Chapter 5 Chapter 3 Self-Vision

When I was about to push the door, I suddenly stopped all my movements, turned around stiffly, and asked in a calm tone: "I'm sorry, what did you call me just now?" "Mr. Ye Silent." Yi Gu said in a surprised tone, "What's wrong?" Dual existence may not be unfamiliar to most people.In the West, it even has a proper noun derived from German—doppelginger, which means self-illusion, and also means that the patient sees another self.However, what happened to Yi Gu is still different from this word, because he has not seen the other party of his self-vision with his own eyes, but knows the existence of the other party through indirect information.

Usually in urban legend, there are many scary explanations for this phenomenon. Originally, I never commented on this, or even bothered to pay attention to it, but from Yi Gu, I really felt a very bad feeling, as if something was melting and deteriorating, emitting a strange stench taste. Although no substantial injury has occurred to him, the phenomenon of dual existence is really meaningful.It is said that only those who are about to die can see another self, which has been considered an ominous omen since ancient times.After research, some scholars believe that the phenomenon of seeing another self is actually a disorder in the brain, a precursor to brain disease, and severe cases can lead to death.

This is the insight of brain dysfunction and psychopathology, perhaps Yi Gu, who is a psychiatrist, also knows this. Sitting in his dorm, I talked to him about it. "Yeda, what do you mean, my brain is sick?" Yi Gu looked embarrassed, "You won't be the same as those ordinary people, thinking that I have been in a mental hospital for a long time, and I have a mental illness myself?" I shook my head, "Your situation is a bit complicated. If it is self-illusion caused by brain disease, it is impossible for others to see it. If they can see it, it means that everyone's brain has problems. Obviously, impossible!"

"Then what is your consciousness?" Yi Gu was a little confused. "If you assume that you have a double existence, it is a Shape Shifter phenomenon, and it can be explained." I tapped the table with my finger. "What is that string of English?" He scratched his head. "Transformers, in your legends, can also be called shadow ghosts, who can freely transform into various mysterious creatures." I laughed. Yi Gu blinked, but he was not cute at all, "Ye Da, you didn't say that there was a monster in the mental hospital that turned into my appearance, did you? This joke is too cold."

"Yes, I think you are too nervous and made a joke." I said that, but my expression was not at all joking. It's just that Yi Gu obviously didn't see it, he breathed a sigh of relief, "Then what should I do? Doesn't it mean that if another self appears, the deity will die?" "You are still alive and well, why do you think you will die?" I couldn't deny it, "The most urgent thing is to find out why your clone appeared. Is he a product of your sleepwalking? Or is it something else?" As I said that, I took out the equipment in the same way.These high-tech gadgets are all obtained from Yang Junfei's detective agency, small and effective.

"I will install cameras in the dormitory to monitor your every move after you fall asleep." I glanced at the laptop on the desk, "Give me the computer, I'll take a good look at those videos." "Okay, as long as the other me can be dealt with, I will cooperate with anything." Yi Gu nodded resolutely. "By the way, is my room ready?" I asked. "It's done, follow your request, it's in the dormitory next door." He pointed to the right, "The people who live inside are on vacation recently and are not here." "That's all right."

I fixed the large and small monitors, took the computer and walked into my room. I first turned on the tablet computer, checked the image signal sent by the monitor, then turned on Yigu’s computer, found the folder, and started to study one by one. There are thirty-five films in total, and in each film, Yi Gu in a doctor's robe can be seen sitting opposite the patient, wondering what he did.Patients with various mental illnesses usually show tyrannical tendencies at the beginning, and then calm down with lax eyes, and look at him. The speed of time passing while watching the movie and the length of the two people's eyes are different, but the shortest is half an hour.The doctor and the patient were all sitting on their own, looking at each other without saying a word, accompanied by the dim light, the atmosphere was very strange.Seeing more, even I feel creepy.

The end signal of staring at each other usually starts with another Yigu's shoulder twitching. At that time, he was speaking. There is no recording in the video, and we don't know what he said. In short, after the patient nodded, he immediately passed out. I touched my cold shoulders, and rubbed my temples again.After watching the film, there was a wave of inexplicable doubts in my heart. Since the university studied natural history with a professor, he also has a little knowledge of mental illness. Another seemingly weird behavior of Yi Gu in the film is somewhat like a certain school of psychotherapy.

