Chapter 46 Section 3

After eating and drinking, he asked me, "Send you back to the hospital?" I shook my head, "The fever is gone early, what hospital do I still live in?" He also nodded, "It's a heart disease. If you stay here for a while and are taken care of by those two, I guess the old disease is not cured, and you will have a new disease." In the boundless sadness, I also burst into anger, especially the desire to pounce on him and strangle him to death, but self-knowledge is the most important thing in a person. "I want to go home." "Okay!" He went to get the key.

"It's not my home in the city, it's my home in the suburbs, my parents' home." "Okay!" He stood up holding the key. "In Fangshan, it takes at least two hours to drive there." "Okay!" He walked out. I followed him and reminded: "Fangshan is in the southwest of Beijing, and Changping is in the northeast of Beijing. How do you go back?" He leaned against the car door, waiting for me to get in the car, shaking the key ring with his fingers, jingling, "You don't care!" I was so choked by him that I almost vomited blood, so I shut up and got in the car.I really really want to go home suddenly, I don’t want to go back to my own house, but it’s so late, there is no shuttle bus, and taxis are absolutely unwilling to take such a long way, I’m not afraid, the master is!So, I just said it, but I didn't expect him to take it seriously.That being the case, then I don't have to be polite.

It was past ten o'clock in the evening, and the night was cold, and the street seemed empty and deserted. Lu Licheng stepped on the accelerator very hard, and the "Wrangler" was speeding on the road.When I saw the decorations of the business, I realized that it was almost the New Year. I calculated the money in my bank and turned my head to ask Lu Licheng: "If I resign now, how much will the company ask me to pay?" After a while, Lu Licheng said: "Contracts are dead, but people are alive. If you resign, Song Yi will definitely help you. Even if you have to pay liquidated damages in the end, it shouldn't be much."

Distraught, I stared out the window in a daze. "Do you think it's a good idea for you to resign now? You pretended so hard in front of Xu Lianshuang, how can you explain your resignation to her?" "I went to MG because of you. You have already been chased by me. It's normal for me to leave." Lu Licheng laughed, "Why don't you ask if I would like to act with you?" "Didn't you play with me that day? It's a win-win for me and you, isn't it great? I can fool Malatang, and you can hide the hurt you have suffered..." "I wasn't hurt!"

I waved my hand, making him stubborn. If he didn't get hurt, why did he pretend to be my boyfriend in front of Malatang that day? "Okay, you don't like Xu Lianshuang at all! Then you can prove that you haven't been hurt." He smiled and remained silent for a while, then said slowly: "If you want to resign, resign, I'm too lazy to meddle! But if Xu Lianshuang came to ask me, I'll tell the truth, the reason Su Man came to MG was to chase Song Yi, and now Song Yi She was snatched away by you, and it's normal for her to leave." "Lu Licheng!"

"I'm not deaf, you don't have to be so loud." I stared at him for a while, and suddenly felt that everything was boring, and I really didn't have the right to ask him to act with me.I opened the car window to let the cold wind hit my face. I really wanted to scream, but I didn't even have the strength to scream. Lu Licheng suddenly closed the car window. I open it again. Lu Licheng closed the window again.I wanted to drive again, so he simply locked the windows. I pressed the button hard, but I couldn't open the window. The suppressed emotions finally broke out. I bent down suddenly and cried loudly, "What do you want? What do you want? Why are you doing this to me? ?why?"

Song Yi, why?Why exactly?What am I doing wrong?Why Malatang?Why? Lu Licheng was taken aback, and immediately parked the car on the side of the road. At first he wanted to comfort me, but later he realized that the person I was talking nonsense was not him at all, so he fell silent, lit a cigarette, smoked it quietly, and I cried alone. "At Christmas, he was so busy with work, but he took a ten-hour flight to New York to see me, just to spend Christmas Eve with me, and the next day he took a ten-hour flight back to Beijing. Safe At night, we ate at a restaurant overlooking Manhattan. We skated together in Central Park. He took my hand and took me on a spin on the ice. We laughed together. When I was out of balance, he would rather protect me. I fell down by myself. I don't understand, I don't understand at all, could it be that I would be wrong? I am self-indulgent, wishful thinking..."

