Chapter 4 Chapter 4 Inexplicably in love

Shao Xiaowei didn't even think that he would be kicked out of the house by his biological parents. At around ten o'clock in the evening, the old man and the old lady came back from a trip abroad and found that their daughter was hoarding on the sofa at home, eating and drinking while watching TV.The room has not been cleaned for an unknown number of days, and no one can enter at all. The trash can is surrounded by unknown small flying insects, and the stench is overwhelming.There were magazines on the floor here and there, mixed with the piles of long skirts, shorts, stockings, and T-shirts...

As expected of a couple who have been in love for many years, they just looked at each other and split up tacitly - the old lady went straight to Shao Xiaowei's room, packed up the season's clothes, cosmetics, and notebooks... and threw them all into the suitcase, while the old man took them from the kitchen. After pulling out the mop, the two of them opened the anti-theft door at the same time—— "Should we drive you away, or will you go by yourself?" Shao Xiaowei didn't move, and glanced at her father, thinking that the old man was joking with him, "Don't tease Dad!"

Seeing her so calm, the old lady pulled the luggage outside the door, turned off the TV, pointed to the wide open door and said—— "Whenever you feel that you are wrong, when you find a man, you come back." She yelled, "Mom, what are you doing? Didn't I tell you? I'm not messing around, but I think we are really not suitable." "Yes, you didn't find it suitable until the day you got married. Your father and I were so opposed to it before, and you went on a hunger strike to fight, so you almost severed ties with us... Both of us, your old bones were broken by you, so we agreed anyway. You escaped marriage !"

The old man was carrying the mop upside down, and the wooden stick knocked on the floor, making a thumping sound, "We can't stand you anymore, you can go out and live alone. Go wherever you like." Shao Xiaowei was sitting on the sofa, he hadn't figured out the situation yet, he was hesitating in his heart whether to act like a baby and fool him. The old man suddenly flew over with a big mop, frightening her out of her wits and scrambling to get up from the sofa. "Hey, Dad, listen to me, Dad! Oh, Dad..." The old man is serious. Waving the mop all over the room to chase Xiaowei Shao, one of them accidentally hid at the door, and was "sent" by the old lady from the back. When she understood, the anti-theft door had been locked from the inside.

She only heard the old man say "Girl, don't try to persuade us to come back, I have already taken your key away just now", and there was no movement inside the door. Shao Xiaowei stood in the corridor for a while, worried that the neighbor next door would see her embarrassment, and sighed at the door of his own house: "It's good to have only one child!" If she was the only child, she wouldn't believe that the old man and the old lady would dare to be so rampant. So I sent a WeChat message to my brother Shao Xiaojun, who was on a business trip in Guangzhou, asking for help——

"Brother, our parents don't want me anymore!" Shao Xiaojuan was three years older than her, and just because there was an older brother who came to her as a superborn and was fined 100,000 yuan that year, Shao Xiaojun often called her "Little Ten". "Hahaha, really? Xiao Shi, that's great, I'm so happy." Regarding her escape from marriage, Shao Xiaojun, the older brother, kept silent.I just followed Dai Chuan to explain to all the guests that day, and stayed to deal with the aftermath. When my parents nagged, I occasionally persuaded them with a word or two, and never added fuel.

The younger sister is grown up, and she is not a yellow-haired girl who cries endlessly behind his butt all day. There are some words, even brothers and sisters have to distinguish the boundaries. "Can I...can you stay with me for a few days?" I thought Shao Xiaojun would warmly invite her, so I had to ask for it myself. After a few minutes, Shao Xiaojun replied: "You know your sister-in-law's temper..." Sure enough, brothers and sisters are unreliable. Shao Xiaowei's sister-in-law is notoriously hot-tempered, and her brother was crushed and flattened by her, so he dared not say a word.The mother-in-law and daughter-in-law are also arguing fiercely. Both mother-in-law and daughter-in-law are outspoken, and there is no sand in their eyes. They can quarrel over whether to boil hot water for cooking.After struggling to live under the same roof for half a year, when housing prices dropped slightly, the old couple paid the down payment and kicked out their son and daughter-in-law.

