Chapter 34 Section 33

"You don't need to tell Ye Rong. But, I'm relieved." He put his hand into the pocket of his suit trousers very slowly, "It's ridiculous, it turns out that someone's promise is so worthless, and it changes as soon as it is said." He... is he talking about me? promise? When can we talk about promises between us? Does it mean my ridiculous declaration a long time ago? ——Zhuang Xu I will always like you, even if you don't accept it now, I won't change, just wait for me to fix you! It's fine if you don't like me, it's fine if you're already with someone else.Why come here, talk about the past, embarrass me?

A worthless promise, no matter how valuable the promise is, who cares!Are you rare? Resisting the soreness in my eyes, I said softly, "I'm not hard-hearted. If someone likes me and treats me well, I will be tempted, and will... change their minds. What's so strange about it." There was another moment of silence, and then he laughed mockingly: "You are right, you are not hard-hearted, it is so strange to change your mind, no one has ever changed." "Nie Xiguang, thank you for letting me know my way back." Where is the lost?Where has he gone astray?It's... so ridiculous.

Isn't it me who has been lingering in the lost way? The sockets of my eyes were so sore, I tried my best to open my eyes wide and restrained myself, but I couldn't control the tightness in my heart, and I desperately wanted to curl myself up. Zhuang Xu's figure completely disappeared around the corner. I leaned against the wall without strength, and finally slid slowly along the wall, burying my head and hugging my knees. I know that I am too conspicuous, I know that there will be people walking up and down this corridor at any time, but I have no choice, no way to use so much effort to pretend to behave naturally, to pretend nothing happened.

"Don't cry, don't cry, you are so stupid to cry for him." Only this sentence is repeated in my heart. But what a fool I am. In this corridor where people would come anytime, I buried my head and cried silently. Until he was pulled up forcefully. Lin Yusen stared closely into my eyes with a complex and difficult to distinguish expression. What a shame.I turned my head away and wiped my eyes vigorously. "Don't worry about me." I said sullenly, "I'll be fine soon, in a minute." "Why don't you follow the law? You are so unbelievable."

He sighed slightly. "Confession here is really lowering my grade, but you cry like this, I don't take advantage of it, and I'm sorry for my IQ. Nie Xiguang, tell me, what should I do?" His voice was low and soft, like a gentle breeze blowing gently, and his tone seemed to be slightly confused, gently touching my heart. But slowly comprehending the meaning of his words, he suddenly felt as if he was being dizzy by a gust of wind. Confession?What's the meaning? Sneak in?What's the meaning? "Just now at the entrance of the banquet hall, I ran into your classmate who works in Shengyuan. I said to her, 'If I were you, I would not go there'. But I broke my promise. I said to myself, in another day It's been thirty for two years, don't be impatient like a little boy, but I just can't hold back."

"I am completely determined, but I hope she will change her mind quickly." He looked at me, his tone so soft, "Nie Xiguang, don't play dumb." "I didn't pretend to be stupid." My mind was completely messed up, and I stared at him blankly and said, "I just realized it, and it's too late to pretend." He suddenly laughed softly, and his laughter was full of joy. "Nie Xiguang, you really..." As soon as he lowered his head, the warm breath was very close, covering my whole body from top to bottom, leaving me almost no room to move. When I raised my eyes awkwardly, he paused, took a step back quickly, and relaxed opened my hand.

Only now did I realize that he had been holding my hand just now. Time seemed to stand still for a long time, he breathed steadily, and handed me the bag in his hand. "I went to get it in the car and changed it. I bought so many beautiful dresses. It would be a pity not to wear them for everyone to see." I carried the clothes stuffed into my hands and walked to the bathroom again, as if I was stepping on clouds. When I turned the corner, I couldn't help but stop and looked at Lin Yusen, who was standing against the wall, his gaze fell on the ground.He is always so high-spirited, confident and composed, but at this moment, I actually feel that his posture is extremely lonely.

He just said...he likes me? Lin Yusen... ……I? I changed my clothes and returned to the banquet with Lin Yusen.After sitting for a while, he got up and said goodbye. The bride and groom and the best man and bridesmaids have already seen off the guests at the hotel entrance. The boss patted me: "No way, you actually changed into another outfit. Hey, this one is also very beautiful. Miss, you bring more outfits than me as a bride." I glanced at her dully, and couldn't form a word to answer her in my mind for a while. Lin Yusen smiled and said, "It will snow in the afternoon, and the traffic will be inconvenient then, so let's go first."

