Chapter 13 Chapter Thirteen Things in the Story

"My love for Yumo is true, whether it is Yumo who is in love with me, or the other you hidden in her body. What I love is the whole Yumo, whether it is the lovely Yumo or the cruel Terrible you... to me, you are all Yumo..." I talked about it with difficulty, knowing that I was running out of time, and I felt a sense of dizziness. Yumo sobbed softly, her tears wet my chest, and I kissed her little head affectionately, "Honey, it's not your fault. Wait for me...after I die, you put this place The arrangement is a scene where I fight with Dr. Xiao and die together in the end... Also, help me tell another Yumo that I love you...all of you..."

Finally, everything in front of my eyes was blurred, and then this blur was completely swallowed by endless darkness. At the moment when the darkness was about to engulf me, I heard Yumo's cry: "Tang Ping! Don't leave me...don't! Don't! Tangping..." I don't know how long I stayed in the dark, suddenly a light split the darkness.A man in white came slowly towards me from the light, and I couldn't see his face clearly.He stood in front of me for a long time before he slowly said, "Let's go Tang Ping, am I here to pick you up?" "Who are you? An angel or a demon? Where am I going, heaven or hell?"

"I am you, your whole life. It is up to you to decide whether to go to heaven or hell, and it is determined by your good and evil in this life." "Is what I did right or wrong?" "There is no right or wrong in a person's life, only good and evil. What I want to give you is not a judgment, but a choice." "I do not understand." "What do you wish? Do you wish you could go to heaven or hell?" "Which side is closer to Yumo?" I asked. He didn't answer, he just stared at me for a long time, and then sighed heavily. I thought about it, and said to myself: "I think I should go to hell, I killed Xiao Bai... By the way, Xiao Bai should go to heaven, he is a good man."

"Not necessarily, I don't know where he will go." "Why, he is a thoroughly good man!" "The three people killed by Luo Qi can be regarded as Xiao Bai's. He needed money to support those patients. At the beginning, Luo Qi came to him because of psychological problems. Since then, Xiao Bai has been using hypnosis to control the patients. Luo Qi. Luo Qi snatched the organs of those victims, and most of the money obtained in the black market was secretly taken away by Xiao Bai. Luo Qi has been controlled by hypnotism, and even to the death he thought that all this He did it by himself. He doesn't even remember that he ever looked for Xiao Bai, because all these memories were sealed by Xiao Bai with hypnotism."

"This...how is this possible!" I was stunned. "Xiao Bai needs money. He needs money so much. The patients he adopted have already emptied him. His expenses are much more than you can imagine. He has already owed a large amount of loans for adopting patients. Just At this time, Luo Qi with a devil lurking in his heart approached him. What Xiao Bai had to do was actually very simple, that was to use hypnotism to control Luo Qi's memory, and then help Luo Qi release the devil in his heart. " "Then what Xiao Bai did was good or evil, right or wrong?" "He did evil to do good, and he did evil because of kindness. We can't even define his good and evil, let alone talk about right and wrong."

"I see, so you let us choose, because you can't pass this judgment. So you let our own life pick us up and let us judge ourselves, right?" "Yes, what I want to give you is not a trial, but a choice. Whether you choose hell or heaven in this life is up to you to decide." "Which side is closer to Yumo?" I asked again. The man in white still didn't answer this question, but just stared at me silently. So, tens of thousands of years have passed, and the man in white and I are still thinking about the only question: which side is closer to Yumo? When I opened my eyes, the doctor was testing my pupil response with a small flashlight. Could it be that the man in white in my dream was this doctor?I was taken aback: "I, am I dead... Yumo! Where's Yumo?" When I moved, I realized that I was restrained on the hospital bed.

The doctor sighed, "Tao Yao, rest easy and recuperate, don't think wildly." "Tao Yao? What Tao Yao, I...I'm Tang Ping! Yu Mo! Let me go! Why restrain me? Yu Mo! Let me go, where is Yu Mo!" I struggled and shouted. The doctor shook his head, and while writing the doctor's order, he explained to the nurse next to him: "Give him Dongfei (Dongmianling + Phenagan)." The nurse took the doctor's order and went to get the medicine. A few minutes later, she came with Dongfei's sedative and injected it directly into the bottle.As the injection was injected into my blood vessel little by little, my consciousness gradually became blurred.

