Chapter 54 Chapter Fifty-Four
Although Biying was conferred the title of Princess Anhe, we are the only ones who pay homage to her.We set up a mourning hall in Dexinju, because Pearl is pregnant, and the little rabbit was injured by the poisonous mist during the assassination, Pearl has been busy taking care of the little rabbit, and she is almost blind from crying, so it is inconvenient to come here, so only Jinxiu and I are here. Biying arranges for the burial.
Last time it was Yu Feiyan who changed the clothes for the second brother, but this time it was me and Jinxiu who changed the clothes for Biying.
Yu Feiyan directed the building of the mourning hall with a solemn face.We wiped Biying's body in the wing room.Jinxiu slowly took off her clothes for her.Her body is so thin, her ribs can be seen, her face is still so beautiful and calm, I put on a clean blue skirt made of Shu brocade for her, which is her favorite color.
People say that tears should not fall on the faces of dead relatives, otherwise when they are reincarnated, these tears will turn into black pockmarks, so I tried my best to hold back the tears.
Jinxiu had an indifferent face without a single tear, but before I could speak, she had already gently arranged a very beautiful hairstyle for Biying, put a golden step rock on the hairpin, and then took Biying's cosmetics, silently giving Biying a beautiful hairstyle. A light rouge was applied on Yingying's cheeks, and rose red lipstick was printed on her cracked and thin lips.Under Jinxiu's skillful hands, Biying's face suddenly glowed, as if the shock on New Year's Eve was just a dream, she did not leave us, but fell asleep peacefully.
"Third sister actually loves beauty." Jinxiu finally covered Biying with a red brocade quilt softly, and said quietly: "I remember that every time I came to see you when I was young, third sister would dress up as long as she was energetic, but you Never beat yourself up."
Yes, at that time Jinxiu always secretly pulled me aside, poked my forehead, and shouted anxiously: "Look, once you get sick, brother and Song Minglei have to dress up well, just wait, sooner or later One day you will be robbed of your husband-in-law by Biying."
At that time, I always poked her back hard, "What do you know, cosmetics are easy to cause cancer, Ren Biying only wears pearl powder now, and you should stop pretending to be a monster."
At this time, Yu Feiyan walked in completely naked, his copper bell eyes were bloodshot, and he picked up a newly picked rouge plum in his hand, and gently placed it on Biying's brocade quilt.
"Third sister likes to look at the rouge plum since she was a child. I picked this branch for her just now. Let's go on the road together." He suppressed tears, took out a book from his arms, and said in a deep voice: "A few days ago, The third younger sister also told me that the second child has always liked to read. Did she leave some old books behind when she left? She wanted one to keep in mind. All the letters were searched, and the rest were burned, only this one was left under the bed, and no one found it, I originally wanted to keep it by myself, so let's take it to the third sister."
At this moment, Qingmei and Qi Fang came in with their snow-white pearls.We hurriedly asked about Xiaotu's injury, Pearl shook her head, "Doctor Lin has seen it, but fortunately he just squinted his eyes, and he will recover in a few days. The children are all down there, and they will guard the spirit of Third Auntie."
We all breathed a sigh of relief, Yu Feiyan patted Pearl on the shoulder, and said emotionally: "Thank you, the one in the room."
Pearl smiled softly back.
"Qing Mei," Qi Fang suddenly said in a low voice, "With the wisdom of the Holy One, he should be able to guess Saruer's intentions, so he will draw out the last members of the Ming clan and annihilate them in one fell swoop."
Qing Mei bowed her head and remained silent.
Zhu Zhen immediately said, "Director Qi, be careful with your words."
Qi Fang shut his mouth when he heard the words, but the veins on his forehead popped out. He looked at Qing Mei with fiery eyes, and suddenly raised his hand and slapped Qing Mei across the face.
I shouted loudly: "Xiao Fang."
For the first time, Qing Mei didn't fight back against Qi Fang's violence. Instead, she knelt down to me with five fingerprints on her face, and remained silent.
I was heartbroken immediately, pulled her up, and Qi Fang said with red eyes: "You are not allowed to beat your wife in the future, she just fulfilled her duty and did nothing wrong."
Qing Mei said in a low voice: "I would like to ask the empress and the general to say goodbye to An and the princess as soon as possible."
As soon as the words came, Taifu Han and Lin Biyan came, followed by Feng Weicong.
Feng Weicong had a mournful expression on his face, and delivered the decree: "There is an order from the Holy Spirit, Princess Anhe follows the Turkic rituals and is cremated."
I understand that he is afraid that the Nether Sect will use Biying's corpse to revive him again.
Jinxiu sat down cross-legged, closed her eyes, and silently recited sutras for Biying.
Xiao Wuyi's eldest brother, Yu Feiyan, was used to seeing life and death all his life, with a sad face, and while throwing out paper money, he sang a sad and heavy song "It's hard to live but people miss people".
The yellow wind in the spring period,
Count nine days of ice,
It's hard to live but what people want.
The hard life in my heart,
Beautiful eyes and a smile, who knows if you don’t say anything.
The one who misses you during the day, goes to the station at the base,
Miss you in the dark night, don't cry, don't cry,
Facing the blue sky, I asked a few times, when to send back the people who went out.
Words cannot describe my sadness.Forget it, the ashes of the second brother went with the Weishui River and returned to their homeland. Biying has always liked the ashes of the second brother, so if Biying's ashes followed the second brother along the Weishui River and reunited together, it would not be too deserted in that world.
Until the end of Biying's funeral, only Taifu Han and Lin Biyan accompanied her.Han Taifu and Lin Biyan strictly inspected every process.I was extremely depressed in my heart, but Feibai never showed up.
In the end, we stood on Huashan Mountain and watched Biying disappear into the Wei River. I felt so sick in my stomach that I lay down beside the water and vomited vigorously.Pearl was slightly surprised, and hurried over to pat me on the back.
"Your Majesty, the Imperial Concubine, the Great General, and Princess Ancheng, the dead cannot be brought back to life," Taifu Han sighed, "I would like to express my condolences to all of you."
"Where is Your Majesty now?" I spat out the last mouthful of sour water, and said in a muffled voice, "I want to see Your Majesty."
Lin Biyan stared at me for three seconds, and was about to speak when Mr. Han said in a hoarse voice: "Yesterday, the Holy Majesty also suffered a small injury, and is now resting under the inner curtain. The Empress and the General are also very sad, so let's rest for a while. See you in a few days."
There was an uncontrollable flame in my chest, as if it was burning in my throat, and I almost shouted at him: "Why are you hiding it from me?" Suddenly, my eyes went dark, and my feet softened.
When I woke up again, I had a severe headache, and someone shouted anxiously in front of me: "Hijin."
The peerless face of heaven and man was in front of me, my eyes were flushed, I couldn't help but smiled wryly, "You finally appeared."
