Chapter 77 chapter 2

I stood up and walked outside.Outside the door, Uncle Xu stared at me, his eyes full of anxious hope, I returned the diary to him, "I have tried my best, the final choice is for her to make by herself." Uncle Xu wanted to say something, but I had no police power to listen. I quickly ran out of the hospital, stopped a taxi, and told the driver to go to Fangshan. There are always many stories in old houses.There are unexpected discoveries in every drawer and every corner, small balls played with, broken hairpins, sachets made when I was a child... I turned off my phone, unplugged my landline, and disconnected from the internet.

While sorting out the unfinished photo albums, I tidyed up the room and put away the things my parents left behind. I go to the vegetable market every morning, and the vegetables I buy for ten yuan are enough for me to eat for a day.I bought this cookbook and followed it all day long, trying out all kinds of weird dishes and not being afraid to take the time.Sitting on the bed at night and watching TV, watching idol dramas from the news broadcast, I didn't feel bored at all. During the day, everything is fine and quiet, but at night I often wake up from nightmares. A week later, when I came back from grocery shopping, I saw a black "Wrangler" parked downstairs.My legs were a little weak, and I didn't know whether to go up or escape.I sat on the ground and stared at the toes of my shoes, unable to make a decision.

"Su Man, we've been waiting for you up there for two hours, and you're downstairs basking in the sun? Don't say you don't know my car anymore." "I don't know who among us she doesn't want to see? Song Xiang, should you disappear on your own initiative?" The sound of Malatang!I jumped up, she was sitting on the wheelchair smiling at me, Lu Licheng was standing beside her, Song Xiang was pushing the wheelchair.The sun was shining on them, and the day was bright. Malatang narrowed his eyes and said, "Take care of the patient, come over here, I can't see you clearly."

I hurried up to her, she laughed, I laughed too, and after a while, we hugged each other tightly. She said: "Two major crimes: 1. When I was sick, you dared to teach me a lesson. 2. You didn't come to see me in the hospital. Tell me, how will you punish me?" "You can be punished in any way." Malatang giggled, "You said it! After I punish you, you will call me every week to report on your life." I looked at her in confusion, and Lu Licheng explained: "Her life was saved, but her kidney was damaged and needs treatment and recovery. Aunt Wang plans to accompany her to Switzerland for treatment."

"If everything is healed, can the eyes be completely restored?" "Maybe, maybe not, but is that important? It happens to be able to wear contact lenses of different colors every day, seven days a week." Malatang curled up her orchid fingers, acting like a witch who looks at smoke and turns all living beings upside down. I laughed and my Mala Tang really came back.When I looked up, my eyes met Song Xiang, and I quickly avoided it. At the airport, everyone was waiting for me and Malatang, she held me back and kept talking, I could only say one thing to her, and I nodded.Finally, she shut up, and I smiled and asked, "Miss, can I get on the plane?"

She stared at me and said suddenly: "The day after you finished reading Xu Qiu's diary to me, I asked Song Xiang to visit me in the ward." I couldn't laugh a bit, so I stopped laughing. She said: "I told him the story of my father and mother, and I told him that I was a petty and selfish woman who would never make the mistakes my mother made, and would never live with another woman dying. So, no matter whether he likes me or not, I have to break up with him. Song Xiang agrees to break up." Malatang was silent for a while, "Before he walked out of the room, I asked him if he ever liked me a little bit, originally I didn't expect him to answer. I didn't expect him to tell me very clearly that he couldn't refuse me because I had eyes similar to Xu Qiu's; he doted on me omnipotently because he didn't do anything to Xu Qiu back then. Yes. He is using a good way to make up for what he owes Xu Qiu."

