Chapter 51 Chapter 50 We Are All Liars

When Luo Zhi was about to walk out of the gate, she suddenly ran into Ding Shuijing head-on. Ding Shuijing was carrying a large bag of barrel-packed instant noodles, biscuits and potato chips, and other snacks. She was wearing a white down jacket that hadn’t been zipped up, and her nose was red from the cold. She wasn’t wearing a school uniform inside. There was a huge rogue rabbit painted on the chest of the clothes.Her hair had grown so much that it fell loosely over her shoulders. Luo Zhi was dumbfounded, Ding Shuijing even opened his mouth wide in disbelief. "Why are you here?" Ding Shuijing pointed at her and asked.

Luo Zhi shook her head, "I have something to do at home, so I came back temporarily, and I happened to have time, so I stopped by to see you. I didn't send a text message beforehand, and I wanted to surprise you." She found herself as if she could tell a lie just by opening her mouth. The smile on Ding Shuijing's face was enough to melt the Antarctic iceberg, Luo Zhi immediately forgave herself - anyway, why she came back to school to see, only she knew, since she would never be exposed, she should not hurt Ding Shuijing, and she could still Make people happy. Although there is still some guilt and guilt in my heart.

Lying is not a skill, it is more perfect if you can deceive yourself and others. The guard didn't stop Ding Shuijing, and seemed to be used to her coming and going freely.Luo Zhi didn't ask her why she went out to buy food when others were in class - she never took an unusual path in her studies, and she didn't need others to worry about her. The two walked to the hall and sat on the windowsill. "Actually, it's more convenient to go to the playground to talk, but it's too cold," Shui Jing said, "I'm sorry, but you came to see me, but found that I skipped class."

"It's nothing, you've always known it well." Luo Zhi smiled. "It's you who knows the most in my heart." Luo Zhi raised her eyebrows in surprise.The tone of this sentence is extremely bad.She didn't know why it was fine a second ago, but the atmosphere between the two of them took a turn for the worse without a few words of greeting. "I'm sorry." Ding Shuijing lowered her head. Luo Zhi's scalp was numb, she didn't know what to say, so she followed her in silence. "How are you doing?" After a few seconds, the other party returned to the smiling Shui Jing, "I think you've always had the best life."

"Oh?" "Because you don't care about anything." Three sentences, back to this tangled topic.Luo Zhi knows that Ding Shuijing is actually a very stubborn person, unlike her easy-going and carefree appearance. She just laughed, "The kind of people you're talking about are monks and nuns, not me." "I thought you had already seen through the world of mortals." "I'm just living in the world of mortals. Why do you see through it? Who wants to live in a shabby life?" "You always avoid the topic." "It's because you're too persistent." Luo Zhi finally got a little impatient, and Ding Shuijing immediately fell silent with a simple sentence.

After being silent for a while, Luo Zhi couldn't bear it.Why did she spoil other people's mood? Maybe Ding Shuijing was bored at school and faced with the huge pressure at home, which was already annoying enough. "When will you take the art major?" "January. First take the Beijing Film Academy, then the Central Academy of Fine Arts, then Beiguang and Tsinghua Academy of Fine Arts. Before that, there were a few schools in Dalian and Shanghai, but they all have test centers in our city, so you don't need to go there." .” "It stands to reason that you should stay in the studio right now. Didn't Xu Qiqiao take an exam for computer programming when we were in the third year of high school? It was also an art class. I remember that she didn't come to class very much a month before the exam. "

"I seldom come here. Anyway, I only have these two places to stay. If I get tired of one place, I will go to the other. Besides, if I don't come here, how can I meet you today?" Luo Zhi was speechless, and almost forgot the lie she had told - she knew that Ding Shuijing should be bored in the studio every day preparing for the exam at this time, but she was ashamed to say that she came to see her. "Try your luck. I just got home last night, and I'll catch the train to go back to school tomorrow morning. After finishing the things at home, it's fate to meet you in the rest of the time. If you don't have fate, forget it."

