Chapter 55 Chapter Fifty-fifth: Huayue Leaving People

When I woke up again, I was rescued by the dark men arranged by Qifang, and then sent to the border of Dali. I was greeted by Xiyan and Yange who had been waiting for a long time. The dark man only said that he saw me on a lonely boat, and never saw anyone else.Sima Yao never appeared in the dark palace again, because for more than a year, there were a large number of black plum guards all over the rivers and lakes, looking for me and him at the same time.Later, his whereabouts became another mystery of the Yuan family and the Sima family. It's a pity that the Zichuan water I drank didn't help much, only because of the Zishang on my chest.

I went back to Junjiazhai again, and Meng Zhao and Meng Yin all came to see me. They were all beaming when they came, and they were all wet with tears when they left, because I was like a lifeless puppet, watching in silence all day long. Jinhai Lihong, the flowers bloom and fall, without saying a word. I didn't see Duan Yuerong during my visits to relatives and friends, that's fine, anyway, he came here to laugh at me. In June, Duan Yuerong and I visited the former revolutionary site, and the row of hibiscus fences bloomed more brilliantly and beautifully than ever before. Every morning, I would walk by the fence and look at the rolling hills for a while.The green hills are green, the mountain flowers are blooming, and the soft and fresh hibiscus petals under the feet stretch all over the dark land, and a white jade bottle is quietly buried under it.

I don't think Yuan Feibai has any objections. Originally, I thought about burying the bottle in Chang Gen's pigsty. Occasionally, I would drag my too heavy body and pick hibiscus flowers secretly, thinking about frying them in a pan later, and making them for Xiaoyu to eat.But Xiaoyu will always find out that when she comes out of the house, she blames me for not taking care of my body, while helping me pick it quickly, and then frying the flowers for me. Maybe Sima Yun really wanted me to keep the flesh and blood in my stomach, or maybe it was to prove that he loved me as much as Feibai, so he ordered Fazhou to send Xiaoyu back, and also gave me the things I love to use and play with on weekdays. Things are packed and shipped.Fazhou sent a thick letter, but unfortunately I didn't read it, and burned it all without even tearing it apart.

I only asked Fa Zhou to send him a message, if he was willing to treat Jinxiu and Yu Feiyan kindly, I would keep the children and promise not to abuse them. Of course I won't tell him, even if he doesn't beg me, I won't kill this child.Because Zheng Qiao said that my body is too weak and my mood is very unstable. Inducing labor is tantamount to suicide. Afterwards, he sent Fazhou to deliver several secret letters, but I still burned them in front of Fazhou.He knew that I would still read the account book he sent, and put a letter in the account book, so I returned it intact.Gradually he gave up, and soon announced that I died of an emergency.

On the seventh day of the seventh month, my stomach was already too big, and Zheng Qiao also said that I was pregnant with twins.I didn’t even have the strength to pick hibiscus flowers this time, and Junjiazhai was busy making social fires, going down the mountain to watch the lantern festival, Yange and Douzi came to call Xiaoyu early in the morning, so I asked Xiaoyu to accompany them. I just want to slumber. The moon was in the middle of the sky, and I was about to fall asleep, but I heard the sound of a flute in my ear.I went out, but saw a tall and handsome figure with his back to me under the big plum tree, playing the familiar song "Long Xiangshou".

I turned my head and left with my stomach in my arms. The last person I want to see is him.Because when I saw him, I would think that Yuan Feibai wanted to send me to him until he died, and then remembered those terrible and embarrassing memories. When I got to the point where I couldn't move anymore, I realized that I had come to the shallows of Yiwan where I secretly bathed, and when I looked back, there was no one there. I sat under a big tree in a sense of loss, and fell asleep.I don't know how long I slept, but there was a faint flute sound in my ears.I woke up, and I didn't know when I had a brocade poncho on my body.

I followed the low voice and saw that a person was sitting under the hibiscus tree, the breeze was blowing the Zhenwu jade flute softly, and the beautiful melody of "Long Xiangshou" and the fragrance of the hibiscus tree spread around. The crescent moon in front of my eyes was pure and flawless, only the cloud shirt danced by, smiling like a fairy in the toad palace, even the moonlight at that time lost its color in front of the beauty with purple pupils in front of me.Immediately my mind was full of the celestial man in white, he was sitting there, playing the song "Long Xiangshou" and smiling at me warmly.

