Chapter 11 Chapter 10 The Siege of the Broken Wall

That day, when Yang Qian left, Mu Xin did not go home with him. It's not clear why, but Mu Xin's reason is beyond criticism - that night is her night shift, even if she goes home to sleep after the night shift, Xiao Yuhua may be accused of not working.Yang Qian was right after thinking about it, so he agreed with Mu Xin and left first.It's just that when Yang Qian turned his head before going out, he suddenly saw the eye-catching LOGO on the paper cup that Mu Xin gave him just now, he was slightly taken aback, and couldn't help frowning. Mu Xin didn't notice, just dressed silently, opened the door again, and sent Yang Qian away.After Yang Qian left, she turned her head to look at the alarm clock on the table. Seeing that the hour hand was pointing at 6:55, she turned around and looked at the full-length mirror behind the door to straighten her tie knot and police badge collar, opened the door again silently, and walked to the commander. center.Along the way, the rustling sound of the sleeves and skirts of the winter uniform reminded Mu Xin all the time: This is not Alice's Adventures in Wonderland. You are here, and you may not be able to leave. Then, this is where you must go. place to stay.Since neither marriage nor career is 100% perfect, it also needs to make compromises.You have to think about those younger brothers and sisters who are unemployed just after graduation, think about those women who have to become abandoned wives because of half-hearted husbands, you should be content...

Self-anesthesia N times a day can give Mu Xin the strength to continue. In this way, after that, Yang Qian came to the duty room several times, some of which he stayed overnight and left the next day.As he said, the duty room is a place that people don't like at all: the few bunk beds, the only desk, and no chairs. Although there is heating in winter, there is no air-conditioning in summer... such a simple environment , Forced those with families to go home, and those without homes often went to the residential areas near the branch office to rent houses, so even if he lived here, no one found him for more than a month.

And every time Yang Qian came, they never mentioned what had happened, as if they had both forgotten. Of course, even if the broken plate is glued, there will always be seams, so Mu Xin's attitude towards Yang Qian is no different. It wasn't the sweet smile when they were just married, or even the longing and passionate love during the police academy training. How should I put it, it seemed that it was more like a kind of respect for each other—even if, after the lights were turned off at night, Yang Qian's hand untied her clothes little by little. When she buckled it, she also quietly understood it as a necessary procedure.

Of course there will be passion, but the more every cell in the body is burning and bursting, the more focused she is. She understands this as a purely physiological need, a need to regain what is lost, and a habitual fit between bodies .But, it's only at this moment.Whenever the light dissipates and the flame goes out, she will quickly come out of pure devotion, continue to stay there quietly, listen to Yang Qian's words, and occasionally respond, trying to maintain a kind of ambiguity that makes the other party feel that it is not too alienated. Feeling, but also keep a distance to prevent yourself from being hurt again... It's tiring, but it's not impossible.

Since she wanted to give it a try, since she didn't want to give up, she had to do it. She told Chu Hangsheng the same way.Chu Hang didn't say a word, he just looked at her deeply, maybe there was pity and unbearable in his eyes, but there seemed to be support as well.He also visited Mu Xin a few times, and when he came, he always noticed her darker and darker complexion, slightly swollen hands and feet, and wanted to remind her to go for a medical examination, but every time she started, she would interrupt her.After so many times, Chu Hangsheng couldn't figure out how much she knew about her life, her body, and her choices.In the end, is she trying to reunite with a broken mirror, or break a can?

But in the current situation, no matter how much he pities her, no matter how much he wants to help her, no matter how much he wants to stand by her side and give her a reliance, it is not justified. So, later on, Chu Hangsheng had no choice but to gradually suppress his desire to care for her, and tried to fade out of her life. And then, it's New Years Eve. At this time, Mu Xin finally couldn't bear Yang Qian's persuasion and wanted to go home. Chinese New Year is a big event for the Chinese people. According to the local customs, the New Year's Eve and the first day of the new year must be spent at the in-law's house, and the second day of the new year can be returned to the mother's house.Mu Xin called her home and learned that her stepfather's children and grandchildren were coming back for the New Year, so she hesitated for a while whether to go back or not.She doesn't have the courage to see her mother buy and cook for non-blood related children and try hard to please the children, but it is unrealistic to take her mother out for the New Year. After all, the "wife" is what she is willing to rely on and Even if the one she stays with is not the original partner, it is a life she thinks is reasonable and reasonable.