As for her, she has been gnawing on the old for too long. Presumably the old man and the old lady thought that their daughter was married and could finally breathe a sigh of relief. Unexpectedly, they didn't even pass the door and called back as they were. Shao Xiaowei squatted on the ground thinking, if he had a daughter like himself in the future, would he be as patient and tolerant as his parents? no way! Of course, maybe when she has a child and becomes a mother, she will have a different state of mind and feelings, but Shao Xiaowei doesn't care about these things, so he takes a taxi and goes straight to Bie Qiong's house.

Two years ago, when Bie Qiong insisted on buying this old two-bedroom apartment building located in the narrow alley of the Third Ring Road, she was still laughing at Bie Qiong. The building was so old that the color of the walls could not be seen, and there was no elevator. Climb up and down 5 floors every day, what are you trying to figure out.Ke Biqiong explained that he likes the environment in the community, surrounded by towering ginkgo trees and locust trees, and shaded by green trees.What is rare is that the neighbors who live there are all retired employees of the Forestry Bureau, and the environment is relatively simple and pure.Every day when I come back from get off work, I occasionally meet old people sitting and chatting in twos and threes, or coaxing my grandchildren to talk and laugh. Seeing her smiling and taking the initiative to say hello, I don’t know how kind it is.

Shao Xiaowei carried the big box and sweated all over and finally reached the fifth floor. He was about to ring the doorbell when someone pushed the door open, "Then don't Qiong, I'll go back first. You should have a good rest and don't think too much." ——Good guy, when did this little girl get a new boyfriend? This voice is too familiar, so familiar to call her... Yes, it was Dai Chuan! Her head was buzzing. She met Dai Chuan for the first time after escaping from marriage, but she didn't expect it to be here. I wanted to wipe off the sweaty makeup on my face, I wanted to straighten my crumpled skirt, I looked down and saw that the T-shirt was wet, and I accidentally stepped on the flip-flops on the side of the road when I got out of the taxi. Puddles, toes, and calves are all black mud.

Dai Chuan was obviously taken aback when he saw her. He pointed to the door and stammered to explain, "I just... happened to meet Bie Qiong, so I sent her back." "Oh……" He was as unprepared as she was, and when he turned around and opened the door to call for Bie Qiong, his voice trembled, "Little Lieutenant is here, I'll leave first as you two talk." After speaking, he went downstairs as if fleeing. Shao Xiaowei sat on the fabric sofa in the living room of Bie Qiong's house, looking in a trance. "When did you two become so close?" Bie Qiong's complexion was extremely bad, and she was in an extremely bad mood, but Shao Xiaowei wanted to hit her on the muzzle of the gun. "You don't think I'm on good terms with your ex-husband, do you? Thank you, thank you for looking after me. Although my conditions are much worse than yours, I won't be hungry. Please rest assured about this." "Where is there?" Shao Xiaowei had already prepared for the worst, seeing what Bie Qiong said and the hanging stone fell to the ground, he immediately revived with full blood, pulled the suitcase and went straight to the guest room, and began to tidy up the room. Bie Qiong finally understood that the point was not here, "Hey, hey, what do you mean?" "Oh, I forgot to tell you," Shao Xiaowei had already started to hang clothes in the closet, "My parents returned home tonight and kicked me out. There is really no place to go, and your place is empty anyway, you won't let me go." Shall I live? Hahaha, of course you won’t.” She was afraid that Bie Qiong would disagree, so she decided to salute first and then go to war, and took out a small rectangular gift box with exquisite wrapping paper from her satchel, "This little gift for you is not considered a respect, please accept it." "You can live as long as you want." Unexpectedly, Bie Qiong agreed very happily, "It's enough for me to live alone." I unwrapped the package casually, and inside was a similar sprayer wrapped in black artificial leather There are dense piles of English on the box. "this is?" "Anti-wolf spray." Shao Xiaowei said, "The world is too chaotic now. I read Weibo yesterday and said that there were several incidents of being suddenly slapped by strange men in the subway and pretending to be lovers. Yes. Here you are, at a critical moment, it might save your life. I bought two, one for each of you. Sisters must miss you enough." "What's the use of this?" "Aim at the opponent's head and spray it like this," Xiaowei Shao opened the button of the artificial leather, "The end with the nozzle is aimed at the pervert, see if you press down