Chapter 34 Chapter Thirty-Three: A Beginning and an End

For three days in a row, I could meet Zhang Mingrui in the No. 3 canteen at night, and he also waited in line for bread just like himself.Luo Zhi never mentioned Sheng Huainan. She was worried about him, but she was also a little angry, and also felt very frustrated that she was being led by the nose by him, even though she had been like this since a long time ago. "By the way, Sheng Huainan has caught a cold. I don't know what's wrong these two days. He doesn't talk, ignore people, and doesn't eat properly. He's very sick...Well, you two...Actually, I didn't know you all the time. Is it true...but..."

Luo Zhi looked at Zhang Mingrui who was facing him struggling with his words, and slowly turned his eyes to the long-term partner at the window of Shaguoju in the distance. An idea was planted and suppressed by her, but it resurfaced when she was sitting in 1 and teaching homework. She felt very uneasy in her heart. The densely packed characters on the original English book seemed to be half garbled and she couldn't read it. She simply He closed the book, cleaned up the table, picked up his schoolbag and rushed out the door. When standing at the door of Jiahe Yipin, she suddenly understood Jiang Baili, whom she had never understood in every possible way.Even though Jiang Baili is really stupid in her eyes, even if Gobi treats her badly, but when she stands here late at night holding the steaming takeaway that Gobi bought for the sick Gobi, she must be happy.

Preserved egg and lean pork porridge, sweet corn tortillas and stir-fried kale are good for people with colds to eat lightly.Luo Zhi hugged the plastic bag to her chest full of joy, ran a few steps in a hurry, suddenly leaned forward, and the bag in her hand flew out. A tile on the road was missing, and she fell right into it.The knee suddenly knelt on the ground and hit it hard. There was no reaction at first, but a slight numbness. After a few seconds, the piercing pain spread along the knee and spread all over the body. She lowered her head and endured it for a long time, tears still dripping. The pieces fell and wet the floor tiles.

You won't be so lucky... Disabled, right? She couldn't move, even her back was stiff, but her legs were soft. She wanted to sit, but couldn't sit down, so she could only kneel straight, barely supporting the ground with her hands.He raised his eyes and saw the white bag lying limply on the ground not far in front of him, the porridge box had rolled out, the lid was turned over and scattered all over the ground, and it was steaming mockingly at the moment. Luo Zhi smiled wryly. Which bitter scene she acted is so good? The place where I fell down was a relatively secluded side street, which was still a bit popular during the day, but after nine o'clock in the evening, except for the big sign of the Internet cafe, the lights were still on, and the other shops were already pitch black.Even if she knelt here filially all night, no one would notice her.

Get up, the heroine of a bitter drama is usually Xiaoqiang who can't be beaten to death, get up for me.You have to do enough acting.She told herself over and over again, and then slowly moved the left knee that had just fallen, it was not as painful as imagined, but more sore and limp.She moved little by little in weird postures, and finally changed from humiliating kneeling three times to sitting on the ground, only to realize that her hands had been firmly supporting the cold floor tiles in winter nights, and they were already stiff and cold, and even slightly curling up her five fingers would feel pain.

After staring foolishly for a long time, she took a deep breath, stood up, slowly knocked off the dirt on her body, and walked back to Jiahe Yipin step by step. The passion to buy him supper at the beginning has been wiped out, her heart is as bleak as the evening wind, all her actions now are nothing but a kind of obsession, a kind of pride to complete the scene even if no one is watching obsession. The waiter who took the seat was still the same one just now, and was taken aback when she saw her.Luo Zhi smiled wryly at her, and raised her hands, "I fell and spilled everything."

The waiter was a pretty little girl, she smiled considerately when she heard her words, let her go to a table near the door, brought the order menu and a pencil for her to draw by herself, after a while, brought a glass of boiled water, Steaming.Luo Zhi took a long time to take a sip, and when the little waiter passed by her side, she took the opportunity to smile and thank her.After re-ordering the dishes, she walked slowly to the bathroom to tidy up. The person in the mirror was not in a mess, and the pants were not torn, as if the piercing pain just now was a dream, and there was no trace of it.

She is always like this, with internal and external injuries, all of which are invisible to people, as if seeing through the world of mortals is invulnerable, making Ding Shuijing and the others wronged in vain.She said that she didn't care and didn't want to explain, but what the driver said was not rough, she thought for a long time, if one day someone stabbed herself because of the malice caused by these misunderstandings, wouldn't she complain? Can't figure it out.She fell down and seemed to be ten years older, and she was even more slow. Holding porridge tightly in her arms again, she watched the ground carefully this time and walked very slowly.

I didn't realize until I got downstairs in Sheng Huainan's dormitory, how would I send it up? The gazes of the boys coming and going at the door of the building had already made her scalp tingle.She hurriedly dialed Zhang Mingrui's phone, but it rang many times but no one answered.Damn it, Luo Zhi cursed him hard in her heart, stood there for a few more minutes, still afraid that the porridge would turn cold, took out her cell phone again, and called their dormitory. The dormitory phone number is naturally obtained from the senior sister.As for why she didn't call Sheng Huainan himself, she didn't know.

An unfamiliar voice answered the phone.She breathed a sigh of relief. "Who are you looking for?" "Is this Sheng Huainan's dormitory?" "Yes, yes, wait—" "Don't call him!" Luo Zhi yelled hastily, being overwhelmed by her aura over the phone, she asked cautiously after a long time, "Woman, what are you doing?" Luo Zhi laughed angrily at him, but she didn't know what to say, so she took a deep breath, thinking it's better to be straightforward.Hurry up to send the porridge away, her legs are weak and she wants to go back to sleep.

"I'm his admirer. I heard that he had a cold, so I bought hot porridge, but I'm sorry to see him in person. If it's convenient for you, can you go downstairs and bring it up for me? Please." Luo Zhi's voice was sweet, and the boss liked it very much when he heard it, and thought that there was something exciting to watch, so he hurriedly agreed: "Success, go downstairs immediately!" Since the other party didn't know her, Luo Zhi also relaxed a lot. Seeing the scruffy boy in slippers and pajamas coming out of the glass door, she smiled with crooked eyes, and said hello and sent the porridge in the plastic bag to him. go up. "Beauty, let me say it first. Our youngest loves flowers when everyone sees them. Admirers can take a dustpan and win the lottery. Your kindness is good. I hope you don't Too high, otherwise it will be difficult to be sad in the end." The other party's half-joking and half-serious words made Luo Zhi dumbfounded, she nodded and said, "Thank you, I understand, thank you for your hard work." The boss was a little surprised by her calm appearance, and glanced at her seriously, "You...what's your name?" Luo Zhi smiled calmly, "Why do you ask this, please give me a number, I'll go back and wait for the lottery draw." When walking slowly back to the dormitory, a gust of wind blew head-on, blowing over the belly that was still clinging to the hot porridge takeaway just now, she shivered, put her hand on the place that was still hot just now, and rubbed it a few times. The temperature dropped so quickly, and it was already as deserted as the night breeze outside before we reached the dormitory. She looked back at the brightly lit boys' dormitory, and then looked up at the starless night sky in Beijing, feeling that everything was meaningless.