Chapter 59 Chapter 7 Who cares what the truth is?

"do not!" His words were cut off in the middle, and the girl in front of him screamed. It was the first time he saw her lose her composure.But after yelling, he stopped talking, just stared at him for a long time, like Mrs. Xianglin, only her eyes rolled occasionally, barely proving that she was a living thing. "I..." She said a single word, paused, and laughed, "Don't worry, I'll just pretend that I didn't hear anything. I just pretended nothing happened." "what?" "You, you think about it slowly for a month, and if you haven't changed your mind, come and tell me... Say what you wanted to say just now, think twice." This seems to be the result of her long-term thinking just now.

"What nonsense are you talking about? I don't want to think about it." "No, no, classmate, classmate, calm down, you have to think about it, you have to think about it," she pulled out her hand vigorously, and stepped back while waving her hand, "I did the math just now, you basically change your mind once a month, I don't I know if you have such special days every month, but I think you should think about it, I'm afraid of you..." "You only have such a special few days every month..." Sheng Huainan blushed from her anger. "I do have such a special few days every month... Ah." She continued to laugh, but he could clearly see that her smile was like paste, trembling, and about to fall off.You can even see the sadness and fear under the smile.

Sheng Huainan took a step forward to pull her, and she stepped back even more.He saw the obvious panic in her eyes - she should be really afraid of him.He lowered his hand and forced a smile, "I'm sorry." Luo Zhi didn't hide anymore, but also stood on the spot and lowered her head, her toes gently rubbed against the snow, drawing scars one after another. "I'm not someone who heals my scars and forgets the pain." Her voice was very soft, unlike anything she had said before, even when he was driven into anger, she could calmly joke and irony him Yes, but never showed weakness to him like now.

"You're too self-righteous, Sheng Huainan." I don't know if it's because the enthusiasm was poured down by a bucket of cold water, the words that were interrupted by her were like steamed buns that couldn't be swallowed, stuck in the chest, making it more uncomfortable.He also stopped smirking, and said with a little emotion, "You don't think that my previous behavior was all insanity." Maybe she sensed the displeasure in his words, she raised her head and smiled, "Do you think that you are extrajudicial, and I should say long live now?" He was getting more and more embarrassed, and he couldn't hold back his face.

"Get it straight. You've been keeping it from me, on the pretext that you're afraid I'll be hurt by having to make a low-profile explanation—I guess, maybe you're thinking, in case I'm innocent, such a toss , It hurts feelings very much. But, let’s not talk about whether you have the ability to find the truth, whether you will wrong me, at least in the current situation, I have to say, classmate, we have already hurt our feelings, so we should just break the jar , please make it clear." She put her hands behind her back, tilted her head, and smiled brightly and innocently.Sheng Huainan suddenly felt a little self-deprecating.He was so thoughtful by himself for a long time, but he messed up everything, and even got blamed.

It's not acting in a TV series, so why play this set.never mind. He looked her in the eyes and said, "Okay." "En." The other party waited for his showdown. "I was told that you liked me and had a crush on me since high school, is that true?" It seemed that Luo Zhi's shoulders shook slightly, but it didn't seem to. She lowered her head, her eyes flickering, "You get to the point." "You answer me first...is this true?" Sheng Huainan blushed a little. He knew that this was not the point, but he felt that this was actually the most important thing.

"So what?" "You even admitted that you like me, why are you dragging your feet on this issue?" Luo Zhi smiled wryly, stretched out her hand and tightened her collar, "No. This is different." "Because I have a girlfriend in high school?" I knew it in my heart, a little bitter.it is as expected. Unexpectedly, Luo Zhi couldn't help but laugh, "Eason Chan has a wife, it doesn't prevent me from liking him." "Then why didn't you answer?" She was silent for a long time, her eyes sparkling.Sheng Huainan was about to speak when he saw Luo Zhi turn his face away, as if a tear was falling.He was very surprised, and subconsciously stretched out his hand to help her wipe it off, but as soon as his hand touched her face, he was pushed away.