with your thumb, you won't be able to open your eyes within half an hour. " Bie Qiong pouted, "Is it really useful?" "Put it in the bag, you will be grateful to me in the future." Shao Xiaowei stuffed the anti-wolf spray into Bie Qiong's handbag on the shoe cabinet in the living room, "Do you want to go out and watch a movie?" "not in the mood." "What's the point of being alone at home? Go and go." Shao Xiaowei actually wanted to say something, and asked how she and Dai Chuan met, but Bie Qiong didn't understand, so I was in a hurry to ask a few more questions. "Please, I'm in a bad mood. Your way of distraction is watching movies. I just like to stay at home, and I can stay as long as I want. Can we respect each other?" "Okay, okay, up to you. I'll take a shower first." She pouts, not living under the eyes of her parents is also good, for example, Bie Qiong will definitely not limit her time to come back at night. Shao Xiaowei was on his way to the cinema. A strong sense of loss and loneliness swept over her body, and the night wrapped her thin body. Every step she took was like a careless scarecrow, reminding her of the small village where she spent her childhood. At that time, autumn in the north came quickly, and the weather suddenly turned cold after a heavy rain. She and her friends often struggled to get rid of the adults who had to put on long-sleeved tops by themselves, and ran to the endless fields after school.It didn’t take long for the glass bottle to be filled with big green grasshoppers and praying mantises with bulging bellies about to lay eggs, and then secretly dig out a few pieces of sweet potatoes and bury them in the soil, put wooden sticks on them and set them on fire, and the saliva will fall all over the floor. Some villages are separated by a river, some by a road, and some by an alley.Li Village, Yang Village, Majiagang Village... the hawkers carrying seafood, fruits, fabrics, eggs, steamed buns, etc. sell along the village. Yes, then sneak into the firewood stack by the back door, squeeze out a one-meter-long hole, and exchange food with the friends who have been waiting there for a long time. Everything is delicious. I can't tell which day it was, but I suddenly changed into a different person inexplicably, I didn't want to do anything, I didn't want to talk to anyone, I wanted to escape from the control of my parents every second, and plotted to run away from home.He has no money and no place to go, is not financially independent and has no living circle of his own, like a hydrogen balloon tied to the handlebar of a bicycle by a peddler in the street, with nothing in his belly but always looking forward to wanting to Walk.Riding a bicycle like a demon in the early autumn afternoon, riding alone from one village to another. ... At this moment, Shao Xiaowei, who was kicked out of his home by his parents, once again had the rage, anxiety, panic, emptiness, and loneliness that he had when he was young when he rode a bicycle and flew around like headless flies. Psychologists believe that "accepting loneliness and being able to enjoy it are important signs of maturity."They divide loneliness into active loneliness and passive loneliness. "The former is necessary and beneficial, and can promote human beings to become free people with independent personalities, while the latter is unnecessary and not beneficial." If this is a sign of maturity, I don't know how long I will have to wait. If you can choose, who would like to be passive and lonely. But at every lonely moment when he paid the price for his words and deeds, Shao Xiaowei suddenly thought about one thing clearly. What he was afraid of was never loneliness, but the fear of being isolated and alienated. Family and friends. And the people in my life who I once loved so dearly. There are many high-rise buildings in the city, and the posters on both sides of the road are posted with the slogan "Small change every year, big change every three years". The outer ring road has been opened, and real estate is everywhere. Tier 1 cities. Half a year ago, the real estate opposite "Xiangyanghua" was sold out on the first day of its opening, and the bottom business of the nearly 8,000-square-meter clubhouse with European and American architectural styles was also said to be bought by a nouveau riche. Sitting in Jiang Xiaoguang's Audi car, Bie Qiong glanced at her boss nervously, and saw the building of Yasheng Group when she turned the corner ahead, and she became more and more frightened. At this time, Jiang Xiaoguang suddenly heard asking: "I heard that the ground floor business opposite the park has been renovated. I don't know if it is a supermarket or a restaurant? I really hope it is neither, otherwise it will be too busy and it will be unsafe for children to drive around. " "I don't know," Bieqiong replied, "I'll ask later." "it is good." She took the initiative to ask Qiao Lei to meet