Chapter 45 chapter 2

The wind blows fiercely in the field, ignoring people's pain, as if trying to empty everything out.Although the past is dusty, the old fireworks are like neon lights tonight.Maybe in a certain time and space, a certain fallen dream has been secretly left in my heart for several lifetimes.Waiting for a turn of the mind, waiting for a surge of love, and meeting you in another life.Who can be indifferent, like the unchanging sky... It's useless not to think about it, if the tide of emotion is surging, who can calmly let go of the trace of love easily.Like the turbulence of the waves, like the melting of ice and snow, the heart only cares about swaying secretly, but the past life is far away, and the next life has not been seen yet, if the love is deep, who can care about the pain...

I listened in a daze, almost crying, I'm afraid it's useless if I don't think about it, if the tide of emotion is surging, who can calm down? "What song is this?" "A very old song, "Wild Wind" by Sandy Lam." A very specific image came to my mind - he was sitting by the window of the cabin, smoking a cigarette in the dark, listening to this song quietly.The world is lonely, and the only companion is the cigarette butt in his hand.Maybe the windows were still open, letting the cold wind blow.At certain times, the human body needs masochistic stimulation.

I couldn't help asking: "Are you in Changping?" "Ok." "No need, I thought you were in the city, sorry to bother you." I didn't just say the last two sentences politely, but I really felt that I was bothering him. I was about to hang up, but he suddenly said, "I'll see you in two hours." "No..." The phone had already been hung up, and the word "use" was just on the tip of my tongue. Malatang had already walked back and forth in the corridor several times, seeing that I finally hung up the phone and ran in immediately, "Tsk, tsk, what are you talking about? It's been so long."

I stared at her and asked, "How did you and Lu Licheng meet?" Malatang panicked and paced back and forth in the room, "Can I not answer?" "I can ask him." Malatang stood in front of me, met my gaze and said: "He is the person I said I met on a blind date and liked me. I... I didn't know that he was the person you liked at the time. Coincidentally, I'm in the same company as you, and I still want to scare you when you come back from the United States. Manman, I'm sorry!" I was indeed taken aback, but not because of him, "You... how far have you and Lu Licheng developed?"

"I...we just held hands. When we said goodbye at night, we would occasionally hug each other, just occasionally, very rarely." Malatang said, lowering his head, "What else do you want to know? If you must Knowing these things, I would rather tell you with my own mouth than for you to hear it from him." "It's nothing." I closed my eyes wearily. Malatang sat next to me and said softly: "My parents are very satisfied with Lu Licheng, especially my father, who likes him very much. So under the encouragement of my parents, our relationship developed relatively quickly. He is also very good to me, I told you in the letter that I received a bouquet of flowers every day, and it was from him. If I hadn't met Song Yi again, maybe in two or three months, we would be engaged."

"Do you love him?" I uttered this sentence with some difficulty, and I didn't know what the motivation for asking this was. Malatang smiled wryly, "I don't know. I just know that I liked talking to him at the time. He could make me laugh. If there was no Song Yi, he would be the one person who made me not refuse to enter the marriage. However, with Song Yi Yi, everything is different. Song Yi is like the most beautiful dream in my heart, until now, I can't believe that my dream has come true." Malatang apologized to me again, "I'm sorry!" "You didn't do anything wrong, why do you have to apologize to me over and over again?"

