Chapter 50 Chapter 49: Everything Is Enough With a Child

Children in new clothes run and jump on the snow.The sound of "Gong Xi Fa Cai" is everywhere.Vendors selling toy firecrackers have already set up stalls, ready to earn the lucky money grandma gave their children. The first day of the year was a sunny day. At this time, Xiao Fang had been walking on the road for a long time, the redness in his eyes had faded, and he was gradually sober from the drunkenness last night. There is no willow bank here, and no dawn wind and waning moon. When he woke up, he found himself standing in front of a stall selling dolls, watching a short and thin father with three short and fat children buying clay dolls.

Seeing the laughter on the children's faces, the father, who lived frugally all the year round, also became generous, and a child-like smile appeared on his thin, lacking nutrition face. It is the nature of the Chinese people that "everything is enough to have a son", and it is for this reason that the Chinese people can exist forever. Xiao Fang suddenly felt that his eyes were a little wet. —he had a child too, and he was going to be a father like everyone else. The shock when he first heard the news has passed, and now he can gradually feel how wonderful it is—— He sensed this, and everything else became utterly unimportant.

He also bought a clay doll, a clay doll that smiled like Amitabha Buddha. He laughed himself when he thought that the child hadn't been born yet, and he didn't know how long it would take to play with the clay doll. He decided to go back and tell Susu that no matter what, he would take good care of her and their children. ——Children must be born, life must continue, and human beings must last forever. On the way back, holding the newly bought clay doll in his hand, Xiao Fang felt that his mood had never been so cheerful.But when he returned to the hut of the inn, Susu was no longer there.

The room was in a mess, the flagons, dishes and bowls had all been smashed to pieces.Pieces and leftovers splattered, and the juices of braised pork splattered on the whitewashed walls like freshly dried blood. Xiao Fang's heart was also bleeding. He was still holding the clay doll tightly in his hands, like a mother holding her newborn baby. With a sound of "poof", the clay doll in his hand also shattered. Hopes, ideals, will, and everything else was shattered like this clay doll. What should Xiao Fang do now? Looking for Lu San?Where can I find it? His mother, his friend, his lover, and his child are all in Lu San's hands now.

What if he finds Lu San? Xiao Fang slowly, slowly sat down, sitting on the ground where he was standing, sitting on the bowl of meat residue and broken bowl fragments. Blade-like shards pierced his flesh. He didn't feel it at all. He only felt that his legs suddenly became very soft and soft, and the flesh, energy, energy in his legs seemed to be emptied all of a sudden, as if he would never be able to stand up again. At this moment, he heard the kind shopkeeper greeting him outside the window, wishing him: "Safe every year and good luck in everything." Xiao Fang laughed, laughing like an idiot.The shopkeeper couldn't help laughing.Seeing the situation in the room and seeing him like this, who else can laugh?He seemed to have said some words of comfort and persuasion to Xiao Fang, but Xiao Fang didn't hear a single word.

Xiao Fang was talking to himself, and kept telling himself. ——Be sure to stay awake and be patient. But at some point, he suddenly realized that he was already drinking. Have been drinking non-stop.Only a man who has been completely devastated knows what a terrible pain it is to be awake. He knew that drinking would never solve anything, nor would it relieve his pain. But it was even more painful when he was awake, and the pain was so painful that he would go crazy at any time. He has always been unwilling to escape, no matter how big a blow he encounters, he is unwilling to escape.But now he has nowhere to go.

——Drunken Country Road should be visited frequently, but otherwise it is unacceptable. Drunk and drunk, and drunk and drunk, until he was so drunk that he had no money to pay his bills and was kicked in a gutter with two broken ribs by the brusque owner of a tavern. But he wasn't in the gutter when he woke up. When Xiao Fang woke up, he was already lying on the bed. Large, soft and comfortable bed, brand new clean sheets, silk quilt as smooth as a girl's skin. A girl with skin as smooth as satin was lying beside him, teasing him with all the ways a woman can tease a man. The hangover is about to wake up, and it is the time when the lust is the most exciting. Who can bear this kind of teasing?

Xiao Fang is human.Xiao Fang couldn't stand it either. He finally did something that even he couldn't forgive, he didn't even know who the woman was. But not long after he started doing it, he began to vomit. After he finished vomiting, he thought of asking her: "Who are you? Why are you sleeping next to me?" "My name is Wenque." The woman didn't care about his vomiting, and her attitude was still the same lingering tenderness: "It's your friend who asked me to accompany you." --his friends. — Now he still has friends? "Who is my friend?"