but was rejected, and was humiliated by him in public when she occasionally met in the coffee shop. She will never forget what Qiao Lei said in her ear when Dai Chuan was almost helping her to leave, and Qiao Lei suddenly blocked the way. "I asked you out so many times but refused to meet me. After learning my true identity, you finally came to see me? It's a great honor." He looked at her evilly, narrowing his eyes ambiguously, " I remember you once said, can you find someone who I am worthy of and like, do you think I, now--do you deserve it?" Suddenly sneered, "No no no, I'm sorry, I was wrong. It should be - who do you think you are worthy of? Wen Chenrui who abandoned you?" Three years ago, on the night when the worst mood and negative emotions erupted concentratedly, he ran over to confess again without understanding. She was finally able to understand his mood at that time. A hole seemed to have been blasted out of her chest, blood and flesh splattered everywhere, she lost her sense of hearing, vision, and touch... There was nothing in front of her eyes, she didn't know how she left, and she didn't know how to be brought home by Dai Chuan. It turns out that language really has such a powerful attacking and destructive power, instantly destroying people. Insomnia all night.Shao Xiaowei, who came back late, pestered her and told the story of meeting a strange guy in the front seat who spoke loudly and cursed at the theater in the middle of the night, and was reminded by her that he still did not repent, and even stood up and wanted to beat her.In the end, Xiaowei Shao couldn't bear it any longer and took out wolf spray from his bag and sprayed it on the wretched man. The man covered his eyes and squatted down screaming like a slaughtered fat pig, until several of his companions stood up and were about to yell at her. When she hit her hand, the boy sitting behind her suddenly pulled her up and ran wildly... Combining adventure and hero saving the beauty, this movie is too straightforward. Poor Bie Qiong didn't listen at all. She was preparing to resign and planned to hand in her resignation report the next day.In this way, he fell asleep at four o'clock in the morning, only to be woken up by Jiang Xiaoguang's phone call at seven o'clock. "Bie Qiong, it's really because of your face." Jiang Xiaoguang on the other end of the phone sounded very excited, "Yasheng called and asked us to discuss the previous venture capital agreement at ten o'clock this morning." What medicine is sold in Qiao Lei's gourd? Want to humiliate yourself again in front of the leader? Or, for example, she remembered the most common scenes in Hong Kong and Taiwan dramas.The powerful boss of the group sat behind the desk, wearing black sunglasses, and said in a very rough voice to the signing representative in front of him who was eager to kneel down and beg to sign the contract—— "As long as you fire her, I will sign a contract with you." ... The worst is nothing more than this, the worst is resignation.It's not that if you leave "Sunflower", you will die. The car stopped in front of the Yasheng Group building, and the security guard came over and opened the door, took the key and parked the car.Qiao Lei's secretary, Amy, had been waiting for a long time, and she was very enthusiastic when she saw Jiang Xiaoguang and Bie Qiong, "Mr. Qiao is waiting for you in the conference room, please follow me." Before arriving at the door of the conference room, Qiao Lei walked out of the conference room, shook hands with Jiang Xiaoguang enthusiastically, and said, "Principal Jiang is here, but I didn't greet him from afar, please forgive me." "Where are you, you are too polite..." Jiang Xiaoguang exchanged warm greetings, while giving Bie Qiong a meaningful look.She was so frightened that she didn't even dare to vent her breath, thinking to herself, God, leader, don't expect too much, I don't know what will happen in a while. "Bie, I'm glad you're here." Qiao Lei stared at her. "What would you like to drink? Juice, tea or coffee?" "Tea," she said incoherently, "Director Jiang likes to drink tea, Tie... Tieguanyin." "No need, no need," Jiang Xiaoguang glanced at her, "The guest can do whatever he wants, I can do it." "Little Bie always likes to drink pomegranate juice, Amy, a glass of pomegranate juice, a glass of Tieguanyin." "OK, just a second." "I heard Xiaobie said that you are college classmates. I didn't expect it to be so long. You will always remember her preferences." "It's more than that," Qiao Lei said, "Elementary school, junior high school, and high school are all in the same school." "Oh?" Jiang Xiaoguang tried his best to hide his surprised tone. When he first saw Bie Qiong's various unnatural expressions when he heard the name Qiao Lei, he vaguely guessed something, but it seemed that the actual situation was worse than what he guessed. It's a little more complicated. "I'm not afraid