Chapter 78 Chapter 26 Dead End

Luo Zhi helped Belle move the huge box to the door of the dormitory building, and helped her swipe her card to open the electronic door. "Bon voyage." She waved her hand. "Take a good exam tomorrow. Also, wish you an early New Year!" Belle said with a smile. Luo Zhi watched Jiang Baili's thin back dragging a red suitcase disappear into the morning mist. The final exam of this year is very close to the New Year, so many students set off for home as soon as the exam is over.Luo Zhi still has to take the last double-degree introduction to law exam, so she stayed until now.She didn't book the train tickets at the college, and every time she went to the ticket office outside the east gate to buy tickets a week before going home, because only in this way could she buy a sleeper ticket.For a journey of more than ten hours, it is more comfortable to lie on the bed.

However, the situation this year is a little different. I don’t know if it’s because of the snowstorm. The Spring Festival travel season is even more tense than in previous years. All the ticket booking points are sold out. The moment she walked out of the subway entrance, she was in a daze again.Every time she came to Beijing Railway Station, she would feel an unknown feeling in her chest, beating along with her heart.The crowd in the square in front of the station seemed to be the ink that God accidentally poured down. Everyone's faces were blurred, but a cloud of anxiety and panic intertwined steamed up over the square.Luo Zhi's eyes glanced at the rural women sitting in groups of three or four tightly hugging the big and small bags under the lamppost, their headscarves and weather-beaten eyes and mouths were knotted, and they quickly turned away.

Maybe that emotion is called pity and powerlessness.But what is there to be pitiful about? Luo Zhi laughed at herself. Is there really any essential difference between her and them? She took a deep breath and walked towards the ticket hall. The hall is fairly orderly. There are about a dozen windows under the ticket information screen, and there are rows of queues behind it.Luo Zhi studied the information screen, and suddenly found that the tickets to R City had been sold out in recent days. Try your luck, she thought, and picked the shortest line and stood at the end. After waiting for a while, I found that the team was motionless.She took a few steps to the side and looked ahead, only to see four or five people blocked by the window, and some people swayed over from time to time trying to block it.

Soon there was restlessness in the team. Luo Zhi shook her head helplessly.Rules are the easiest thing to break, because non-compliance will bring additional benefits, uneven benefits will lead to resentment due to unfairness, and the pursuit of fairness will just break the balance, and eventually be trampled. The scum of the land is a rule with no effect. Such as the current situation. The corners of her mouth turned up, and she watched with a sarcasm that the staff who arrived late were mediating in the team, and four or five people had already quarreled. "Luo Zhi?" She was awakened from watching the excitement, and when she turned around, she suddenly saw Sheng Huainan's face.

A tall and straight boy in a white down jacket, with short hair and refreshing smiling eyes. It seems to be the blank space left by God when he splashed ink. In the crowded ticket hall, there is an unreal brilliance. Luo Zhi was stunned, "What a coincidence." "I just went to send the youngest son of Mr. Lu from the Youth League Committee to the train. Today, the Youth League Committee has an event and he can't get away from him. He is worried about letting the child ride the train by himself, so let me see him off. The people in our dormitory building are almost gone. , only Zhang Mingrui and I still have to take the exam."

"That's right." "By the way, I signed up for New Oriental's GRE class. The class starts every evening and lasts until the 29th of the New Year's Eve, so I booked a plane ticket for the morning of the 30th of the New Year's Eve and flew home directly to celebrate the New Year. Anyway, Bad enough." "Is it." Sheng Huainan was a little helpless by her simple answer, so he could only continue talking, "Just now I wanted to take the subway directly to catch up on sleep, but I wanted to come to the ticket hall to visit the grand Spring Festival travel event, but I ran into you, what a coincidence."

"Yes, what a coincidence." Luo Zhi nodded, and suddenly saw a staff member passing by a window with a sign of "Ticket sales suspended", sat down on the seat and took off the sign, she immediately ran over and threw Sheng Huainan where she was . The round-faced aunt just sat down in front of the computer when she saw Luo Zhi rushing towards her. "Little girl, you are lucky." Luo Zhi smiled, thinking, luck is indeed very good.Sure enough, good children who obey the rules will be rewarded by heaven in the end. "where to?" "City R, as long as it's not today or tomorrow, any time is fine."

After the exam tomorrow, I can leave at any time.Luo Zhi looked expectantly at her aunt typing on the keyboard twice. "It's best to be a sleeper." She added unwillingly. "What good things are you thinking of, girl, you can still get sleeper tickets at this time, are you kidding me?" The round-faced aunt put on a dumbfounding expression, "There are no more hard seats, so there are only standing tickets left, do you want it?" "Standing tickets?" "Standing tickets." "Standing tickets..." Luo Zhi's mind was blank, when she heard someone beside her answering, "Okay, I need a standing ticket, please."

