Chapter 30 Chapter Twenty-Nine

The coachman was still introducing to them the origins of the names of the various alleys in a somewhat oily tone, which celebrity's mansion used to be, and who bought it now... Luo Zhi listened in a trance, but actually paid more attention It was the creaking sound of the tricycle, and the faint fragrance coming from the nose. Why does he always smell like laundry detergent?Maybe he doesn't know it himself.She lowered her head and snickered, only she likes to pay attention to such trivial matters. When we arrived at a steep slope, the tricycle had some difficulty climbing the slope. The driver got off his seat, stood up and pedaled hard.Luo Zhi felt that the creaking sound seemed to be rubbing against her heart, and she couldn't bear to look at the forty or fifty-year-old coachman with gray temples, so she said carefully behind him, "Look...how about this passage? shall we go down first?"

"Yo, girl, after you've been shabby, your boyfriend is shaming me again?" Sheng Huainan couldn't help laughing, the car finally climbed up the slope with difficulty, and soon went downhill again, the speed of the car increased a lot, and the wind blew past his ears.A few strands of hair tickled her cheeks, Luo Zhi felt a little annoyed, and said loudly angrily, "I mean well." "Isn't it, I know, you have a warm and kind heart and twenty dollars!" After the coachman finished speaking, he laughed heartily, Luo Zhi shut up honestly, and gave the gloating people around him a look.

"Guess what I'm thinking?" He still couldn't stop laughing, the light in his eyes made her afraid to look. "You are thinking that I have today too." He nodded, "It's a pity that I can't always guess what you are thinking. You give me the feeling that you have too many things on your mind." Luo Zhi didn't know how to respond, she looked at the window made of plastic cloth, and slowly suppressed the dark thoughts, "At least you read that right, I do have a lot of things on my mind." "And I don't like explaining, as if explaining is cheap."

She smiled, "Then I live really lonely." "I think so." Many things on my mind are because of you.Luo Zhi has always thought that although she doesn't like to talk, she is not bad at it.However, at this moment, seeing the only person in her life who kept thinking and thinking slowly trying to approach her, she was suddenly at a loss for words, not knowing how to properly lead him over. "I guess, you should have always wanted to have a confidant with a good heart." Sheng Huainan continued his psychological exploration with great interest, but Luo Zhi was distracted.What she wants is not a confidant, and what she wants is not just for others to understand.On the road of her growing up, she has blocked other people since she didn't know when, and there are only three people she can see in her eyes, her mother, Luoyang, and a vague Sheng Huainan.She has never thought of letting others understand her, but she has never thought of denying others to understand her. She has never hoped for anything, and is rarely disappointed.Maybe she has let others down, such as Ding Shuijing, but she doesn't feel guilty.

Maybe indifference is another kind of resistance. However, if that "other" was Sheng Huainan, Luo Zhi wondered if she would expect a tacit understanding. "Talk of mind is just an irresponsible myth. It will only make people have irresponsible high expectations of others. What if I don't explain it, others misunderstand me, and it will not make me fall into the cause and effect they imagined. We ordinary people Without wisdom, you will fall into the pain of begging others to understand you." She spoke slowly, but didn't know what she wanted to say. "Girl, it's strange for you to say that. If someone misunderstands that you killed his family, and you don't explain it, they will kill you as soon as their eyes turn red. Is it okay?"

The coachman interrupted suddenly, Luo Zhi was stunned by his words, thought for a while and didn't know how to refute - in fact, she was too confused just now, she couldn't even remember what she said. "Girl, don't be angry. I saw you two chatting, and didn't listen to my introduction, so I interrupted. You can continue talking. Don't listen to my nonsense just now. I think your realm is indeed good." Luo Zhi admitted that what the coachman said was not wrong. "Perhaps from the big picture, six reincarnations, you have been wronged and killed in this life, anyway, the sky has eyes, he has his karma, you still continue your karma. However, we are all stupid mortals , The only thing that can be seen is this life. It is better not to see through many things." Sheng Huainan interjected in time, and smiled to help her out.

Just when Luo Zhi was wondering if she had handled interpersonal relationships too hastily and thoughtlessly in her 20 years of life, Sheng Huainan suddenly said, "It's really difficult to have a good understanding with you." She smiled wryly and didn't speak. "But I still hope that there will never be any misunderstanding between us. It is impossible for ordinary people to have a tacit understanding with you. However, I am not an ordinary person. Leave this difficult task to me." Sheng Huainan blushed slightly, and after speaking, he turned his head to look at the Hutong courtyard outside the window, but he didn't see Luo Zhi's eyes filled with tears instantly.

According to Sheng Huainan's words, the coachman parked the car at the entrance of Jiumen Snack's alley, he paid the money, and then pulled her sleeves and walked inside.There were passengers in twos and threes walking with them, Luo Zhi turned her head and glanced at the coachman who was wiping away his sweat, but it was a pity that he was still behind his back, and from the beginning to the end, she did not carefully look at the coachman's appearance. For lunch, two people swept away the nine snacks.Explosive Belly King, Crispy Fresh Milk, Butter Fried Cake, Donkey Rolling, Tofu Nao... A table was set up, and Sheng Huainan suddenly asked, "Do you want to drink soy milk?"

Luo Zhi shook her head like a rattle, "It sounds like swill." He smiled, "You describe me like my father." Embarrassed, she said, "That's what everyone says." "Life is incomplete without drinking!" Sheng Huainan still did not give up persuading. "Why don't you drink?" "My life is complete." "Oh, I can tell from your appearance that a crippled life is more beautiful." Luo Zhi ate all the crispy fresh milk, and finally felt a little unable to move. "I'm really wise. I should bring you with me when I eat buffet at night. I've made a lot of money. I successfully interpreted the highest state of eating buffet." He raised his eyebrows and looked at her wickedly.

"Yep?" "Hold on the wall to get in, and lean on the wall to get out." Luo Zhi imitated the movements in fighting cartoons, and greeted him with a knife on his back, but he grabbed it with his backhand.Both of them were working hard, and there was no reaction at first—until they all relaxed, she found that the fingertips held by him in the palm of her hand became hot all of a sudden, she quickly pulled her hand out and said, "Let's go." It took Sheng Huainan a long time to find his voice, and he said, "Go skating."