Chapter 21 21. So he knew

I came out of that small hotel on December 23rd, and the school organized a Christmas party.I don't have pain anymore, but my complexion is still bad. I put on a lot of powder and blush, but I found that the dark circles under my eyes couldn't be covered. Damian sat next to me at the buffet, looked at me and said, "You don't look well." "I'm sick," I said. "where?" "……appendicitis." "Ok?" "Well, okay." I nodded, "Thank you. Where are you doing your internship now?" "My father's company helps them with the publicity and planning of some real estate projects. How about you?" He asked me.

"I didn't do anything, just recuperate." "Did you know that Yannick the singer went to America by himself? He left his two companions and flew solo. Before he left, no one knew." Damian said. "Oh? Really?" I cooperated with him and made a surprised look.In fact, his information was wrong. Before he left, at least one person knew about it, and that person was me. After dinner there was a fireworks show, and then there was a dance, and a choir of boys was brought in from the church to sing Christmas carols.The children in white robes sang "The Small Town of Bethlehem", their voices were as transparent as their cheeks, so cute that people wanted to shed tears.

The party was still going on, I left early, and the children who caught up with the choir led each other out of the school to meet the parents who were waiting for them.I had my clothes tight and my scarf wrapped, and if I couldn't find a hard-working cab, I was going to walk back to the hotel.I walked a few steps, stopped, and saw Danny Hagrid's car again, not far from me, parked on the side of the road. This time there was no confrontation or negotiation. Danny Hagrid got out of the car and walked towards me. He was wearing a gray wool trench coat and held out his hands to me. The little ones were picked up by their parents.

Danny Hagrid has come to claim me again. I was hugged by him, his hand was pressed on my head, I smelled the mint on his body again, and he whispered in my ear: "Merry Christmas." "Merry Christmas." I went back to the house with the white wool carpet, the greenery still growing well and the fire burning in the fireplace.We showered and lay face to face on the bed.His hand stroked the bangs on my forehead, as if he was doing it with great concentration. I thought to myself: He found me so easily, how much does he know about me? "Do you know what I've been doing all this time?" I said.

"Traveling on geese," he said, with a little smile on his face. I shake my head on the pillow. He looked at me with gentle eyes: "Yes, I know, you have been with several rock singers for a while, and I also know that one of them has gone to the United States. How do you feel?" I bowed my head: "I'm an idiot, screwed up everything." He put his arms around me and gently stroked my back: "What nonsense are you talking about? Isn't it good to see it? At least you know how rock musicians live." He kissed my hair, "At least you know that people are still There are no contracts to be trusted."

I hesitated until Danny Haig fell asleep, and I didn't have the courage to ask him if he knew that I went to the hospital to abort a baby.Afterwards, he didn't mention this matter to me again, and I told myself with luck that he probably knew a lot of things, except this. I gotta say, this guy can make you feel as if one of his hearts is yours if he wants to. The days after I came back were as peaceful, gentle and romantic as before, just like when I first followed him, as if nothing had happened.He is still with me every day, eating, being intimate, sleeping, watching movies and cartoons, helping me correct my graduation thesis, and he still gives me so many beautiful gifts.

I saw a photo of Tunisia on National Geographic one day, blue sea, white houses, and white gold desert, and I said to Danny, "I want to go here." He said, "That's the desert Ah, it's very hot and dry in that country, you know? They're not like here, they don't have plants with big leaves." "I want to see it, but I haven't been there." He laughed: "Okay, wait until I'm busy with this part." "You have to remember." "do not worry." In April, the weather turned slightly warmer, and the new sailboat that Danny customized for me came out of the dock.It's fourteen meters long, with double triangular sails, and my name is written in Roman letters on the pure white hull, which Danny still reads: Pico.This big ship spreads its double sails on Lake Berge on a sunny day, just like a whooper swan, which is extremely beautiful.

"You can read here," he said, showing me the soft white camel-skin-covered seats on the side of the boat. "You can sleep here." He opened the cabin door and showed me the luxuriously decorated interior. "You can play games online here." He showed me his computer, which had a full signal and a clear picture. "You can also BBQ." He even prepared a barbecue disc. I hugged my shoulders and smiled and said, "That's great, Danny, but you've overlooked a problem. I don't know how to sail a sailboat. If you're not here, I'd better park it in the port."

"What's there to worry about?" he said, "Come here." I followed him to the stern and saw two huge white propellers.Danny said: "Dual-powered sailing boats are easier to drive than driving. Press the button and master the steering wheel. You must know that there will never be traffic jams on Lake Berge. Of course, the lady can also use paddles to drive the boat at the same time. It's beautiful when the sails are up, and everyone who sees it will wonder - how can your sailboat be so fast..." I laughed and went up to give him a hug. He pinched my chin and said: "This is good, Wei Wei, be happy. Huh? Be happy."