At the end of the song, a pair of purple pupils looked at me and said softly: "You are here." Inexplicably, my disappointing tears flowed out again, but he laughed out loud.I cried more and more fiercely, but he laughed more happily, as if deliberately contradicting me. I picked up the stone at my feet and threw it at him, "Make you laugh, make you laugh." He jumped and hid, and continued to laugh arrogantly, "Since you dare to come back, why don't you dare to accept my ridicule? You are too cowardly." My body was too heavy, and as soon as I grabbed a big rock, I staggered and fell to the ground.I was gasping for breath, tears streaming down my face, and I was in a panic.

He finally stopped laughing wildly, came to me, and pressed the big stone in my hand. "It's so stupid, I've lived so many lifetimes," he stared at me quietly, gently wiped the snot and tears from my face with his wide sleeves patterned with Hunan embroidered crabapple patterns, and said with a sneer, "You're still so stupid, so worthless. So stupid that he doesn't even have a hair on his face." "You don't need to worry about it." I said coldly, "You don't need to worry about it." I turned around, turned my back on him, and tried to calm my sobs.

He sighed softly behind my back: "In fact, he is also a poor man." It took me a long time to understand who he was talking about. I was suddenly angry, and slowly turned my head, "I followed the agreement and came back. Now you can laugh at me and abuse me as you please, but..." I stared into his purple eyes and paused every word: "I sincerely beg you not to mention that scum to me again, okay?" But he looked up to the sky and laughed, and handed me a silk handkerchief.I took it and blew my nose heavily, then held it in my hand, and turned my back to look at the brilliant starry sky of Qixi Festival.