Fortunately, because of the Chinese New Year, the city bureau's rotation training has temporarily come to an end, and those who have completed their rotation will return to the sub-bureau to re-type to receive the alarm, and come back after the year when it is not their turn, so Mu Xin can finally stop the 24-hour shift in front of him. Weary life.She looked at the duty schedule, and found that she had shifts on the 29th day of the twelfth lunar month, the second day of the first lunar month, and the fifth day of the first lunar month. He picked up the limited piece of luggage and went home with Yang Qian.The moment the door opened, seeing Xiao Yuhua's face in the living room, Mu Xin felt as if he had passed away.

"You still know to come back?" Xiao Yuhua's voice was cold. "Mom, I'm starving to death, let's eat first." Yang Qian continued the usual policy of "making peace with each other" and stood between the two of them first. Xiao Yuhua sighed deeply, glanced at Yang Qian, turned around and went into the kitchen without another word, and started preparing meals.Yang Qian winked at Mu Xin and told her to go and fight first. Mu Xin looked at the shiny kitchen knife in Xiao Yuhua's hand, but still chose to ignore it, and turned back to the house to pack his winter clothes.Yang Qian rubbed the back of his head and had no choice but to enter the kitchen by himself. Of course, it didn't take him ten seconds before he was chased out by Xiao Yuhua: "Go out, what does it look like for a man to go to the kitchen? Cooking is a woman's job. How can I do it?" Got you to do this?"

There was something in the words, and the voice was still loud, but Mu Xin ignored it. We watched "News Network" together during dinner, and happened to talk about the price problem during the Chinese New Year. Xiao Yuhua was annoyed: "It's almost the Chinese New Year, and it doesn't even look like a Chinese New Year. Except for the peanut oil and frozen octopus distributed in your bureau, there is nothing at home. Not prepared. Although your father is gone, you can’t hang Spring Festival couplets and window grilles, can you still not eat food? Can you not eat fruit? I didn’t even see some melon seeds.”

Mu Xin had nothing to say, Yang Qian quickly poked Mu Xin: "Tomorrow, let's go shopping for the new year." "Oh." Mu Xin replied dumbly, then closed her mouth again and remained silent. Xiao Yuhua couldn't find a match, probably because he was very lonely in his heart, and while watching TV, he remembered something: "Yang Qian, go and sort out your father's belongings after dinner, those two watches and that leather jacket, take them Come out and clean it up, oh, and those two pieces of fleece, find them all, and send them back to your uncle tomorrow before the post office is on vacation, he said he wanted to come when he called two months ago."