"You should observe for a while first, and pay attention to whether there are any adverse reactions." The doctor explained to the nurse, turned around and went to another ward. I seemed to hear two little nurses talking in my confusion. "Xiaowen, what are you doing?" "Tao Yao just injected Dongfei, and the doctor asked me to observe for a period of time to see if there is any abnormal drug reaction." "Hey, this Tao Yao is actually quite handsome, but unfortunately he is mentally ill." "Be careful, he has three lives on his hands. This is no joke."

"My God, it's so scary!" "Yes, Dr. Wang said that he belongs to paranoid schizophrenia, and has extremely dangerous delusions of role dislocation. He regards other people's stories as his own, and regards others as himself. It is like the shadow of others, playing the role of others. Identity, living in a world made up by oneself.” "He killed three people?" "Yeah, I've heard that too. It's said that he was a good person with a successful career and a happy family. But it seems that his wife divorced him because of his extramarital affairs. Then the company he worked for found out that he had committed a crime before. He was dismissed unceremoniously for some of his mistakes. Colleagues also publicized the things he did, so that no company would want him again. Since then, he has been on the verge of a nervous breakdown.”

"It's unlucky for him, too." "Maybe he hated himself because of introspection. Since then, he has been telling his family that he is dead, and he has never tired of playing other people. But it is the same no matter who he is playing. When someone calls him Tao Yao, he will say Tao Yao is dead long ago, and Tao Yao should have died long ago!" "Then what happened when he killed three people?" "His family invited Dr. Xiao to his home for diagnosis, but he suddenly grabbed a hammer and smashed Dr. Xiao to death. Then he ran to his ex-wife's house and killed his ex-wife Yu Mo and her husband Tang Ping. What is the scariest thing you know ?"

