Chapter 21 Chapter 21 Heartbreak

I carried my breakfast, and as soon as I got out of the elevator, I saw a group of doctors and nurses blowing past me like a whirlwind. This kind of scene is common in hospitals, and I was no longer surprised, but when I saw the room they entered, my body shook violently. With a tremor, he fell to the ground early. I ran to the ward, but two nurses stopped me, and several people pushed my father's hospital bed and rushed to the emergency room. After they entered the emergency room, the two nurses let me go and forced me to sit on a stool. I didn't hear what they said at all, and I sat numbly, staring at the door of the emergency room.

Lu Licheng came running in big strides, sat down next to me silently, called "Su Man", and couldn't speak anymore. Song Yi also hurried over and sat on the other side of me silently. Not long after, Malatang also rushed over on high heels, and when he saw me, he hugged me. I murmured to her, "I'm not ready, I'm not ready..." After a long time, the door of the emergency room opened, and I jumped up immediately, but I didn't have the courage to go forward.Song Yi and Lu Licheng exchanged glances, Lu Licheng and Malatang stayed and accompanied me to see my father, Song Yi went to talk to the doctor.

Dad is 1.78 meters tall and weighs 150 kilograms. He is considered a standard northern man, but now he looks only 90 kilograms in the hospital bed, and he seems to be exhausted every time he breathes.I squatted in front of his bed, held his hand, and pressed it to my face. The conversation between Song Yi and the doctor in the distance came to the ears intermittently: "... cancer cells have caused most of the patient's internal organs to fail... The patient's willpower is very strong, and he is now relying on willpower to maintain his life... Will It's painful, you have to be mentally prepared..."

Dad opened his eyes and looked at me. I leaned into his ear and called, "Dad." Dad wanted to laugh, but frowned in pain.I want to cry, but I can only smile. Dad stared at me for a while, then passed out again. I stood motionless in front of my father's hospital bed.Song Yi and Malatang asked me to eat, I ate a few mouthfuls and vomited it all up, but they stopped trying to persuade me and only asked me to drink as much water as I could. Dad was unconscious and awake at times. When he was unconscious, painful moans escaped from his throat. When he was awake, he kept looking at me.

Both Lu Licheng and Song Yi wanted to say something, but they didn't dare to open their mouths. I knew what they were thinking, but this is my father! Malatang didn't want to bear it, she said with tears in her eyes: "Manman, I know you don't want your uncle to leave, but you can't let your uncle keep it for you anymore, he is too painful, watching him in pain makes you even more painful .” I don't say anything. In the afternoon, my father had hematemesis symptoms, and the doctor intubated him to remove the blood in his lungs. The thick tube was inserted into his internal organs. Finally, I couldn't restrain myself anymore, ran into the corridor, leaned against the wall and cried bitterly.

Malatang they have no choice but to watch me cry.Human strength is too weak in the face of death. After crying, I wiped away my tears and said to them, "I want to be alone with my dad." I found my dad's birthday present, sat next to him, and when he woke up again, I showed him the unfinished photo album. "Dad, this is my birthday present for you." I turned the pages for him to read. "This is a photo of you when you first transferred from the army." "This is a picture of my mother when she first started working." "This is the first photo of you and your mother together."

"This is the 100-day photo of my birth." ... Turning to the last photo, I said, "I just made it to college, but I'll keep doing it." Dad blinked at me, and I rubbed my face against his palm: "Dad, you can go with mom at ease! I... I will take care of myself." I finally said this sentence, I thought I would cry bitterly, but I actually smiled: "Dad, you don't have to insist on me anymore, don't worry about me, I can really take care of myself. I won't be alone , you saw it..." I held up the album to show him, "I have such a rich love, I know that no matter where you are, you will always love me, and you will always look at me, I will be fine, live a good life Be happy."

"Gulu" and "gulu" sounded in Dad's throat, and I said: "I will find a good man and marry him. I also want to have a daughter and tell her the story of her grandpa and grandma. Dad , I assure you, I will live happily ever after!" Suddenly there was a force in my father's hand, and he held me tightly, and I held him tightly. His eyes looked at me directly, and the corners of his eyes were full of tears. I cried: "Dad, You can go with mom at ease! Don't insist anymore, don't insist anymore..." Lu Licheng, Song Yi and Malatang heard my cry and ran in.Lu Licheng said: "Uncle, don't worry, I..." He glanced at Song Yi, "Song Yi, Xu Lianshuang and I will help you take care of Su Man."