"They still want this? My dad is gone, so it's not good to get this New Year's gift...isn't it good?" Before he finished speaking, Xiao Yuhua became angry: "What's wrong? You despise your father just after he left? You don't even think about why your father left? It's not that you are a good and incompetent daughter-in-law! Let you marry Zhong Xiaoxue! I don’t listen, I don’t feel what I have to say, but you can feel it in front of you, and it pissed off your father! Ah, my relatives...you left and left me for the New Year, what should I do! " Xiao Yuhua kicked the stool away, sat down on the floor of the dining room, patted his thigh and cried loudly.Yang Qian was anxious, and quickly pulled Xiao Yuhua: "Mom, I didn't mean that, don't be angry, Mom..." "You just want to piss me off! Yang Qian, I worked so hard to raise you with shit and piss, do I owe you? I will arrange for you when you get married, and you live outside alone to make up for it." You, I will give your daughter-in-law gold goods when I enter the door. I am going to continue to work hard to bring up your children, but it ended up like this. Why are you so heartless, little bastard! My relatives..." Amidst the wailing, Mu Xin looked at Xiao Yuhua's singing and reciting skills, and then looked at the food on the table that was getting colder - fried shredded radish, sliced ​​radish, boiled radish soup. He no longer had the slightest appetite, and got up to leave this chaotic place. environment. "Stop, tell me, how did you piss your dad off? You haven't told the truth until now. If you don't tell me clearly about your disaster today, I won't let it go even if I'm a ghost. You!" Xiao Yuhua leaned forward suddenly, clutching the corner of Mu Xin's clothes tightly, Mu Xin was almost staggered by her. When Yang Qian saw it, he hurriedly came to stop him: "Mom, if you have something to say, talk it out. It's cold on the ground, so get up first." "Go away," Xiao Yuhua pushed Yang Qian away, and looked at Mu Xin with hatred, "I want to see how long she can hide for me! Are you guilty? Did you do something mournful? What the hell? You keep telling me today, what did you do to your father-in-law? " "At that time we were both standing at the gate of the Public Security Bureau, what could I do?" Mu Xin looked at Xiao Yuhua's hand grabbing her skirt with disgust, and wanted to shake it off, but she held it too tightly and couldn't shake it off. "You're talking nonsense!" Xiao Yuhua's eyes widened. "What do you want me to say? Do you want me to say that I provoked him? I knew he had a heart attack and I provoked him. I just wanted to piss him off. Is that what you mean?" Mu Xin looked coldly. With Xiao Yuhua. "Listen to Yang Qian, she's finally telling the truth! She must have said that. Didn't she say that she could say it like a jingle? Old Yang, you died so badly!" Xiao Yuhua finally let go, Sitting back on the ground with one buttocks, weeping again changed his voice. Mu Xin took a deep breath, didn't speak, turned and went back to the room, closed the door, and never came out again. That chaotic night was spent in Xiao Yuhua's ups and downs all night sobbing and crying from time to time. Mu Xin was lying on the bed, listening to Yang Qian's footsteps back and forth in the living room comforting Xiao Yuhua, suddenly felt lifeless. But things are clearly not over. The next day, Yang Qian, who was in a relationship with him, went to work in the criminal police team.Mu Xin packed up her things and wanted to hide out, but when she opened the bedroom door, she saw Xiao Yuhua sitting in the living room reading a newspaper. Seeing her come out, Xiao Yuhua sneered, his eyes flew over like knives, wishing to cut Mu Xin into pieces. of. Mu Xin pretended not to see, picked up her bag and walked out, Xiao Yuhua's voice floated over: "Where are you going?" "I'm going to work." Mu Xin didn't look back, and changed his shoes. "Don't go, just listen to me." Xiao Yuhua's voice was rare and calm. Mu Xin was surprised and turned to look at her. "Just stand there, don't talk much, and you can go after you finish," Xiao Yuhua put down the newspaper, still looked at Mu Xin so coldly, and said, "Don't struggle to the death, you and Yang Qian are not suitable. I don’t agree, he insisted on marrying you, it seems like a mistake now, you should get a divorce.” "Divorce?" Mu Xin thought it was funny, so she teared her face apart, "You say it's not suitable? Are you Yang Qian? If you ask me to divorce, I will divorce you. Who do you think you are?" "I'm not someone like you. I'm just Yang Qian's mother." Xiao Yuhua's eyes seemed to