"Get to the point." Her voice suddenly became cold. He withdrew his hand and smiled wryly, "Then are you always...jealous of Ye Zhanyan because...because you have a crush on me?" Luo Zhi didn't panic or raise her head and stare at him innocently, as he imagined.Ever since he started asking that question about his secret love, her answering speed became very slow, and she had to think for a long time without saying a word. This attitude made him more and more disappointed. "I didn't." She still lowered her head and said slowly. "you have not?"

"I don't." "So, what about envy? If you think jealousy is malicious, then envy..." "Maybe there is a little envy, but it's not because she is your girlfriend." Slow and candid.He couldn't tell what he was feeling, and asked softly, "Then what do you envy?" Luo Zhi smiled like comforting a wayward child, and said, "I envy the spotlight behind the crystal." He has more doubts in his mind, and he can't say why he is so interested in these details. Is it because he procrastinated not to speak out about the allegations, or is he simply interested?

He suddenly remembered the "heart-to-heart" that he had sworn to that day.In fact, there seemed to be thousands of mountains and rivers between them, but he never paid attention to it, but Luo Zhi saw it clearly. When he made the promise, was she laughing at him? "It's so cold, tell me quickly." Her expression was gloomy, but she seemed to be indifferent to what he had to say. "I'm sorry, I was dawdling, but I suddenly feel... embarrassed to be honest with you." "Even I have the nerve to ask you if I have a crush on you, what's there to be embarrassed about?"

