—that handsome and invincible face was still full of tenderness.Inadvertently, I met his eyes.Is it because the tears are still in the eyes?For a moment, I seemed to see some complicated emotions in his eyes.What is written in his eyes?

Just when I looked at him, he raised his hand and reached out to my eyes. What is he going to do? I looked at his raised hand in a little bewilderment...the hand stopped on my cheek, and the slender fingers with warm temperature stroked my face, wiping away the tears on my face left traces.His movements are gentle, because of his gentle movements, I feel flattered. He is wiping my tears? The moment I realized that he was wiping my tears, my body seemed to be frozen, and my whole body froze in place. This plot, which often appears in my novels, suddenly happened in my life. How could I be so stiff?In my novel, at this time, the heroine will gently embrace the hero!Why at this moment, I can't do anything but just stand there stupidly?

"I seem to have moved you..." Min Xitae said softly as he wiped away my tears. I looked at him with tears in my eyes.Where is the limit of a person's tenderness?I don't know, I only know that the person in front of me has a tenderness that makes me infinitely addicted.Shouldn't I fall in love just because of his tenderness? fall in love?I was taken aback by the four words that popped out of my head. I, the invincible "home girl" Han Xiaojie, actually fell in love? What an earth-shattering, weeping news!Let my "fans" know, maybe there will be a big reaction!But is falling in love with someone so simple?

Confused, I looked up at the handsome and extremely gentle Min Xitae in front of me. "No one has ever been so kind to me except my family," I choked up. He didn't seem to have thought that I would say such a thing at all, so he was shocked all over, his handsome face was full of disbelief.I could clearly feel him froze. A handsome and gentle person like him, but he doesn't mind my appearance and figure, treats me so well!It probably never occurred to him how discriminated against people like me are. "Fool, there will be me in the future!" He said softly. His voice was very soft, very soft, but it left an indelible mark on my heart.

I have only met this person twice and we have known each other for no more than 24 hours.But to him, it was like... "It's already 9 o'clock, and I have to shoot a set of commercials at noon... I'm going to make preparations first, you can eat by yourself!" Maybe it was because he said some nasty things, so he was a little bit Embarrassed. "Well! Okay!" I said happily. Hearing my answer, he slightly bent the corners of his mouth, leaving me with an infinitely beautiful smile, then turned and left. Because of his beautiful smile with deep meaning, I stood there in a daze, watching him disappear out of my sight. Everything behaved so unreal, as if it were fake!Looking at the disappearing figure, I seemed to be dreaming.Why does it feel unreal?Because we only met twice?Because we haven't known each other for more than 24 hours?Or is it because he is too nice to me? The psychology of girls is always particularly difficult to understand, especially girls in love.in love?what!What a word that makes people blush and heartbeat!Thinking about it makes people's cheeks warm up. I patted the hot cheeks with my hands, trying to pat down the increasingly obvious rising temperature.However, this trick seems to be of no use.In the end, I reluctantly gave up and had the love breakfast prepared by Min Xitai for me! The sweet bread, the tasteless milk, the hard biscuits, the legendary love breakfast is not as delicious as I imagined, I thought it should be very happy, but it was unexpectedly unpalatable But the taste makes me really happy!Frowning, I had no choice but to finish the unpalatable breakfast. There is no pile of manuscripts, so what should I do next?I looked at the empty dinner plate and thought helplessly. After thinking about it for a long time, I found that I really couldn't think of anything else to do.Then, I came to the conclusion that it seemed that my whole life was being forced by the editor. After thinking about it, I took a deep breath and decided to do the dishes.Think about it, I am such a lazy person, I actually have to do the dishes, has the world changed from color to black and white? As I thought about it, I walked out of the room with the dinner plate in my hand. However, the moment I walked out of the room, I froze.In front of the dining table by the floor-to-ceiling windows opposite to my room door, a beautiful young man bathed in the warm sunshine in the morning is sitting leisurely at the dining table, drinking coffee while reading a book whose title is not clear. The light blue T-shirt on his body looked extraordinarily dazzling under the sun. What a beautiful