of your jokes, Director Jiang, I chased Xiaobie from elementary school to university, and she rejected her severely every time. My heart is completely riddled with holes." Qiao Lei frowned as he spoke, and held his heart in pain. Jiang Xiaoguang was dumbfounded, this guy is really good at acting. Bie Qiong didn't understand why Qiao Lei's attitude was so repeated.She lowered her head, her face was burning hot, she didn't dare to look at anyone, the ground almost burned a hole from her staring. Nemesis came. "Uh, so..." Jiang Xiaoguang really didn't know what to say. It happened that Amy brought pomegranate juice and Tieguanyin, which made the scene less embarrassing. "That's it, I have another meeting in a while, Director Jiang, we are still very interested in your project, but I reviewed the previous venture capital agreement, and I think there are a few things that are not appropriate, such as promoting the establishment of branch parks across the country How to ensure the speed of your teaching staff, rather than quantity rather than quality. In addition, there are many ambiguities in Article 9 and Article 13, as well as Article 18 and Article 25. Amy will Send you my red contract, and I hope you can revise and adjust it as soon as possible." What? Bieqiong suspected that he had heard wrong. Jiang Xiaoguang acted neither arrogant nor humble, "Mr. Qiao, to be honest, the points you mentioned, the contract we drafted before is not like this. Robert thinks we are too conservative, so we revised the contract at his request. I am very glad that you agree with our original intention, and I will send you the adjusted agreement tomorrow." He stood up, "I hope we can cooperate happily." "This is the best." Qiao Lei also stood up, "Then I won't keep you any longer," he stretched out his right hand, "Keep in touch." Bie Qiong stood up numbly, and Qiao Lei had a half-smile, "Xiao Bie, when will we have dinner together?" "Ah...well, I, I, I... I've been busy recently, and I have to go back and change the agreement." "I'll do it myself." How could Jiang Xiaoguang be so ignorant, "Bie Qiong, since Mr. Qiao sincerely invites you, you need to do work and talk about love." "Yes," Qiao Lei turned around, "I also ask Director Jiang to speak kindly in front of Xiaobie for me, hey, a woman's heart, a needle in the sea, Xiaobie is really hard to chase." ... On the way back to the car, Jiang Xiaoguang kept laughing secretly. Bie Qiong's face was embarrassing, maybe she wanted to divert his attention, maybe she wanted to answer the question that had puzzled her for a long time, and suddenly asked: "Leader, have you... have you ever fallen in love with someone deeply?" "Huh?" Jiang Xiaoguang put away his smile, looking sad. After an unknown amount of time, she heard him say, "Yes." "Very happy, right?" "...Yes, even though she knew that she didn't love me at all, she was still as happy as a puppy who thought she had enough bones to chew on. Every morning when she woke up, she always smiled." It sounds like a very sad love story. She summoned up her courage and said, "Qiao Lei and I are not what you think." Hearing this, he smiled, "What do I think?" "That's right, that's..." "Bie Qiong, men do things differently from women. Qiao Lei asked us to meet today, of course, because there was a story between you, but no matter how this matter progresses, whether it is stopped or the contract is pushed forward, it has nothing to do with it. You two know each other, there is no direct relationship. Understand?" "Oh." Although it sounded half-understood, Bie Qiong still nodded. Anyway, she was idle, and he had laughed enough today, she continued, "Guan Jiajia likes you so much." "She? She's just messing around, she's still a child." "Then do you have a girl you like?" "Like?" His tone was a little hesitant, the corners of his mouth raised, and he smiled slightly, as if thinking of someone, "I met someone not long ago, she is very courageous, and it's too early to talk about liking, but for her... it seems I have a very different feeling, a little more than liking, and a little less than liking and love." After a pause, he added, "I don't know if I'm stuck in the previous relationship and can't get out, or if I'm a new acquaintance. Girls have known each other not long ago, in short, it is too difficult to express this feeling clearly." "Do we really love that person as much as we thought?" She seemed to be asking Jiang Xiaoguang, and seemed to be acting to herself, "I can't extricate myself from being immersed in the previous relationship, maybe it's just that the relationship I gave was not reciprocated. Are you still worried about the return?" Jiang Xiaoguang suddenly drove into the temporary parking lane and slammed on the brakes. Bie Qiong didn't pay attention and leaned forward uncontrollably. With a bang, his head hit the back of the co-pilot's seat in front. "Ouch!" she