The boss also showed the host's appearance: "Thank you for attending our wedding." When walking out of the hotel, Zhuang Xu had just finished seeing off a guest and turned around. His tall body could pass me by, and with the chill coming in from outside the room, I subconsciously gave way to Lin Yusen. There were actually scattered snowflakes outside. Walking beside Lin Yusen, I have never felt so unnatural. For a while, I just feel that the presence of the people around me is so strong that it makes people feel overwhelmed.With his hands in his coat pockets, he walked unhurriedly for a while, then suddenly spoke.

"It turns out that my confession also has the effect of general anesthesia." I stopped my steps stiffly and looked down at my toes. "Sorry!" There was silence overhead. "Nie Xiguang, you shouldn't reject me like this." "You should say with confidence, Lin Yusen, I haven't taken a fancy to you yet, and you haven't met my requirements. Instead of this, it seems that you have done something sorry to me." "no." I quickly raised my head, almost subconsciously denying his statement. How could he fail to meet my requirements.Such a talented and outstanding man, even if I imagined what my other half would look like when I was young, I would be ashamed to imagine it so perfectly.

But if you still feel sad and uncomfortable for one person, how can you be qualified to accept another person? "I'm just," I paused, "I just haven't forgotten the person I liked before... Just now, you saw it too. If two people want to be together, they must be wholehearted. I can't do it now. " Lin Yusen looked at me and smiled slightly. "Actually, I lied to you just now at the hotel." What?I looked at him in surprise, and my heart skipped a beat. "I said, I'm sorry for my IQ for not taking advantage of it. In fact, I was sorry for my IQ when I confessed to you at that time. I'm sorry for the annual plan I argued all night yesterday. But...it turns out that these things are all involuntary. It's impossible to calculate." He smiled, "This is the first time I experience this feeling, it's really fresh." "I know you'll refuse. But so quickly...what to do, I'm a little, uh, shameless to see Jiangdong's elders. But it's also expected, and there is a feeling that although it is a tumor, it is fortunately benign. " He nodded, feeling pretty good, "Well, it seems that we can only proceed step by step, so let's talk about this first, let's talk about it when we go back to Suzhou?" Say more, say more? Did you see how dizzy I was, with stars in my eyes? I'm clearly expressing my meaning very seriously, but what's the matter with the feeling that I can't keep up with the rhythm in an instant? Tumor or something suddenly appeared in our conversation, is there really no problem? I tried to sort out the thoughts that had been disturbed by him, but failed after a minute.I had to settle for simpler problems. "I'm not going back to Suzhou, I... want to go back to Wuxi." I quickly explained, "Anyway, there is still a day and a half of vacation, and I haven't gone back to see my mother for a long time. The one who wants to drink my mother's boiled Soup, I..." "Do you need so many reasons to go home?" Lin Yusen was almost amused, "Okay, then I will take you to... the train station." "...No, I'll take a taxi and go." He finally sighed again. "Nie Xiguang, are you going to stay away from me from now on?" "No." I bit my lower lip in embarrassment, not knowing how to express myself tactfully, but finally defeated by my messy brain, I decided to be more direct. He is so smart, there is probably no difference between being direct and being tactful. "Isn't it too much to enjoy the care of others without accepting it?" He frowned slightly, and pretended to be thinking, "I'm not very experienced in this, but I'm like this, isn't it a normal pursuit step? So you mean, not only do you not accept me, but you are also not allowed to chase you?" "Chasing you" came out of Lin Yusen's mouth, and I was at a loss again.Moreover, why was it summed up by him, making me look like the overlord clause. "If in the end I still don't...why waste your time." "Nie Xiguang, it's fine if you don't have confidence in yourself, why don't you have confidence in me?" Lin Yusen looked at me with soft eyes. "Didn't you say that I'm good at everything?" He raised his brows slightly, "A girl like you can't bear to say 'I still didn't accept me in the end', so soft-hearted, I have to be so stupid to not catch up you?" Is this praising me or laughing at me... I looked at him speechlessly, and suddenly felt a little funny in embarrassment. "I'm so scared that I don't even dare to sit in my car..." He sighed and said, "I'm just pursuing you, not talking about business cooperation, but also talking about return on investment. Why do you have to think about it first? If you don't accept it Sorry, I?" "I'm chasing you, it's your benefit, not your burden." I stared blankly at him. "You said you still like someone else, so what's the problem?" He looked at me with a smile and said firmly, "I'll let you choose."