picture!But why is there such a beautiful boy?Moreover, is he still so familiar? etc!Isn't he Zheng Yaye? Although we met yesterday, it's still so uncomfortable to see you today! Speaking of which, he who doesn't speak like this is really like a painting, incredibly beautiful. "Did you show a demented expression early in the morning?" However, as soon as he speaks... it really destroys the beauty! This guy didn't even raise his head, yet he knew I had a demented expression?Totally and absolutely obnoxious!He obviously lives in my house, but he still said such impolite words!He didn't want to think about whose territory this was in? "How about it? I'm happy! If you don't want to watch it, you can go out!" I said to him in a provocative tone. How many people will curse me for provoking such a top-notch handsome guy?What's more, this extremely handsome guy is also a well-known star... "It's not me who showed the demented expression." He closed the book as a matter of course, picked up the coffee cup and walked into the kitchen. Why does it feel like his reasons are so natural?Obviously he was the one who hurt people first, why is it like my fault when he said it?There was the sound of running water in the kitchen, could it be... my movements are much smarter than my brain, so the moment I realized that the sound of running water in the kitchen might be Zheng Yaye washing the cups, I had already stood up. in the kitchen. However, when I saw the picture in the kitchen, I was stunned again: this man, even washing the cups is like a beautiful scenery... His clean side face is full of serious expressions, he lowers his head slightly, staring at With the water flowing down the cup, his slender fingers carefully scrubbed the coffee cup under the water from the pipe. Scrubbed by such slender and beautiful fingers, the coffee cup in his hand should be very happy, right? People say that the picture of a beauty taking a bath is fascinating, why is it so exciting for a handsome guy to wash a cup! Excited?What a joke!His vicious words instantly recalled in my head... Forget it, he is a guy who can only be seen from a distance but not up close.At this moment, I still have to do business! "Wow! You're washing the cups!" I wobbled and moved to his side, and said flatteringly with a smile all over my face. Silent... Silent... Silent... He completely ignored my flattering words and continued to wash the coffee cup seriously. The damn guy!I was angry because of his ignorance.But in order not to wash the dishes, I forcefully swallowed this anger back. "Actually, you see, washing one is also washing, and washing many is also washing. It's better to wash together, don't you think?" I said flatteringly. How far can I flatter to not wash the dishes?If I had a tail now, I would probably wag it, right? While I was waiting expectantly for his reaction, he put the cup aside and suddenly extended a hand towards me. He, he, he is... is he going to reach out to take the plate in my hand?Reflexively, I stretched out the plate in front of him. However, instead of taking the plate in my hand, he took one of my hands. Him, what is he going to do? I don't know why, the moment he took my hand, I suddenly felt dizzy.This feeling is like the kind that occurs when you have a fever. "You, what are you doing?" I said at a loss. My heartbeat is completely out of order, and now I can finally feel the feeling of the cup he just cleaned.If the cup had a heart just now, it must have died of a heart attack. He took my hand, and I could only stand there dumbfounded, letting him manipulate my hand in a daze.At the mercy of?Why did I suddenly think of something bad in my head... Just as I was thinking wildly, my hand touched something cold. "Ah!" I yelled involuntarily because of the instant temperature difference. However, when I saw that the cold thing I touched was just water, my frightened heart calmed down instantly.But why did he take my hand and stretch it into the water? I looked at his handsome side face with a face full of confusion.He turned to look at me, meeting my eyes.Such a sudden stare at each other made it impossible for me to ask him what he wanted to do. "Now that you have touched the water, let's wash the dishes with water!" He looked at me and said with a blank expression. The damn guy!God!Why was I seduced by this guy's beauty just now?Thinking about my damn stupid behavior just now, I really want to slap myself! "You..." After I gritted my teeth and said such a word, I really couldn't think of the next sentence, so I had to swallow the words that followed. This damned, cunning guy, I curse you, curse you, curse you to get fat after drinking cold water, curse your hair to be oily every day, curse you... However, this kind of curse, I only dare to shout in my heart.Because of the conversation just now, I had