yelled, "Leader, what's wrong with you... It's a good thing I'm not sitting in the co-pilot, otherwise, my head hit the windshield, and the flowers would have bloomed earlier." He didn't hear what she said, but turned his head and stared at her in surprise. There seemed to be two cars scratching not far ahead. The owners got out of the car and argued over who was responsible. The traffic jammed behind them honked their horns impatiently. Seeing the opportunity, the owner of the small advertisement on the street knocked on it with a sales advertisement. Looking at the window of the car, without waiting for the owner to reply, he directly clamped the advertisement leaflet to the window glass, ignoring the owner's curses behind him, and calmly ran to the next target. After an unknown amount of time, Jiang Xiaoguang restarted the ignition and drove on the road. When he got out of the car, he said: "Thank you, Bieqiong, thank you for helping me solve the problem that has puzzled me for a long time." "Huh?" She realized it later, and she didn't figure it out until she got home and lay on the bed after washing. . Jiang Xiaoguang can suddenly realize what she said unintentionally, but when will she wait until she can see through her heart thoroughly? It's hard to understand. It was noon when we returned to the park.Seeing her, Guan Jiajia yelled, "Bie Qiong, come quickly, I left a portion of braised pork for you." She hastened to say thanks. Other colleagues chirped. "How is Fuli in a good mood today?" "I've already said that the welfare is mine, so stop staring at it." Guan Jiajia was so jealous, "Come on, Bie Qiong, tell me, do you think I have something to play?" Thinking of what Jiang Xiaoguang said, Bie Qiong couldn't help but sighed for her, but couldn't speak directly, so she could only perfunctoryly say: "I don't know, how dare I ask my leader about this." "You can say everything in one sentence, you can change the way. For example, leader, if there are only 280 and Guan Jiajia left in the world, would you marry 280 or Guan Jiajia?" "280" is an uncle who cooks in a restaurant in the park. He is short and fat. He was suspected of weighing 280 by the loudspeaker. 280 was not annoyed when he heard about it, and sometimes he smiled and agreed when he was called to his face. "Hey! How about some morals?" "No shame or shame." Zhou You suddenly pointed at the opposite building, "Hey, the merchant at the bottom of the club has put up the shop name." Everyone gathered around to watch. "Mai Mai Reading Time - a place where you can be in a daze, read books, and drink coffee," the loudspeaker read out word by word, "bookstore?" "It's not a bookstore," Zhou You said, "I went out in the morning, and I heard that the owner has great taste, and he threatened to build the most distinctive library in Maicheng." "But looking at the name, it seems that it is not a traditional library, but more like a coffee shop." "This boss is really strange. In these days, how many people are willing to read paper books. The impact of online reading has caused the sales of major print media to drop. I don't know how many magazines have ceased publication and printing factories have closed down. He is simply sailing against the current." "Not necessarily. The feeling of holding a paper book in your hand is not comparable to that of an e-book. Anyway, I am willing to spend a whole day in the library without my mobile phone and computer, if there are enough books in it. " "It's best to have a children's picture book library for children. When the social practice class comes, we can go to the library." "I'm looking forward to it when you say that." ... Don’t even think that this library has anything to do with him. It wasn’t until Guan Jiajia said a week later that he had negotiated a cooperation with Maimai Reading Time. In a few days, after environmental governance, the number of decoration monitoring will reach the standard. Every day, all classes in the park can go to social practice classes or reading classes. It is said that the price for the park is 50% off, which is hardly profitable. The entire library is extraordinarily quiet and elegant. It is divided into a children's club area, an adult club area, and a small coffee area with elegant seats selling coffee and hamburgers. There are also resting and sleeping areas for male readers and female readers, where you can take a nap when you are tired. Bie Qiong's appetite was whetted. Just on Tuesday, the teacher in the sunflower class who went to the library for the first social practice class asked for leave and did not come. Jiang Xiaoguang went to Shenzhen for a field trip, and she simply volunteered to help. Under the leadership of 4 teachers, 28 children lined up, crossed the road hand in hand, and entered the Maimai reading time. The smooth marble floor is randomly paved with pebbles of different sizes, filled with water at a height of half a meter, and