"It's Mr. Lu." Xiao Fang could hardly bear it and started to vomit again. He didn't throw up because he had nothing to throw up. Sparrow began her movements again, movements that only a seasoned whore could do. "This is my place." She said, "Stay here as long as you like. Your friend has paid all the bills for you." Her hands never stopped. "There's still wine here." Wen Que said: "Hua Diao, Moutai, Daqu, Zhuyeqing, whatever you want to drink, you can find it here, so you must not leave." This is Gentle Township. Here are the best wines and the best women.Everything here is what he needs most right now.

Everything here is also something that he can't get again once he leaves this place. Xiao Fang's injury is still hurting, and it hurts every time he moves. He lay there without moving. Wenque laughed. "I know you'll never go." She smiled so sweetly: "Master Lu also knows that you will never leave, he..." She didn't finish the sentence. Because Xiao Fang had already jumped up and rushed out.He has been destroyed, has fallen, but he still has a breath. scorching sun. The scorching sun was like a flame in an oven, and Xiao Fang was in the oven. Her lips were dry and chapped, her bladder was empty, her head hurt like being pricked by needles, her stomach seemed to be twisted by countless hands, and her body smelled like a dead fish.

Where would such a person be welcomed? Xiao Fang himself didn't know where he should go, but he kept walking.Because he couldn't lie down, he couldn't lie down like a wild dog, he couldn't lie down where no one asked if he was dead. He wants to buy a drink.But as soon as he walked into a place where he was drinking, he was thrown out like a wild dog. He said to himself: "Fang, you are finished, you might as well die." But he was not reconciled. At this moment, a hand suddenly grabbed him from behind, a strong hand. He turned around and couldn't help crying. "Zhao Qun." The person who grabbed him from behind was actually Zhao Qun, Zhao Qun who had gone without news. ——Susu is Zhao Qun's woman. Susu already has a child, and Susu's child belongs to him. Xiao Fang could hardly bear the desire to run away. But Zhao Qun had already held him back and would never let him go again. "You're not dead yet." Zhao Qun was both surprised and delighted: "Unexpectedly, none of us died." His voice was already hoarse with surprise and excitement: "I was stabbed by them that day. I thought I was dead, but I didn't expect that the knife didn't hit my vitals. But when I went back to find you, you were no longer there." Then he asked the one thing that Xiao Fang was most afraid of asking him. "Where's Susu?" He asked Xiao Fang: "Why isn't Susu with you?" Xiao Fang couldn't answer this question, and he couldn't help answering him.He has always wanted to find Zhao Qun, but now he only hopes that he will never meet this person. Zhao Qun looked at him with sympathy. "You've lost weight and seem ill." "A lot of horrible things must have happened to you these days," he said. Xiao Fang couldn't deny it. "Anyway, those things are now in the past." Zhao Qun said: "I just happened to have a lot of friends today, and those friends will definitely recognize you." He added: "My friend is your friend, you must go." This is a small border town.Zhao Qun is a desperate man, unexpectedly he still has friends here. What is even more unexpected is that his friends are all people who are well-known in the Jianghu and have a wide range of acquaintances.Among them are several martial arts tycoons who are so powerful that they would never have come to such a small border town, but now they all came. ——Are they going to discuss something important here? Xiao Fang didn't ask, Zhao Qun had already introduced him. "Everyone must have heard that there is a terrible Xiao Fang in the Jianghu." Zhao Qun is obviously proud of his friend: "My friend is the terrible Xiao Fang." He patted Xiao Fang on the shoulder hard: "I can assure you, he is definitely a good friend." Qunhao's reaction was very enthusiastic, and everyone came to toast Xiaofang's wine.Xiao Fang couldn't refuse, and didn't want to refuse. He drank a lot, more than usual, but not drunk.He suddenly heard Zhao Qun saying: "Now I might as well let everyone know what kind of good friend he is." Xiao Fang's heart began to sink, because he already knew what Zhao Qun was going to say. Zhao Qun was talking about Susu and "Sunshine". "Bu Ying is his good friend, and so am I. We have all saved him before." Zhao Qun said: "We all trust him and even entrust our future wives to him." His voice was full of anger and sadness: "But now my wife has his children." Listening to him, Xiao Fang didn't react at all, as if she was listening to something that had nothing to do with him. He drank a lot more, and his whole body was completely numb. Zhao Qun asked him, "Am I telling the truth?" "yes." "You admit it?" "I admit." Xiao Fang was still drinking, one cup after another: "I admit it, I admit it..." It seemed that someone had poured wine on his body and face, but he had no feeling at all. The place where they drank was in a very nice restaurant.The wine is good, the food is good, the equipment is good, and the waiters are very good. In such a small border town, it is really not easy to find such a restaurant. Xiao Fang was drunk in this restaurant, in front of Zhao Qun. When he woke up, he was still in this restaurant.Zhao Qun was still in front of him, looking at him coldly. Qunhao had dispersed, candle tears had dried up, Zhao Qun's complexion was like the dark sky outside the window, as if he was