Feibai let out a long sigh of relief, let Xiaoyu and Yanhua and the others step back first with red eyes, gently lifted me up, leaned on the pillow, and whispered a little embarrassedly: "I...you still Are you mad at me?"
"I understand," I shook my head with a wry smile, "If you want to hide from the enemy, you have to hide from your own people."
He intentionally avoided my gaze, only held my hand lightly, and said apologetically, "If you care about me, you will be confused. If you and Feiyan knew the inside story, they would not have let Ming Fengqing fall for it so easily. But I always I'm sorry for you, I didn't expect that Ming Fengqing would pretend to be Ahina, had already lurked beside Princess Anhe, and went crazy like this, and ended up harming others and himself, even killing his own daughter."
Thinking of Biying, I felt a burst of sadness again, "You asked me to cremate Biying because you were afraid that the remnants of the Nether Sect would steal Biying's body and do something crazy."
He quickly raised his hand, wiped my tears uncomfortablely, leaned down and kissed my hand, and apologized back and forth, but I just shed tears.
He complained to me distressedly, "Just be angry and scold me, don't cry anymore. Dr. Lin said, you can't be stimulated anymore." He picked up a lotus cup by the bed and slowly handed it to me, " Come on, Doctor Lin told you to drink it when you wake up."
"What is this? It smells bitter." I sniffed it, raised my head numbly, stared at the peerless face opposite me, sneered a few times, and purposely annoyed him, "Is the Holy Majesty trying to bestow death on his concubine, or something?"
But he couldn't help but chuckled, looking at me with a trace of tension and expectation, "Silly Mujin, even if I were to die in this world, I wouldn't be able to kill you."
Uh?I stared at him blankly, but his other hand gently covered my lower abdomen, suppressing his excitement, and said, "This time you were so stimulated that you almost lost your baby just now. The birth control pill you prescribed."
The ecstasy gradually overwhelmed my heart, I slowly took the medicine and swallowed it in one gulp, my facial features wrinkled together.Feibai immediately rewarded me with a plum, then hugged me, kissed me fiercely, and said excitedly: "Silly Hibiscus, you are already a month pregnant, why don't you know at all, if this time the child has If anything happens, I even have the heart to kill me."
I slowly covered my lower abdomen and shed tears of joy, "Is it really there this time? Are you sure? Is Dr. Lin sure?"
Feibai kissed my forehead again, "I'm sure." He called out: "Feiyan, come in quickly, Mujin is fine."
A bunch of people poured in, full of congratulations.Lin Biyan walked slowly at the end, looking at me calmly with his hands behind his back, without any expression on his onion head.
In the New Year of the second year of Yuande, we experienced the extreme sadness of losing a loved one, and then ushered in the long-awaited ecstasy of pregnancy.
On the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, it was the day to welcome the God of Wealth, and I was able to get up.The weather was very sunny that day, under the blue sky, Yu Feiyan and I bid farewell to Jinxiu, she said goodbye to me calmly, and left three pairs of Xinna shoes, one for me, one for my elder brother, and the youngest pair for Tho I bring non-flow.
This is the first time we have received something made by Jinxiu himself, and we can't help but sigh, the previous Jinxiu would never do this.
She said sadly: "I didn't know that the third sister would walk so fast. I wanted to get a pair for her." She lowered her head and hugged me tightly.
I also hugged her tightly, and Yu Feiyan hugged us tightly again, with red copper bell eyes, and sighed with infinite vicissitudes: "There are only a few of us left, let's live well."
After Jinxiu left, I slept more lightly than ever.Because she was pregnant, Lin Biyan didn't dare to take too much medicine, and there was nothing he could do about it.
So, when I dreamed back at midnight, I often quietly got up from Feibai, and then wandered alone on Meilin Road, looking at the brilliant starry sky for a long time.
People say that after a loved one passes away, they will turn into a star in the sky, but the stars will eventually fall into the world and be reincarnated again. I don't know which star in the sky is Biying and which is the second brother?And the baby in my belly is the reincarnation of Second Brother or Biying?
On the day when the dragon looks up, the little rabbit can get out of bed.When I went to see her, she threw herself into my arms and asked me to take her to ask the godmother for lucky money. We were very sad for a while.
I proposed to go to Fujun Street to have a look.Yu Feiyan also had nothing to do, so she went with me, followed by Qi Fang and Qing Mei.
We arrived very early, and most of the shops on the street were preparing to open one after another to welcome customers. Only a few children from Hope Elementary School took this opportunity to play snowball fights on the snow field, and some of them were children from the dark palace.I smiled and dropped a pile of copper coins to make them cease fighting, and then took the opportunity to sit with Feiyan for a while on the third floor of the administrative office building - Guantaoju.
We chatted for a while, and suddenly there was a familiar shout from the street. It turned out that children playing snowballs blocked an old woman's ox cart.
The aunt became angry and threatened loudly: "Little bastards who don't know how to live or die, be careful that I will sell you all to the brothel."
There was a child who really made the aunt cry in fright.
Hey, dare to yell at Fujun Street to sell my students?This aunt is too arrogant.
Suddenly, I felt that the big dimple on this aunt's chin was very familiar, and Yu Feiyan and I almost said in unison: "Ms. Chen."
Qi Fang glanced at it, but was also stunned.
Five minutes later, Chen Yujiao was invited to my office. She gradually recognized me and fell to the ground in fright.
We quickly held back our laughter and helped her up, "Are you still trafficking people for the big family?"
Her eyes were red, and she told me about her misfortune in the past few years.She originally made a living as a human trafficker, and her life was fairly decent. She didn't want to think that when the roads were closed during the Warring States period, her man was taken to the battlefield and never came back, so she had to traffic people by herself.
Chen Yujiao sighed. Back then, the late emperor took care of him. Later, when there was a war, only young and strong men were needed.But there are young men everywhere, and how many people sell their children and daughters in troubled times. Children are cheap for a while, and they can only lose money, and then the older they get, the more powerless they become.
Remembering that Jinxiu mentioned her name to me before, and when we met again later, and because of Biying, I didn't ask her about it. Now meeting Chen Yujiao is also considered fate, so I smiled and said, "Dare to ask you, old man, who were you at the beginning?" How did you find us?"
"Oh, what your mother asked was more than 20 years ago. I vaguely remember that this was what the late emperor meant," Chen Yujiao seemed to try to recall, "At the beginning, I only said that I would find a black-faced boy in a brothel in Liaocheng. , a pair of purple-eyed Hua sisters in Huajia Village, Jianzhou, turned out to be only the imperial concubine, not the empress. Hey, for some reason, the empress has also become purple-eyed now, and there are two others, both of whom are I sent it to the door by myself, and I don’t even know about it.”
