Chapter 2 second quarter

If you want to forget that something exists, the best way is to keep it there. For me, the chest pendant is just that. I admit that I cherish it very much, because that is the only memory he left for me.Sometimes I naively think, if I take good care of his amulet, he must be doing well.That winter, when he disappeared from my life like air, I also tried to reach out and grab something to comfort my weak and sad first love.But soon I discovered that this is an undesirable thing, he will not come back, my 17-year-old will not come back, the past will not come back, sweetness and sadness will not come back.There will always be one tomorrow after another, whether you like it or not, when you open your eyes every morning, it will come again on time and with a good temper.

It is more or less regrettable that the story is doomed from the very beginning, and all these can only be mine alone, tomorrow without his participation. When I graduated from high school, I went to Aiye Town. The small garden that was under construction has long since changed beyond recognition, and the small wooden sign with my name on it has long gone. The surrounding area is barren except for the grass.The only thing that is still there is the house where Xia Hua lived, it is mottled and old, but it looks special under the sunlight. The kitchen door was unlocked. I opened it and walked in. Dust fell from the roof.The iron pot on the stove is full of rust, and I seem to be able to smell the strange fragrance of traditional Chinese medicine in the air.According to my guess, Anan and Xia Hua separated in that summer. Except for that accidental peeping, I never saw them being intimate again, and of course I never heard them quarreling.In order to give their love more space to develop and not embarrass him, I spent almost all of my senior year in school.Occasionally when I go home, I talk and laugh happily, never mentioning anything.In those tacit days, although I have been trying my best to be an outsider, I also clearly know that they must have broken up, because Anan lived back at home again, and every night I half-lyed on the sofa and watched TV. Go out less, don't care about the supermarket, and never listen to Teresa Teng's songs.

The feeling in my heart was very strange, and I couldn't tell whether it was regret or relief. He was old very quickly in those days.When I went home for the Spring Festival during the winter vacation of my freshman year, I felt that he had changed into a different person, with half a hundred hair and slower speech.I bought him vitamin E tablets and deep-sea fish oil. He didn't complain that I wasted money on food and drink, but obediently took it according to the regulations on the medicine box. To put it bluntly, lovers who have lost their love all over the world are the same, no matter how painful they are, there will always be a day when things will calm down.So, I'm not very worried about Anan, I believe he will get better, just like losing Lin Guoguo back then.He will be a hero when he cleans up a broken heart in the future.

Time is the best pill for forgetting. And lying, if it hadn't been for Luo Diudu, the brain-dead post-90s, at this moment, he would never want to be suffocated like a soldering iron on his chest. I took a deep breath of fresh air in the corridor of the law firm, and was about to go to the lounge to have a cup of coffee to stabilize my mood.We opened the door only to find someone else in the room, and we were shocked to each other.She was probably scared because of my abruptness, but I was really scared because of her beauty. She didn't wear makeup, but her skin was very fair, she was dressed in black, and she had an outstanding temperament.I've seen a lot of "beauties", but she is really different, most importantly, she has tears in the corners of her eyes, she is dabbing with a tissue, and she doesn't know why she is sad.

However, people who enter and exit law firms must not encounter things that go well. "I'm sorry." I said embarrassedly, "You are waiting for lawyer Fang, he will be back soon." "Are you Ma Zhuo?" She stood up, "We're on the phone." I am surprised. "I'm Luo Diudu's mother," she said. I am stunned.It turned out that she was the legendary Wu Meimei!Regarding the matter of Luo Diudu, we had talked on the phone several times before.But to be honest, the Wu Meimei in front of me is still far from the one I imagined.Experience kills people. I always thought that as a rich woman, she must be plump and round.But I didn't expect that she was so young and beautiful, tender and fresh. If she was Luo Diudu's sister, I think nine and a half out of ten people would believe it.

"Dudiu has really troubled you these few days." She said to me gratefully. My face is about to turn red.In fact, speaking of it, I am not even an assistant to Lawyer Fang. I am just a small intern and I am still in my third year of law school. I was able to get such a practice opportunity because of the introduction of my senior sister.There's really very little I can do. She asked me cautiously: "What did she say after reading those things, is she willing to cooperate?" "Why don't you ask her yourself?" I said, "She's next door." "Forget it, don't let her know that I'm here, she will only lose her temper when she sees me." Wu Meimei sighed.