be poisoned. There are always more thoughts and thoughts than you young people. You only have love in your mind, but we know that we have to live besides love, and we have to live a quality life. You said that you two are both cats in this ravine Not to mention, on weekdays, either you are on duty or he is on duty. There is no chance to even have a child, let alone raise a child. Well, Yang Qian likes you, so I will not say anything. I will tell his father, then Wait a minute, when you pass the exam, or if you can't pass the test, you will naturally separate. But I didn't expect that his father would be gone without waiting for these results!" Xiao Yuhua almost squeezed the last few words out between his teeth. Mu Xin couldn't bear it, and was about to explain something when Xiao Yuhua continued: "To be honest, although it seems that you and Yang Qian have been married for less than a year, I have only lived with you for six or seven months. But I knew you a long time ago. You don’t know that Yang Qian’s mentor and my sister are college classmates, right? I know his wife and she is your mentor, so I know very well that you had a boyfriend before, but Later, you were dumped, and you came to our Yang Qian. When you graduated from university, your senior sister contacted an advertising company for you. It was Yang Qian who went to the more remote Longyuan County to find his senior brother in the Personnel Department of the City Bureau. He worked hard for two months and made many connections before leaving you in Xiushan..." "You're talking nonsense!" Mu Xin couldn't help retorting loudly. The more she listened to it, the more absurd she felt—why did Xiao Yuhua describe the same thing as the most ugly thing? "I'm talking nonsense?" The hateful accusations were like knives, and I was completely irrational. I knew it was an exaggeration, but I tried my best to slash and hurt the other party. The elder brother of the neighbor, I don’t think the relationship is simple, right? If it’s just a neighbor, he has come to G City so far away, and he can still go out of his way to help your father-in-law contact the hospital and find a doctor for consultation? You are sick, why? He was the one who took you to the hospital, why was he accompanying you in the bed? What would a man do with a woman who pooped and peed on the hospital bed? Who would believe that this kind of relationship is a neighbor’s brother? " Mu Xin got dizzy from getting up, turned around and left the house, and walked quickly to the branch office.There seemed to be voices shouting in her ears along the way, but she couldn't hear what was said.When she entered the gate of the sub-bureau, she almost slammed her head into the glass door of the command center—the moment she fell to the ground, she saw everything in front of her eyes turn blood red. Meng Yueyue, who was on duty, was terrified. She heard a sound at the door, walked over and opened it, only to see Mu Xin lying beside the door, her face as pale as paper.Meng Yueyue screamed subconsciously, attracting Duan Xiucai who had not had time to leave the office, and the two hurriedly called the 110 patrol car downstairs, then Meng Yueyue stayed on duty, and Duan Xiucai carried Mu Xin to the police car and sent him all the way hospital.On the way, Duan Xiucai kept pinching Mu Xin's position, but Mu Xin just didn't open his eyes. Duan Xiu was frightened into a cold sweat, pinching and urging the driver non-stop: "Hurry up, hurry up, have you turned on the police lights? Shout out, let the vendors get out of the way, this is about to kill..." The police car roared all the way into the gate of the People's Hospital, and Duan Xiucai jumped out of the car and shouted at the guidance platform in the hospital lobby: "Come on, someone is dead!" The two nurses on duty hurriedly notified the emergency room when they saw him in a hurry. A few minutes later, Mu Xin was pushed to the emergency room. Sweating all over and complaining bitterly: "Just say that women are not worth it. I don't know why so many women are recruited here. They look good but they don't work..." After waiting for half an hour, when he finished the relevant payment procedures and returned to the door of the emergency room, he finally felt his heartbeat calm down.The doctor just came out of the emergency room, saw Duan Xiucai and asked, "Who are you?" "I'm her section chief, doctor, is she okay?" Duan Xiucai asked eagerly. "What about her family?" "Someone has notified, it should be here soon, can you tell me first if there is anything?" "Let her family members come here quickly." After the doctor finished