Chapter 80 Extra episode one

The rainy season in London is very long, and sometimes even if it is not raining, the cashmere coat will feel wet after a trip.Two years later, Song Yi finally couldn't stand the weather in London anymore and decided to return to Beijing. When his friends heard the reason why he left London, they couldn't believe it, and they asked him again and again whether there were other reasons, and he said over and over again, "It is indeed because of the rain in London".After getting drunk, he added another sentence in Chinese with vague lips and teeth: "The rain in London is like longing, and people have nowhere to escape."

While transiting at Tokyo Airport, Song Yigang handed the transfer card to the ground crew and asked which direction to go, when he heard the sound of high heels stopped beside him, "I'm going to Beijing too, I can go there with you." Song Yi turned around, surprised, embarrassed, and surprised. Malatang smiled, "I saw you from a long distance away." When she laughed, the color of her eyes was the blue of sea water, and he could no longer find the familiar shadow. The two dragged their luggage and exchanged greetings as they walked. After registration, both of them happened to be in first class, and Malatang took advantage of being a beautiful woman, and soon switched to Song Yi's side.

From the snowy mountains in Switzerland to the British Museum in London, from the British weather to the sub-credit crisis in the United States, and even which dish to eat first after returning to Beijing, no one mentioned the name of one person. Song Yi hoped that Malatang would talk about her by chance, but Malatang was eloquent and eloquent, talking all over the world, but there was no news of her. Finally, Song Yi couldn't hold back anymore, and took the initiative to spit out the name: "How are Lu Licheng and Su Man?" Malatang smiled, "Lu Licheng and you are in the same circle, shouldn't you know more about him than me?"

Song Yi could only smile, covering up his disappointment. Malatang stared at him for a while, then suddenly shook his head, gritted his teeth and said: "I really don't know what Manman likes you? A big man is so unhappy! Even if you want to find out about her, you have to drag someone who has nothing to do with you first." .Just ask Su Man, are you going to die?" Song Yi remained silent, the embankment he had worked so hard to build was already full of loopholes, and if he was not careful, he was afraid that it would suddenly burst. Malatang said angrily: "Su Man is fine, she's married! I'm going back this time to see the baby in her womb, and I'm waiting to be a godmother."

Song Yi didn't respond at all, and even smiled at Malatang and said, "It's really good news! After returning to Beijing, let her treat us to a good meal." But the blood on his face faded little by little, and the depths of his eyes revealed The dead silence and despair of the sudden collapse of the world. Malatang stared at him to study, and after a long time, she said very definitely: "You love her, don't you?" Song Yi smiled and said, "I'm happy for her." Malatang was furious, took out the cosmetic bag he carried with him, put the mirror in front of Song Yi's eyes, "You look like this because she is happy?"

Song Yi looked at himself in the mirror, and finally Ren Qiang's pretended smile disappeared. Malatang asked sharply: "Song Yi! How long are you going to punish yourself? Are you punishing yourself because you love Xu Qiu, or are you punishing yourself because you don't love her anymore?" Everyone in the first class looked at them, but seeing Malatang's face, they all avoided them. Song Yi was stunned, and Malatang's last words were repeated like thunder in his ears - "Are you punishing yourself because you love Xu Qiu, or are you punishing yourself because you don't love her anymore?"

Malatang said softly like coaxing a child: "Song Yi, why don't you dare admit it? Su Man is already married, so it doesn't matter if you admit it or not." She is married. In an instant, the dam that had been built in his heart for eight years collapsed, and the feelings blocked by the isolation rushed out like a flood, but what flowed was not hope, but despair. He leaned weakly against the back of the chair. The woman who rushed out to hug him in the windy night and whispered happily in his ear "I like you very much, I like you very much" has completely left.The woman on the Internet who wanted to announce to the world that she loved the best man in the world was gone.

Malatang asked softly, "Do you love her?" Song Yi smiled miserably, nodded to Malatang, "I love her!" Malatang whispered: "Actually, you don't love Xu Qiu long ago, right? Do you think that you and Xu Qiu are not suitable for a long time?" Song Yi's hand was tightly gripping the armrest, his veins were throbbing, but he remained silent, not saying a word. Malatang sighed, even though Xu Qiu had been dead for eight years, he still couldn't deny a dead person.It's obnoxiously stubborn.However, a person with such a stubborn moral standard should treat Manman for a lifetime. Maybe what Manman loves is his stubbornness that is about to become extinct.

Malatang said flatly: "Actually, when you invited Xu Qiu to Yellowstone Park, you already considered breaking up with her. Xu Qiu also knows that even if you don't break up with her, she will break up with you." Song Yi looked at Malatang puzzled. Malatang bent down to look left and right in the bag, and finally found a stack of crumpled documents, and stuffed them into Song Yi's hands, "Call me after reading." She closed her eyes and went to sleep. Song Yi stared blankly at the copied document in his hand. He didn't want to read it at first, but the handwriting was familiar from the corner of his eyes, so he couldn't help lowering his head and started to read it.After reading the first paragraph, his heart was hit by a boulder, and it turned out to be Xu Qiu's diary.