To be honest, I have never seen a mother who is so afraid of her daughter. I comforted her: "Don't worry, she should know that this matter is no small matter." Her expression seemed to be a little more relaxed, but she said worriedly in an instant: "Miss Ma, I really don't know how to thank you. But, I have an unfeeling request, please don't reveal it to Diu Diu , where did those materials come from, okay?" "Okay." I said. It seems that beauty is indeed inversely proportional to IQ. Anyway, if I were Luo Diu, I would know that she did it even with my toes.This deliberate concealment is really meaningless.

"It's great to have a daughter like you." She sighed again, "I don't have this life." How did she know that I didn't have Luo Diudu's life, because when I was fifteen years old, I didn't have a mother who could sigh for me. She looked at me and said quietly: "To tell you the truth, Ms. Ma, I am really about to collapse. I stay at home every day in fear, wondering what troubles she will cause all of a sudden. You said that this time is actually related to drugs , Isn’t it terrible! If something happens to her, I don’t want to live anymore, why don’t we mother and daughter be tied up and go to the King of Hades together, instead, we will end up relaxed and happy!” She stared at me with those big eyes as she spoke, really So charming, I thought to myself boredly, how many men in this world can resist this kind of gaze.

I laughed: "It's not that serious. But Ms. Wu, have you ever thought that you don't have to use a private detective to understand your daughter?" It took courage to call her a lady to her face, she looked really, really, a young lady. "I really can't do anything." She defended palely. "Do you know what color she likes?" I asked her. "Red, yellow?" She shook her head and said, "She just likes to make herself look like a ghost." "I guess she likes royal blue. Because the most important thing about her is royal blue."

"Really? Then I really didn't find out." Wu Meimei said. "Then do you know who she likes to listen to sing?" I asked again. "Jay Chou?" After she finished speaking, she shook her head and said, "She doesn't have the time to listen to any songs, she just plays like crazy all day long." "Wrong, she likes Eason Chan." I said, "She can go to Shanghai to watch Eason Chan's concert by herself after quarreling with her favorite boy. One can imagine how much she likes him. So Ms. Wu, excuse me Let me bluntly say that there is a cosmic black hole between you and your daughter. Maybe she is not as shallow and ignorant as you think."

"She doesn't want to talk to me, or if she doesn't go home, she will lock herself in her room," Wu Meimei said, "How do you tell me to get to know her?" "She doesn't want to talk to you. The biggest possibility is that she doesn't want to listen to what you say. You try, trust her, encourage her, and accompany her more, maybe there will be a turning point." Wu Meimei looked at me, as if she couldn't understand what I was talking about, but also seemed very interested. "She has a lot of self-esteem but not enough self-confidence, so she likes to do radical things. She left school too early and didn't have a common language with you, so she felt lonely. She had nothing to do, so she mixed with people you didn't like. She only At the age of 15, she likes to pretend to be an adult, so her life is more tiring than anyone else's." "Is that so?" Wu Meimei said tentatively, "Don't you think she is hopeless?" "Of course not." I shook my head. "I'm not afraid you'll laugh. There were times when she got out of control, and I wanted to kill her myself. Some friends even suggested that I send her to prison for two years." "I'm sorry, maybe I don't have a backache when I stand and talk, but I really think you don't need to worry too much. I have also come into contact with some troubled girls. My experience is that when they grow up, most of them will recover without treatment. " "How old are you?" she asked. "Twenty." I said. She laughed and said desperately, "I'm really afraid that Diu Diu won't live to that age." "How is it possible?" I said, "With a mother who loves her so much, she should be luckier." "It's good that Diu Diu thinks so too." She sighed. "Actually, she thinks so in her heart, otherwise why would she act so capricious?" She was very happy to hear me say that, and praised me: "Lawyer Fang praised you for being smart and capable, and it is true." This time my face was really red, and I avoided her eyes and said to her: "You sit down, I'll go to McDonald's and I'll be back. Diudiu said she was hungry." As soon as I got to the door, she chased after me calling my name, insisting on handing over five hundred yuan to me.I thought about it, took out one hundred yuan, and said to her, "That's enough." "I'll wait for you here." She said childishly, "Ma Zhuo, I think we should have a good chat." When I closed the door, I remembered that she smiled like a person - Yu Anduo, the school flower in the sky.Since she transferred to Nanjing, I seldom hear from her.I heard that she was admitted to the film school, but went to the United States before graduating.We have added QQ, but her profile picture has always been gray.She deliberately distanced herself from the past, she definitely wanted to stay away decisively.I just don’t know if after many days, she is still learning to forget like me?