speaking, he turned around and wanted to go back to the emergency room, but before he went in, he heard Duan Xiucai shout: "Yang Qian, here, here!" The doctor followed Duan Xiucai's gaze, and saw a young man running in front of him, angry and unresponsive He asked angrily, "What's the matter, what happened?" "Are you a family member of the patient?" "I'm her husband, doctor, what's wrong with my daughter-in-law?" "Do you know that she has a bad heart?" The doctor frowned, "It's a pregnant woman again, how dare you stimulate her?" "Heart problem?" Yang Qian gasped, then grabbed the doctor's sleeve and raised his voice in disbelief, "Pregnant?" "You don't know at all?" The doctor also frowned. "Her heart... was not a heart attack when she was hospitalized last time." Yang Qian didn't know where to put his hands, his head was in a mess. "Why were you hospitalized?" The doctor looked at Yang Qian. "I just fainted and overtired." Yang Qian was at a loss, "Then what should we do now, doctor, can the child be kept?" "It seems that there is still hope now, and she is too weak to have an abortion." The doctor shook his sleeves, "Hurry up and go to the hospital." Yang Qian clutched the doctor's sleeve and did not let go: "Let me go in and have a look." The doctor dodged for a moment, and Yang Qian rushed in three steps at a time, leaving only Duan Xiu at the door of the emergency room, dumbfounded: Mu Xin has a bad heart?She's still pregnant?Stimulated?How can they get pregnant when they are all separated?And who stimulated her? At this moment, Duan Xiu felt that in front of this logically chaotic world, he really didn't look like an old policeman... When Mu Xin woke up, Duan Xiucai was at the bedside. When she saw Duan Xiucai in a daze, she thought it was the office. She opened her mouth, but couldn't speak, Duan Xiu saw it, and hurriedly stood up and came closer to explain: "Yang Liangshan went to buy food, I'll help him for a while, do you want to find him?" Seeing Mu Xin shaking his head with difficulty, he quickly said: "Stop talking, this is the hospital, we sent you here in a police car, the doctor said your heart is not good, you have to pay attention to your body. But you scared me He's dead, Xiao Meng yelled so loudly that the director probably heard it, so he won't scare us like that next time." Mu Xin tried very hard to force a smile, but failed. She closed her eyes tiredly, and Duan Xiucai was still muttering: "Why didn't you tell me you were pregnant? There are so many monitors in our room, as well as telephones, computers, and fax machines. , it is supposed to change your position..." Mu Xin's eyes widened suddenly: Is she pregnant? Duan Xiucai was very conflicted: "But now all positions are full, where should I transfer...I have to discuss it with Section Chief Gu." While he was muttering, Yang Qian came in and handed him two disposable lunch boxes: "The section chief has worked hard, hurry up and eat something." "Don't eat, I'll go home to eat, my wife has already cooked the meal." Duan Xiucai patted Yang Qian's shoulder, then looked back at Mu Xin, "Come back to work when you're sick, I'll figure out how to change the guard. " After speaking, he waved his hand and left. It was also at this time that Yang Qian realized that Mu Xin had woken up, and hurried to the bed: "What's going on? Why did you faint all of a sudden?" Mu Xin recalled what happened before, Xiao Yuhua's resentful face naturally appeared in front of his eyes, tears finally flowed from his dry eyes, and flowed into his ears, it was so wet and uncomfortable, but he couldn't stop it. Seeing this, Yang Qian sighed deeply, turned around and took out Mu Xin's pajamas, which were obviously just brought from home: "Come and change your clothes, let's have some food after changing. You are pregnant with a child now, good job." Good food." Mu Xin managed to squeeze out a sentence: "Are you home?" "How can you get these things if you don't go home? You have not been in the hospital for a day or two. It seems that you will spend this year in the hospital." Yang Qian shook Mu Xin's pajamas and put them at the end of the bed. "What did your mother say?" Mu Xin asked. Yang Qian was silent for a moment, and then replied after a while: "I said you had a fight." "Didn't you say you want to divorce me?" Mu Xin looked straight into Yang Qian's eyes. A gleam of surprise flashed in Yang Qian's eyes, but it was fleeting: "No." "Yang Qian, is it interesting to hide it from me?" Mu Xin sighed wearily, "If this continues, even I will feel that it's not you who don't want me, but I'm pestering you. Forget