Malatang also said with tears in his eyes: "Uncle, don't worry! Manman will never be alone. From today, I will be her biological sister, and I will always take care of her and stay with her." There were "grunts" and "grunts" in my father's throat. I knelt beside his bed and cried, "Dad, go find your mother! My daughter has grown up and can take care of herself." The strength in my father's hand gradually disappeared, and he looked at me with fixed eyes, caring, reluctant, hoping, and blessing. In the end, all the light dimmed bit by bit as the fire of life went out.

With a "beep", the beating graph on the heartbeat monitor turned into a straight line. The nurse ran in, and the doctor also came. They confirmed and announced the time of death. Countless people were talking, but I couldn't hear a word. I held my father's gradually cold hand and refused to let go.From then on, no one would nag me, no one would force me to go on a blind date, and no one called me to tell me not to stay up late... In less than half a year, I lost the two people who loved me the most in the world. , In this world, I am an orphan. Malatang knelt beside me, turned my face and looked at her: "Manman, you still have relatives, have you forgotten? We said that we are sisters for life, I promised your father, I am your sister. "

I looked at her numbly for a while, hugged her, buried my head on her shoulder, tears streaming down my face, and she cried with me.I cried louder and louder. Gradually, I discarded all the restraint and forbearance of an adult, and began to cry like a child. Malatang has been holding me tightly, allowing me to vent my pain and reluctance until I cry and faint in her arms. As soon as I opened my eyes, someone came over and asked, "Are you awake? Do you want some water?" It was Song Yi, and I asked, "Where is Malatang?" He said: "She and Lu Licheng are cooking outside, and I will be in charge of waiting for you to wake up." I sat up. I hadn't eaten all day, and my body was a little weak. Song Yi hurriedly supported me and handed me a glass of orange juice: "Drink some orange juice first." I finished my orange juice: "I want to wash my face before eating." "it is good." I walked into the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. In the past few months, I have also become very thin. My chin is pointed, and my eyes are especially big. Now I am crying and red and swollen, and I look haggard.No wonder my father looked at me so worriedly, my chest was swollen, and I wanted to cry, but I immediately splashed my face with cold water to force back the tears.Looking at the wet face in the mirror, I put my hand on the mirror, pointed to my forehead, and said seriously: "What did you promise your father? You can't let them worry, are you willing to let them worry?" Taking a few deep breaths, he quickly washed his face, combed his hair again, and cleaned himself up neatly. When I came out, all the dishes on the dining table had been set, and I said, "It smells so good! It must not be made by Malatang!" Malatang was dissatisfied: "What? Every dish has my credit, I washed the onion, I cut the ginger, and I peeled the garlic. Isn't it, Lu Licheng?" Lu Licheng said angrily: "Yes, you have contributed the most. If I want shredded ginger, you chop ginger for me. If I want chopped green onion, you give me chopped green onion. You are very reasonable." Malatang was dissatisfied, and wanted to hit him with a spatula, but Lu Licheng hid aside.Malatang served me a meal and said: "I never dreamed that Comrade Lu Licheng's cooking skills are so good. His wife will be blessed in the future!" I laughed and said casually, "You won't regret it, will you?" As soon as the words came out, the four of them were stunned.Lu Licheng immediately smiled and said, "It's all eaten!" I took my seat and started eating, eating as much as I could, whether I had an appetite or not. The three of them talked with me, and I seemed to have a good appetite, and they were all very happy, but when I asked for a second bowl of rice, Lu Licheng took away the bowls and chopsticks, and forbade me to eat any more: "I've been hungry for a day, so eat this much first. " Song Yi said: "Don't push yourself too much, grief takes time to resolve." I sat down on the sofa without saying a word, and they sat over. Malatang talked about the plans and arrangements of the three of them for the funeral, and asked me if I had any other opinions. Malatang showed me some albums: "This is our funeral. The environment of the selected cemeteries is very good, I chose to bury the ashes of my uncle and aunt together, what do you think?" I nodded, the three of them have considered the most meticulous, everything could not be more thoughtful, I said: "Thank you, without you during this time, I don't know who I am..." Malatang