I was so choked up that I couldn't speak, Lu Licheng put the tissue box next to my hand, I took out the tissue and wiped my tears and blew my nose, "He never said he liked me, but I thought his actions had told me What he meant. He didn't say that I was his girlfriend, but I thought he already regarded me as his girlfriend. I don't understand, I really don't understand...Why is this happening?" I took out tissues one by one and wiped my tears, "Why is it Malatang? If it was someone else, I could cry, shout, fight for, and question, but now I can't do anything... I There is no one to talk to. In the past, when I was sad, I could go to Malatang, she would listen to my nagging, drink with me, accompany me when I was sad, and help me think of ideas, but now I can only ask myself Myself, what happened?"

I used up all the boxes of tissues, and finally all my suppressed emotions were exposed.I don't have grace, I don't have capacity, in fact, I mind very much, I am very unwilling, I am stingy, I am not a woman who can handle things rationally and calmly without being rude. There was strong disdain in Lu Licheng's eyebrows, "Maybe I can tell you why." I put pressure on my eyes with a tissue to calm myself down. "Su Man, how much do you really know about Xu Lianshuang?" I closed my eyes and said, "It's enough for me to trust her and love her."

"Do you know who Xu Lianshuang's father is?" "It's Xu Lianshuang's father." Lu Licheng smiled, "That's right! I still have a spirit of humor, I hope I can continue to maintain it. Xu Lianshuang's father is Xu Zhongjin." Xu Zhongjin?The name sounded familiar, as if I had seen it somewhere before. Lu Licheng didn't let me continue to consume brain cells to think, "The super big customer we have been fighting for now is the top leader of China's energy monopoly XX, with 1.67 million employees alone." "So what? This is Beijing! Drop a signboard and kill ten people, nine of whom are officials."