Malatang felt relieved, carefully walked around my infusion tube, and hugged me, "Friends for life!" I put one arm on her back, "Forever!" We used to hug each other after fights and say that.When I said it at the time, I was joking and relaxed and full of happiness and joy, but today, I made my promise with a bit of sadness. Malatang picked up the insulated lunch box on the table, fed me soup in mouthfuls, and asked cautiously, "You and Lu Licheng are...how are you?" I started to do this complex logical reasoning question in my brain-Lu Licheng liked Malatang, Lu Licheng had a relationship with Malatang, and Malatang abandoned Lu Licheng.Where should I be in the middle?Oh!Yes, I like Lu Licheng.While thinking, I replied slowly: "He is a smart person, I should have understood my feelings for him soon after I joined the company, but maybe my personality is not the type he likes, so he has been pretending not to know, He also specially transferred me to Song Yi’s department. He also arranged for my business trip to the United States. I think it’s probably a kind of compensation for me! If I can’t respond to me emotionally, he will help my career. When I was in New York, I kept writing to him, but he never replied. After I came back from the United States, he treated me better than before, and even picked me up at the airport in person. On the morning you invited me to see Song Yi, he suddenly told me that he I fell in love with someone else, but that person doesn't like him, and he's reconsidering his relationship now. I'm so sad, I didn't eat lunch, so when I saw you at night, I would suddenly faint. Later, I bumped into him in the restaurant, I couldn't help crying, and he took me to his private bathroom, maybe I cried too pitifully, maybe I finally touched him, and he said he was willing to associate with me. Then, just now, I knew that he and You dated."

As an auditor specializing in anti-counterfeiting, I am well versed in the principle of confusing the real with the fake. When the time, place, and events are mixed, even I myself have to believe that the truth of the matter is like this, let alone Mala Tang?This time, Malatang completely believed that the one I love is Lu Licheng. The expression on her face was distressed, as if she was about to cry.I smiled and patted her hand, and said seriously: "He told me on the phone just now that he will treat me very well. At this age, who doesn't have an ex-boyfriend or ex-girlfriend? The key is now and the future."

After I finished speaking, I looked up and saw Song Yi standing at the door with a pale face.Malatang jumped up nervously, and asked nonchalantly, "Are you here?" Song Yi looked at her, smiled slightly, his eyes were full of tenderness, "Just arrived." Malatang showed his face and smiled, blooming like a flower, took his hand and asked, "Is it cold outside?" Song Yi shook his head, staring at Malatang's swollen eyes, his eyes were full of distress, "Are you tired?" I closed my eyes, locked the door of my heart, refused to see, refused to listen!With such eyes, he really loves her!

Malatang called me softly in my ear, I closed my eyes tightly and did not respond. She suppressed her voice and said to Song Yi: "Manman said that Lu Licheng will be here in a while, we will wait here before leaving. I am afraid that if Manman wants to do something after waking up, there will be no one to take care of her." "it is good." Malatang asked Song Yi in a low voice where to eat in the future. It sounded like she wanted Song Yi to make a choice, but she couldn't make up her mind. She wanted to eat Sichuan food, Cantonese food, and which restaurant It's too far away, and after a while, I feel that the service of this restaurant is not good enough.There is a willful waywardness in the soft voice, which is the unique waywardness of a woman in front of a man who loves her deeply, because she knows that she is spoiled, so she is presumptuous.

