Chapter 19 Chapter Nineteen

The rain in summer comes and goes quickly, the sky is not yet dark, the rain has stopped, and the sun at dusk shines into the house through the blinds, soft and not hot, by his window There are many potted plants, flowers and plants, lush and green, which are all planted by him at ordinary times. I remember laughing at him for "flirting with flowers and grass". And this man who likes to "flirting with flowers and grass" is now half lying on the bed, drinking a glass of water quietly, and looking at me quietly. I said, "How are you?" He said in a low voice: "Yeah."

I recalled his unfinished text messages in my heart, such as "shocked", "unbelievable", "a girl faced alone", "take responsibility", "my fault"... I was very speechless. He: "No matter what illness you have, take a good rest, recover soon, and take care of your body next time, don't spoil other innocent girls, it's not good to have a big belly." Gentle eyes half-closed, Jing Shen looked at me, and said in a low voice: "In your eyes, am I that kind of person?" Seeing his sick and pitiful appearance, I snorted. But he said, "That's fine."

I was baffled by what he heard, so I ignored him. After he fell asleep, I closed the door for him, and quietly left with candy in my arms. A man who is usually radiant and strong, even falls ill sometimes. At the time, I didn't think about why. Not to mention who he was running around outside, drinking, socializing, involuntarily, for whom. I thought my life would go on like this. There is no one to hate, no one to love. Love and hatred are the love and hatred of others, and life and death are the life and death of others. I am an ordinary person struggling to survive in the concrete forest. I have no painful past and no bright future. I will live quietly until I grow old.

Another half a month later, Chen Shujun came back from the south, and invited me out for tea as soon as he arrived. I gave him a USB flash drive and a stack of samples for his review. These are some extra illustrations that he specially asked for. I said, "It's been a month since I was overtaken. It's a bit rough. If you're not in a hurry, I'll go back and polish it." Chen Shujun said: "That's great. Miss Xia is indeed a talented painter. It can be seen that I have not misjudged the person. There is really some fate in it." In his praise, my old face was reddened by the tea steam. I also took off my glasses, wiped off the moisture, and when I was about to put them back on, my hands were held down.

Chen Shujun, his big thick hand with well-defined bones, gently covered the back of my hand in public and under the eyes of everyone. It was dry and yet soft to the touch. I didn't react for a while, I just stared at his thumb The broad emerald on the finger is in a daze. He said: "Miss Xia looks much better without glasses." I said: "Huh?" He pointed to the bottom cap of my bottle and said, "How can the frame destroy my beautiful eyes? Why don't I accompany Miss Xia to get a pair of contact lenses?" me? In the past five years, I only thought about making money. As for the appearance, I didn’t pay attention at all. People, isn’t it just a stinky skin? Besides, my stinky skin has been destroyed. It used to be beautiful, but as for contact lenses, in my impression, these things are a rarity. The cheap ones hurt the eyes, and the ones that don’t hurt the eyes are expensive, and it’s troublesome to wear and wash every day. My brain is broken, and this is all that’s left My eyes are gone, and I don't want my eyes ruined too.

I said, "Don't bother Mr. Chen, I really like glasses frames, what an intellectual." Chen Shujun laughed and said, "Miss Xia is out, just call me Shujun, and me too...can I call you Luoluo?" Uh... I haven't seen you for a month, this guy came back from the south, he seems to be a lot more enthusiastic? I hurriedly put my hands away and put on my glasses again. The emerald ring on his thumb was shining brightly under the light. The brilliance made my eyes dizzy and my heart beating. I thought he was trying to hide the rules I?This thought made me laugh. How could there be so many Cinderellas in the world, and I am still sneaking like an idiot?For a handsome and rich young entrepreneur like him, I don't think he would be so horny after being kicked in the head by a donkey.

I said: "If there is nothing else, I will go home first. My mother is waiting for me to cook, and I have to rush to buy vegetables." He actually said: "Then let me buy vegetables with you, there are not many girls as good as you these days." Hearing what he said, I panicked again. Damn, he won't really get kicked in the head by a donkey, right? In the supermarket, after picking out vegetables and calculating the expenses, I went to hug my dear canned yellow peaches. Why so many yellow peaches, you should eat papaya." Why do you eat so many yellow peaches... This sentence... in the fragmented memory... I have heard it...