a great fear of this guy's reaction ability and viciousness, so I could only watch him go out of the kitchen with extremely resentful eyes. It can only be seen from a distance but not appreciated up close... I shouted in my heart again. "Huh!" After I took a long breath, I picked up the dishcloth depressedly, poured detergent on it and started washing the dishes. I wipe, I wipe, I wipe—hmph, I took the bowl in my hand as that inhuman Zheng Yaye with a beautiful coat.After wrestling with the dishes, I finally managed to free the pile of dishes from the greasy abyss. I walked out of the kitchen while shaking the water droplets on my hands. It was that beautiful picture again, that fellow Zheng Yaye was still sitting at the dining table, still holding the book just now and reading, engrossed in it. Suddenly, my curiosity came up: what kind of book did this vicious Zheng Yaye with a broken mouth read so intently? Because of this curiosity, I approached him involuntarily, wanting to see the book in his hand clearly.Because of this extreme curiosity, I ignored the truth left over from ancient times to the present, that is-"curiosity killed a fat man". This guy really has a quirk, okay, what kind of book cover is there for the schoolbag?He thought it was a textbook for elementary school students?wack! But I don't know why, this guy cherishes this book so much, but I want to know what this book is even more. "Well, what are you... looking at?" I asked curiously. Hearing my words, he glanced up at me.Those eyes were very contemptuous and inadvertent, so it made me feel that I was not taken seriously. It seems to be a white question again. "Love is like a star." However, just when I thought he would not answer my question, he opened his mouth unexpectedly. What a confusing guy. But why is the name he just said so familiar... Hey, isn't that my book? This guy, is reading my book?And still cherish my book so much?And still read my book so engrossed? How could this be?It's incredible! "Isn't it pretty?" Probably because I was too excited, I couldn't help but say such a sentence.After I finished speaking, I regretted it.According to this guy's personality, he should say something vicious right now to dampen my happy mood, right? "Yeah." However, he only uttered a single syllable and hummed softly. This guy... If I had glasses now, I'd be broke!Is this the legendary surprise? Inexplicably, my mood instantly improved to the extreme.Obviously, many readers like me very much!Many readers told me that my book is very good-looking!Why was I so excited when I heard his affirmation? "Really? Really? What do you think is the best part of this book?" I sat down next to him excitedly and looked at him expectantly.However, when I looked at him with stars in my eyes, he frowned and looked at me with very unhappy eyes. Such fierce eyes seemed to tell me silently that my words were too serious. Too much, I'm pushing my limits. Facing his eyes like this, my heart instantly changed from excitement to fear. "Ferris wheel." Just when I was in a low mood, he accidentally spit out these few words. Ferris wheel? Ah, it's the Ferris wheel! "Hahaha! I like that too. When I wrote that, I was crying while writing it! I was crying badly at that time." I said excitedly. Thinking about that time, when I wrote the plot of the Ferris wheel, my tears were really like a flood!But thinking about it later, it was actually very worthwhile, because I exchanged tears for more tears. "The sadness of the Ferris wheel is that no matter how long it turns, it will return to the original point at one point. The sadness of the Ferris wheel is that no matter what it goes through, it can only turn in a certain track and direction. The sadness of the Ferris wheel is that it carries Too much happiness, but I don't know that behind the happiness is actually sadness. The sadness of the Ferris wheel is obviously so sad, but nothing can change it." He suddenly read out such a passage.His voice is very pure, worthy of Zheng Yaye who is known as having the voice of nature!When he read this passage, it was really exciting. Isn't this a passage from my book? This guy actually noticed?This passage is, in my opinion, the best passage I have ever written.I named it "Ferris Wheel of Sorrow".Although it is my favorite sentence, even though it is the best written sentence in my opinion, there are still many people who don't like this passage.Maybe it's because this sentence is too sad?However, I always feel that because of this passage, because of such sadness, the final story is happier. "Why do you like this passage?" I asked him with complicated emotions. In what mood did I ask him?Pleasure?A little bit, because it feels like I have found a bosom friend.nervous?A little bit, I was afraid that he thought I asked too much, and I was even more