"Do you know why the late emperor wanted our sisters?" My heart skipped a beat, "When you found us, did you ever hear people in the village mention who our biological father is?"
Chen Yujiao opened her mouth to speak, but Qingmei came to report: "Report to the queen, the Holy Queen and the general are entering the palace."
I stopped talking and asked Chen Yujiao to rest at the Tongfu Inn opposite.I saw that her clothes were shabby and her face was covered with weather, she was indeed not as good as before, so I rewarded her with a lotus ingot and asked her to wait for me to talk about it tomorrow.
When I returned to the palace, the Holy One was leading the eighteen scholars to admire the plum blossoms.When everyone saw us coming, they saluted in a big way.Feibai smiled and pulled Yu Feiyan to taste plum blossom wine together. Later, poetry became popular and everyone wrote poems.Yu Feiyan is a vulgar person, coupled with the fact that she was overworked and worrying a while ago, she snorted with her nostrils upturned and her mouth wide open without saying a few words to us. It is said that the general must conceive exquisite poems in his dreams.I couldn't help it, I laughed out loud, and the depression of the past few days was swept away.Feibai also took my hand and smiled, bending a pair of phoenix eyes.
When I went to Fujun Street the next day, I heard from the clerk that there was no movement early in the morning. When I opened the room, it was neat and tidy. I thought Chen Yujiao had left overnight.
Qi Fang comforted me, "Master, don't worry. Although everything is going well with the master now, she was the one who sold me to the scholar. Maybe she was afraid of my revenge, so she left overnight."
I thought about it too, so I didn't think deeply about it.On the way back to the palace, he suddenly remembered that he hadn't seen Xiao Yu for a long time, and the last time Jinxiu came, he didn't bother to let their mother and son meet.
However, if Jinxiu knew that there was another son in the dark palace, it would be even more embarrassing.I heard that Feiliu secretly hugged and cried all night after receiving the pair of shoes, and was reluctant to wear them no matter what.I secretly sighed, why don't I make another pair for Xiaoyu, anyway, I also hit it off with this kid.
After making up her mind, she went back to the palace and made a pair of Jinxiu's pair overnight, and when she was free the next day, she entered the dark palace.The one who greeted me was Mrs. Yao Ji. When she heard that I came to see Xiao Yu, she welcomed me with a smile like a flower to a simple stone room, which was divided into two suites. She said it was the residence of Xiao Yu and his father.
Mrs. Yao Ji enthusiastically opened the inner suite, Sima Yun's "boudoir" for me.
This dark palace is really funny, the mother is like a son's housekeeper, and even brings the key to open the door and inspect the house.
His room was in a mess, there was a big glazed mirror beside the bed, there was a trace of cobwebs, and there was no trace of human breath.
Mrs. Yaoji said: "The rules of the dark palace, the palace masters of the past dynasties often have concubines, as long as it is convenient, they have to hang a lamp in front of the cave, and the palace master can go to sleep with the wife who hangs the lamp at will. , I never slept in my room again."
Oh, I see, this kid has a strong sex life... But I'm here to find my godson, why do you keep showing me this?
Mrs. Yaoji went on to say that she didn't know where Sima Yun went to find a woman to fool around with, because strictly speaking, the work and rest of the dark palace was exactly the opposite of that of the above, because only when it was dark, the dark palace had a chance to go to the top to get what it needed. things, and now it should be the rest time of the Dark Palace.
I bid farewell to Yao Ji, she didn't mind at all, she smiled and said: "People can't sleep when they are old, Qingshan goes to bed early, I am worried that I can't find anyone to talk to, so you came here."
I was still embarrassed, so I made up my mind to go back, but when I turned around, I saw Sima Yun standing in front of me in a white linen suit, and I was shocked, "You are so scary."
He took off his mask, showing his stupid face, greeted Yao Ji respectfully, and then smiled at me, "I just came back from an inspection, I'm really sorry for Queen Lao's long wait here."
"The air here is damp and chaotic." He put away his smiling face all of a sudden, and said seriously to me, "You are a pregnant woman, what do you do here again after being well-behaved, it's not good for pregnant women."
I curled my lips, "I haven't seen Xiao Yu for a long time, for some reason I've been missing him these days."
He suddenly oh, and then chuckled again, "I told you earlier, I'll let you brat go up to see you. You are precious now, if something goes wrong, I'm sorry my majesty."
I thought to myself, but I can't see that the relationship between the two brothers is quite good.I am pregnant with a child, and my uncle is so happy.
Yao Ji covered her mouth and smiled, "Ah Jun, welcome your wife to the Zimu Hall, and I will find Xiao Yu for you." Then she left.
Sima Yun welcomed me to a very gorgeous cave house. The walls were hung with purple silk and satin, and the roof was hung with various colored gemstones to reflect the light. The whole room was so full of jewels that it almost blinded me.I thought to myself: The name of this room is weird, and the decoration is even weirder. Although it is unique, it is just that the pearls and jades shine too brightly. If it is moved to the top, it will definitely have the temperament of a nouveau riche.
But he warmly welcomed me to sit down, "This is the Son-Mother Hall, not as gorgeous as the Queen Mother's Love Tomb, but it can finally entertain the Empress."
He asked me to sit down and change clothes.
I sat in the gorgeous cave, and when I was falling asleep, the stone door opened again, and it was Sima Yun, who came in after changing into clean clothes, and brought Xiaoyu and a bunch of fruits.I hugged Xiao Yu, took off his mask, and kissed again and again.Xiaoyu giggled for a long time with a hoarse voice, and I teased Xiaoyu to talk, but unfortunately he only babbled, and his mouth was dry.
When I turned around, I saw Sima Yun lowering his head, unhurriedly peeling water chestnuts for Xiao Yu and me, and then arranging them on the citrine lotus plate one by one.His expression was focused, and the arrogance of the king of the underground was completely gone. It was like an ordinary husband peeling water chestnuts for his son and wife. The white water chestnuts were like works of art in his hands, and they would soon become a big plate.He smiled and handed it over to us.Could it be that the aesthetics of pregnant women will change?His easy goofy face looks pretty when he smiles.
Maybe it's because I'm pregnant with Yuan's flesh and blood, so I think the other men in Yuan's family look much more pleasing to the eye.I went to pick it up in a daze, but Xiao Yu immediately snatched it up and ate it.Sima Yun scolded the reincarnation of a starving ghost, but he didn't mean to hit him. I was a little embarrassed, so I took a tender water chestnut and bit it, it was so crunchy and sweet.
He smiled at me and said: "This year's Fuchi is not good enough, but this tender water chestnut is more delicious. It is picked in the pond at the back of the mountain. The spring water in the mountain has bred a pond. I can catch a lot of water every year. .”
I smacked my head and felt that it was so delicious that I had nothing to say, "It turns out that I don't like water chestnuts, but my tastes changed when I was pregnant. Even the emperor was forced to eat a lot."