The moment Lu Licheng pushed open the door, I almost wanted to kowtow to him.After he exchanged a few words with Song Yi, Song Yi and Malatang left. "They're gone, you can open your eyes now." I opened my eyes and saw Lu Li crossed his arms and hugged his chest. The smile on his lips was full of sarcasm. "Is pretending to be sleeping pretending to be an internal injury? Do you need tissues?" I stared at him, "We both suffer from the same disease, why bother to be in a hurry?" He raised his eyebrows and said indifferently: "Xu Lianshuang told you that I dated her?" "yes." He smiled, squinted at me and said, "I'm thirty-three years old, and I'm a healthy, normal man. You don't think I've only dated one woman, Xu Lianshuang, do you?" I laughed at him lightly: "Maybe there are quite a few people who have dated, but there should not be many who want to talk about marriage, right?" His smile froze, and he said resentfully: "You don't know anything, don't mess around here." The first time I got the upper hand in words, I didn't feel a little happier. I said tiredly: "Thank you very much for coming, now you can go back, and I can take care of myself." He said lightly: "Didn't you say that we are suffering from the same disease? It is better for two people to hug each other and cry when one is sad. I invite you to dinner. Where do you want to go?" I thought about it, and reached out to pull out the infusion tube in my hand. Instead of stopping him, he handed me a ball of cotton to stop the bleeding. I wrapped up my coat, and Lu Licheng saw that there were hats and scarves on the coat rack, so he gave them to me. I shrank subconsciously, "I don't want to wear them." He threw them on the hospital bed casually.But I felt distressed, ran to pick it up, and put it carefully in the bag. The two sneaked downstairs, and he asked me to hide in a sheltered corner while he drove.When I got into his car, I breathed a sigh of relief. "Where are you going to eat?" I reported the name of a Sichuan restaurant, and when I parked the car, I found out that it was a restaurant with Huaiyang cuisine. I stared at him, but he patted my head and said with a smile: "The chefs here are top-notch." He dragged me into the restaurant. He ordered the dishes on his own initiative without asking me, and seeing me staring at him, he said: "I am familiar with this restaurant, and all the dishes ordered are the best dishes of the master." All the dishes that this chef specializes in are very light in taste. With my sense of taste that is still suffering from a cold, I can hardly taste the difference between each dish.My proposal to drink was resolutely rejected by Lu Licheng on the grounds that he wanted to drive. He ordered a pot of chrysanthemum tea with rock sugar and asked me to drink cup by cup. He also told me: "It's the same with tea instead of wine." I have a feeling of being cheated.Staring at him, he can't see at all; scolding him, I have no strength, let alone courage.Therefore, I can only pick up the rice with a dull head. Remembering the strange way he came to pick me up at the airport that day, I lowered my head and asked, "Did you already know when I got off the plane?" Lu Licheng knew exactly what I was asking, "That's right! It's because I knew you had been poached by Xu Lianshuang, so I went to see you." I suddenly felt full, and pushed the bowl aside, "Song Yi is not my boyfriend. I thought about it carefully from the beginning to the end in the hospital, and he never said he liked me from the beginning to the end. It was all my wishful thinking and self-righteousness. So There is nothing wrong with Malatang, her only mistake is that she is sorry for you, although you can use this to blame her, but don't vent your dissatisfaction with me!" I uttered the last sentence harshly, but Lu Licheng rarely had an attack. Instead, he said sternly, "Okay, I won't say that again in the future." I was stunned, he has such a good attitude?I couldn't adapt for a while, "Sorry! I was a little anxious just now. People can say that I'm not good. I just don't like to hear people say that Malatang is not good in front of me." Lu Licheng said gently: "I can understand. I have a brother and a sister. If others want to say that they are not good in front of me, I must be anxious. Brotherhood, blood is thicker than water, I just didn't expect you and Xu Lian Shuang's feelings are so deep." "It's not because of the one-child policy! But we are not much different from sisters who are related by blood. Malatang is a very good person, and she is also very serious about her relationship. She is definitely not a woman who wants to change her mind. This time, it is really There are special reasons..." Lu Licheng frowned, and said impatiently: "Men are unmarried, women are unmarried, everyone has the freedom to choose. She is fairly straightforward in her work. She called Song Yi when she first met Song Yi and told me that she met a man of her dreams. Please forgive me." I couldn't help asking: "When did this happen?" He thought for a while, "Three days before you return home." Same as my guess.It was only a few days since Malatang and Song Yi fell in love, during which Song Yi went to Singapore, otherwise with Malatang's personality, Song Yi would not have known me until that night. I took a sip of chrysanthemum tea and thought why it was still so bitter, so I added two tablespoons of rock sugar to the teacup.Lu Licheng stared at my movements and said calmly: "I don't quite understand love at first sight. I was a little surprised, but more out of curiosity, so I sent someone to inquire about it. I didn't expect it to be Song Yi. His character seems to be My horoscope is relatively weak, maybe I should find a Feng Shui master to turn my luck." Lu Licheng laughed at himself lightly, and there was no hidden real emotion behind his faint smile.