the top is placed with acrylic transparent super-pressed glass. Children step on the glass and watch the goldfish swimming around under their feet. Excited.In front of the service desk in the lobby, there are people applying for membership cards and borrowing books one after another. Opposite the service desk is the coffee area, rattan chairs, sofas, benches, and even swings, which are surrounded by brown wooden fences. There are all kinds of unknown wild flowers.Going forward is an automatic glass door, the left area is the adult area, and the right is the children's area. The children entered the children's area in an orderly manner. Everything in front of them, including the teacher waiting, let out a collective "wow" cheering—— The children's area is divided into three small areas - the innermost is the children's home for children to rest, with various toys such as cradles, cribs, and crawling mats.There are nearly 100 solid wood bookshelves in the middle, and there is a reading area for 0-12 years old. Bie Qiong just flipped through the bookshelves closest to her and was already speechless. Almost all of them are works by a large number of well-known children's picture book authors who have won international awards: Tsuboi Ikumi, Lin Akiko, Leo Leoni, Sasaki Yoko, Miyanishi Tatsuya, David Shannon, Mike Grenietz... The books that are available in the kindergarten are here, and the books that are not in the kindergarten are here. The happiest ones are of course the children, who have already rushed to the bookshelf and game area. Teacher Yang, who came with him, looked at the exquisite children's style wallpaper, and there was a reminder on the top that "children have finished reading the books and toys, please remember to put them back" , Admiringly said: "It's quite similar to the style of our park." Teacher Wan said: "I really want to meet the owner, what kind of person is he?" While talking, a 4.5-year-old boy Rarity suddenly ran over, "Teacher, there is an uncle who fell asleep in the game area." Niu Niu said, "Teacher, is he a big villain?" "Maybe it's a monster." Hehe said. Shuan Shuan said: "Teacher, he is too big. He can't ride my scooter. He must grow up before I can invite him to ride my scooter." Girls have different concerns from boys, and they ask everything: "Teacher, is he sick? Will he die?" ... Bie Qiong and Teacher Yang followed the children and found that there was indeed a man sleeping soundly in the corner, surrounded by five or six bold little boys, still discussing. "He's a weird uncle who came to sleep in the children's area. Is he a big kid?" "Maybe he's young, but he's grown big." "Is he the sleeping prince?" "He is the Frog Prince." "He doesn't have four legs." "Where are his parents?" "He's hungry." The man lying barefoot in a pile of colored balls seemed to have been woken up by the little ones. When he sat up, he was rather dazed, rubbing his eyes and shaking his head, staring at everything in front of him. Bieqiong's heart rose to her throat. The man obviously saw her too, his eyes froze, and he was about to stand up, but he was surrounded by curious children. Bie Qiong regained her composure, her palms were sweating in panic, and she rationally told her that she must leave immediately, and hurriedly explained a few words to Teacher Wan, like a thief who was yelling and beating when he heard the siren and ran forward for his life. Four years later, the blood in my body is still boiling like when I first fell in love, and it seems to rush to the top of my head.What kind of determination does she need to be able to persuade herself to turn around, and after a little slack, she rushes over without hope, screaming hoarsely and collapsing in anger, just asking "why" for the year. When chasing someone, we often say—— I like you for no reason. When we broke off the relationship, we couldn't accept it—— Break up, there is no reason. It's like, you won the lottery for 5 million, and you never ask why it is you. And the 5 million lottery that originally belonged to you is suddenly declared invalid, you will never accept it calmly, right? What Bie Qiong can't let go of is that there is always a reason why the lottery ticket no longer belongs to him. Make an account of this feeling and explain the reason. For example Wen Chenrui. If Bie Qiong was asked to choose again, she would never write any love letter to Dai Chuan, so that there would be no later Shao Xiaowei who secretly plotted against Chen Cang for revenge and tried his best to match her and Wen Chenrui. If it wasn't for Shao Xiaowei, she would never have had any interaction with him in this life. After Shao Xiaowei said to Wen Chenrui for more than a week, "Bie Qiong will confess to you in the next few days", and to Bie Qiong for more than a week, "Wen Chenrui said that in the next few days, he will confess to you...", things finally happened. point change. The way the