afraid that his understanding of that passage was different from mine.After all, it is actually not easy to find a bosom friend. He frowned again when he heard my question.Are you thinking?Or really angry?I looked at him nervously, my whole body was a little stiff. "Because there is no deep sorrow, you will not cherish happiness so much later." He said. His words shocked me. This guy really reads... reads what I'm trying to say? My mood is excited, and I have a big problem with myself, that is, my excitement must be expressed in some form—and this form of expression because of excitement definitely does not go through the brain, as for How careless it is, you can see it from my current actions. Right now I'm hugging him like an octopus.Is this the legendary bear hug?probably!I bear hug a boy?This should be a very unusual move, right?I bear hug a handsome boy?This should be an even more unusual move, right?I hugged this handsome, arrogant and cruel Zheng Yaye?This is a completely terrifying move, right? I hugged Zheng Yaye...Let's not talk about being torn apart by this "great god" fan after he found out, and being stripped and washed by the paparazzi who followed him all the time, just say, Zheng Yaye... probably Are you going to tear me apart? After thinking about the seriousness of the matter, I suddenly let go of the person in front of me, and then I didn't dare to lift my head, and tremblingly retreated in small steps. "You..." He didn't move, just said the word. Is he planning how to kill me with words?When I met him for the first time yesterday, I just stood in front of him like that, and he said that I made him lose his appetite, so hugging him this time, shouldn't be just talking about me like yesterday, right? "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I... I didn't mean it. I just, I just, it's just that few people think the same as me, and few people understand what I wrote." I apologized with some fear, and then the words Unsatisfactory explanation of my behavior. "You..." He continued his monosyllable. Because of this continued monosyllable, my heart became more fearful, so my head lowered. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." I kept stepping back and whispering apologetically. "You..." He uttered another monosyllable.However, at the same time he uttered the monosyllable, he stood up and took a step towards me. He doesn't want to hit me, does he?Now it's just me and him at home!What am I going to do if he hits me?If I was killed, I might not be found for months!what to do?What should we do? I kept backing, and backing, until... "Ah!" I screamed. Because of the constant backwards, and the lack of eyes in the back of my head, unfortunately, without knowing it, I slammed hard into the corner of the TV cabinet not far from the dining table. Why does the TV cabinet have corners?Why is this horn so sharp?My poor back, I had a deep intimate contact with such a sharp corner of the TV cabinet so abruptly! What is deep intimate contact?That is, the corner of the cabinet pierced deeply into the poor swimming ring of my waist!It hurt so much that I burst into tears. "You..." However, just as I was jumping in pain, the person in front of me continued to pronounce a single syllable. This guy has been planning to teach me a lesson for a long time, right?Now is the time to explode, right?Looking at my current situation, there should be no place to take refuge, right?Thinking of this, I took a deep breath. It's a blessing, not a curse, and it's a disaster that can't be avoided-let the storm come more violently! After taking a deep breath, I closed my eyes and put on an expression of "you can kill or cut whatever you want".However, after a long time, he did not open his mouth, nor did he say anything. Why is there no movement at all?I cautiously opened one eye and aimed at him. What is his expression?As if struck by lightning, the expression on his face was completely sluggish and stiff, and those clear eyes were so sluggish that they didn't even blink. What's wrong with this guy? Just when I was at a loss, he finally spoke: "How long has it been since you took a shower?" His voice, which was originally hailed as the sound of nature, was now a little pale and trembling. "Huh?" Regarding his jumpy question, I really couldn't keep up with my thinking for a while. "How long?" I could clearly feel him being patient.But what is he enduring? He clenched his fist so tightly that I could feel his nails digging into the skin of his palm.won't it hurt?I looked at him with a depressed face very depressed. "This..." Seeing him waiting for my answer so depressedly, my answer must be very important to him.Although I don't know what the meaning is, but in the spirit of humanity, I decided to tell him... But how long has it been since I took a shower? "About...a