"You have a big mouth, and you always think Ziyuan's cakes are not delicious, so you have to make them yourself." He laughed, "You still like to eat lychees?"
"Yo!" I chewed the sweet water chestnut with my mouth full, and said with a smile: "This news is too cruel. The fruit in the southern country is a monster that can make people abandon their wives and children, do you know?" I looked at the snow-white water chestnut meat , Drooling and sighing: "Have you ever eaten durian and mangosteen? Have you ever eaten that snow-white and sweet lychee meat?"
Sima Yun sneered coldly and said, "You are really promising."
I ignored him, and described the fruits of the southern country on my own. As I was talking, I suddenly remembered that year, I was in Guazhou discussing the import of fruits with the rich businessman Yin Boss.At that time, I wanted to open up the fruit import channel, so that I could import lychees, durians and so on in a legitimate way, and I could enjoy myself.
Seeing that it was almost finished, suddenly the staff reported to Madam that the master should go back.Everyone in the Jiangnan business community knew that I was notoriously fearful of insiders, so Boss Yin rubbed his nose and gave me an ambiguous smile, saying that he would continue next time.
I had no choice but to hurry back to Moyuan.Unexpectedly, Duan Yuerong ordered Meng Yin to rush me to Hezhou to meet him. At that time, I was very angry and anxious. I was so angry that he interrupted my important business meeting. I was so anxious that the war was so urgent, how could he still have time to torture me? .
I went over angrily.The summer in the Central Plains is always cloudy and sunny. One hour ago, I was almost dried out, and the next hour, my fellows and I stood at the border of Hezhou like a drowned rat.Later, my legs were cramped when I stood upright, and when I was screaming on the ground, Duan Yuerong and his party only appeared.He was dark and thin then, with a savage beard, but I recognized him anyway.
I was so angry that my legs twitched even more, I threw it away, and limped forward to beat him up, "You crazy, do you know that I was going to earn ten thousand taels of silver right away... But now you bitch make me get wet and cramp..."
He laughed on the horse and threw me a big sack casually.The bag was too heavy, and as soon as I got it, I was pressed down on the ground.Everyone exclaimed and helped me up with all their hands and feet.As a result, a bunch of lychees fell out of my arms, and I froze there.But he got off the horse neatly, picked one up from the mud, peeled off the skin with a smile, exposing the white flesh, and stuffed it into my mouth, "This is Ye Yu's first batch of lychees this year, it's delicious."
It was the sweetest lychee I've ever tasted, albeit a bit earthy.
But he jumped on the horse again, and said with a smile to me: "Eat it while it's fresh. But don't eat too much at once. You have a weak stomach and you will feel uncomfortable. Remember to ask Xiaoyu to hide it in the cellar for you. It's best Put ice cubes directly on it, and it will last longer."
As soon as he finished speaking, he waved his hand, and a group of people disappeared in front of him like a gust of wind.
Only then did I understand that he came down from the battlefield just to give me lychees himself.
My hand stopped, looking at Nen Ling in a daze.I don't know if Xiyan and the others are also peeling lychees to eat.
I heard a snap of my fingers in my ear, and I turned around in shock.
Sima Yun said: "You're starting to think in a daze again. The lychee is so sweet, I think it's too loud, but if you like it, let the Holy Majesty pass an order to you later to get some, I heard..."
"NO!" I stopped him immediately, and said righteously: "Lychees are only grown in the southern country, and it takes a lot of manpower, material and financial resources to transport them from the southern country to Chang'an. If they are used as tributes, no matter Dali or Dayuan, they will disturb the people. The foundation of the two countries has just been established." , Unscrupulous traders will take advantage of the loopholes, so it is absolutely impossible."
He groaned, with approval in his eyes, and was about to speak, I grinned in time and said to him: "However, if we import normal goods to Chang'an as a state-run import company, those rich businessmen and wealthy families will definitely gather to buy them." , so that distribution, retail, after-sales, etc. will form a new integrated industry. At that time, it will invigorate the economy and benefit the people, and my Jun family will definitely count the money until my hands cramp."
Sima Yun's mouth was O-shaped, and he stared blankly at me.
I exaggeratedly looked at the depths of his mouth, and then kindly helped him put his chin up, "You have a big tooth decay, remember to brush your teeth before going to bed at night. The most important thing is, when the time comes, the godmother will It will make our Xiao Yu feel good.” Xiao Yu and I looked up and smiled grimly for a long time, and then said solemnly: “Of course, most of the common people have just ended their lives of being displaced and leaving their homes, and expensive and extravagant services or products will cause serious problems. The rise of social injustice has exacerbated the gap between the rich and the poor, which is not conducive to the stability and unity of the entire society. In order to build a harmonious society, the Palace—my old man—decided to temporarily suspend and prohibit the implementation of this business plan.”
He choked for a long time, finally wiped his sweat, and handed me a freshly peeled big water chestnut, "Then, you should eat more water chestnuts."
I chewed loudly and said with a smile: "Is the water chestnut produced in the back mountain high?"
Xiao Yu yelled loudly, indicating that the answer was "yes".
Sima Yun: "..."
It was rare for him to be so polite to me today, and my tone softened, and I said with a smile: "I came here for two things, one is that I gave Xiao Yu a pair of shoes a while ago."
I took out a pair of cloth shoes with a red raccoon with big ears embroidered on the insole.Xiao Yu's purple eyes sparkled, he touched Ah Li's fox ears, leaned forward and kissed him deeply, and looked at Sima Yun, as if he had made up his mind to stay.Sima Yun took a few glances, lowered his eyes, finally sighed, took the pair of shoes, and put them on for Xiao Yu himself.
I was moved in my heart, "Thank you."
He ignored me and went to peel water chestnuts silently, like a good-tempered primary school student studying.
I coughed and continued: "There is one more thing, I want to talk to the Holy Master, let Xiao Yu be the companion of Nanjia Shizi, so that he can go up there, what do you think?"
He looked at me blankly for five seconds, then threw his head back and laughed.
I hid back, looked at the dust shaking off the roof, and thought: I have to greet his attending doctor.
But he stopped laughing all of a sudden, and looked at me with bright eyes, "You really didn't give up."
It was horrible, I took another step back and swallowed, "Indeed, the evil spirit never dies."
His eyes turned slightly melancholy, he gently held my hand, "You..."
I was so scared that I withdrew my hand.This kid even flirted with a pregnant woman, "I'll go back first, I'm afraid Feibai will come looking for me."
Anyway, I had a wonderful afternoon, Sima Yun was almost driven crazy by me.
When I left, he helped me carry a big bag of water chestnuts. I looked around and asked Sima Yun, "Hey, where is Mrs. Yaoji? I want to say goodbye to her."