Things happened on this ship. It was foggy that morning, but it was fine after noon.Danny Haig took me to the center of Lake Berger to fish in his new sailboat.In the morning, the mist in the sky was divided into small clouds by strands of sunlight, slowly climbing up the Kitten Yashan Mountain, and migratory birds returning in spring flitted across the blue lake in groups, singing gracefully in a low voice. I stood on the side of the boat and looked up at the scenery bit by bit, and suddenly remembered the day I first met Danny here.That was when I came to Chambery for an internship with my professor. It was autumn, and that was when Cinderella first saw the gentle and generous emperor. The scenery was so similar to this time.Two and a half years, for a mountain, a lake is just a moment, but now I am another person.

We anchored the boat in the middle of the lake, and Danny furled and lashed the sails, and got out the tackle I gave him.He was wearing a camel sweater and shorts, and his face was reddened by the afternoon sun. He said, "I'm giving the cook a day off, so you can cook it if you catch it. How about it? It's a bit spicy." "Well, good." I said. "Come here and let me kiss you." I sat next to him with the computer on my lap, looking for ways to trout and reading domestic gossip. Damian was online, sent me a link from MSN, and I opened it. It was an English-language news website, and the title of the window was "French rock musician dies of drug overdose in New York apartment". That's Yannick. He has just arrived in America.He's not famous yet.He doesn't even have an album.he died. I read the short news with dozens of words over and over again many times. A living person I once knew died suddenly, and the news appeared in front of me in cold, expressionless words. My heartbeat seemed to stop at that moment, and when it resumed, my heart beat like a drum.I felt my limbs go numb. I mechanically leaned against Danny and whispered, "Danny." He turned his head slightly, glanced at my computer screen, then turned away, staring intently at his rod, without saying anything.He wore sunglasses so I couldn't see his eyes, but there was an almost brutal calm in his face that I even thought he was content with. At that time, I suddenly remembered what Yannick said to me. He said: "I will have a fixed amount of each meal every day, never less, and never overdose. I think people who take this overdose and die are idiots, too If you are greedy, just enjoy it properly, why did you lose your life?" In just a few months, will his drug addiction be so crazy that it will kill him? Danny Hagrid reeled in his rod abruptly, and he caught a fish that was alive and kicking.He took it off the hook and slapped it into the bucket, put on a new bait and flung it far away with a flick of the hand. I looked at the struggling trout and said to Danny Hagrid, "Is that you?" He said, "What am I not?" "You sent someone to kill the rock singer, didn't you?" He looked back at me, held the corner of his mouth, and smiled a little: "I said no, Wei Wei, do you believe it?" I grabbed his arm and made him look at me.I asked him, my voice was almost trembling: "You, what are you doing? Why did you do this? What happened to him...why did you do this?" "This rocker, doesn't he deserve to die? He kissed you in Nice, didn't he deserve to die? He used you to dump his mates and went to America, didn't he deserve to die? Meanwhile, you were in the hospital Don’t he deserve to die?” He took my hand off his arm and looked at me closely, “Wei Wei, it’s a pity that this person only has one life, otherwise he It should have died at least four times." It turned out that he knew, he knew that I had an abortion. But he got one important thing wrong. That has nothing to do with Yannick. Suddenly there was a whistle in the distance, Danny Hagrid and I followed the reputation at the same time, and another light blue sailboat came briskly breaking through the waves. There were two people standing on the side of the boat, a man and a woman, and they shouted loudly. : "Danny! Danny!" Danny Hagrid, whose face was livid last minute, suddenly changed his face, stood up happily, clasped his hands, and shouted to them: "Ouch! Charlotte! Bruno!" He turned to look at me, "It's them!" !" He saw his former lover and old friend, and immediately put a dead man behind him. I feel like I don't know him. Who is he? Is there someone else under that handsome face? I backed up slowly, slowly. Danny Hagrid looked at me: "What are you doing, Wei Wei?" Against the sun, I couldn't see his face clearly, just a shadow, and I said slowly, "I have to thank you, Danny Hagrid. You know I hang out with rockers and treat me like that. I gotta Thank you." "……come here." "I'm not finished! Please listen to me!" I clenched my fists and stepped back step by step, I was so angry that I almost screamed, but I spoke clearly, and I wanted Danny Hagrid to hear me clearly , "Danny Hagrid, Master Hagrid, it's just about me, you got two things wrong, my name is not Weiwei, my name is Huihui, I used to be very smart, but with you, I'm as small as an ant. "Also, the rocker, he didn't do anything." He took a step forward and stretched out his hands to me, palms up, in a begging gesture: "Okay, come here." I still stepped back step by step, at the same time, a strange pleasure suddenly appeared in my heart, I was almost anxious to see his appearance, and I said: "I have never had another man. So, that is you My child, Danny Hagrid, it's your child I've fallen for..." But suddenly, my foot slipped, my whole body lost my balance, and I slipped into the water in the next second.I felt hit on the head and I regret not seeing Danny Hagrid's face after that sentence, but I was lucky enough to see two of myself, one submerged in the water and the other me slowly rising.