That method is older than the Kbaladian method, an ancient Greek way of treating brain diseases, and its effects are not recognized at all.Although the specific method has been lost, authoritative experts still believe that it is a pseudoscience. Pseudoscience is sometimes really difficult to judge, just like acupuncture is regarded as pseudoscience in the western medical field, but is acupuncture really ineffective?As an oriental person, I firmly believe in acupuncture, so how did this method be learned by another Yigu and used on patients? I looked at the sunlight coming in from the window, and looked down at Yi Gu who was reading a novel on the tablet computer with his mobile phone, and then dialed his number.

He was taken aback after reading the novel with gusto. Seeing that I was calling the number, he quickly connected, "Ye Da, you are next door, can you come over and say something?" "It used to be too much trouble." I turned my stiff neck around, "I have something to ask you." "What's up?" "Do you know the 'Psyche Guide'?" I said slowly. "what is that?" Yi Gu was puzzled, "My English is not good, so I don't understand." "In ancient Greek at that time, it meant soul guide." I paused and explained: "Psyche originally meant a butterfly, and then it was extended to become a soul. Butterflies symbolized the human soul in ancient Greece, especially the blue butterfly. The ancient Greeks believed that the death of the spirit body might be the liberation of the soul. Like a butterfly flying out of a chrysalis, only a butterfly is the most suitable carrier for carrying the soul. I watched the video and felt that your avatar is treating patients with an ancient therapy that was passed down more than 2,000 years ago. The name is Psyche Guide. The ancient Greeks believed that mentally ill patients had problems with their souls, and they needed to inject the soul of a powerful person into the patient's body. Eyes are the windows of the soul, so this kind of therapy is usually based on some kind of long-lost specific conditions, and then the doctor looks at the patient for a long time and heals the patient.”