"The queen mother thinks she is taking care of the husband. He was still coughing up blood yesterday." Sima Yun frowned and said, "Why, don't you know? Brother Feng Ding wanted to kidnap the queen mother and escape from the dark palace. She was injured by a palm strike, and her health has not been very good since that day. The queen mother has been taking care of her husband personally, she dare not speak out, for fear that the emperor will harm Feng Ding."
Sima Yun said that pregnant women should not go to the hot spring room, because it is not good for the child. He suggested that I wait until after giving birth. Jinxiu and Feiliu would be implicated again, and he became anxious again.
Sima Yun comforted me and said: "Don't worry, I will never let the Holy Majesty harm the original Fengding. The Holy Majesty is a person who is affectionate. I think that as long as the Royal Concubine Jin can convert to Buddhism with peace of mind, he will not do anything to her. "
I nodded worriedly and returned to the ground.Feibai is still going up.When other people are pregnant, they always want to vomit, sleep, and eat, but apart from occasional nausea, I always want to go, and when I think of dinner, I get tired of it, and I just want to eat fruit.And since I ate Sima Yuncai's tender water chestnuts last time, my mouth is watering just thinking about it now.
There are also water chestnuts in the Taiye Pond in the palace, but the taste is not as good as that picked by Sima Yun, so I secretly asked Sima Yun.He seemed very happy, he finally found out that we have something in common, so he sent me a lot, but the pain was not in vain, and he gnawed water chestnuts with me every day.
On the first day of March, Feibai was going to court, and after I finished reading the account, Qi let go of the goods. I was too busy alone, so I took Xiaoyu and Weiwei to find my pregnant friend Pearl to play.I didn't want to say anything, so I asked Yuhua to find a small green cloth sedan chair and sneak out through the west corner gate.When I first came to the street and passed the canal along the street, I heard someone screaming on the street, and a corpse floated up.
I sent Weiwei to inquire, but she came back with a pale face and clutching her nose, and reported that the man's face had been rotted, and only a big mole was still vaguely visible on the chin.I was startled, could it be Chen Yujiao?Instant nausea.
Weiwei said: "It's an elderly woman. According to Wu Zuo, she slipped into the river and drowned a few days ago. The Wei River has risen in the past few days, and the body was washed up. The big gold ingot looks like a gold ingot custom-made by the Ministry of Internal Affairs, the queen should leave quickly, so as not to get bad luck."
I suppressed my nausea and asked them to bury Chen Yujiao with the gold ingot.Sure enough, the mysteries of life experience are difficult to unravel.Forget it, I am very happy now, let everything go with the wind.
I was thinking like this, and when I came to Pearl's Mansion, I didn't want to see Pearl with a big belly crying, and Yu Feiyan was comforting her.
"What's the matter, sister-in-law?" It's strange that Pearl would cry like this sometimes.A few days ago, she also told me about child rearing, what should be less wind and less tears.
Could it be that Yu Feiyan is going to marry the younger one?
I didn't want Pearl to see me cry more, she pulled me to tears and said: "My elder brother somehow bribed the guards and wanted to escape from the dark palace. My father was on duty that day, and my elder brother injured my father. Yesterday he He wanted to escape from prison again, but this time he wounded his mother, Anshen tried to stop him, but was stabbed by him with a knife, and he died just now, and his father also died in a panic."
I was shocked, "Fengding, you are so confused!"
I came to the dark palace with Pearl, but I saw Sima Yaoji sitting in front of two coffins in plain clothes without any hairpins.Xiao Yu held Yao Ji's hand tightly and slept on her lap, with Que'er beside her.When Yaoji saw the pearl, she immediately burst into tears, and the mother and daughter hugged each other and wept.
This is the first time Pearl returns to her natal family, but she doesn't want to come to attend the funeral of her father and brother.I was afraid that Pearl would be too sad and it would be bad for the child, so I tried my best to persuade her for a long time.
I made incense for Yuan Qingjiang and Sima Yun, and sighed in my heart, how many sins did the Yuan ancestors commit in their previous lives, and why did they all end up being murdered by their fathers and mothers?
Thinking of Sima Yun peeling water chestnuts for me and Xiao Yu a few days ago, thinking only about liberating the Sima family, I couldn't help feeling a little sad in my heart.I bowed deeply in front of his memorial tablet, and said to him secretly: "Sima Yun, I have always cherished the friendship between us, you can go at ease, I will definitely take good care of Xiaoyu."
I hurried back to the palace, and sure enough, Qi Fang sent bad news. Originally, Feng Ding really went to Famen Temple to rob the imperial concubine Jin, and was entangled with the old department to take Feiliu from Qinling.My brain was buzzing all of a sudden.Why did Feng Ding do this? It was tantamount to forcing Feibai to kill Jinxiu and Feiliu.
When I returned to Xifengyuan, Feibai had been waiting for a long time, he said helplessly: "Your body is important, don't run around."
I asked him displeasedly: "What time is it, and you still want to keep it from me? What happened to Jinxiu and Feiliu?"
Feibai shook his head, "I have sent Changzong to investigate, but Yuan Fengding has taken them to nowhere."
On the fifth day of March, Qi Fang came back and came to report secretly before entering the palace.
"Returning to the master, I wanted to find out the cause of Chen Yujiao's death, but someone dug up Chen Yujiao's body and burned it earlier. There was no residue left, and the buried gold ingot was gone. I sent someone to investigate for a long time before I found out It was rumored that the order was directly issued by the Ministry of Punishment, and the reason was that they were afraid of contagious disease. I think this is a bit strange, Chen Yujiao is not as simple as drowning, but the murderer is destroying the body."
Why would someone dislike Chen Yujiao?As I thought about it, Qi Fang said in a low voice: "Maybe some people don't want the master to find out his background. It's not difficult to find out. You can find out when you go to the Ministry of Internal Affairs."
Who is this person?A bad feeling came over me.Since Sima Yun passed away, I originally wanted to abide by the agreement with Sima Yun and take Xiaoyu up in the name of being Chongyang's companion.But it is not in vain to say that Mrs. Yao Ji's mood is very unstable now, and she cannot leave Xiao Yu for a moment.Pearl also confirmed this statement, so I had to give up for the time being.Then the instinct of the pregnant woman wakes up.
I started to lethargy, and I slept most of the day.Lin Biyan became more and more silent, and only told me that because I was already weak, I encountered Ming Fengqing's poisoning case at the beginning of pregnancy, the fetus was frightened, and after the pain of the death of the deceased, my emotions also needed to be adjusted, and I had to rest well .I had no choice but to hand over the business to Xiao Fang and focus on getting a good night's sleep.
On the second day of April, the spring breeze is blowing, and all kinds of flowers are in full bloom, especially the cherry blossoms are the most gorgeous and prosperous.Feibai set up a cherry feast under the two rows of big cherry trees in Linde Hall.The biggest cherry tree is next to the Dafeng Pavilion, and there is a running water mechanism in the Dafeng Pavilion, which can be used to bend the water.