week?" I said uncertainly.This guy really picks up questions that I don't understand! "One... a week?" When he heard my words, his face was instantly covered with gray. "It may also be 10 days." I continued to think. Generally speaking, when there are no special circumstances, I will stay at home. Since I stay at home, it doesn't matter whether I take a shower or not, and no one will see it anyway. "10 days?" After hearing my words, his face instantly turned from gray to blue. "Ah! It's 15 days!" Suddenly, I remembered that the last time I took a bath was half a month ago - when my dear brother came to see me, I was forced to take a bath helplessly. "15 days?" When he heard my affirmative answer, his entire face turned into a sauce-purple, and at the same time as his face turned into a sauce-purple, he strode into the bathroom. "哕...哕!" The next moment, I heard such a voice from the bathroom. This... what happened to him? Is he pregnant? Ugh, what the hell am I thinking!Although he is more beautiful than many female stars, he is still a boy no matter what!But, if he wasn't pregnant, why did he vomit so faintly? "Are you okay?" I asked kindly, standing outside the bathroom. "You, 哕... stay away from me, 哕, a little bit." His voice came intermittently from the bathroom. After hearing this sentence from him while spitting, I suddenly felt that I wanted to slap myself.Why should I care about this bastard and cruel man who kills thousands of knives? What an unreasonable fellow!Just now he was obviously fine, and he seemed to be easy to get along with, but now he said such hurtful words.Because of his current behavior, I doubt whether the words he said just now made me feel like my bosom friend came from the little theater in my brain—he read the hero in my book so tenderly: If so, it is actually my hallucination, right?Ok!It should be like this. With such a depressed mood, I returned to my room. "Damn guy, stinky guy, big bastard..." I sat on my big soft bed, and kept chanting words suitable for Zheng Yaye, a damn guy. I am very angry now, very angry, very angry.But why so angry?Angry at being disappointed?Such a weird idea popped up in my head at the first time.disappointment?Why should I be disappointed?Because I thought I had found someone who could read my words, but unexpectedly, he... "Ah!" I screamed, rubbing my hair and falling to my soft big bed. The moment my head touched the soft big bed, I suddenly felt a little sleepy.Ah, although I just woke up, since I'm sleepy now, it's better to take a nap!Didn't people say that sleep is the best way to adjust your mood?Yes, sleep. Obviously I was sleepy, but for some reason, after I closed my eyes, I just couldn't fall asleep.I can't sleep?This is really incredible. I sat up from the bed depressed, so sleepy, I couldn't fall asleep, and I didn't want to go out of the room to see that super grim guy, so what should I do? Suddenly, an idea flashed in my head: Since it is so boring, why not just take a bath! Although I think taking a bath is a time-consuming, labor-intensive and water-consuming thing, but it is still a bit sloppy to not take a bath for 15 days.Besides, there are two top-quality boys coming to the house. Although one is very cold, the other is a top-quality gentle handsome guy, so you still have to take care of your image once in a while.Well, go take a shower! The gentle man can't understand it. After I came out of the bathroom, I found a very surprising thing, that is - it smells so good! It smells good?That's right, it smells so good!It's the kind of fragrance that makes people want to drool!The appearance of such a fragrance in my home is really tempting me. I searched for the source of the fragrance, walked into the living room and came to the dining table, and then... I was stunned. So many dishes? Boiled fish, lettuce in oyster sauce, mapo tofu, dried shrimps and winter melon, corn soup... Looking at such a table of delicious food, I suddenly felt unreal.These dishes are actually very ordinary, but judging from the appearance and aroma of the dishes, the taste should be extraordinary.However, why did this ordinary dish with unusual taste appear on my table? I scratched my hair in confusion, very puzzled. "Have you taken a bath?" Just when I was wondering, a gentle voice suddenly appeared behind me. I turned my head and immediately saw the enlarged version of Min Xitae's smiling face. This made me take a huge step back because I wasn't mentally prepared. "You..." When I was about to blame the person who stood behind me and frightened me, my voice stopped abruptly because of the sudden gentle expression on that handsome face. "Did I scare you?" Seeing that my mouth was still open, he said infinitely tenderly. Because of Min Xitai's infinitely gentle words, my originally opened mouth was immediately closed, and