Unexpectedly, Ding Shuijing gave her a strange look, turned her head away without saying anything. Has the ability to lie to such an extent?First Xu Riqing, then Sheng Huainan, and now Ding Shuijing—maybe she is really only suitable for silence, not for being smart. After chatting for a while, Ding Shuijing talked about the situation of this year's students. "The days when you dominated the four liberal arts classes seem to be gone forever. Now the number one in the liberal arts class is held by several girls in turn, and it seems that they are fighting like chickens and dogs."

"Scores speak for themselves, what is there to fight for?" "Any field has the potential for struggle. Look at the emperor's harem, every day is very boring, whoever the emperor's big prostitute favors and abandons, whoever is pregnant has a miscarriage, whoever gave birth to a son and whoever gave birth to a daughter, no With regard to these things, life is only a few decades, so what is there to fight for? A group of women are still fighting happily, and have contributed so much to the TV drama business of our motherland hundreds of years later. Subject matter," Ding Shuijing laughed mockingly, "Students are the same, probationary party members, Model United Nations delegations, short-term exchanges at New York University, and of course the most important independent enrollment of P University and T University, and small language quotas in major universities. The one-time fight was more exciting than the harem. However, after much deliberation, when you were in Zhenhua Liberal Arts, it was really a boring thing, so that everyone can't see the good show now."

"Maybe." "At that time, the only big show worth watching in the liberal arts class was Ye Zhanyan. She and Sheng Huainan's pair of luminous bodies attracted countless moths to the flames, and many interesting things happened. In today's terms, they are all superb. Having said that, the window sill where the two of us are sitting now used to be a place where young couples often sat and chatted together." Luo Zhi felt that Ding Shuijing glanced at herself quickly after she finished speaking. Or are you looking at yourself?She thought to herself, how could she be so suspicious.