I was relatively sober that day, and I heard that the great poet Cai Min, who had been painting at home recently, had also given Feibai a face, so I also went happily.I still yawned non-stop during the dinner, but listening to Feibai fighting poetry with the Eighteen Scholars and Qi Fang was also very interesting.As expected of a great poet, Cai Min won again in a short while, and this time also defeated the young and famous Saint.I saw that Feibai was getting more and more courageous, so he just smiled and asked Feng Weicong to reward Cai Min with a fancy gold ingot.
Cai Min had always been aloof, so he was not in a hurry to put away the gold ingot, but just put it aside, smiled and thanked him.
At this time, a piece of cherry blossom floated on the tip of my nose, Fei Bai pulled me, smiled and picked the bright red piece for me personally.He looked at me tenderly for a while, and asked to write a poem with the theme of "Huayan" and the rhyme of the word "petal", vowing to fight Cai Min to the end.
My face turned red all of a sudden, and I got up and changed my clothes embarrassedly.走过蔡敏时，我不小心踢到了他那枚宝贝金锭，便着小玉拾起来，还给蔡敏。
我们走出麟德殿，路上小玉嘟囔道：“圣上最近也忒大方了，这颂莲金锭，内务府统共就御制了十枚。好家伙，今日里，一口气便送了五锭。”
我打趣道：“小玉的眼神可真够好的，隔那么老远也能够看得清楚啊，确定全是颂莲金锭？”
薇薇也嘟着嘴笑道：“你就吹吧，离那么远我连蔡先生长什么样都没看清呢。”
小玉高高地仰起头，傲然道：“那是，先生忘记啦？那可是我亲自设计的，一准没错。上回先生说样子好看，顺手取了一两，赏给了陈玉娇，剩下的便全交给冯伟丛了。”
之后，她略有些气鼓鼓地道：“上回我想给夕颜公主，这冯伟丛小气得也只拿出四锭来。”
我忍不住哈哈大笑起来，一时没留神，把肚子笑抽筋了，痛得有些站不稳。小玉和薇薇吓得忙送我到最近的宫殿休息。等我躺下，才发现我们竟然进了非白白天同韩先生约会的地方——崇元殿。
崇元殿的奴婢急忙伺候着，薇薇趾高气扬地让奴婢送上花蜜水，我喝了些花蜜水，便让人出去，躺在香妃榻小睡了一会儿。
醒来的时候不痛了，正想叫人进来，看到非白的书桌上一堆折子，有点儿乱，就站起来，想亲自帮他收拾一下。一抬头看到对面墙上挂着一幅他当年为我作的《春闺赏荷图》，不由心中一热，难为他时时刻刻把我记挂在心上。
我满心甜蜜地走上前去为那幅画拂了拂尘，我袖子里的倾城突然跳了出来，跑到茶几上，然后一下子隐到那幅画后面。我正要掀开画把倾城赶出来，不想那画一下子缩了上去，露出一个暗阁。倾城叼了个金如意站到我面前，我一下子愣住了。
倾城似乎察觉到我的犹豫，小小的鼠眼紧紧地盯着我，又叼着金如意向前凑了凑。我只得接下来，往暗阁的锁孔中一插，暗阁立时打开。里面放着一些黑梅内卫送来的密件，都是些朝中众臣宴饮对答录。想是非白不放心，着内卫监视。我正要关上，忽然看到里面还有一个银线香囊。非白哪来这么个香囊？我取来打开一看，却见里面安然放着一枚黄澄澄的颂莲金锭。
我的脑袋一下子开始混沌，这到底是怎么一回事？颂莲金锭设计得非常繁复，所以制作难度很高，统共只做了十锭。上回长安之盟，送给夕颜四锭，今日五锭赏给翰林学士，连着陈玉娇身上的一锭，正好十锭。陈玉娇落葬时，我没有取回那枚金锭，她的尸身被秘密活化时，那枚金锭却不翼而飞，却没料想在非白的暗阁里。难道暗中将陈玉娇杀害并毁尸灭迹的是非白？Why is that?
我不动声色地回到了西枫苑，一声不响地躺倒在赏心阁。
酉时，非白回来了，他担心地摸了摸我的额头，“我等了你好一会儿呢，小玉说你在崇元殿歇了好一会儿，怎么突然不舒服了呢，脸色这样差？”
“我刚问过薇薇了，你今儿一天都没吃东西。”非白端着我最爱的汝窑盏过来，小心翼翼地扶起我，细细哄道：“再辛苦也要为了肚子里的孩子喝点蜂蜜珍珠水吧。怎么了？今天朕赛诗输了，你不开心啦？”
“你在那里瞪着我做什么？”曾经让我迷恋的绝世笑容此刻在我心里激起无限的恐惧。他不解地看着我，然后调侃道：“莫非你想吃我？”
我也笑了，微微推开那盏蜂蜜水，“非白，先帝派陈大娘送我们小五义进西京时，你可知我们几个的身世？”
非白皱了皱眉，“这是多少年前的陈芝麻烂谷子了，你问这个干什么？”
我哦了一声，又躺了下来，“我这几日老是嗜睡，也不知道锦绣他们怎么样了。”
“你可知道这回奉定不但害死了阿遽，还打死了亲父。”非白冷冷道，“我已经给过奉定和锦绣多少机会了，这回是他们逼我的。”