very close, but also as if he was very far away.Xiao Fang was rubbing his eyes, as if he really wanted to see this person clearly, but he couldn't see clearly. ——Why hasn't this person left yet?What are you still doing here? ——If he wanted revenge, why didn't he cut Xiao Fang off? Xiao Fang struggled to sit up, but was still half shorter than Zhao Qun. —Some people always seem to be half shorter than others. Although this small town is on the border, it is a very prosperous town.This restaurant is of course on a very lively street. Although the sky outside the window was gray, it was already noon.It's time to eat, no matter how bad the business is, a restaurant should have a few customers. This restaurant is definitely not like a restaurant with bad business. If the business was bad, this place would not be able to maintain itself long ago. But now there are only two of them in the restaurant. Xiao Fang looked at Zhao Qun, and Zhao Qun looked at Xiao Fang.Two people, you look at me, I look at you, except for the two of them, no one knows what they are thinking. Neither of them spoke.There was not even a sound in the restaurant, but various sounds came from the street outside.There are voices, the sound of cars, the neighing of horseshoes, and the cries of vendors. Zhao Qun finally spoke, but what he said was not what he was thinking. He suddenly asked Xiao Fang: "What are you thinking? Do you have something to say to me?" "No." Xiao Fang said. "No?" Zhao Qun asked. "It's not that I have something to tell you." Xiao Fang said: "You have something to tell me." "Oh?" "There's something you should have told me long ago." "Oh." "Do you still remember the singer who wore white clothes, drank strong wine, and sang dirges?" Xiao Fang asked. "I remember." Zhao Qun said: "Of course I remember." "After we buried him, when Susu was treating Sunshine's wounds, on that hillside, didn't you tell me that you had a secret to tell me?" "yes." "But you never told me." "I don't." Zhao Qun said: "I have never had a chance to say it." Xiao Fang looked at him with a very strange look, and asked after a long time, "What about now?" "Now……" Zhao Qun didn't continue, but Xiao Fang had already interrupted him: "Now you don't need to say it anymore." "why?" "Because I already know what you're going to say." Xiao Fang gave a strange look: "Because now I already know who you are." Zhao Qun was smiling: "Do you know who I am?" His smile is equally strange: "You say, who am I?" Xiao Fang's answer can definitely surprise everyone—at least everyone except the two of them. "You are Lu San." Xiao Fang said. Zhao Qun laughed again. He didn't deny it, didn't even mean to deny it at all, he just asked Xiao Fang: "How do you know that I am Lu San?" This question itself is the answer. When he asked this sentence, it was tantamount to admitting that he was Lu San. So he answered the question himself: "Actually, I know you'll always figure it out sooner or later. You're not too stupid, and now is the time you should know." There are many things and many key points, if he is not Lu San, it cannot be explained. "That's right. I'm Lu San." He actually admitted immediately: "Of course you already knew that the name 'Zhao Qun' is fake, and so is this face. So even though you know that I am Lu San now, when you see Lu San next time, Still can't figure it out." "And next time?" Xiao Fang asked coldly, "Isn't this the last time?" "Not yet." "Is it because you don't want me to die too soon?" "yes." Lu San smiled: "The only way through the ages is to die. No one wants to die. It's just that sometimes it's better to die than to live." ——If you are dead, you will suffer only when you are alive. "I'm sure you know that too." Lu San asked Xiao Fang again: "Do you know why I left Su Su with you?" He answered the question again for himself, with an answer that would have made anyone feel sick as hell if they heard it. "Because you killed my son." Lu San said: "That's why I want you to give me back a son, your own son." Sometimes a person tends to be empty all at once.Body, mind, blood vessels, all become empty.Even thoughts, feelings, spirit, strength, everything is gone. Those who have never had such an experience will never believe that a person can really become like this. Xiao Fang believed it. Xiao Fang is like this now. —a momentary vacuum, endless painful memories. —A moment is often an eternity. Xiao Fang seemed to hear Lu San talking. "You are finished, completely finished." Lu San's voice was so gentle that it made people sick: "Your reputation in the Jianghu is over. Your mother, your friend, your lover, and your son have all fallen into my hands. As long as I am happy, I can do whatever I want. I can deal with them in any way." He was laughing: "But you can never imagine what method I will use to deal with them, so you can only think about the worst. The more you think about it, the more painful it will be. You can't do it if you don't want to." This is real. No one can control their mind.The more things you shouldn't think about, the more you want to think about them. This pain is one of the greatest human sufferings. Xiao Fang seemed to hear himself saying again: "At least I'm not dead yet, I still have a breath." "You're not dead, just because I don't have to kill you anymore." Lu Sandao: "Because living now is far more painful than dying." His smile is more gentle: "If you think you still have a breath and can fight hard with me, you are even more wrong." Xiao Fang was sneering, a sneer that even he heard would feel very fake. "You do not believe?" Lu San