Lu Licheng asked contemptuously: "Are you someone in the financial circle? Do you know what energy means to China? Let me put it this way. On Xu Zhongjin's resume, his last position was the governor of XX province. I can tell you clearly that his current position is more powerful than the last one." "What?" I cried out in surprise. Although there are officials everywhere in Beijing, there are not many provincial governors in China. A familiar sarcasm appeared on Lu Licheng's lips again, "Are you still sure you really understand Xu Lianshuang?" Scenes of my acquaintance with Malatang flashed through my mind.We met on the Internet, we chatted very well, and then gradually came to reality, shopping together, eating together, traveling together, and doing everything together.She often forces me to treat guests, saying that my salary is higher than hers.She shopped with me on Taobao just to save one or two hundred dollars.I know as much about her wardrobe as I know about my own. She has a lot of good-looking clothes, but no big-name clothes. The most expensive one is more than 3,000 yuan, and I bought it at my instigation. Because she looks so good in it.I only know that she works in the human resources department of a German-owned company in the Economic Development Zone, but she also only knows that I work in an accounting firm. She doesn't even know whether I am doing auditing or taxation, because there is such a distance between us. I don't bother to tell her, and she doesn't bother to listen.Anyway, these don't affect us to discuss which brand of lipstick is easy to use and which restaurant's food is delicious. Malatang and I both rent houses in the city.The year before last, my father persuaded me to buy a small single apartment. Malatang said that she didn't want to be a house slave, so she continued to rent a house.Later, housing prices in Beijing soared, and she didn't even want to buy a house.I haven't been to Malatang's parents' house, but she hasn't been to my parents' house either.Only once, when my mother came to visit me in the city, Malatang also came to see me, and the three of us had a meal together.After all, it was the two of us who made friends, not each other's parents, so we never asked about each other's families.My attitude is: if the other party is willing to speak, I will listen; if the other party is not willing to speak, I will not deliberately ask.Malatang has the same attitude, which is why we can be so speculative and become good friends. From the beginning to the end, Malatang didn't deceive me, she just never said that she was a child of a high-ranking official.Of course, it was also me who was slow, and Malatang was only one year older than me, but every time I was in trouble, she would help me.I went to Xishuangbanna with her for a trip, met a black tour guide, the two were blackmailed, and were trapped in a black hotel. Sent us out politely, I thought it was my call to 110 that made a difference; when I was on a blind date, I ran into a rogue, was followed, harassed on the phone, and was so painful that I almost wanted to flee Beijing, she helped me. , I only know that this person disappeared from my life, but I don’t know how he disappeared. I thought it was a friend from Malatang Jianghu who beat him up; I wanted to join MG, but she helped me fabricate my work experience, Not only the work unit is specific, but even the witnesses are complete. I think it is because Malatang is a human resource and has a wide range of friends... All the big and small things came to my mind, and I finally began to accept the fact that Malatang is indeed not an ordinary person. I didn't know whether to be angry or happy, so I murmured: "I'm actually lucky enough to associate with the crown prince's children." Lu Licheng took a deep breath of the cigarette, and slowly exhaled the smoke ring, "This may answer why Song Yi made such a choice." My heart felt very stuffy, and my stomach seemed to be twisted vigorously by someone's hand. "Can you open the door? The air in the car is not good." He unlocked it, and I immediately opened the door, jumped out of the car, and threw up on the highway railing.Lu Licheng hurriedly got out of the car, pulled up my hair with one hand, and pulled my coat with the other. Behind us, a car sped by, its headlights dimming our eyes. After throwing up the water, I didn't feel good about my internal organs. It still seemed to be squeezed from all angles, and my whole brain was buzzing. Lu Licheng handed me a bottle of water, I rinsed my mouth, and he pushed me into the car, "It's too cold outside." I refused to get in the car, and he said, "I don't smoke anymore." I shook my head, "It has nothing to do with you, just give me a cigarette." He handed me one to light the lighter, and protected the fire with his other hand.I started to light a cigarette with trembling hands, but it didn't light up twice.He took the cigarette, put it in his mouth, put his head in front of the lighter, took a deep breath, and lit the cigarette. He handed me the cigarette.I held the cigarette, sucking it one after another, my body trembling.He slammed the car door open, pushed me in front of the car door, turned the heater to the maximum, and blew on me.He stood beside me and lit a cigarette as well. I finished smoking a cigarette, and my buzzing head was finally quiet. Although nicotine is poisonous, it is really a good thing. "Give me another one." Lu Licheng took another cigarette, lit it for me, and handed it to me, "I feel like a bad student who leads a bad student." I smoked and said, "No, you are the angel who saved me." He smiled wryly. He got out of the car without his coat on. After standing in the cold wind for a long time, he couldn't help shivering a little. "Let's go!" I coughed a few times and jumped into the car.He closed the door for me, popped the cigarette butt out, and got into the car too. It was pitch black in the carriage, and the lights outside made us flicker. He looked at the watch on the car and said, "You don't want to go home now, do you?" I don't know why, but my spirit was surprisingly good. I smiled and said, "Let's go to dance. I know a place where the DJ plays super well." Lu Licheng didn't respond to my suggestion. He took out a plastic bag from the back seat of the car, turned on the roof lights, and after a while, took a handful of medicine and handed it to me, "Take the medicine first." I took the medicine, took the water, and swallowed all the medicine, "You are not like an angel now, but like my mother." He turned off the dome lights and started the car.He adjusted the heating to the most suitable temperature, turned on the stereo, and soft violin music flowed out.In the sound of weeping music, he focused on driving the "Wrangler", and the speed became faster and faster, and he rushed to the end of the night. Amid the sound of the engine, I felt my head getting heavier and asked, "What medicine did you give me?" "Cold medicine, tranquilizing medicine." "You... when did you get it?" "When leaving the hospital." My eyelids are so heavy, I can't open them no matter what, "Lu... Lu Licheng, you are... so scary!" After saying this, I fell asleep.