非白的手狠狠地攥紧了，俊面狰狞起来，背着我走到花梨木桌，狠狠地一捶桌面。桌上正放着一个银线香囊，里面放着的那枚金锭被震了出来，滚到了他面前。
我细细地盯着他，没有错过他的一丝表情。他拿起那枚金锭，笑道：“咦？你什么时候偷了朕的金锭？”
我慢慢地坐了起来，下床走向他，淡淡道：“非白，你知道吗？很久以前我就一直疑惑，二哥是先帝同亲妹乱伦的私生子，是以先帝乐意他回到原家。而碧莹是明家女儿，他要利用她来打开地宫银盒，好控制《无相真经》。大哥是平鲁将军的私生子，也许将来有一天能成为可造之材，用来牵制平鲁将军。那么，我同锦绣呢？”
这是我一直百思不得其解的问题。就因为我们的娘亲长着一双紫眼睛，被人说是天女，而天女的孩子会成为命运之子？像先帝这样聪明的人怎么会真的相信那民间传闻呢？
非白飞快地收起来表情，若无其事地仰天长叹道：“求你了，我的祖奶奶，能别乱想了吗？身体要紧。”那绝世的容颜分明写着焦急担忧，可那双熟悉的凤目却有着一丝莫名的诡异。
也不知怎么的，我忽然想起段月容来。元庆年间，段月容在汝州战场上对着我喊的口型为什么是妖孽呢？我想起来了，那时他看向的其实不是我，而是我的身后。那时我感到有人偷袭，所以我回身误杀了非白。
我一下子明白了，难道说、难道说那时非白其实不是想救我，而是真的想、真的想杀我？而段月容已经看到了，一时着急，所以他口里的妖孽是非白，而不是偷袭者？我的腹中开始有丝隐隐的痛意，我下意识地紧了小腹。
“你一直在我的药中下着使我嗜睡的药物吧？”流泪之时，我却同他一样笑了起来，“所以便没有时间去追查我的身世。”
他还是站在那里瞪着我，那绝世俊颜开始扭曲。
“直到今天，我才明白，”我的泪如泉涌，浑身如置冰窟，“因为……我们才是明家真真正正的后人。”
“青媚是你安插在我和齐放身边的眼线，当日巧遇陈玉娇，青媚便报给你，你便急急忙忙地传我入宫，暗中杀死了陈玉娇，然后急急忙忙地丢入运河。陈玉娇恋财，死都不愿意放开这枚金锭，不想渭河上涨，尸首浮上水面，你便急忙令人毁尸灭迹，顺道取回了这枚金锭。”
他的笑容终于慢慢敛去，脸色发青。
“你的父亲，还有明风卿，哦，对了，还有段月容，他也曾经对我说过，真正的仇恨如何能够轻易得解？”我笼在金丝梅花袖里的手无意识地捏紧了酬情，其实耳边已经听不到自己的声音了，周围的景物也看不真切，眼前唯有一人，“如今，我终于明白了。”
段月容的话在脑海中不停地翻滚，仿佛在我心中放了一把熊熊烈火。周围的一切都没有了声响，只剩下那把火不停地焚烧着我的内心。我终于明白了那句话的意思，一切皆是仇恨所结的罪恶之果。
“方才我睡下的时候，一直在想一个问题。”我走到他面前，看着那双凤目，“无论东营、西营，或是黑梅内卫，都可以轻易地把陈玉娇收拾得干干净净，然后把那枚金子熔了，这个秘密便可以被永远封存，我们便可以幸福地白头偕老。可是你没有这么做，因为，你在内心深处希望我看到。”
非白垂眸道：“一派胡言！”
“我原来一直在想，那原青舞的心是怎么长的，明风卿怎么可以利用早已伤痕累累的亲生女儿来行凶？因为这世上唯一一种同爱一样具有强大力量的，便是恨。”
我呵呵笑了一下，我从来不知道自己的笑声可以这样可怕，这样神经质。
“可是有一个人的心比他们更黑、更狠，他不单要仇人死，更要让他仇人的女儿爱上他，为他卖命，让她为了他亲手杀光自己所有的族人，然后再给她看真相，看着她挣扎，生不如死。你说这样的人的心……他、他是怎么长的呢？”
非白的脸停在黑暗中，可是我却知道，他那潋滟的凤目正凝望着我。
“非白，同我说说？”我长叹一声，心如同撕裂一般，“同我说说当年你看着锦绣为你去伺候先帝时的心情吧。”
当我说完最后一个字的时候，我已经鬼使神差地来到了他眼前，当酬情刺向他胸膛的时候，我的意识也随之崩溃。
我向冰冷的地面倒去，却没有摔疼。偷袭我的青媚半抱着我跪在我身边，可能是怕伤害到我腹中的胎儿，她紧张地看着原非白，“属下护驾来迟，罪该万死。”
我看不到原非白，只见那半片白袍飘到我的面前，那下摆上凌厉的龙爪冷眼看着我，似在嘲笑着我的愚蠢，“朕乃真龙天子，有神龙护体，自是无妨。刺客伤了皇后，还不快去追查下落？”
青媚终于转头愣愣地看了我一眼，大声应诺，疾步而出。
他没有叫宫女，只是蹲了下来，歪头看着我。我却闭上了眼，当时的我连看着他都觉得肮脏。只听他淡淡的声音响起，“木槿，忘记了吗？你把段月容的宝甲给了我。”
我想我应该哭的，可是眼泪划过我鼻梁的时候，我却嘲讽地笑了。我怎么给忘记了，我把该死的天蚕甲都给他了。
瑜者非瑜，墨者非墨。
我想我还真他妈的蠢，明煦日、明煦兰都曾经提醒过我，就连段月容也委婉地暗示我，这个原非白是一个恶魔，可是我却一次又一次地将他美化成了天使。
一瞬间，一切变成了乱麻的拧结……
心碎代替曾经的甜蜜，仇恨充溢着曾经幸福的心灵。
我再次绝望地失去了全部意识。
黑暗中，飘来一片嫣红，胭脂梅花正舞得灿烂。我看到少年时代的碧莹正在溪边弹着琴，琴声略略有些变调，可是我还是听得出来，是一首《长相守》。阳光照在她白皙的肌肤上，泛着淡淡的金光。一曲终了，她抬头看到了我，温婉一笑。
我走过去，坐在她身边，难受的拉着她的手，千言万语梗在喉头，任凭泪水往下淌，“对不起。”
她对我轻摇头，释然地笑了。
我靠在她瘦削的香肩上，哽咽道：“我是一个傻瓜。”
她用冰冷的手轻抚着我的脸庞，温柔地看着我，又对我微笑了，“你是一个母亲。”
我的泪水更凶，她却已悠悠地到了溪水对岸，再转身时，已化作了我们最后见面时的模样，穿着那件碧色的襦裙。不远处有一个小小的身影跑过来，亲热地扑到她身上，“阿娜、阿娜。”
她快乐地抱起小身影，亲了一口，扭头对我温然笑道：“好木槿，不要伤心，也不要回头，更不要听他胡说，我相信你可以改变那诅咒，还有命运。”
Who is he?What curse?什么命运？我不解地看着她。
可是，碧莹的笑容忽然凝注了，她抱着那个小身影盯着我身后，面容上渐渐出现了一丝凝固的悲哀，慢慢消失了踪影。