Sheng Huainan's obedient smile appeared in front of his eyes, "I want the ticket for the latest day as possible, thank you." After he finished speaking, he turned around and patted Luo Zhi's shoulder, "Take this ticket as a backup first, buy the latest one, and give me some time to help you ask my parents' friends in Beijing to see if they can help you." Think of a way. Many cars with D prefix Z and T prefix are reserved as internal tickets, maybe there is a way to get one, let me try.” "Young man, then I will issue a ticket." The aunt shouted from the window.

"Okay, thank you!" Sheng Huainan took out the money and handed it in, took the pink ticket, pulled Luo Zhi's wrist and left the window. Luo Zhi was in a trance for a moment. Then he quickly lowered his head, took out his wallet and took out the paper money and handed it to him, "Give me the ticket, thank you." Sheng Huainan didn't refuse, took the money and accepted it, and then asked her, "Have you had breakfast? Let's go to KFC for a cup of hot cocoa, it's really cold today." It was such a kind and gentle tone, and the relationship was polite and distant, as if nothing had ever happened.

It was only then that Luo Zhi discovered that if both of them were standing on the coordinate axis, if Sheng Huainan's coordinate was 1 at the beginning, then Luo Zhi would be at the origin 0, and was tied to the origin with elastic tape.No matter whether she approaches in his positive direction, or flees in a negative direction with his back on her back, in the end, she will still be dragged back to the origin. "Don't bother, I'll use my standing ticket to go home." "Are you crazy? For more than ten hours, the hard-seat car was cold and crowded. You want to stand back? Do you know what the hard-seat car looks like during the Spring Festival travel season?" Sheng Huainan became serious, pinching her wrist with slight force. It's not intentional to make it difficult for me to refuse his kindness, after all, Luo Zhi has no enmity with her, so there's no reason to compete with him over standing tickets.She just felt terrified, because facing him, she was far from being determined and determined. If the previous farewell behavior was like trying to survive with a broken arm, then the peace of mind during this period of time can be regarded as giving time for the wound to heal.But this time, she had a premonition that the wound would tear open again, and blood would flow into rivers again.If she approached recklessly again, then the next time she would lose, she might not just lose an arm. Sheng Huainan's eyelashes trembled slightly, "Luo Zhi, are you... still angry with me?" "That sounds familiar," she covered up the coldness in her heart with a bright smile, "Can you improve a little bit?" He didn't intend to entangle her in this almost messy issue, but turned his head and said a little uncomfortably, "But there is one thing, I hope you don't mind, I am for your own good. You should still Stay away from Mr. Gu, this person's reputation in certain aspects..." Luo Zhi's eyes widened in surprise, but she didn't explain to him the reason why she and Gu Zhiye appeared together in front of the supermarket that day. She lowered her head and smiled, "Okay, I understand." With a kind of "this topic is enough" rejection. Sheng Huainan suddenly sighed helplessly, "Luo Zhi, you know what, I hope you can say to me flushed with anger, 'It doesn't matter who I'm with, why do you care about me' or something like that. ..." Luo Zhi burst out laughing, wouldn't that become a TV series? "I always feel that if you can lose control once, blame me a few words, or simply blame me, don't always be so tight, maybe I can get closer to you, maybe...do you understand what I'm talking about?" An angry "Why do you care about me" actually has a sense of grievance and coquettishness, so you can get closer, right?Luo Zhi drew a circle in her heart, raised her head and smiled brightly. "Then why me and not you?" she asked. "what?" "Why didn't you grab my shoulder and blushed and said, 'Tell me, what is the relationship between you and Mr. Gu? Didn't I tell you to stay away from him'" she imitated him His tone of voice raised his eyebrows, and he smiled sarcastically, but there was a flash of water in his eyes. "Sheng Huainan, it's much easier for you to come to me than it is for me to come to you." What was he doing when she was tossed by the invisible elastic tape until she was unable to struggle?Why is she close, and she is far away, but he just stood on his own coordinates with his hands behind his back, watched her struggle with the origin, and finally said regretfully, I'm sorry, you seem to have used the wrong method. "Maybe we all worry too much and are not brave enough..." Sheng Huainan's eyes were blank, and he didn't know what he was looking at. Luo Zhi simply laughed out loud. "'who are we?" Luo Zhi felt that her voice was trembling a little, and she really lost control. "Even though I have followed your back silently for many years, I have always been braver than you. When you held my hand in the playground in a daze, I held it firmer and harder than you. I have never hesitated or been cowardly. Yes. Many years ago, when I should be silent, I was silent; when I wanted to be with you, I worked hard; when I wanted to let go, I was the same, and I would not be entangled." Luo Zhi put the ticket into her wallet, turned around and left, but was suddenly pulled into an embrace. The familiar aroma of Ariel washing powder surrounded her, and she realized that she was shaking all over. "I know all about it." Sheng Huainan's voice rang in his left ear, so close that it was unreal. You do not know. "I know you have been silent for many years." You do not know. "I can see your hard work." But you don't understand. "But you are not qualified to let go." Luo Zhi wanted to get out of his embrace to refute, but was imprisoned even tighter. "It was you who provoked me." Sheng Huainan's tone was cool, but firm. "So you are responsible."