The weaver lady and the cricket sang softly, and a crape myrtle tree was in full bloom in front of my eyes.Clusters of slender purple flowers hang with night dew fluttering in the wind under the starlight, shining brightly, like countless beautiful eyes blinking curiously at us.The smell of green grass is wrapped with the fragrance of wild gardenia, quietly seeping into my heart and spleen. "Love begets love, love begets lust, lust begets ignorance, ignorance begets greed, greed begets anger, anger begets resentment, resentment begets hatred, hate begets evil. Do you know? The original sin of this world is actually It cannot be eliminated." He suddenly said to me from behind, "I also figured out this truth after thinking about it for hundreds of years." He handed over the water bottle, and I took a sip of water slowly, squinting at him, thinking to myself that I don't know what nonsense he is going to tell me tonight. "Do you still remember the legend I told you in Xianjingtan, the story of the heavenly man and the couple..." I nodded slightly, vaguely remembering that he was very excited that day, and I always guessed that it was actually a story from his previous life. "Coincidentally, that demon in the appearance of an angel is the ancestor of the Yuan clan, the great primordial spirit. The so-called immortal god king kept talking about preserving the way of heaven, eliminating sinful desires, sympathizing with all things, and saving all living beings... But, he For the sake of the so-called hegemony, in a blink of an eye, I almost killed all my people, even his sweetheart. But he didn't think it was enough, and greedily wanted to become a perfect god. So he entered a dream of his own , I want to use this dream to continue to practice, to erase his last weakness - his sweetheart..." He took a close look at me, and lightly tapped the tip of my nose, "This indirectly changed everyone's wheel of fortune, and that's why so many things happened, but I didn't want him to fall into this flowery dream by himself." He got lost in the first life and became a monster under Ziling Palace." "I've said it all and I don't want to mention it anymore." I stared at him with eyes swollen from crying, "Besides, what does the sweetheart of his ancestor's immortal ancestor have to do with your old age?" He snorted coldly and said, "His sweetheart is my first wife." So that’s the case, I’m really ashamed to say it, I always thought it was Zifu who dragged me into this bloody world, but in fact it was just a coincidence, I let him bear the blame for so many years... In that room, he suddenly stretched out his hand and flicked the crystal pendant I often wear on my ear. Seeing that I was startled successfully, he smiled, "My wife used to like shiny things very much, so I went to Qiongbi and fell to Huangquan, finally found her, pulled her out of that dream, and specially entrusted her to a bright world, hoping to let her enter a normal destiny track and start a new life happily. Unexpectedly, he ignored the almost crazy paranoia of that demon. He seemed to be more and more intoxicated in his dreams, and even wanted to trap my wife in his dream permanently. So he still tried his best to get her out of that dream. My world has been pulled back, that is, you stupid girl." I was terrified when I heard it, and when I shook my hand, the water bag fell to the ground, and the spring water quickly seeped into the ground.But I didn't dare to pick it up, and I didn't dare to look at him, so I just deliberately shouted loudly: "You are talking nonsense!" "This great god king killed you with his own hands in front of me. I watched you, and our child in your belly, die in my arms. He didn't even let me gather for you The last bit of soul, I watched you fall down, and your soul was shattered into pieces..." His voice lowered and became cold, "He forced me to become a demon, and he cursed me for life and death. At that time, besides hatred, I only had hatred, so I gathered the seventy-two road demon kings and the forty-nine heaven demon kings to turn them upside down." His tone was as stern as an evil ghost, and his purple pupils shone with extremely fierce hatred, just like the ruthlessness when he massacred the city back then. I couldn't help but feel fear in my heart, and crawled away from him. After a while, his purple pupils looking at the sky calmed down, and slowly turned into a melancholy, "I don't know how many years have passed in the endless struggle and revenge. Gradually, my surviving clan members died of old age. Those angels who killed our people were also killed by the demons. No matter lovers, lovers, friends or enemies, in the end, they could not stand the toss of time and melted with the wind, leaving only the so-called immortal demons and demons. God... me and him..." He lowered his head slowly, his perfect side face was lonely, and he raised his head after a while, turning his gaze to me who was slowly crawling away from him.Fortunately, he didn't take it seriously, and easily caught up with me, and then sat down in front of me, blocking my way.I had no choice but to sit upright facing him again.He continued: "Until I followed you into this dream again, I finally understood that he is just an overly rational fool who pursues illusory perfection life after life. He can treat everyone coldly, including himself, but it is impossible Change the original sin in his heart. I didn't believe it at first. Only in this dream can he release all his emotions, love and hate, love and desire, good and evil... It's a pity that this kind of dream soul Dafa hurts the gods and virtues the most. What's more, the split of the primordial spirit resulted in such nondescript twins. Even if he is a great and immortal god-king, in the end, the perfection turned into a curse, and the dream turned into a nightmare. Therefore, it is hard for me to say that his Dream, that is, whether his so-called practice is successful, but I only want you to survive..." I just felt dizzy, chest tight and irritable. "According to what you said, the great and