Malatang smiled, "He didn't even care that I was still sick, so he gave such a cruel answer. At that time, I hated him a little and told him to get out. But then I figured it out, this answer is true for me. Best answer, because I can forget about him without any worries." Malatang pinched my shoulder lightly, "I fell in love with him out of gratitude and helplessness. It wasn't him who fell in love with him, but someone who would hold my hand and treat me tenderly no matter who I was. The person who led me out of the darkness. He was kind to me, but I tortured him. At that time, I even felt that it was his fault, and I was faintly disappointed in him. Only now do I know that I didn’t understand him at all, and I didn’t really cherish him. "

I asked, "Did you tell him about Xu Qiu?" Malatang shook his head, and handed me a stack of photocopied documents, which turned out to be Xu Qiu's diary after he arrived in New York. "No! I think the decision is in your hands. In fact, he is not a good lover. He is your only one, but you will not be his only one. However, love is inherently unfair, who told you that it is impossible Forget about him? Will you show him?" I asked Malatang back: "He firmly believes that Xu Qiu loves him, believes in Xu Qiu's beauty, and also believes that he has failed Xu Qiu because he was young and energetic and did not know how to tolerate the other party's shortcomings. If I tell him, everything he believes is false , is equivalent to breaking all the good things he believed in, is this right? If, I mean, if one day I die, although you will suffer when you think of me, you will also feel that you have such a good friend And feel happy. But suddenly there is a person who jumps out and tells you: "Ma La Tang, Su Man is not what you think. She is actually very bad. Not only does she not regard you as a sister in her heart, she has even betrayed you thing.' What would you think? Would you appreciate the man who told you the truth?"

Malatang thought for a while, then shook his head, "I won't, maybe I will hate him for being troublesome." There was compassion in her eyes, "Manman, you really love him so badly, don't you?" I said lightly: "Whether he loves me or not has no conflict with whether he loves Xu Qiu. One of us is the past and the other is the present. Even if I break Xu Qiu's position in his heart, it doesn't mean that he can love me." Me. If he loves me, he will take the initiative to move forward, but he has no intention of forgetting the past at all, so..." I returned the copy of the diary to Malatang.

Malatang put them away, "If my father didn't want to save me, he would never admit to others that Xu Qiu is a child with mental illness. Parents are partial, in his eyes, no matter what his daughter does Even if Song Xiang didn’t do anything, he couldn’t be forgiven, otherwise he wouldn’t know what happened to Xu Qiu in New York, but still hate Song Xiang. I suspect that the only reason he kept Xu Qiu’s diary is because Me. Now that I have read it, Xu Qiu's diary has probably been destroyed, so I will keep it for you, and I only hope that Song Xiang is worthy of your love for him."

Aunt Wang called: "Xiao Lian, Man Man, you must register." Uncle Xu said with a smile: "These two children, communication is so developed now, when will there be no chance to chat? I have to rush to finish the conversation at the airport." I stood up, pushed Mala Tang towards Aunt Wang.Aunt Wang took Malatang from me and pushed her towards the boarding gate. Malatang turned his head and waved goodbye to Lu Licheng and Song Xiang, then blew a kiss to Uncle Xu, and shouted loudly, "Daddy, goodbye! Mommy and I will miss you." "This girl is so old, she's still crazy!" Uncle Xu seemed to scold, but in fact he was satisfied. When they were no longer visible, Uncle Xu looked at me and said flatly, "Xiaoqiu has been in a coma since the car accident and died, without saying a word." I smiled and said, "I was in a coma for three days and three nights. Only Uncle Xu knows if I woke up for a short time." Uncle Xu sighed softly, "I think Xiaoqiu is willing." I nodded, "Of course! She is Malatang's older sister after all." The dead are gone, as long as the living can be reconciled, what does it matter what kind of thinking? Uncle Xu shook hands with me and said goodbye, "Thank you! Xiao Lian told me that after your father passed away, you have been out of work. If you want to find a job and need help, you can call me anytime." Although I didn't plan to look for a job, I didn't refuse and accepted his kindness with a smile.I will not deliberately flatter and flatter, but if it can help me, I will not refuse it arrogantly. Who told me to beg for a bowl of food in the world of mortals?