said: "Then I might as well let you have a try." He waved, and suddenly a stranger appeared beside him. A short, dapper man in black.There was no such person in the restaurant, but as soon as Lu San waved his hand, this person appeared.Even Xiao Fang couldn't see how he got here. He held a sword in his hand, unsheathed.The sword energy is cold, and there is an eye in the autumn water-like sword light. magic eye. "This is your sword." Lu San threw the sword at Xiao Fang's feet: "This sword was originally mine, and now I'll give it back to you. Since you still have breath, you might as well use this sword to fight me." Xiao Fang didn't move. The sword light is flashing.The magic eye seemed to wink at him, but he didn't move. Why didn't he reach out and grab the sword? Lu San was looking at his hands. Xiao Fang was also looking at his hands. Lu San's hands were clean, dry and stable; Xiao Fang's hands were shaking.Nails have turned black. How could such hands be worthy to hold such a sword? Lu San sighed lightly. "Actually, I already knew you wouldn't reach out." He said: "Because you know it yourself, as long as you reach out and grab this sword, you will die." His sigh sounded nauseous. "Although it is painful for you to live now, it is a pity that you don't want to die." Lu San said: "If you die, everything is over, now you still have some hope." —Is there still hope?What hope is there for a person at this point? Lu Sandao: "Maybe you are still hoping in your heart, and Bu Ying and Ban Chaba may come to rescue you." He sighed again: "It's a pity that even if they really come, it's still useless." He suddenly turned around and smiled at the man in black who came holding the sword: "You might as well tell him, who are you?" The face of the man in black looked like a bird, not a bird like the flying eagle roc. His face looked like a bird that had been baked with soy sauce and sesame oil. He looked at Xiao Fang quietly, and told Xiao Fang in a voice that would give goosebumps to anyone who heard it: "I'm not a human, I'm a bird." The man in black said: "My name is Sparrow." The sparrow is by no means a scary bird. If the person is really a bird, it's not scary at all. No matter what he looks like, no matter what he says he is, he is a human being. If a person's name is "Sparrow", this person is definitely a very scary person. There are many masters nicknamed after birds in Jianghu, "Golden Winged Roc", "Soul Chaser Swallow", "Eagle Claw King", these people are definitely first-class masters in Jianghu. However, the most terrifying person among them is the sparrow. Because this "sparrow" is not a bird, but a person.Not only is his lightness skill extremely high, but he can also "peck", peck people's eyes and hearts. Not with his mouth or his hands, but with a pair of original outer door weapons "Vajra Pecks" that he can draw out as soon as he stretches out his hands. If a person can create a weapon of his own, he is undoubtedly a person with brains. If a person has martial arts and brains, this person must be a very terrifying person. Lu San looked at Sparrow's unappreciative face with an extremely appreciative look. He asked the sparrow again, with an attitude that he already knew the answer, so he asked in a very reassuring manner: "Have you done everything I told you to do?" "yes." Lu San smiled, walked to the window facing the street, then turned to Xiao Fang and said, "You also come over and see if he has really finished it." His attitude was that of a most obliging host who invites a guest to a very good show. ——What did he tell the sparrow to do? Outside the window is one of the most important streets in this border town.There are all kinds of shops, all kinds of hawkers, and all kinds of pedestrians on the street. A peddler ringing his bell was standing in front of a pastry shop.A gray-haired old lady was standing in front of the shopkeeper's cart, ready to buy some needlework. A little girl with a big braid stood behind the old lady and watched secretly, looking at the rouge, pollen and sesame oil on the car. A young clerk in the pastry shop was standing in the doorway looking at the tight-dressed little girl. A shop next to it sells New Year's goods.Now that the new year has passed, the business in the store is very light.The shopkeeper in the shop was dozing off, but was awakened by the sound of firecrackers from a silk and satin factory next door.He looked a little angry, as if he was about to come out and scold people. An old man who sells flowers with a load is quarreling with another young flower seller for business. At the door of a wine shop diagonally opposite, a drunk man was lying, about to sing a folk song at the top of his voice. Several beggars were surrounding some fat ladies in red and green to beg for money. The two big men who don't look like the God of Wealth at all are delivering the God of Wealth at the door of a rice store. The gongs and drums were beating over there, and a group of lion dancers had already come over, beating and dancing. The old ladies, little girls, fat ladies, and big girls on the street all turned their heads to look.Look at these young people with their upper bodies bare in the cold wind, look at the bulging muscles on their bodies. When they look at others, others look at them.Look at the face of the little girl, the feet of the big girl, the jewelry of the old lady, the big ass of the fat lady. There are also a few wicked young men who are pointing at the big buttocks of these fat ladies and giggling, whispering: "There can be at least two tables of leaf cards on it."