immortal god-king suffered from schizophrenia, and you and I are still in his dream?" I sniffed vigorously through my nostrils, expressing my suspicion and contempt. "Greetings to your attending doctor for me!" But he seemed to have never heard of it, just chuckled, and continued: "In every previous life, you always died alone and heartbroken, and then hibernated yourself, entered another life in a daze, and now you are the leader of this chaotic world. The last life. Although I persuaded you to wake up in the dream, but I was not sure. Maybe in the previous life, you have slowly learned to endure and become stronger, or maybe your future era is too confused, and your heart is enough. Be strong. I'm really glad you chose to survive." "Enough is enough, I don't want to hear any legends, any prophecies, or any curses in my life." I interrupted him roughly, and solemnly swore: "I don't want to have any dreams in my life anymore, you Don't mention him in front of me again, I didn't survive for him, nor for your old man, I survived for myself." He smiled at me gently for a while, then shook his head helplessly, "Big silly girl." "Let's go in and eat." He stood up gracefully, patted the grass on his body, and spread his palms to me, "I made your favorite squirrel mandarin fish." I raised my weeping face and looked at his white hair on the sideburns, the faint smile lines at the corners of his eyes and the desolation in his purple pupils, my heart was filled with unspeakable soreness. Am I stupid?If I'm stupid, aren't you even more stupid?It was rumored that he lived in the eldest princess, converted to Buddhism, and gave up his ambition to compete in the Central Plains, but he played the flute for me here. I took his hand and stood up, but didn't want to let go. I lowered my head and wiped away my tears, and nodded, "Yeah." The moonlight of that night shrouded his black hair, and a few strands of hair blew towards my face with the breeze.I raised my head, his purple pupils were gazing at me tenderly like water, and finally a smile broke out, which was so beautiful for a moment. He pulled me forward. I calmed down my sobbing, followed him for a few steps, and suddenly my heart moved, and I said, "Where is the half of Zishang? Can you keep it?" "Why do you ask this?" He stopped and looked back at me indifferently. "Didn't you say that the combination of two pieces of Zishang can remind people of their previous lives? I...I want to see the past." I took a breath, "Give it to me now." "Don't you believe in any prophecies and legends?" I smiled proudly, "The last time, what can I do?" Duan Yuerong stared at me for a long time, then pulled me to the big wild cherry tree, and jumped up.When he went down to the ground, he had an extra rosewood silver box inlaid with carved patterns, which was exactly the one that Saruer wanted to give me during the alliance of Chang'an. The surroundings became quiet, and even Xia Chong seemed to hold his breath.In the silence, I stretched out my hand, opened the wooden box, and a purple gemstone looked at me quietly.As if responding to my determination, starting from the center, the purple light meanders along the patterns of gemstones and bursts into dazzling light, illuminating Duan Yuerong and me in the dark. In front of me are the incomplete fragments of past lives, rushing towards my mind in a mess, as if someone maliciously and violently pulled me into a bunch of fragments of different colors. A golden light shone in my eyes, and my hands were smooth.I looked down and saw that I was sitting on a big green dragon. Its vigorous and perfect dragon body was closely lined with shining green lins.The wind whistled past us, rising against the sun, through clouds of giant cotton candy.The joy and pride in my heart welled up, and I couldn't help laughing out loud.The big green dragon turned back its huge dragon head, and its big long eyes shone like sapphires, gently reflecting a peerless beauty with a shapeless smile.It roared toward the sun.We flew so high, I immediately hugged the big blue dragon, and kissed the back of its head happily and clumsily, I thought it would not notice, but it trembled all over, and fell down all of a sudden, scaring me wow yell. I fell into the boundless sea of ​​lotus flowers, and only when I surfaced, the big green dragon disappeared, but I saw a big silver tiger rushing towards me, it was about to bite my nose, luckily someone stopped the big tiger in time .I jumped out of the water with that man's hand.I was terrified to see my own hand—my hand turned out to be a long branch.But this man's hands are so warm. There was a gentle wind sound in my ears, and the picture changed again, and I saw a piece of snow covered with snow, but there was a huge hibiscus tree in the snow, with red, white and purple petals like rain, A god wearing bright armor was standing imposingly under the hibiscus tree, shining with divine light all over his body. He smiled at me shallowly, that smile seemed to be the sweetest nectar, which was irresistible, and his voice was like Smooth as silk, "Here you come." I just looked at him endlessly like this, and the three souls and seven souls disappeared like this, until someone softly called me: "You are here." I turned my head, Zifu was dressed up, and even combed her hair meticulously.Panting slightly, he said to me slightly: "Today is your wedding, why did you come to the tree mother? I'm easy to find." I lowered my head, and sure enough, I was covered in fiery red, and countless fairies and monsters around me blessed me.From that day on, Zifu and I left the Heavenly Court and came to Nanyuanzhou to live in seclusion.I like to go boating in the Erhai Lake.Once covered in blood, Zifu led the clansmen who came back alive from the battlefield, let go of all honor and hatred, planted Chaozhu flowers with their own hands, and lived a peaceful life. When the first flower bloomed, Zifu plucked the dewy Chaozhu flower for me with her fingers covered in mud, gently inserted it on my temple, and smiled tenderly at me. I like to go boating in