Chapter 18 Chapter Eighteen

Half a month later, Beijing City finally ushered in a heavy rain in the scorching heat. The rain in the evening made my heart feel relieved, and the speed of writing was also comfortable and fast. The male protagonists in the drawing, I don’t know when, they all have almost the same characteristics, either the compassionate gaze, or That gentle smile, or the concentrating and slanted side face, and the forehead hair hanging silently covering the eyebrows. Is there such a man, he walks lightly, his back is heavy, he is very close to you, his eyes are far away, he is as calm as water, his shoulders are like mountains, his eyebrows are soft, his expression is outstanding, he is like a tree that grows vigorously in the dark night, The depth of the branches and leaves, cherishing the age of the king, but those thick annual rings have not burnt the fire of time on his body, he just stands there quietly, watching the tide of the world from a distance, all living beings in the tide, all living beings have feelings, the depth of love is the scene, the depth of field Years, like a knife saw, carved a deep imprint in my blank memory.

If I am not sympathetic to him, what is? If I am not moved by his affection, then what is it for? I have always been afraid to show him my drawings, like I don't know why it is drawn like this. It was raining heavily outside the window. I didn’t know if he had an umbrella or not. After all, it’s not uncommon for Beijing to not rain for three months. I opened the window and looked out without knowing it. It was time for him to go home. I can’t even remember the date of my aunt. People who can't live will remember him. Maybe he just appeared in my long and boring life just right, so that I can relieve my boredom and have a meal, so I comforted myself, looking downstairs from the window, he and a woman were holding an umbrella side by side.

The umbrella is exquisitely embroidered, a woman's parasol, I saw it clearly through the newly changed glasses, and saw him say goodbye to the woman intimately, and you came and I pushed back for a while, and then Go into the corridor. I closed the window and door, feeling empty and lost for a moment. It was still raining heavily outside the window, and there was a smell of mud and leaves in the air. I threw myself on the bed in confusion, looked at the snow-white ceiling, and then began to scold myself: Charlotte, you unscrupulous woman, what are you struggling with? , you saw clearly his flirtatious heart early in the morning, and he said that he only loved one person in his life, and he lied to your sympathy, idiot, have all your twenty-five years of food gone into the dog's mind? You... …

I didn't know how long I lay on the bed in a daze, until my mother's roar came into the room. "Dead man, hurry up and cook, there is no one next door today, so don't go 'talking about life ideals'!" said the old mother. "I'm not that fucking cheap." I yelled distractedly, and suddenly felt wrong, huh?No one next door? As soon as I turned over and jumped up from the bed, didn't that guy come back early?I haven't come up yet, so I won't chase after women, will I? Thinking this way in my heart, my hands and feet dragged me out of the house involuntarily. Sure enough, I saw that the opposite door was closed, and at this time in the past, he was always open waiting for me to "go uninvited", as if letting go It's like holding the bait and waiting for me to take the bait.

I pounded on the door for a long time, but there was no one there, and for some reason, I ran downstairs to check, as if he would be forced to stay in the corridor to confess his love. But I actually saw him in the corridor on the ground floor. In the depth of field, he lowered his head, leaning weakly in the corner of the wall, his long hair hanging down on his forehead, covering his eyebrows, motionless, like a puppet who lost his soul. My heart skipped a beat, and I ran over and shook his shoulders and called him, "What's wrong with you? No one sleeps on the floor, you're like Brother Sharp, you?"

He put his hand on his forehead, and raised his head slightly when he heard the words. The clumps of long black hair on his forehead made me flustered. Unbearable pain, I don't know what's wrong with him, I couldn't help but lift up the annoying hair on his forehead, and saw his tightly furrowed brows. "I..." He opened his eyes, looked at my hand, still frowning, but there seemed to be some brilliance in his eyes. And my hand was right on his cheek. This was the first time I had such close contact with a man other than my brother. I was almost half kneeling in front of him, and I could clearly feel his hot and chaotic breathing. , the fingertips inadvertently touched his eyelashes, and the place that was drooping and introverted began to tremble like an electric shock.

Damn, you are such a beast, you were intimate with a woman just now, and now you are pretending to be a virgin, who will show it. His body smelled of alcohol and women's perfume, drinking and picking up girls was not enough, and the wolf's paws were trying to stretch out. Sure enough, my brother was right, men eat what's in the pot and look at what's in the bowl. a good thing. I was contemptuous in my heart, and suddenly he held my wrist. On a hot and rainy day in summer, his hand was warm and cold. At that moment, my heartbeat also slowed down a beat. I can't imagine why a person who looks dying A person with such a great strength.

I hurriedly said: "Don't scare me, beast, I... I'll call 120!" Since I went downstairs in a hurry without my mobile phone, I fumbled around with my other hand. I finally found a hard thing. I took it out and saw that it was a straight one. There were a few lines of small characters densely packed, I didn't have time to read it carefully, so I dialed 120 directly. But I only pressed two of the three keys of 120, and he has already pressed the back of my hand, "No need." I heard his hoarse voice. "Ah?" I said, "But, whether you have heat stroke or appendicitis, you need to be treated. If you die, it will be serious. You are such a big man, why are you so shy? Is it something unspeakable? Oh... Then I can introduce you. This is a small clinic for you, opened by my brother's buddy, to guarantee that you will be cured with one injection, and will never reveal your privacy, don't worry, your little lover will not know about it."

I swear that I stand tall and proud, and I am proud to think that I am really a kind and good person. "Lover... person? I'm just going to... socialize with the lawyer... I have to go... for..." He reached out in pain to take back the phone, I handed it to him, and glanced at the screen inadvertently—— Nonsence!Life really is bloody bloody! "I was shocked when I heard the news. I couldn't believe it. For whatever reason, I couldn't let a girl face it alone. I think I have to take responsibility. After all, it was my fault..." An unfinished text message, the recipient is a person named "Bai Jie", a girl's name at first glance, I sneered in my heart, I really didn't mean to read his privacy, maybe I should forget it, but my hands and feet are not Obedience, he actually committed a crime, and helped him back home under his pleading.

Just because just when I was about to leave, he wobbled out his hand, holding a bag of taffy in his hand. Well, with such a heavy rain, I just casually mentioned yesterday that I like to eat this stuff...why does he still remember...