two look at each other is a bit different. Even though they didn't fall in love with each other at the time, they were told so many times by Shao Xiaowei that both of them began to secretly look forward to it, and imagined when and how the other would choose to confess to themselves.Hearing the other party's voice, seeing the other party's figure, hearing the other party's name... everything about the other party suddenly has a different meaning, and slowly began to pay special attention to it. That's it? If you do a statistics, you will always find that the first love of the vast majority of people is just the following three situations: 1. Magnify your affection for the opposite sex, thinking it is love; 2. Being actively pursued by the opposite sex for the first time, flustered , thinking that it was love; 3. Being coaxed by classmates and friends over time to make the fake come true, thinking that it was love... Unfortunately for Biejon, all three cases hit. Being booed by Xiaowei Shao every day, when the two of them were together, whenever she saw Wen Chenrui, she winked and yelled. Under her lead, the whole class followed suit, and over time, Zhao Baoquan came over to find Wen Chenrui. She asked ambiguously, "Where's Wen Chenrui from your family?" "The romance between the front and rear tables is not bad." "Who is chasing whom?" "Hey, hey, do you want Xueba to help you with your homework?" Boys are even more afraid that the world will not be chaotic, so they boo much more violently than girls.Shao Xiaowei only took the initiative to make a fuss in the group of boys once, and the boys would flock to Wen Chenrui like a tide if they changed their minds. They would always find every opportunity to mention Bie Qiong in front of Wen Chenrui. "Wow, the living expenses are gone again this month." "Borrow it from Wen Chenrui. The one in their family, don't be poor." "Hey, hey, Wen Chenrui, I saw your Bie Qiong at dinner today. It's too shameful. She's hooked up with Zhao Baoquan. If you want me to talk about it, you have to take care of it." "Don't be inexplicable. I brought you all the green hats." ... When Bie Qiong first saw Wen Chenrui, she panicked and wanted to escape for no reason. The same goes for Wen Chenrui. Then there was the sensational PE teacher mobbing incident mentioned in the first chapter of this article, and the two became influential figures in the school. When it was Bieqiong's turn to be on duty one morning, she went to the classroom half an hour early and found that Wen Chenrui at the back table. There were only the two of them in the classroom. Wen Chenrui asked: "The relationship between us is pretty good, right?" She was a little confused by Wen Chenrui talking to herself so proactively, and said in a panic: "Not bad, not bad." Wen Chenrui asked again: "That's right, it means well, doesn't it?" "Huh?" She couldn't understand what he wanted to say. He asked: "Not bad, equal to good, your language is good, this is no problem?" "Yes, no problem." Then she heard Xueba Wen Chenrui's chuckle—— "Bie Qiong, it's you who admitted it, and we'll be fine." "what?" Our relationship is "good". "Not bad" equals "good". so…… We are both "good". ——At that time, when it came to who fell in love with whom, everyone agreed that it was "good". Zhang Xiaoming and Wang Xiaohong are ready. Li Dabai and Zhao Xiaona are fine. "Good" equals "in love". Poor Bie Qiong's head was short-circuited, and she just stared at Wen Chenrui in a daze. He knocked her head down with a book, "I'll wait for you at the bookstore you often go to after school." ... In this way, the two of them completely confirmed the crime. Afterwards, the sensitive Shao Xiaowei interrogated Bie Qiong after discovering the adulterous relationship between the two, and when he learned the whole story, he cursed angrily—"Wen Chenrui is too cheap, that bastard. How could you be dealt with like this?" ?” "It's not that you want to match us up?" "It's true that I want to make a match, but you agreed so easily, it shows that you are completely determined. From now on...hey..." She sighed, "At least put on airs and let him pursue him longer. I'll tell you In other words, boys are too easy to get, so they won't cherish them. Your Wen Chenrui is such a powerful master..." She asked tremblingly: "Then, then, what should I do now?" "Honestly, I don't know... I'm not your Wen Chenrui's opponent. You can only ask for more blessings." Shao Xiaowei's point is not here, she giggled, "It seems that you want to make the two of you happy."爱情，还是很容易的。嗯，如果破坏，是不是也很容易？” 拜托，你那是成全么，简直是操纵。 别琼坐在位置上，静静地想。 轻易答应男生的追求，真的会不被男生珍惜吗？ 可如果万一遭到了拒绝，他再也不出现，我要怎么办？ 心跳得剧烈，她终于能够确认，自己，是很喜欢很喜欢温沈锐的。 喜欢到，当他提出那样的问题，她只敢装傻，怕自己掩饰不住喜悦的心情，答应得太过痛快，而把他吓跑。 她，并没有她以为的那样，奋不顾身地爱上温沈锐吧。 大家都说年少时代的爱情，不计代价、不计得失、全心全意、心无旁骛，甚至百折不挠……那时受各种条件限制：心智并不成熟，接触的异性少，对爱的理解浅薄、幼稚无知，又会受到父母严厉禁止、学校严肃整顿的多重限制…… 可每个青春懵懂、渴望异性爱慕的少年，总会有自己的方式，笨拙、纯粹、执拗，偷偷摸摸、小心翼翼又荡气回肠。 譬如邵小尉。 譬如戴川。 但也许，从来不是别琼。