an expression full of happiness was instantly put on my face, and I foolishly shook my head.I don't know if it was because of my shaking his head, or because of something else, he slightly bent his mouth.However, the slightly curved corners of his mouth made me feel like there was something else mixed in.But what exactly are the ingredients?I do not know either.It’s just that there is a feeling that I can’t explain clearly, it seems that I don’t want to admit it, but I try to ignore it... As for me, I will use the "automatic and automatic ignoring method" for things that I don’t want to admit or try to ignore. Once, of course, is no exception. "Are you hungry? Let's have lunch!" He regained the original gentle expression on his face and whispered to me. Have a meal?It turns out that he cooked the dishes on this table?Suddenly, the smell of breakfast in the morning appeared in my head, and I had a little doubt about the seemingly delicious dishes on the table.After all, the breakfast I ate in the morning really tasted a little...not good! "Okay." I squinted my eyes and said cutely and obediently. I sat down at the dining table, looked at the dishes on the table, and really didn't know where to put my chopsticks.Breakfast is already like that, so will lunch be more... "What are you doing in a daze? Eat quickly!" He thoughtfully helped me refill the dishes. Looking at the gentle and considerate Min Xitai, I made a very important decision, that is - I will eat!Even if it's like chewing wax, I must eat it!After all, it was specially prepared for me by such a gentle and considerate man... Thinking of this, I couldn't help but tremble a little in my heart. I should be a person who is more easily moved, right?Just a simple bad meal and I get so moved.Or, in fact, I am not simply moved, but I really have a crush on Min Xitae? Thinking of this, the temperature of my cheeks suddenly rose.In order not to reveal my blushing and beating heart, I quickly lowered my head, casually picked up a piece of food from the chopstick bowl, and brought it to my mouth.Delicious, delicious, so delicious! Just when the tip of my tongue touched the dish I put into my mouth, this idea suddenly popped up in my mind.And my thoughts should be completely written on the face, right?It's like in a cartoon about food, when people eat the food made by the main character, the expressions on their faces will become infinitely happy - that's my expression now! Inexplicably, I felt a heartbeat in this lunch.My heart was beating uncontrollably, and a warm feeling emerged like a tide. "It's delicious! Thank you!" I looked at Min Xitae with a happy face. Hearing my words, Min Xitai was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled with some embarrassment. "Then eat more!" He smiled and continued to add vegetables to my bowl. The dishes for this lunch are delicious, and the people who cook them seem to be even more delicious.Inexplicably, I suddenly thought of Zheng Yaye's face.What a disappointment, why do you think of that guy's face out of nowhere?Even though I am facing delicious food, and I have such a gentle handsome guy Min Xitae by my side, why do I still want to think of that arrogant and cold villain? Is it because Min Xitae in front of me is so gentle, so I think of that guy who is not gentle?If this is the case, isn't my reverse thinking ability too good? If not, why would it be? Suddenly, a scene appeared in my mind: sunlight refracted into the room through the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, those golden rays of light were incredibly beautiful, however, the person bathed in the sunlight, compared to the soft and beautiful sunlight It seems more eye-catching. 那个人没有什么多余的表情，却又好像有着很多的表情，他带着淡淡的忧伤，点点的落寞，声音低沉而暗哑，却意外地很动听。 他说：“摩天轮的悲伤，是不管转了多久，有一刻终究会回到原点。摩天轮的悲伤，是不论经历了什么，都只能按照一定的轨道和方向转动。摩天轮的悲伤，是承载了太多的幸福，却不知幸福的背后其实是悲伤。摩天轮的悲伤，是明明那么悲伤，却什么都无法改变。” 他的眼睛里似乎曾经有过泪光，在阳光之下闪闪发亮，一点儿一点儿，那样耀眼。他高挺的鼻子，在阳光的照耀之下，在脸上打出一道淡淡的阴影，美丽得不可思议。那红润的嘴唇紧抿着，似乎是想要克制住心底最深的悲伤。 “筱洁！筱洁？”突然，我的耳边出现了一个有些焦灼的声音，打断了我脑海里面出现的优美的场景。 “啊？啊？”瞬间被拉回现实的我突然有那么一点儿不适应。 “你还好吧？怎么突然发起呆啦？”身边的闵希泰柔声开口。 我看向坐在旁边的闵希泰——为什么这么温柔的人坐在我旁边，我还会发呆呢？我看我一定是被郑亚夜那个浑蛋家伙偷偷下了什么迷药了，不然怎么脑袋里面不停地出现他念那段话时的样子啊？ no!no!赶紧回到现实吧！韩筱洁！ “没，没有啊！只是突然想到了一点儿事情。”我一边强迫自己回到现实，一边开口说。 “是吗？想到了什么？可以和我分享吗？”闵希泰开口。 看着坐在我旁边的闵希泰，我想，这样温柔细腻的人，应该是很能够照顾人的那种人，就和我书里面写到的男主角一样，简单却温暖。如果是这样，那么他应该也能懂，或者说比那个浑蛋家伙更加懂我的文字。 “那个……我的书，就是那个《爱如星辰》，你看过吗？”我目不转睛地看着身边的他。 听到我的话，他愣了一下，眉心出现了一个不容易被发现的“川”字，又立刻消失了。 “看过啊！”他弯起嘴角，笑得那样无邪。 “那能不能告诉我，你最喜欢书里面的哪句话呢？”我满脸期待地问。 我应该有多么期待呢？我已经找不到形容词来形容我现在的心情——明明应该是很期待的，但是却又没有面对郑亚夜时那种心脏乱跳的感觉，仿佛我也没有那么期待闵希泰的回答似的。 “我……”他突然不语。 因为我目不转睛地盯着他看，所以在他眼中瞬间闪过的局促不安被我看到了，虽然短暂得跟没有出现一般……“怎么了？”我看着他，想要继续追问下去。 “哦！那个，我快要赶不上中午的广告拍摄了，我现在马上就要走，有什么事的话，我们晚上再说吧！”他局促起身，连头都不回地朝大门走去。 看着他的背影，我的心里面突然有了一种说不清楚的感觉。那种我越来越想要忽视的感觉，在我的心里渐渐扩散开来。我越来越不能忽视掉了……我起身，回了自己的房间。 心里一瞬间变得乱七八糟，我突然觉得还是一个人好！虽然现在有帅哥围绕，可是因为这些帅哥，我的心就像坐过山车一样受刺激。