我忽然感到身后站了一个高大人影，投下一大片阴影，溪水中慢慢漾开了一片血红色，一只有乌黑指甲的手搭上我的肩膀。
撒鲁尔的声音在我身后响起，那样冷酷，那样乖戾，仿佛积聚了所有的恨，对我咆哮道：“诅咒永无可解，你将再一次心碎死去。”
有器物摔碎的声音猛地把我骇醒。我一下子睁开眼睛，映入眼帘的是一片银红蝉翼纱，上面细密地织着穿花百蝶，栩栩如生，似要飞出来。姽婳见我醒了，便过来掀开纱帘扶我起来，立时一片珠光宝气耀着我的眼。我眯了眯眼，适应室内的光线。隔着连珠帐子，却见外间有个小丫头正抖着身子收拾一盏琉璃盅。
薇薇闻声进来，叉起小蛮腰骂道：“作死的，小荷，你又闯祸了，嫌在这里太安静还是咋的？莫非看我们好欺负？”薇薇恨恨道：“哼，你们暗宫的都不是好东西！是不是想逼死皇后和她肚子里的太子啊？”
小荷也就是十三岁，苍白的小脸满是稚气和恐慌，猛地跪在地上，告饶不已。
我叹了一口气，“薇薇，你且消停些吧，她还是孩子。姽婳，带她出去看看手伤着没有。”
我抬头看着顶上镶着的一块大紫晶石，正要开口问，薇薇，你算算今日外面是什么节气，这时，姽婳在外面报说，瑶姬夫人前来看皇后了。
我便扶着薇薇站起来。满头素钗的瑶姬走进来，免了我的礼。
她摘下面具，轻轻抚上我微微隆起的小腹，微笑道：“这几日可害喜吗？”
我淡淡说：“好多了，多谢夫人关心。”
自从那日，我发现我才是明家后人，我醒来的时候，人已经在地下，还是原来那间子母堂，也就是司马遽上次为我们剥菱子的地方。
非白命人几乎把赏心阁全都搬到了这里，可是我不喜欢墙顶太过富丽耀眼的装饰，他便令人稍作修建。
姽婳、薇薇也被派下来跟着我，我看姽婳殊无异色，果然她告诉我，她本出身暗宫，她父母在一场瘟疫中早亡，她才被挑中成为一个东营暗人。
可是薇薇刚进来时吓得天天哭，泪水绝对已经超过了我这几个月来的总量。直到姽婳吓唬她说，暗宫中人皆知道，鹤叔的脑子不正常，他最爱生吃爱哭的女子了，如果再哭，他就会寻来求瑶姬夫人把你要过去。
薇薇立时止住了哭声，极度惊恐地看着我们。
非白把小玉软禁在赏心阁，掩人耳目，对外宣称，我怀孕静养，概不见客。
一开始几天我绝食，一心寻死，无论众人怎么劝，我都了无生意，瑶姬夫人甚至想用武力逼我，可是一放手，我立刻全吐出来了。后来珍珠也来了，她对我泣道：“小兔被圣上带到宫中去陪伴皇后了。”
我当下哈哈大笑起来，笑得眼泪都流出来了。我扶起同是孕妇的珍珠，几乎听不出自己的声音，“请大嫂放心，一切都会好的。”
我开始恢复饮食，可是害喜害得厉害，每吃一口就要吐两口。可是我怕非白要对付于飞燕，因为于飞燕毕竟功高盖主，于是使劲吃，直吃得连血都吐出来了，涕泪直流，连瑶姬都看不下去了，为我流下了眼泪，然后便又是林毕延来看我。
我悄悄问林毕延关于锦绣的消息，好在锦绣和奉定仍然行踪未卜，我松了一口气。
“林神医，”我白着嘴唇看着林毕延，对他笑道，“其实您一早便知道我同锦绣的身世吧？”
林毕延叹了一口气，“那一年明风扬为避家族争斗，正流落到高昌。他本就练《无泪经》不得法，突遭巨变，逃过几番追杀，人便重重病倒了，依秀塔尔救了他。当时我正好潜进来同都美儿相会，便救了他。明风扬是一个古道热肠的好人，而天女的善良和真诚感动了明风扬。请皇后放心，您的父亲同您的母亲是真心相爱的，可是明风扬摆脱不了一个'明'字，他必须回去复仇。他走后，依秀塔尔才发现自己有了孩子。所以老夫也怀疑，明风卿是否知道明氏还有遗留在外的骨血。”
我流泪道：“您为什么不早告诉我呢？”
林毕延看了我许久，“老夫这一生经历无数的人事，却从没有见过像踏雪公子对夫人这样忠贞的情事，也许他一开始是恶意，可事后所发生的一切已经表明他的悔意和真诚。人这一辈子不能选择两件事，一是自己的出身，二便是所爱上的人，一切烦恼不过情非得已。即便是圣上自己，在这四大家族中，也不过是一叶苦命的灵魂，而您也怀上了心爱之人的孩子。”林毕延轻拍我的手，慈和道：“如今悲剧已经太多了，是否可以改变这里扭曲的故事，停止一切悲剧，就全看您自己了。”
我渐渐平静下来，非白差人来探过我的口风，可是我还是不想见他，但听说我慢慢恢复了饮食，便准珍珠和瑶姬经常来看我。
每过几天，我就在墙上画一个正字，转眼已经有了四个正字。这二十天里，我竟然没有疯掉，感觉很神奇。
我不太明白非白为什么要把我囚禁在这里，楼上紫栖宫光冷宫就有几百间房间可以用，可是他偏选择这里，也许是为了惩罚，所以我见不到阳光。
这一日，瑶姬带着小彧前来看我，驳斥了我的观点，“非也。木槿，这是原氏的规矩，为了显示同暗宫的诚意，原氏家主最爱的妇人生产必然是在暗宫的子母堂。”
我冷笑，“想必是等着我生一对双生子，然后留一个在暗宫吧。”我摸着小彧温热的脸，黯淡道：“就像咱们小彧一样。”
瑶姬没有说话，眼圈却红了起来，美丽的眼中深藏着一种母亲的悲恸，叹了一口气，取来上次送我的那一副贵重面具，“我来教你做面具吧。”她手把手地教我，一边安慰我，“圣上日日问起你的境况，食不知味，夜不能寐，想必将来只要皇后愿意，圣上必会如你所愿。”
后来瑶姬夫人承认了我没有艺术细胞，所做的面具要么就是歪瓜裂枣，要么就是怒目圆睁，渐渐地作为完美主义者的她放弃了。
这一日，瑶姬和珍珠前来，后面雀儿端了一个玛瑙盘子，上面盛了一堆极新鲜的荔枝。
薇薇见了，不觉惊呼：“哇，这荔枝好新鲜，这得费多少功夫才能弄到长安来啊。”
瑶姬笑道：“有人听说皇后爱吃荔枝，巴巴地命人跑死了好几匹快马，专程从南国千金购得，木槿，还不快来尝尝。”
我慢吞吞地过来，“无功受禄，何以克当？”
众人皆一阵尴尬。
还是瑶姬涵养好，笑道：“圣上御膳，平素不过三菜一汤，平时又节衣缩食，后宫俸例减半，却不理言官直谏，把千金散尽只为佳人一笑，依本宫看千金倒是其次的，主要是心意难得啊。再过几个月，他就是孩子他爹了，还气他一辈子不成？”她见我默然不语，便拉我过来，亲自剥了一个，“好歹来尝一个，甜不。”
我一口咬下，微微点了头，然后自己动手剥了一个荔枝大嚼，众人大喜。
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