"what?" "When the police arrived at his ex-wife's house, he lay on the dead Tang Ping's chest and wept. He told the police that he was Yu Mo. Hey, did you hear that? Just now he said he was Tang Ping again." This...is this real?No!It must be a dream, it's not like this!impossible! Is this all just my role-playing delusion?impossible!Impossible, how could I be Tao Yao!not like this!no!I'm Tang Ping!Yes, I am Tang Ping!No, I'm Yumo!No, I'm Tang Ping, I'm Tang Ping!I am Tang Ping and Yu Mo, I am Xiao Bai, and I am the fabricator of all the stories... No, I am Tang Ping!I'm Tang Ping! Wake up, wake up, Tang Ping!No, no, don't wake up, go back to that Tang Ping's identity!Don't wake up, never wake up, keep being that Tang Ping, and go back to Yu Mo's side.right!Go continue to dream, never wake up, I want to find Yu Mo, I want to find Yu Mo. Never wake up, I'm not Tao Yao, I'm Tang Ping!Never wake up, never... Go back to the world where Yumo is... "Wake up! The doctor is awake! Tang Ping, Tang Ping... Tang Ping!" It was Yu Mo and his parents' voices, it was Yu Mo's voice! I can't wait to open my eyes, yes, I'm back!I saw Yu Mo, Xiao Bai, and my parents, they were all staring at me nervously. "It's really useless, you've been unconscious for two days with such a small injury." Xiao Bai said provocatively. "I'm already like this, can you say something nice?" I replied weakly. "It's great, it's great...My husband, I was scared to death by you! It's great, it's great..." Yu Mo wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with tears of joy. "Don't worry, your husband hates you and won't die so soon. Silly girl..." I raised my hand and gently placed Yu Mo's little head on my chest. I'm back, I'm finally back!Regardless of whether this is real or unreal, I just want to stay here forever, in this place with Yumo. All this is thanks to Xiao Bai, this is a good show carefully arranged by him. When he discovered Yu Mo's multiple personalities, he didn't immediately reveal everything.Instead, I consulted multiple sources and various literatures, desperately trying to find a way to treat multiple personalities.Unfortunately, there is no definitive treatment for multiple personality. Ever since, this lunatic started to go crazy again, and he created a new Xiaobai therapy, which is our play.Of course, everything was discussed between Xiao Bai and me.Including all the conversations that day, even Xiao Bai's nervousness and forced laughter when he saw Yu Mo, everything is acting.Don't forget the little hammer, and the ostentatiously sprinkled bed of brown syrup. Everything went smoothly according to Xiao Bai's idea, the only thing he couldn't grasp was Yu Mo's synergistic personality, Xiao Bai didn't expect that this personality would directly attack without even saying a word.Just like that, I got stabbed firmly in the lower abdomen. To be honest, I really thought I was going to die at the time.So the words I said to Yu Mo at that time are no longer acting skills, they are indeed my sincere words.I really didn't expect that I could open my eyes and see Yu Mo again, this feeling is so good, thank God for keeping me alive... The first thing I did after I was discharged from the hospital was to find that damned Xiao Bai. "You lunatic, do you joke about other people's lives like this!" I yelled at him through gritted teeth as soon as I entered his office. "Aren't you still alive and well!" He flipped through the medical records disapprovingly, and replied without raising his head. I almost died of anger, "I have been lying in the hospital for half a month, is this called a good life?" "Forget it, if it weren't for me, you would have successfully killed yourself half a year ago, and now you can still come here to haggle with me? Besides, I can't predict all of this, and it's your own choice. Take the risk to treat Yu Mo's multiple personalities." He continued to reply lightly, he really justified him! I really lost my temper, "Then... how is Yu Mo doing now?" He finally raised his head, lit a cigarette, and by the way, he did not forget to give me his trademark smirk, "After my hypnosis test over the past few days, Yu Mo's synergistic personality has completely disappeared. I will also press your Willing helped Yumo modify some memories so that she would not be entangled in these past events." "That's good, but... I still don't understand, why did Yu Mo's cooperative consciousness personality disappear automatically after these things?" I asked. Xiao Bai exhaled a puff of smoke and replied: "First of all, you have to understand that Yu Mo's cooperative consciousness personality is actually a defense mechanism in Yu Mo's spiritual world. It was born and exists to protect Yu Mo. Yu Mo is actually a Separate your own good and evil, and give all the evil to this synergistic personality. After all this, Yu Mo's subconscious understands that you will love her wholeheartedly, protect her, and prevent her from being harmed by anything. Injury. This defense mechanism has no meaning of existence, and Yu Mo's good and evil are re-integrated together." "Why does it sound so mysterious to me? This is your own Xiao Bai theory again, isn't it?" The smirk at the corner of his mouth deepened, "Well, yes, it is indeed my Xiaobai theory. I searched all the information and literature I could find, but I couldn't find a definite treatment for multiple personality. So I decided to use this The most indefinable thing in the world to treat it, this treatment can be called - the cure of love!" "Then...then Yumo killed Tao Yao, how do you plan to deal with it?" I asked cautiously. "In my opinion, it was Yu Mo's synergistic personality that killed Tao Yao, and now this personality has disappeared. In other words, the murderer in her body has committed suicide, and Yu Mo should be innocent now." "Also..." He glanced at me with a smile, "As I said, I'm a doctor, and I'm only responsible for treating patients and saving lives. I don't care about the rest, and I can't control it." I couldn't help but smile, "Do you still care less?" The lunatic didn't talk to me anymore, he just turned his eyes back to the medical records.The expression seemed serious, but there was an irresistible smirk at the corner of his mouth.I have to admit, I've started to like his cheeky smile, it's really a shameless smile that everyone loves... When I walked out of his office, I suddenly remembered what the man in white said in the first dream.Could it be that Luo Qi was really executed by Xiao Bai... Now that Luo Qi has been executed, only Xiao Bai himself knows the answer. I glanced at Xiao Bai with a wicked smile through the window, and suddenly felt that this answer was meaningless. I smiled slightly, and then strode forward. Which ending is true?I don't know, and I don't know which ending is true. All I know is that this is the ending I want.It doesn't matter whether it is real or illusory, as long as it is this ending.Heaven or hell doesn't matter, as long as Yumo is there. Maybe I have long been silent in the abyss of death, maybe this is just a dream, maybe I am indeed a mental patient named Tao Yao.Whichever it may be, please never wake me up, just let me continue to indulge in my delusions and hallucinations. In the following days, I gave Yumo a task to wake me up with her voice every morning.I couldn't hear her voice, so I decided not to open my eyes.Even when I'm on a business trip, I want her to call me every morning, and I dare to open my eyes only when I hear her voice. Yumo asked me why. I said: "I am afraid that one day, when I open my eyes, I find that there is no you in that world..."