made a "cut" sound: "You and I are polite? Believe it or not, I will deal with you later?" Lu Licheng smiled lightly and said, "I just remember someone said, no thanks, just go through fire and water." Song Yi stared at me without saying a word. With the help of the three of them and the eldest sister, the funeral of father and mother was simple and solemn. After my father and mother were buried, I still had more than 50,000 yuan left in my passbook.The eldest sister was afraid that I would worry too much if I was alone, so she suggested that I go to work immediately and promised to help me find a good job, but I rejected her kindness.The eldest sister wanted to persuade me, but seeing my weight loss, she said, "It's time to take a good rest and recover." I told my elder sister that because I don't plan to work for the time being, there is no need to live in the city, so I plan to move back to my old house in Fangshan with my parents.The eldest sister was afraid that I would look at things and think about others, but Malatang did not object. Malatang told the elder sister that I would harass her every day, so that she would have no time to think wildly. After making a decision, I started to pack my things. I don’t see many things, but actually pack them up a lot, and I am reluctant to throw things away. A vase, a bunch of dried flowers, there is always a story of me buying this thing, so it takes a lot of time to pack things one by one. However, I have a lot of time right now, so it's also fun to do it slowly and remember the origin of everything while doing it. I picked up a foot massager and remembered that Malatang bought it for me.I worked overtime every day for a while, and I was so busy that I didn’t even have time to walk. Malatang bought this massager for me. When I was lying in front of the desk and working, I put it under my feet, so I could work while massaging. Keep fit and work without delay. While recalling, while packing things, there was a "bang bang bang" knock on the door.Obviously, the person who knocked on the door was very anxious, I immediately went to open the door, and saw Song Yi standing at the door anxiously. "Has Lian Shuang come to look for you?" "I came to see me yesterday, but I haven't come today, what's the matter?" "Lian Shuang stole my password to view my online private photo album." I was stunned for a while before I realized the meaning behind this sentence, and my heart was suddenly cold: "Is there a photo of you and Xu Qiu?" His eyes were full of pain and self-blame: "It's all photos of me and Xu Qiu. After Xu Qiu passed away, I couldn't sleep all night, so I sorted out all the photos of her and me and put them in this album." I just feel the chill rising from the bottom of my heart. If it was any other woman, Malatang would feel uncomfortable at most, but Xu Qiu... I can't imagine how she felt when she saw the intimate photos of Song Yi and Xu Qiu. what a feeling.The old nightmare and the current nightmare are superimposed, and she will feel that the whole world is collapsing.It turned out that no matter how hard she tried to be happy, even if Xu Qiu died, she still could not escape Xu Qiu's curse. I immediately went back to the house to get my handbag and mobile phone, and while walking outside, I called Malatang, and the mobile phone was turned off. "Have you contacted her parents?" "I called her mother, but she didn't answer and pressed all of them." "What's her mother's phone number?" Song Yi found out the number and showed it to me, and I dialed the number with my mobile phone. "Aunt Wang? Hello, Auntie. I'm Su Man. Has Lian Shuang come home?" "She hasn't been home for a long time. Her father and her don't say a word now. The father and daughter have been fighting in the cold. If I want to see her, I can only go to her apartment. I have always wanted to contact you, please Going to see her, but I'm sorry, after all, you must have a hard time because of such a big incident in your family. What's the matter? Can't you contact her? " Aunt Wang's voice was haggard, and I swallowed back what I wanted to say: "I guess her phone is out of battery, maybe she will come to me after a while, she often comes to see me at night." "Well, when you see her, talk to her more, persuade her, her father doesn't want to beat her..." I was surprised and asked, "Uncle hit her?" Aunt Wang's voice was a little choked up: "She and her father had a big fight over Song Yi, the father and daughter both talked too much, and Lian Shuang said some hurtful things, her father beat him up in a fit of anger. She slapped her. Since that day, Lian Shuang has never returned home." I hung up the phone and looked at Song Yi.Because the phone leaked the sound, Song Yi had already half-heard and half-guessed. Knowing the content of the