the Erhai Lake and listen to Zifu playing the flute. I always climb to the top of the high snow mountain and look at the gentle and holy snow mountain under the sunset for a long time.The years are like the water waves of the Butterfly Spring, calm and soft, slipping away non-stop. I secretly hope that I can have a small life like an ordinary human or a fairy. I want a daughter. The sunset in Nanyuan Prefecture is so beautiful, so I will name my daughter Xiyan.But I know that this is just an extravagant wish, because our people have no fertility, even if we have the blood of fairy spirits, we are not Buddhas, and we will still age and die.Even the most perfect purple float will turn into dust after tens of millions of years at most, or hundreds of millions of years later. However, I never imagined that such a wish would really come true, and then ruin the peaceful and beautiful life of all of us. "Who do you think you can save? The curse can never be undone!" The figure in white looked at me mockingly from above me.The peerless face and the golden wings behind her were too dazzling for me to look directly at.The silver tiger beside him roared loudly at me, and I could only lie on the dirt clutching my painful belly, my body was soaked in viscous red liquid. I called out to my husband and friends, but the god king strengthened the barrier, and even with my blood, I couldn't open it.I saw Zifu's frightened face outside the barrier, I called Zifu's name out of my voice, and begged bitterly: "Please, don't hurt my child." "Bastards like you and Zifu are not even worthy of demons, but they want to have children!" His cruel sneer flashed in front of me. How much I liked to see his smile before! It hurts so much, I suddenly saw Zifu hugging a person and crying deeply, with sad purple tears all over his face. Behind him stood countless purple-eyed warriors, gnashing their teeth and staring at the dark cloud-covered sky.Zifu stood up, his face of grief and anger gradually distorted, and he roared fiercely at the god king in the clouds, "You are ruthless and loveless, but why do you curse me and my wife for life and death? race, can’t have offspring?” The person in his arms slipped down, it was a woman with purple pupils, covered in blood.There is a colorful sharp knife stuck in the woman's abdomen, which looks very much like my reward.Her beautiful face was full of indescribable despair and sadness that could never be resolved, it was me! Numerous angels with wings on their backs rushed towards us wearing armor, dancing weapons and roaring. Those white wings were stained with the blood of Zifu people, and Zifu was the only one left.He could escape, but he tightly guarded my dead body. His tall body was full of various weapons, and his peerless face was distorted due to pain, like the bronze statue of Shura in front of Ziling Palace.He was forced to kneel on the ground, but never let any angel come near me.He yelled at the sky: "She is innocent, do you want to kill her too?" In the end, he handed over the weapon, just for the promise of the Heavenly Emperor to keep the woman's soul.I floated leisurely.The angry angel gradually recovered his sobriety, looked at the bloody battlefield, and that poor woman put down her weapon, folded her wings, and shed tears of compassion and regret—no one is willing to destroy that purple Hitomi woman. Suddenly, a red-haired devil with wine eyes appeared in the group of angels. He walked towards me with disheveled hair, stared at me with blood eyes, and shouted angrily: "Why are you still hesitating? The gods will kill your people, cut off your children, and destroy you!" Homeland, now you are only a lonely soul left with no one to rely on, quickly follow me to Wuyou City, where you will take revenge from generation to generation, and prevent the light of God from shining on the world." Yes, I want revenge, I want to kill Yuan Feibai and Sima Yun, destroy the Yuan family, and avenge the Ming family.My memory began to be confused, but I felt that the grief and hatred in my heart were gradually expanding without limit.I want to be like Zifu, destroying the sky.I saw that woman's open eyes turned blood red, and turned into a demon in an instant. It's hot, it's the fire of hell burning.Countless souls were destroyed by that woman, Zifu used his body to block her, and whispered softly: "Don't go with him. Mujin, don't run away from anything that happens, you told me this, but remember ? Don't run away." The demon fire on the woman's body gradually crossed over to him, his wings turned black, his holy light disappeared, black tears flowed from his eyes, and the angel pierced his heart with a sword, but he kept on Staring at me with a smile, "Don't trust him!" "No!" I yelled terribly.Zifu in front of me was wearing a moon-white robe, the corner of the robe embroidered with begonias fluttered with the breeze, holding a lamp in his hand, smiling at me under the cherry tree.No, this is not Zifu, this is Duan Yuerong.I was sitting on the muddy floor, and the piece of Zishang was lying at my feet, glowing faintly, as if mocking me sinisterly. I hugged my big belly tightly, panting violently, and my heart was beating like thunder.What was it all just now?Why is it so real?I looked at him fixedly, got up all of a sudden, grabbed him tightly, and asked frantically: "Did you turn into a demon to prevent his wife from escaping into the devil's way?" He didn't return to me, but with a faint smile on his face, like the angel in Zi Shang, looking at me compassionately and pitifully. I couldn't wait for his answer, and grabbed the rock again, wanting to know what happened next, but Duan Yuerong grabbed it first and threw it down the cliff. I stared at his beautiful side profile in astonishment, struggling to calm down the violent panting. "Hijin," I heard him let out a long breath, "everything is over." He turned around, and those purple eyes had a calmness and tranquility that I had never seen before.He gently hugged me into his arms, gave me an incomparably beautiful smile, and said, "Let's go home."