Chapter 36 Thirteen or eight years ago

Eight years ago, a girl named Guo Jingwen was studying at a South Polytechnic University. At the age of 21, she looks beautiful, generous and charming, like a flower that has just bloomed with crystal dewdrops.It stands to reason that there is no reason for a girl as beautiful as her not to leave a few romantic memories in the university, a holy place for love.But for some reason, she sealed her heart away, and turned her back on the many lovers around her.She put those touching love words behind her, and burned the nasty love letters.Like a proud saint, she does not accept the pursuit of any boy.Over time, she got the nickname "Frozen Rose".

When the girlfriends in the same dormitory and their boyfriends come and go in pairs on the dance floor, parks, theaters and other places where flowers are blooming before and after the moon, Guo Jingwen always comes to the library alone. don't feel alone. It was a weekend night, and the dormitory was naturally empty.Guo Jingwen came to the empty library alone again.There are very few people here.According to my roommate, I will go to the library on weekend nights, only those dinosaurs and frogs that no one wants.Of course, Guo Jingwen is an exception. She sat down at a large empty table and flipped through the latest car magazine.She is different from ordinary girls, she doesn't just like clothes, jewelry and cosmetics.She also likes masculine things like cars and architecture.She flipped through the exquisite albums and admired those new beautiful cars, but she didn't notice that there was a person standing silently behind her for a long time.

The man seemed to be unable to bear it anymore. He sat next to Guo Jingwen and asked a little surprised: "Girls also like to read this kind of book?" Guo Jingwen looked sideways at him.A handsome, handsome boy with a pleasant voice and a cute and childish face, she couldn't help being a little surprised in her heart - it stands to reason that this type of boy should be holding a girl's waist now, but It's not about holding a few books.Her gaze stayed on the boy's face for a while longer, then she smiled faintly, and her eyes returned to the book. "You know, I'm also a super car fan." The handsome boy said, "We both have common hobbies, maybe we can chat."

For Guo Jingwen, this kind of strike-up is very common, and she is also used to how to get rid of it. "Sorry, this is a library, I don't think it's suitable for chatting." She refused coldly. "Well, that's . . . but maybe we can go out and talk?" "I'm sorry, I still have to read." She didn't raise her head, her tone became more indifferent. "Alright then." The handsome boy simply shrugged and stood up from the chair.Before leaving, he said generously, "I think it would be a good thing for us to get to know each other. My name is Wang Yang."

After speaking, he politely stared at the girl in front of him.Guo Jingwen couldn't be too rude, so she just said, "My name is Guo Jingwen." Wang Yang nodded. "I remember." Then he left the library with a few books in his hands. After Wang Yang left, Guo Jingwen felt a little lost.She has a certain liking for this handsome, polite, and straightforward boy.However, she told herself in her heart that this feeling must disappear as soon as possible. Originally, Guo Jingwen thought it was a chance encounter.But she didn't expect that after this time, she would meet Wang Yang often in the huge campus.Every time the two met, Wang Yang would greet her generously and say hello.As the number of times increases.Sometimes they chat for a while about cars or something.Wang Yang is cheerful, lively, and humorous. Every time Guo Jingwen meets him, he is very pleasant.Gradually, Wang Yang's sunny smiling face seemed to slowly melt the snow in the heart of "Frozen Rose".

Every time Guo Jingwen "coincidentally" meets Wang Yang, she always sighs the wonder of fate.She didn't know that from the first time to the present, every "encounter" between them was carefully arranged and planned by Wang Yang.Although Wang Yang and her are not in the same department, he has long admired her for a long time, and he also learned from other people how difficult it is to pursue "Frozen Rose".Therefore, he carefully designed a long and arduous pursuit plan-first pretending to meet her again and again to get acquainted with her; then become good friends with her, and then seek further development.The results proved that Wang Yang's tactics are very effective.After they knew each other for more than three months, Wang Yang finally proposed to date Guo Jingwen alone.Guo Jingwen naturally understood what this meant, but this time, she did not refuse.

For the first date, Wang Yang certainly arranged colorful and meticulous arrangements.Surrounded by a large bouquet of roses, the two enjoyed a romantic candlelight dinner in a high-end western restaurant.Guo Jingwen's lovely lips have been changing richly and colorfully in Wang Yang's carefully prepared anecdotes and jokes.Next, in the shopping mall, regardless of Guo Jingwen's refusal, Wang Yang bought her a lot of thoughtful gifts.At ten o'clock, they returned to the campus and took a walk in the dark playground.An appropriate opportunity, Wang Yang thought the time was right, his lips slowly approached Guo Jingwen's vermilion lips.