call, Song Yi said palely: "I don't know, she didn't tell me." I blamed myself and said, "I was so focused on my father that I didn't notice her strangeness. It's too inconvenient to find someone by taxi. We need to find a driver." I called my eldest sister, and she said she was having dinner with a client, so I had to call Lu Licheng again: "Are you doing serious business?" "Eating alone." "I'll treat you to dinner later, can I trouble you to be the driver now? Malatang is missing, we have to find her." "Isn't Song Yi her magnet? If you put Song Yi into the sea of ​​people, she will be like a piece of iron. No matter where she falls, she will immediately fly to the magnet." "The matter is very complicated. I don't have time to explain it to you. Are you going to help?" He said, "I'll come right away, where are you?" "Lin Qing is downstairs." Twenty minutes later, Lu Licheng's Wrangler roared and stopped in front of us, and Song Yi and I got into the car immediately. "Where can I find it?" I thought for a while: "Let's go to her home first." At home, no one. Song Yi kept calling her cell phone, and the phone was turned off all the time.I called all my friends who were close to her, but no one knew her whereabouts. Go to the restaurant she often goes to, the waiter said he had never seen it. Go to the places she and Song Yi often go to, but there is no one. Go to the bar that she and I often go to, the boss said that we have never been there. In desperation, I made a list of all the bars and nightclubs she loves to go to, and prepared to find them one by one. The lights in the bar are blurred, and there are huge crowds of people. Everyone is indulged hoarsely. In the dark corner, red men and green women are entangled with each other, full of the smell of carnival in the end of the world.We walked through the crowd with difficulty, and the bold women took the opportunity to rub their bodies against Lu Licheng and Song Yi, not knowing who ate whose tofu.Lu Licheng enjoyed their teasing with a smile, he neither refused nor took the initiative, but he never stopped.Song Yi's face was ashen, and he used his arms to fend off everyone roughly. Later, we went to a gay bar, and Lu Licheng was overwhelmed: "You and Xu Lianshuang's life is really rich." "The two of us are very curious and have been here a few times. Malatang likes to drink a cocktail here, so we come here occasionally." When Malatang and I came here before, no one answered, but this time everyone paid attention to us, but they didn't know whether they were looking at Lu Licheng or Song Yi. There was a man holding a wine glass and wanted to strike up a conversation, but he could see Song Yi clearly. After seeing Yi's expression, he left immediately. When I came out of the bar, it was already two o'clock in the night. I was so tired that I couldn't walk anymore because of the pain in my feet, so I sat down on the side of the road. Lu Licheng said: "It's not a good way to find it this way. There are bars and hotels everywhere in Beijing. If she just goes to an unknown store, we won't be able to find it next year." Song Yi was calling Malatang again, but the phone was still turned off.But he was still beating and beating non-stop. I couldn't stand it and said, "Stop beating!" He threw the mobile phone violently, the mobile phone hit the wall and fell to the ground in several pieces, and the robot-like female voice repeated: "Sorry, the person you dialed has turned off the phone. Sorry, the person you dialed has turned off the phone... ..." Lu Licheng walked over, stomped his foot, and his voice stopped abruptly. The night became quiet, but it was suffocatingly quiet. Song Yi held his head and sat on the side of the road. I stared at the tall buildings in the distance in a daze.Malatang, where are you? A half-moon floats among several high-rise buildings, and the surrounding lights are too bright, so you won't notice it if you don't pay attention. I jumped up: "Lu Licheng, drive!" Song Yi was still sitting on the ground with his head in his arms, and Lu Licheng and I dragged him into the car. "Where are you going?" "Go to my house, my former home." Lu Licheng was very surprised, but he didn't ask any more questions. He just drove the car at a high speed. There were very few vehicles on the street. After a while, he could see the building where I lived. It was late at night, and most people were already asleep.The tall buildings cut the long street into an empty and deserted place, and only a few scattered windows were still lit, making the night even more lonely. On the lonely and deserted background, a woman with long black hair and a red windbreaker leaned on a black carved lamppost and stared up at the sky; under the blurred and sad light, the night wind gently brushed her hair and the corners of