it, don't Pretending to be an adult, it’s too tiring to go on like this, why don’t you tell me what to do next.” "What should I do? What can I do? You have my child in your stomach, so what do you say?" Yang Qian was anxious. "That's my child, it has nothing to do with you." Mu Xin subconsciously reached out to touch his belly, "Besides...he may not come at the right time." "How can you say that?" Just as Yang Qian said something, someone knocked on the door of the ward suddenly, the two of them turned their heads together, and saw that the door was gently pushed open, and standing at the door was the voice of Zhu Hang, who hadn't appeared for a while. "Brother?" Mu Xi looked at Zhu Diansheng in bewilderment, "How did you find this place?" "You didn't bring your mobile phone, did you? When I called you, your mother-in-law answered, saying that you were hospitalized, so I'll come over and have a look." Chu Hangsheng also frowned, "What's going on?" "It's okay, she's too weak, pregnant, exhausted, and fainted." Yang Qian rushed to answer before Mu Xi, and Mu Xi frowned, but didn't say anything else.She thought it was fine, after all, family ugliness should not be publicized, not to mention she herself felt ashamed. "Pregnant?" Chu Hangsheng was surprised at first, and then a look of joy appeared on his face, "Good thing! If you want to eat something, I'll go buy it." Yang Gua looked at Chu Hangsheng expressionlessly, and the sharp eyes of the criminal policeman did not let go of the happy expression on Chu Hangsheng's face. For a while, Mu Xi has troubled you a lot." "There's no such thing as being polite. We're all acquaintances." Chu Hangsheng looked at Yang Qian, wondering why he was so polite all of a sudden. "Mu Xi has been bothering you for so many days. You should have thanked you for taking her to the hospital last time." "It's not necessary, it should be, even if you change to a stranger, you have to be brave." "After all, I have lived in your house for so long, so I should say thank you." Yang Qian lowered his head and said. "—The family doesn't talk about the two families, and it hasn't been long." Chu Hang waved his hand, turned his head to look at Mu Xi who had been silent, and asked, "What do you want to eat?" "Sesame paste." Mu Xin who had been silent for a long time suddenly replied. Yang Fan was confused: how to eat sesame paste. Chu Scandium laughed, and turned around and waved his hands as he walked towards the door: "I'll go out and get it for you, but you still have to eat some vegetables and drink some soup." After he finished speaking, he opened the door and left. Yang Qian looked at Mu Xin suspiciously: "What does sesame paste mean?" Mu Xi sighed wearily: "Yang Qian, I don't know what your mother said to you, but it has nothing to do with Zhu Hangsheng from the beginning to the end. He is not a prisoner, so don't treat him like a prisoner." .What do you want to ask, just come to me directly. If you want to ask me if I have worn green clothes for you...just bring the "Divorce Agreement", and I will sign it right away." "How does it involve divorce? Why are you frightening people with divorce now? Is it possible that you really don't want to let it go? Women who have been sentenced to death can still be exempted from punishment during pregnancy. What divorce are you talking about with me now?" Yang Qian glared at Mu Xi. "Yang Qian, don't always use the child as an issue. If this child is the only reason for you two to keep me, I can tell you clearly. First, this child is mine and has nothing to do with you. Second, this It is up to me to decide whether to keep the child or not, and it doesn't matter what you say." "He is still your husband in name, what does he say doesn't count?" Hengkong scolded, Mu Zhe and Yang Qian looked towards the door, only to see Xiao Yuhua standing there, holding a thermos bucket in his hand, with a cold expression . Mu Xin didn't answer, but just stared at Xiao Yuhua. Yang Qian was anxious to smooth things over, and while taking the heat preservation poke, he said to Mu Xin: "I know you're pregnant, so Mom specially made a meal and brought it here." Mu Xin still didn't speak, just lowered her eyes, not looking at the two mother and son in front of her.Xiao Yuhua was trembling with anger, pointed at Mu Xin and wanted to say something, but he still didn't say anything, just gave his son a hard look, turned and left the ward.Yang Qian hurriedly followed, dragging Xiao Yuhua's arm all the way, and kept saying some words of persuasion. I heard Xiao Yuhua walking angrily and saying: "What do you call what she said? What do