Sheng Huainan was startled.Yeah, what the hell is he procrastinating on. "After I broke up with Ye Zhanyan," he said with some difficulty, "did she find you at the end of the winter vacation of the freshman year, that is, before school started, and cried to you about the reason for our breakup, and then asked you to send an important letter to you?" Give me the letter, and a Swarovski pendant for you to bring to me after school starts. But you didn’t. Instead, you told her that I didn’t read the letter and threw it in the trash with the pendant. Is that right?” How much he wanted to see Luo Zhi suddenly raised his head and looked at him with a surprised and innocent expression.But there was nothing, her posture and expression remained motionless, she lowered her head quietly, as if she was thinking about something, her mood became more and more calm "Could it be...really?" Luo Zhi raised his head, and he found that her clear and bright eyes were full of smiles. "Are you sure, that's what happened?" "...Otherwise, what would it be like?" Sheng Huainan had to admit that the "funny" look was not a fake by Luo Zhi. "That's right. For you, this is indeed a very bad thing." Luo Zhi suppressed her smile. "But I just think it's ridiculous." Sheng Huainan was about to open his mouth to refute, when suddenly Luo Zhi asked again: "When did this happen?" "I... only found out in the middle of the night when we were skating." "Oh, no wonder." Luo Zhi smiled slightly, "You mean to say that I got in the way and ruined the two of you?" "yes." "It turned out to be like this," she mused, "It's like a novel. It's really like a novel. Who wrote the novel? It's really not level." "Someone told me so." "Who?" "Luo Zhi, I just want to hear from you, whether there is or not." "Who?" "I can't tell you..." "Who?" She smiled calmly. Sheng Huainan had no clue, he tried his best to say to her in a calm tone, "Actually, you don't need to know who said it..." "Let me ask you one last question, who?" "Okay," Sheng Huainan shrugged, "She said her name is Ding Shuijing." Luo Zhi's eyes were like the surface of a calm lake, so deep that he could not see the bottom. "I see. Then you have already asked Ye Zhanyan for proof?" Luo Zhi nodded to herself, then turned around and was about to leave.Sheng Huainan took a few steps forward and grabbed her, "That's it?" "What should I do? I should say with a surprised face and tears streaming down my face, you listen to my explanation, it's not like this, it's really not like this, you must believe me... huh?" The corners of her mouth turned up in a sarcastic smile. "But……" "Why should I explain? Don't you know the presumption of innocence?" She said while gesticulating, "Whoever accuses, whoever proves. Whether it's text messages or call records, there is no evidence that can be produced. Why should I Want to talk nonsense with you on this matter?" Sheng Huainan let go, and she left him and continued walking. "May I know why you refused to answer me about... about your secret love at first?" Luo Zhi had already walked a certain distance, and turned around after hearing his question.This question seemed to be a dead spot she couldn't bring up, and her eyes began to flow with turbulent emotions again. "Ding Shuijing also said about the secret love?" "Yes... they all said that." Luo Zhi half-closed her eyes, her eyes were blurred, and drifted past him to a far away place. "When you heard about it, were you happy?" Sheng Huainan moved his lips.Is he happy?He suddenly discovered that the part that was really the "key point" seemed to have been completely ignored by them, going around, he was obsessed with an answer about secret love, but she was actually concerned about this matter. "If I didn't hear that you did the following things because of your crush, I think I would be happy." He had to admit that he was dazed and angry holding his mobile phone that day.He didn't have time to be happy. "So, the next day you made the promise with Jake that you let me go, and you used the fact that I like you to test me, and you picked me up with Ye Zhanyan's raincoat?" "You really know Ye Zhanyan's raincoat." "Many people know that pink raincoat. Ye Zhanyan likes to talk about you in class." Sheng Huainan was stunned, "Does she like to talk?" "Don't you know?" Luo Zhi smiled, "So Ye Zhanyan's raincoat was used by you to take revenge on me? It really is indiscriminate revenge." "I...too impulsive..." "However, there is nothing wrong with your actions. You should believe it immediately. Doubt is wrong. There is no need for Ye Zhanyan to frame me. Besides, she is the one you love." Luo Zhi said lightly, Sheng Huainan felt extremely embarrassed by the fact that the matter had nothing to do with him. "So you did nothing wrong, I understand. If my boyfriend or my mother told me such a thing, I would believe what they said unconditionally. You can come and ask me, I appreciate you .” "Luo Zhi, this has nothing to do with closeness." "The matter of death without proof has nothing to do with closeness." She waved her hand, leaving an extremely understanding smile, as if to say, thank you for your hard work. When Luo Zhi walked forward, every step left creaks and creaks on the snow, and her furry coat made her back look like a small animal in a fairy tale looking for the way home. Sheng Huainan's mind suddenly went blank. She won't be coming back.For some reason, all he could think of was this. "Luo Zhi!" He blurted out, "Actually, if you say that you haven't done anything, I might... I might be able to trust you." "I haven't done anything." Luo Zhi turned around, and said calmly, Sheng Huainan was caught off guard, and her passionate attempt to persuade her to stay was extinguished by her words. "So do you believe it? I'm telling you now." She laughed, "You don't believe me. Trust me, you don't need me to say anything. We don't know each other well. You don't need to do this. I don't blame you. Why bother." Sheng Huainan suddenly hated himself.Why is it that in front of this person, he is obviously the party to crusade and question, but now he looks like a child who is rambunctious and talking nonsense? "How did you fall in love with me in high school?" He suddenly realized that their conversation did not revolve around the so-called truth at all. Sheng Huainan even felt that he no longer cared about the truth. He just really wanted to ask her, if she really liked him for so many years-then why did she like him? None of them knew each other.Why does she like him? And if she really likes her, why does she hold her own memories tightly, but resists the real him like this, as if being asked by him is not something to be happy about, but a great humiliation and sorrow? She didn't look back, didn't answer, and continued to walk forward, he couldn't see her expression. Sheng Huainan's mood calmed down a little bit, his stiff back muscles slowly relaxed, and he gently inserted the frozen hands hanging on both sides of his body back into the pocket of the down jacket. The back of the girl in front of her was no longer thin and lonely as before. She raised her head slightly, and took every step steadily and vigorously, and her steps were stretched and bright. When I lowered my head, I suddenly found a long hair hanging from the zipper of the down jacket, half of it was twisted in the chain, and the other half was floating gently with the wind.He reached out to pull, but couldn't pull it out.