her clothes. I signaled Lu Licheng to stop the car far away, and Song Yi stared blankly at the lonely and sad scene. "Ma La Tang told me that when she saw you for the first time, you were standing under the lamppost. She told me that you were like the lonely prince in the oil painting. Your sadness made her feel heartbroken. I think She should have been wondering why you are sad, she has been trying to break into your heart, whether she lost her temper, or stole your password to peek at your photo album, all she wants to do is to know what you are thinking. Malatang Your parents object to you being together, and if you speak from the bottom of your heart, I also object." Lu Licheng stared at me deeply. "I object not because of myself, but because you are too unfair to Malatang. She is not a tool for your redemption, let alone a substitute for Xu Qiu, do you know? Malatang hates Xu Qiu!" Song Yi looked at me in shock, while Lu Licheng looked at me blankly. I said, "Did she never mention Xu Qiu in front of you? Of course, you didn't dare to mention it, so she didn't mention it just in your mind. But have you thought about it? With your close relationship with her, how could she Never talk about your sister? Xu Qiu is a perfect lover in your heart, but in Malatang's heart, she is not a good sister, not even her sister at all." Song Yi wanted to say something, but before he could speak, I said, "You have the right to love Xu Qiu, and Malatang also has the right to hate Xu Qiu. I don't care how much you love Xu Qiu, remember, if you hate Xu Qiu because of Malatang If Xu Qiuer says anything that hurts Malatang, I will fight for you!" In the carriage, no one spoke, and it was so quiet that we could hear each other's heartbeats. After a long time, Lu Licheng asked, "Are we just sitting here?" Song Yi's voice was dry: "Does Lian Shuang not know that her kidney comes from Xu Qiu?" "I think, Uncle Xu should have deliberately concealed her, otherwise with her personality, she would rather die than want her." "She hates Xu Qiu so much? At most, Xu Qiu is a little impatient occasionally. Both colleagues and friends like her..." My voice suddenly became sharp: "I said, everyone has their own rights! How you love her is up to you, how much Malatang hates her is also Malatang's freedom!" I jumped out of the car and walked towards Malatang. When I got to her side, she found me.She wasn't surprised to see me at all, and said calmly: "Manman, it would be great if I didn't see him, he will always be my sweet dream, and won't turn into a nightmare." "It's getting late, shall we go home?" "There are so many mirrors at home, I don't want to go back." I don't understand what she means. "I've been looking in the mirror today, and I just realized that Xu Qiu and I still look a little bit alike. Our forehead and eyes are like my father. Manman, how miserable! Isn't it? I don't want to see this person forever, but unexpectedly See you every day." I thought for a while, and then said: "It's okay, now that technology is advanced, it happens that your eyes are not beautiful enough, we can go for plastic surgery." Malatang smiled, her hair fluttering sadly behind her smile. "But what about it?" Malatang pointed at his kidney. I paled in horror. She smiled and said: "You, an outsider, can guess the ins and outs of the matter, how could I not? I have been recalling everything about Song Yi today, and suddenly I want to understand everything. I heard it in the hospital His crying was for Xu Qiu, his crying moved my heart, but the object of his crying was someone I hated, how ironic! The date of Xu Qiu’s death that my mother told me was false, no wonder this kidney is so suitable for me , because it sheds the same blood as mine." Malatang held my hand: "I still want to understand why I met Song Yi here, not because of your apple, but because of you. He is standing downstairs, the one who is sad is Xu Qiu, the one who misses It's you." "No, I..." I felt that my internal organs were churning violently, and my whole body seemed to be twisted and hurt.But Malatang's expression is still so calm, as if everything is someone else's story. "I'm sorry, Manman! It turns out that you have been wronged so much, I danced happily on your bleeding heart, and forced you to laugh with me." Malatang's expression finally had a slight ups and downs. Tears filled, "I'm very happy, because you chose me from the beginning to the end, even though that person is Song Yi, whom you have been secretly in love with for many years. But I am sorry for you. In fact, I later realized that you and Lu Licheng are not boyfriend and girlfriend. You and Lu Licheng are not boyfriend and girlfriend. Song Yi got along awkwardly, but I pretended not to know, and even avoided deliberately, just wanting to catch my dream. I thought