"However, in any case, the plays sung by the girls in this class are not as exciting as the ones sung by the girls this year. It is simply the version of Zhenhua Middle School's "Golden Branch Desire"." Ding Shuijing continued. "Oh, who is the emperor?" "They don't fight for the emperor, what they fight for is the dragon chair!" Luo Zhi laughed. "By the way, a girl in this year told me that she knew you." "Who?" Luo Zhi was a little puzzled. "Your circle of friends is so narrow, don't you know who it is just by thinking about it?" Another sour sentence.Luo Zhi smiled kindly, "I can't remember." Ding Shuijing sighed, "Her name is Ran Xiaoman." Luo Zhi recalled that girl who was said to have had a miserable life experience as much as her own, with faint eyebrows, and the silence of an old monk. "You guys look alike." Ding Shuijing said. "It's not like that at all," Luo Zhi took the words.Ran Xiaoman's heart is like a desert, a real desert, she is a girl who looks the same, unlike Luo Zhi. "How is she doing?" Luo Zhi asked. "I don't know. I learned a lot from a fall, and I don't want to be overly enthusiastic with this type of people anymore." Luo Zhi knew that her resistance and indifference made Ding Shuijing a big rejection, and she didn't know when she could completely forget about it.She felt as if she was facing a suitor she didn't love, and she didn't know whether to explain and comfort her, or to be decisive. "When I was in the third year of high school, she was in the first year of high school. We once ate near the same table in the cafeteria, each holding a bowl of Lanzhou ramen. She hated coriander, but I liked it. I watched her keep throwing coriander out. Pick, I asked her, can you give me all the coriander, haha. Then we got to know each other after a few words. She asked me about studying liberal arts, and if you don’t tell me, I really can’t remember.” "Indeed, the only Lanzhou noodles we can swallow in our cafeteria. I remember the fish-flavored shredded pork dish at that time. There was no meat at all. It was basically stir-fried carrots with green beans." Luo Zhi laughed, and the two chatted about high school again, and the time passed quickly unknowingly. The setting sun had already shone on the back, Luo Zhi glanced back, and said, "I have to go back, what about you, to the studio or the classroom?" "Let's go to the classroom, I have to send the food back." "Since you spend more time in the studio, why do you buy so much food and put it in school?" "Who told you that I ate it myself? I bought it for others. I guess I will go back now. They are already starving to death." Luo Zhi smiled, in fact, there was nothing to worry about, Ding Shuijing could still dominate the new group of people. "Then I wish you all the best for your exams in January." "thanks." "By the way, do you...have a boyfriend?" Ding Shuijing smiled, but her expression was a little nervous. Luo Zhi shook her head. "Is there anyone you like?" Luo Zhi smiled, "Did you hold back this sentence just now and wanted to gossip about me?" "Don't interrupt, okay?" Luo Zhi smiled, "No." "No?" Ding Shuijing's face turned cold little by little, she waited for a while, but still did not leave. "Is there anything else?" Luo Zhi asked, but she seemed familiar with her hesitant expression. "there is none left." The back of Ding Shuijing turned and left was as nimble as before. It's just that kind of resentment looks familiar. When eating at night, my mother said that she had packed all her luggage. "Anyway, you came back in mid-January. There are still more than half a month. The suitcase is basically emptied, but I still take it back. It is convenient to get things back during the winter vacation." Luo Zhi gnawed on the ribs and nodded. After a while, my mother said again, "Why do I always feel that you have something on your mind." Luo Zhi froze for a moment, then shook her head, "No." "No boyfriend?" Luo Zhi smiled, "No. That's what's on my mind." "Actually, I suddenly remembered that when I was cleaning your desk in the third year of high school, I saw a few pieces of paper. I didn't peek at your diary, let me explain first. The piece of paper fell out by itself, from your exercise book .I thought it was a calculation paper, so I glanced at it. After I found out what it was, I didn’t read it and stuffed it back for you. It’s probably related to a boy.” Luo Zhi spit the bones into the small trash box on the table. "You knew it had something to do with boys without looking at it, God. You should have learned geological prospecting back then, lest they dig everywhere. You can know what's buried under the ground with just a glance." "I really didn't read it." Her mother was anxious, "I can see a lot of key words at a glance." Oops, the key words... Luo Zhi's mouth twitched a few times, and she was speechless. "But I have always believed in you. I think you know what's in your heart, so I didn't tell you anything, so I put the paper back." "Yep." "Where did that boy go in the exam?" "I can't even remember what diary you are talking about, which boy? And this thing." Luo Zhi's expression didn't look like she was lying.Mom served her a bowl of soup, not knowing how to continue the conversation. "If you have a good male classmate, just tell Mom." "En," Luo Zhi burst out laughing, "Mom, you too." Mother was stunned for a few seconds, and immediately pinched Luo Zhi's ears with her hands, ignoring Luo Zhi's howling and begging for mercy. "Meet Aunt Fu's family at the train station tomorrow morning. Go to bed early, and think about whether there is anything left behind before going to bed." "Yes. Mom, good night." "Go to sleep." Luo Zhi found that her mother's back was getting more and more bent. She had a sore nose, "Mom. Mom...don't you blame daddy and grandma's house,...and grandpa." Mom smiled, as if she just asked what the temperature would be tomorrow, turned around and walked over to re-tuck her quilt, and said with a smile, "I love your father, I am good to him and his family, and I have done everything I can for you, suffering is suffering, I have no guilt, I feel very satisfied when I think about it, so I don’t complain.” "Lolo, I have always felt sorry for you. You are very competitive, but I always wonder, am I forcing you? You don't say anything, and you are not as lively as other children. You didn't even smile for a while in junior high school , I always hid from you and cried by myself. I didn’t know what to do, and the family burden was heavy, and I was afraid of delaying you. Even when I was crying, I felt that if you saw you, you must be more stressed and worried. How much... You are not at home now that you are in college, and I sit at your desk when I get home, and I still feel that if I blame your father, grandma, and grandpa, it is because they are sorry for you. " Mom said, looking at the thick grilles on the window, she smiled more and more relaxed, "So, I am very happy today. No matter who I blame or hate, it doesn't matter if I am happy or not, I just hope you don't complain. They are all dead, so it doesn’t matter if you complain. But, you are still young, don’t you feel uncomfortable? Your father and I love each other deeply. If you also have a boy you like, you should be able to understand it if you think about it. I don’t There may be complaints, but I've always been happy." Luo Zhi buried her head in the soft pillow, tears pouring down her face. This is love.She is really superficial.Immersed in my own sadness, thinking that I have taken care of everything in silence, but in fact, I have never been open and generous enough, and always care about the pros and cons of gains and losses. Her love and hatred were actually reflected on herself in the end.That's why it hurt so deeply.