you mean it has nothing to do with you? Who does it have to do with?" Yang Qian tugged Xiao Yuhua, and his expression was not good, but he still remembered to smooth things over: "She was talking in anger, don't be as knowledgeable as the earth, I will tell her when I go back." "You think it will work?" Xiao Yuhua glared at his son, and just about to speak, tears welled up. Yang Qian glanced at it in shock, and hurriedly asked: "What's the matter? Mom, don't let thunder and rain come and go, right?" "Is that why I want thunder and rain? I really can't bear it, son," Xiao Yuhua held Yang Qian's hand tightly, "son, mom has walked through more bridges than you, listen Mom, just let it go! This life, isn’t the family amicable? Why come to our house and wear filial piety? Besides, there are so many women who can give birth to you, why stick to this one? Look at you The body of the daughter-in-law is so sick that she has to be hospitalized, and if she gives birth to a child who is not healthy due to the effects of drugs...how do you want me to see your father, what do you want me to say after seeing him? " Yang Qian looked at his mother's face full of tears and suddenly didn't know what to say. Later, after a lot of effort, Yang Fan finally comforted Xiao Yuhua and sent Xiao Yuhua to the taxi. When he turned around and returned to the ward, he pushed the door open and saw Chu Hangsheng already inside. Yang Qian stood at the door, staring blankly at the two people in the room, seeing that Chu Hangsheng was holding a piece of steaming soft white steamed bun, holding a pair of disposable chopsticks in one hand, and was concentrating on spreading sesame paste on the steamed bun.In his hand, a bottle of sesame paste gave off a strong aroma, mixed with the aroma of steamed buns, spreading a strange sense of tranquility in the air. It turns out that this is how tahini is eaten? Yang Qian's gaze gradually sank, lost in the roaring water, tumbling to submerge him. At this time Mu Xin found him, and then Zhu Hangsheng raised his head to see him, they didn't speak, they just stared at him.After a while, Chu Hangsheng lowered his head again, and handed the steamed buns with sesame paste to Mu Xin. Mu Zhe took them, and ate them seriously, occasionally picking up a dish with chopsticks. Qian was surprised to find that he himself had become an outsider? How can this be? Yang Qian's complicated mood lasted until Chu Hangsheng left—and only then did Yang Qian feel that he was Mu Xi's husband, the man who could stay by her side legally and reasonably.And the woman in front of him was the one he had liked for a long time, and he married her only after being very serious at the beginning.They shouldn't be where they are today. However, another voice from the bottom of my heart popped up from time to time, that voice screamed repeatedly, telling him: Your mother, the person who gave birth to you and raised you at that time, she would not do anything that would be detrimental to her son!If there is only one person in the world who is willing to treat you well, it must be your mother!Why don't you trust her?Why didn't you believe her prophecy about your marriage?Didn't she say long ago that this woman would not make you happy?why don't you listen He also thought of his dead father: Why did his father die?Was it because of the heavy rain that day, or did Mu Xin stimulate him?Judging by Mu Xin's current state, stimulation is indeed a way to kill people with heart disease without using a knife.But then again, my mother didn't deliberately provoke Mu Xin today.So even if there was a quarrel, Mu Xin didn't necessarily want to put his father-in-law to death, right?They are all forgivable, aren't they?But why did they refuse to forgive each other?Especially in the current situation, if you want a wife, you can't have an old lady, and if you want an old lady, you can't have a wife... They both put on the same posture, can you still handle it? What should he do to stop being so troublesome... At night, Yang Qian hugged his head and sat on the escort's folding bed, suffering from insomnia.He had to admit that the Mu Xin he wanted to believe in, and the mother he should believe in, obviously couldn't get closer together.There is also this "truth" that is diametrically opposed to each other. The two most important women in his life have been confronted to the point of tension, and he has to make a choice. Now, Yang Qian finally admitted that he was really a failed cement worker, because he couldn't even mix mud well.Therefore, the siege he built with his own hands was about to turn into a ruined wall.