Xu Qiu and I were different people, but now I found out that we are indeed sisters, we are both selfish and hypocritical, both She is good at using the kindness of others to achieve her own goals, and has never taken the sisterhood seriously. Manman, forgive me, forgive me..." Malatang's face turned bluer and greener, and suddenly her body went limp, and she slid to the ground. I hugged her, but she fell to the ground myself, and both of us fell to the ground. I yelled in horror: "Lu Licheng, Lu Licheng..." Lu Licheng and Song Yi rushed over, one helped me and the other hugged Malatang. I pushed Lu Licheng's hand: "Car, car, hospital..." My whole body was shaking and I couldn't say a complete sentence. Lu Licheng drove immediately, Song Yi carried Malatang into the car, and Lu Licheng rushed to the hospital at full speed. Before we got to the hospital, we were already being watched by police cars. Two police cars were chasing us with loud horns, ordering us to stop. A police car came up from the side road and tried to stop us in front. Lu Licheng asked Song Yi: "What do you want?" Song Yi stared at Malatang without raising his head and said, "I want to rush to the hospital as soon as possible." Lu Licheng smiled slightly, stepped on the accelerator to the bottom, and rushed directly to the police car in front.The police car was terrified. The Wrangler is an off-road jeep, which is equivalent to two of its weight. It had no guts to collide with the Wrangler. It immediately slammed the steering wheel and barely avoided us. Lu Licheng drove the Wrangler like a raging fire, and three police cars chased after us. When the car in front heard the siren and saw our speed, it gave way to the side. It usually takes more than half an hour to drive. Today It arrived in just over ten minutes. Lu Licheng parked the car firmly at the entrance of the hospital: "Send Xu Lianshuang in, and I'll deal with the police here." Song Yi rushed out of the car with Malatang in his arms, and when we entered the building, we saw police cars roaring and surrounding Lu Licheng's car. Malatang was sent to the emergency room, Song Yi sat motionless on the chair, his face was pale, his whole body seemed to be taken out of his soul, no matter what I said to him, he seemed to be unable to hear. I called Malatang's mother.It was past three o'clock in the middle of the night, and the phone rang for a long time before anyone answered it. The old man's voice asked a little hastily, "Are you Su Man? What happened to Xiao Lian?" I didn't have time to marvel at his intelligence, and said quickly, "She's in the emergency room of the hospital now, and we don't know why yet." At this moment, the voice became calm: "Which hospital?" I reported the address of the hospital, and he said, "We'll be there right away." In less than half an hour, a man with a square face and Aunt Wang hurried over. Seeing Song Yi, Aunt Wang rushed over with tears on her face: "I knew you would harm her." "Ayun." Xu Zhongjin pulled Aunt Wang back, completely ignoring Song Yi, and only greeted me, "Su Man? Xiao Lian is causing you trouble." "Uncle, you're welcome, Malatang and I... Lian Shuang are good friends." After a while, several doctors came, and so did the director of the hospital, and the entire corridor was in a mess of people coming and going.The dean asked Uncle Xu to rest in a room where he could directly see the inside of the emergency room from the large glass window. Song Yi was still sitting at the door of the emergency room, waiting without saying a word.I sat with him silently for a while, and someone called me, saying that Aunt Wang wanted to talk to me. After entering, I found that Aunt Wang was crying all the time, and the only one who could talk was Uncle Xu. He asked me, "Xiao Lian has recovered very well after the operation and has never had any problems. Why is it like this all of a sudden?" I think I can only tell the truth: "She found out that Song Yi is Xu Qiu's boyfriend, and she also found out that her kidney belongs to Xu Qiu." When Aunt Wang heard it, her tears fell more urgently, and she scolded Song Yi while crying. Uncle Xu stared at the busy doctors in the emergency room with an ugly expression on his face. I suddenly thought of Lu Licheng, who hasn't come up for so long, it seems that he was arrested by the police. "Uncle Xu, Lian Shuang just now..." "I heard you call Xiao Lian Malatang, is that her nickname? You can call her Malatang!" "Okay! Malatang suddenly passed out just now. In order to send her to the hospital as soon as possible, we ran through countless red lights and almost knocked over a police car. It was driven by Lu Licheng, who was taken away by the police." Uncle Xu looked at a twenty-seven or eighteen-year-old man sitting in the corner of the room. He immediately