He read paragraph after paragraph, page after page quickly, and in the end, he even wanted to throw away the paper several times.His temples were throbbing, and he couldn't believe what he saw was real, but a voice deep in his subconscious told him: everything was real.Only in this way can Xu Qiu's inexplicable anger, the unpredictable changes in her character, and her absent-mindedness when he is beside him can be explained. She is married! "Why did you show me this?" His face was ashen, and the diary in his hand was crumpled into a ball. Malatang opened his eyes and looked at him with a smile, "It's not too bad. I'm really suspicious of Manman's eyes because he keeps smiling all day long."

Song Yi's face became even more ugly, and she slammed her fist on the back of Malatang's chair, causing her to shrink back in fright. Song Yi asked with grief and anger: "What do you mean? Is it revenge on me? If you want me to know the truth, why didn't you tell me earlier? Why didn't you show it to me after Su Man got married?" Malatang tried to keep a distance from him, "Hey, don't mess with people! It's not my intention to not show you, it's Su Man's intention. If you want to blame, you can only blame yourself. How many times has Su Man asked you if you like it? Her? Not only did you not tell her, but you also told her that you loved Xu Qiu, what did you ask her to do? Crack down on Xu Qiu and tell you to love her? She doesn't bother to do that!" Song Yi's anger gradually disappeared, what right did he have to be angry?He was the one who told Su Man that the person he loved was Xu Qiu! Malatang muttered softly: "If you were not on the plane back to Beijing today, if you hadn't confessed in front of me that you love Manman, I wouldn't show you this thing. If you dare not admit your feelings for her , I can’t walk out of the past bravely for her, I would rather you stay with your Xu Qiu forever, Manman deserves a better person.” Song Yi stared blankly ahead, with a painful and desperate expression. The sadness was too real, and Malatang felt a little sore nose, she patted his shoulder, "Stop doing this, as an apology to you, I will tell you another good news! Manman, she—— - have - get - married!" Song Yi turned his head slowly and stared at Malatang. Malatang nodded vigorously, "She's not married, I lied to you just now!" Looking at Song Yi's expression, she shrank back and laughed dryly, "Don't forget, you lied to me too, so that's why It's my revenge on you! We're even! No matter how I provoked you before, you were like a piece of wood, and your expression didn't change at all. I just saw you like a cat whose tail was burned to the ground. It's really good!" Song Yi looked at her for a while, then suddenly put his head in his hands and laughed.Malatang looked at the ball of paper rolled to the ground, kicked it aside with his feet, and smiled happily. The stewardess came over, picked up the crumpled diary on the ground, and asked politely, "Miss, do you want more?" Malatang glanced at Song Yi, squinted his eyes and said cheerfully: "No, please throw it away for us!" As a native of Beijing, Su Man has a standard Mandarin pronunciation, so she is responsible for teaching Chinese for the first grade, and because she is fluent in English, she also takes the English class for the fifth and sixth grades. According to the instructions of the mountain people, Song Yi found the school all the way. Su Man was substituting for a sick teacher, and the students were reciting together. She walked between the seats and recited with everyone. "Autumn is here, autumn is here, and the mountains and fields are beautiful pictures. The pear trees hang golden lanterns, the apples show their red cheeks, the rice sea turns golden waves, and the sorghum raises burning torches. Who makes autumn so beautiful... ..." When she smiled and looked out the window, she saw Song Yi.She wasn't too surprised, just stared blankly, smiling and continuing to read to the students. "...Look, the wild geese in the blue sky answered. They lined up in a big character of 'people', as if to say—hardworking people draw pictures of autumn." The bell for the end of get out of class rang, and the children rushed out of the classroom. When they saw him, they all looked at him curiously. Su Man walked out of the classroom and asked with a smile, "Where's Malatang?" "She said she was going for a walk in the mountains." Su Man walked in front, and Song Yi followed her, walking along the field ridge to the mountain path. The mountains are handsome, the streams are clear, the maple is fiery red, and the ginkgo is golden.The dead leaves under my feet made a crackling sound. Song Yi called softly: "Manman." Su Man turned her head, her eyes were as bright as stars. He said, "I love you." She smiled, "I know." She walked forward again.He was like someone who fell in love for the first time, he didn't know what to do, he stayed for a long time before he knew how to chase her, but after he chased her, he didn't know what to say, so he could only walk silently, getting more and more flustered as he walked.She said "she knew", what did she mean?Does she still love him? Just as he was uneasy, he held his hand with one hand, and his heart skipped a beat. He looked at her sideways, her eyes were staring straight ahead, and she was walking with a smile, the corners of her mouth curved like a crescent moon. His heart gradually stabilized, and he held her hand instead, holding it tighter and tighter, and never let go.It turns out that this is true love. There is no speculation, no taboos, no words, just safe, happy, and peaceful.