"No..." The moment Wang Yang's lips touched Guo Jingwen, she trembled like an electric shock, and then gently pushed Wang Yang away. Wang Yang ignored Guo Jingwen's refusal, instead he hugged her and pressed his lips tightly against her.After Guo Jingwen was kissed wildly by Wang Yang, she suddenly seemed to realize something. With a sudden force, she pushed Wang Yang away heavily, and then ran away. Wang Yang didn't understand why Guo Jingwen had such a big reaction, he was a little stunned, and rushed up, holding Guo Jingwen's hand: "Jingwen, what's wrong with you?"

"Let go of me, I'm going back!" Guo Jingwen struggled. "I'm sorry, Jingwen, I'm sorry! I was too reckless just now. I shouldn't have kissed you forcefully. Don't be angry, okay?" Guo Jingwen turned her head to one side, not looking at Wang Yang: "Let's never meet again!" "What?" Wang Yang was like thunder, "Just because of this, you want to break up with me?" Two lines of tears flowed from Guo Jingwen's eyes.She struggled to shake off Wang Yang's hand, and ran forward again.Wang Yang chased after her again, hugged her tightly, and said loudly: "Jingwen, I love you! I can see that you love me too! Otherwise, you wouldn't come out today. But why are you rejecting me again?" ? Can you tell me why you can't accept me?"

Guo Jingwen still wanted to struggle, but she was held tightly by Wang Yang, unable to exert any strength at all.She could only sob softly in Wang Yang's arms. Wang Yang felt that there was a reason for the incident, so he asked softly: "Jingwen, do you have any secrets or difficulties, can you tell me?" After crying in Wang Yang's arms for a while, Guo Jingwen slowly raised her head and said with tears in her eyes, "Yes, I have difficulties that are difficult to express, and for this reason, I do not allow myself to fall in love with anyone!" "What is it, Jingwen? Tell me, maybe I can help you." Wang Yang said sincerely.

After a long silence, Guo Jingwen said with a sad expression: "You don't know, I'm an orphan." Wang Yang looked at her in surprise, his eyes full of puzzlement: "What... just because of this? You are an orphan, so you can't fall in love with me?" "I didn't finish. The important thing is not this..." "what is that?" Guo Jingwen showed a painful expression on her face: "I don't want to talk anymore. Wang Yang, you better stop asking. I don't want you to dislike me after you find out!" "No, Jingwen! I assure you, no matter what you say next, I will never dislike you! I really love you! No matter what unspeakable difficulties or difficulties you have, let us face them together !" Guo Jingwen seemed to be moved by Wang Yang's sincere words, she hesitated again and again, finally mustered up the courage, and said with difficulty: "I...had a history of mental illness." Although he was mentally prepared, Wang Yang was still deeply shocked. He couldn't believe that such a beautiful, gentle and quiet girl would have a history of mental illness.He stared blankly at Guo Jingwen with an expression of disbelief on his face. Guo Jingwen cried and said: "When I was in junior high school, the doctor found that I suffered from intermittent schizophrenia. When I encountered certain stimuli, I might lose control of my behavior... It's just that the situation is not very serious. So After a period of treatment, my condition was basically under control. But the doctor told me that mental illness cannot be completely cured, and if I encounter certain special conditions, it may relapse..." "So, you closed yourself up and deprived yourself of the right to love?" Wang Yang continued her words, "Are you afraid that if you get sick one day, it will affect others?" "Isn't it?" Guo Jingwen burst into tears, making people feel pity. "I don't want the person I love to find out one day that my lover has symptoms of mental illness. If this happens, it will be a great harm and blow to him!" "Stop it, stop it!" Wang Yang held Guo Jingwen tightly in his arms, "You silly girl, you are so kind, you would rather wrong yourself than let others suffer the slightest harm! Now, give me Listen up, I love you! No matter what happens to you before, now or in the future, I will be with you, take care of you, and do my best to protect you from harm! I will not let You're sick again!" After listening to Wang Yang's affectionate confession, Guo Jingwen was shocked by the sudden sense of happiness and her whole body was numb.She stopped struggling, stretched out her arms, and hugged him tightly, her fingers deeply grasped into his back, her lips became soft and submissive...