stood up and walked outside. Uncle Xu didn't make any promises, so I can't say thank you, I can only pretend that I didn't say anything just now. After a long time, when I saw the doctor in the emergency room walking out, I rushed out immediately and surrounded the doctor with Song Yi.The doctor ignored Song Yi and me, went straight to the room, and talked to Uncle Xu. Song Yi and I could only stand at the door and eavesdrop. There was a doctor who should be an old doctor from Mala Tang, who knew Uncle Xu very well, and said without much embellishment: "The situation is not optimistic. Her kidneys and body are rejecting it." Aunt Wang called: "How could it be? It's been six years, and I haven't rejected him for so long. Why did I suddenly reject him?" A group of experts looked at each other with embarrassing expressions. Finally, a young doctor explained: "This phenomenon is indeed rare in medicine. Generally speaking, the strongest rejection reaction should be in the first year after the transplant operation. The longer you get used to it, but it is not without precedent. In the UK, there was a case of rejection after ten years of heart transplantation. At present, we have no way to explain the specific reasons for your daughter’s rejection. We can only rely on the symptoms of the disease. It was judged that the main body and the graft were rejected." Aunt Wang still wanted to talk, but Uncle Xu stopped her: "Now is not the time to explore scientific explanations." He asked the doctor: "Is the rejection serious?" The young doctor continued: "Our human body has a very complete defense mechanism, and there are natural defense methods against foreign substances such as bacteria, viruses, foreign substances and other alien components. These methods include attacking, destroying, and clearing. Under normal circumstances, this is A self-protection mechanism of the body. The so-called rejection is that after kidney transplantation, the donor kidney is recognized by the body as a foreign body, and the brain issues instructions and mobilizes the body’s immune system to attack, destroy and clear the graft. Once rejection occurs reaction, the transplanted kidney will be damaged, and in severe cases, it will lead to the loss of the function of the transplanted kidney, and even endanger the safety of life. At present, we cannot determine how far the rejection reaction will progress, it depends on the judgment of the patient's brain on the transplanted kidney and acceptance." I just felt as if someone had hit my head with a big iron hammer. The pain was so severe and unexpected that my whole body was numb, but I didn't feel any pain.Song Yi beside me was shaking.Aunt Wang rushed out, like a female cat whose cub had been robbed, she rushed towards Song Yi, and hit Song Yi on the head. "What do our Xu family owe you? It's not enough for you to kill one, but you have to kill the other. If there is something wrong with Lian Shuang, I will die with you..." Everyone pulls and persuades. I watched everything numbly, only feeling that my body was hot and cold for a while. Malatang is such a spirited person!Ever since I knew her, she laughed and scolded, she was in high spirits, and she was never deflated. She was a devil queen!How could she die? No, definitely not! They were still crying, cursing, yelling and shouting, I quietly walked into the isolation ward, grabbed Malatang's ear, and said to her forcefully: "Listen, I don't accept your apology! If you really think I'm your sister, so wake up and make it up to me, I want real money, tangible compensation, don't fool people with nonsense like 'I'm sorry' and 'forgive me'! His mother's, this It doesn’t take much effort to say this kind of thing, let me say it a thousand times and I won’t beat you, listen up, your sister, I don’t accept your apology! I don’t accept it!” The nurse rushed in and pushed me outward: "Are you crazy? Didn't you see the patient unconscious! Get out, get out!" I yelled towards the ward: "Ma La Tang, I don't accept it! I don't accept it..." I was supported by two nurses and dragged outside.They forced me into the elevator and pushed me to the first floor.The elevator door closed, and I was locked in the slowly descending elevator. I slapped the door and shouted: "Malatang, I don't accept it, I don't accept it..." The elevator door opened slowly, and I fell to the ground. I suddenly felt very tired, and my body was so weak that I had no strength at all. When the security guard on duty saw me, he hurriedly came to help me, and comforted me, saying, "You can't come back to life after death, so let's mourn." I slapped his hand off, grabbed his collar, and yelled at him: "Who do you say is dead? Who do you say is dead? Malatang can't die..." The security guard was frightened and said again and again: "I'm not dead, I'm not dead." A person hugged me in the air, and apologized to the security guard: "I'm sorry, she was a little bit stimulated." He carried me out of the hospital like this, and I kicked me hard: "Lu Licheng, put me down, let me down." He took me to a secluded place and then let me go. I turned around and beat him. Who wants you to meddle in your own business?He pulled me into his arms and wrapped his arms around me tightly. Although I couldn't move my arms, I was still kicking and pinching.He hugged me tightly with one hand and patted my back with the other.I was beating and beating, and suddenly lost all strength, buried my head on his chest, and cried bitterly. My mother is gone, my father is gone, and I just can't bear another death. It's so unfair!The dead can sleep soundlessly, but the living have to bear endless pain. Lu Licheng kept patting me on the back, and said in a low voice, "Good boy! Don't cry, don't cry." He was like coaxing a child, but maybe it was because this action came from the deep memory of his childhood. Love has soothed our sorrows countless times, and it has strange magic power, and my emotions gradually calmed down. When I was tired from crying and raised my head in embarrassment, I realized that half of his face was red and swollen, as if he had been punched in the face. "The police beat you? They enforce the law violently! Have you consulted a lawyer?" He smiled indifferently: "I almost knocked him over from the car, he rushed down and punched me to make it even." It was already six o'clock in the morning, and the sky in the east was orange-red. The glass windows of the hospital building reflected warm light, but the air was extremely cold.I don't know whether it is cold or fear, my body is shivering. He took off his coat and put it on me: "Let's find a place to eat and rest for a while." After tossing all night, the mustaches on Lu Licheng's face popped out, and his clothes were wrinkled and bunched up on his body. Coupled with the injuries on his face, he was as depressed as he could be.I wanted to shake my head, but seeing how haggard he looked, I said, "There's an early morning shop outside, let's go have a bowl of soy milk!" I ordered three breakfasts, ordered two to eat here, one to take away, and explained to Lu Licheng: "One is for Song Yi." Lu Licheng asked while drinking soy milk: "Can you tell me what's going on? Otherwise, I can't help even if I want to. Why did Xu Lianshuang's kidney suddenly fail?" My stomach is blocked, but now I have a heavy burden on my shoulders. Malatang is already lying on the hospital bed. A few years ago or six years ago, anyway, before I knew Malatang, I died in a car accident. The driver of the car was Xu Qiu’s boyfriend Song Yi. After Xu Qiu died, a kidney was transplanted to Malatang, and Malatang’s parents concealed this fact. Song Yi The person Yi really loves is Xu Qiu, and Malatang discovered this secret yesterday, and at the same time found out that her kidneys belong to Xu Qiu. Her kidneys are not failing, she just sends instructions from her brain to her body to reject and eliminate foreign objects that invade her body. " Lu Licheng was stunned: "It's like a TV series." "In TV dramas, this is a bloody plot, but in real life, it's called pain." Lu Licheng sighed: "Now I finally understand Song Yi. He is always flattered and calm at work. I thought he was posturing, but it turned out that he didn't care. No wonder he has been in Beijing for a year, but he hasn't bought one yet. The car doesn't look like someone who came back from abroad at all, and it must be impossible to drive after a car accident." I finished my breakfast like taking medicine, and handed him the packed breakfast: "Please give it to Song Yi." "Aren't you going?" I shake my head. After Lu Licheng came back, he asked me: "Song Yi has been guarding in front of the Malatang ward, and he can't be beaten away. He looks terrible. Do you want to go and see him?" I said wearily: "I don't want to see him for the time being, let's deal with the wound on your face first." He said: "Forget it, a little injury and tossing for two or three hours, with that time, it's better to go home and sleep." 因为是周末，看病的人特别多，不管是挂号的窗口，还是取药的窗口都排满人，光排队都累死人。 我问：“你家里有酒精什么的吗？” 他呆了一呆，说：“有。” “那就成。” 已经走出医院，他却说：“你先去车边等我，我去趟洗手间。” 我点点头，一会儿后，他才回来：“走吧！” 周末的早晨不堵车，去他在市中心的家只需三十分钟左右，可因为他一夜没睡，竟然开错路，我们多绕了将近二十分钟才到他家。 他让我先在客厅坐一坐，进去找了一会儿，拿出个特奢华的急救箱，我当场看傻：“你抗地震？” 他呵呵笑着没说话，打开箱子，一应俱全，我偏了偏脑袋，示意他坐。我用棉球蘸着酒精先给他消毒，他低眉顺眼地坐着，安静得异样，完全不像陆励成，搞得我觉得心里怪怪的：“你怎么不说话？” 他笑了笑，没说话，我把药膏挤到无名指上，尽量轻柔地涂到他的伤口上。 “OK！一切搞定。”我直起身子向后退，却忘了急救箱放在身侧，脚被急救箱的带子绊住，身子失衡。他忙伸手拉我，我借着他的扶力，把缠在脚上的带子解开。 已经站稳，我笑着抽手：“谢谢你。” 他好像一瞬间仍没反应过来，仍然握着我的手，我用了点力，他才赶忙松开。他凝视着我，似乎想说什么，我一边收拾急救箱，一边疑惑地等着，最后，他只是朝我笑了笑。 我把急救箱放到桌上，去提自己的手袋：“我回去了。” 他去拿钥匙：“我送你。” “不用了，我打的回去，你一整天没睡，你敢开车，我还不敢坐。” 他没多说，陪着我下楼，送我上了计程车。