"That's okay?" Yi Gu was amazed, he was totally unaware that there was such a miraculous cure.If the disease can be cured so easily, then why use these pathologists who have studied medicine for seven years and then practiced for countless years? "I'm also making a preliminary guess. As for whether it's effective... All the thirty-five people he treated were cured, so it should be effective." I hesitated.The information contained in the video is too little, and the sound was not recorded, which affected my judgment, "Wait a minute, you give me the patient information after discharge, and I will call my friend to track the status of those cured patients." For some reason, there is always a sense of crisis in my heart, and I always feel that there seems to be some crisis that is constantly approaching. Yi Gu responded, and went out to the office building to get the patient's information. I walked out of the dormitory door and walked around the neighborhood. The spring is warm and the flowers are blooming here, full of fresh style. The scenery of Jiangnan Water Town with pavilions, pavilions, small bridges and flowing water is scattered on the Loess Plateau. It seems that there is nothing awkward about it. Every inch of the landscape of this mental hospital has been carefully considered and designed. I walked on the tree-lined path, and the warm sunshine of early spring penetrated through the shade of the trees, dyeing the top of my head and clothes.Breathing the fresh air, letting the healing air fill my lungs, I exhaled deeply again. There is some confusion in my mind.This reincarnation mental hospital looks quiet and comfortable, hidden deep in a remote province, but it actually has many secrets.At least before I came, I just investigated a lot of mysteries just by myself. First of all, the owner of the mental hospital, Yang Junfei's detective agency couldn't find out why.This is really surprising, not to say that the person is mysterious, but too mysterious. There are many results of the investigation, but none of them can be found, which is completely different.According to the first information, he is a Chinese man in his sixties who once studied in the United States.The second part of the information completely overturns the signature, saying that the boss is a woman, in her forties, and has experienced a lot of hardships. She lost her parents at the age of eight, was gang-raped at the age of twelve, and then smuggled abroad. Self-taught psychopathology. The third document is even more mysterious. It mentions that there is more than one owner of the Samsara Mental Hospital, who is very powerful in this province, and the status of foreign investment is just a cover.And that hospital was also a cover. The reason why it was opened so remote was that it used the mental hospital as a cover to secretly carry out illegal biological research against human beings, and even mad scientists copied humans in it. The information after that was all rumors and had no reference value at all. Not only did I have a headache seeing it, but even the old woman Lin Zhiyan who collected the information for me was confused. Until now, she is still screening valuable and possibly true information for me in that huge pile of materials. The reincarnation mental hospital is definitely not simple. Yi Gu and the avatar in his mouth, I can't tell whether he is mentally abnormal or whether he really has supernatural phenomena, but this is a starting point.No matter which way the situation develops, it will help me clear the fog. Most importantly, I have a deeply hidden purpose for coming to this hospital. While walking, I sorted out the messy things in my head, and walked out of the tree-lined path unknowingly. The front suddenly opened up, and a fairly wide lotus pond appeared in front of me.In this lotus pond, the lotus leaves are already green, and the pond is full of high and low ornamental reeds, which are particularly pleasing to the eye under the sunshine. Not far away, there was a girl in white clothes. She squatted down and put her hands into the water to play. As the water rippled, groups of koi swam past with their fat tails. My heart suddenly calmed down, the lake waves, green trees, and the reflections on the lake surface, everything is fascinating and makes people feel deeply at ease. The squatting girl turned her back to me. She has a good figure. Even if the temperature in early spring is not too high, she still needs to be pretty but not warm. She wears very little clothes. Through the thin clothes, you can see her slim curves.The long black hair was lightly draped over the shoulders, and one kind hung down the side of the face, fluttering in the wind. I was deeply attracted by the scenery, walked forward gently, and was about to strike up a conversation, but suddenly, a strange scene caught my attention. The girl put her hand into the water, her shoulders didn't move, her wrist didn't move, and she didn't seem to have food in her hands. What about those koi deterrents? Will they swim over one after another?Moreover, the clear water surface was suddenly stained with a layer of red. is blood? Shocked, I finally saw clearly.The koi close to the girl's palm suddenly broke in two, and floated on the surface of the water with its maw turned over. After looking at the koi, it just died for no apparent reason, and the bright red blood stained a small piece of the lake. The sudden and strange situation made me tremble all over in fright, just like that, maybe because of a sound, the girl's shoulders trembled slightly, and she turned her head quickly. Her face came into my eyes, beautiful oval face, neat bangs, exquisite facial features, the girl is only about twenty years old, exuding a kind of classical beauty, and fatal attraction to the opposite sex, her brows are slightly Frowning, his expression was full of panic, and there were even tears of fear in his eyes. Seeing me appearing suddenly, the girl hugged her right hand vigorously, then ran away in panic. I didn't catch up, but walked to the position where she was squatting just now.The blood on the surface of the lake has dispersed, and the koi have also swam away, leaving only some broken corpses still telling what happened just now. This shouldn't be a dream. I found a branch at random and hooked the closest fish carcass over, and I observed it a few times. The body of the koi carp was mutilated, as if it had been eaten by something. Looking at the wound marks and tooth marks, it was difficult to distinguish, but after all, some clues could be found.Every tooth of the thing that bites the koi is as sharp as an iron nail, and its mouth should not be big. Strange, what exactly is in that beautiful girl's hand?Is she the cause of the koi mass die-off?What are those tooth marks? Frowning, I took out my phone and took a few photos of the koi.Because of this episode, I completely lost the mood to continue shopping, so I walked back to the dormitory. Yi Gu has returned. "Get something?" Holding the tablet computer in my hand, I kept replaying the strange incident by the lotus pond in my mind. I wanted to write to Yang Junfei's detective agency and ask them to investigate. "got it." Yi Gu took off his doctor's robe at some point, and put on a black suit, looking much more energetic. "Put it on the table, I'll look at it later." I am writing and giving orders. After waiting for a while, Yi Gu didn't bring the things to me, but stood aside and looked at me in a daze. I raised my head and wondered, "Where is the thing?" "The archives said that those things are confidential files, and even I can't take them away." He shook his head regretfully, "It can only be viewed in the archives room, otherwise, would you come with me?" "Also." I nodded, thinking that there are many reference materials in the archives, which may be very useful for my purpose, so I will look for them when the time comes. Following him out of the dormitory building, Yi Gu led me through the tree-lined path while chatting with me. He seemed a little preoccupied along the way, thinking about some philosophical issues. "Encountered a problem?" I frowned. "It's not a problem, it's just a little tricky." He touched his forehead and pointed not far away, "Here we are." The archives room is on the basement floor of the administrative building. It is cold and damp, and the dim lights illuminate the surroundings, making it look a little creepy.Although the environment is not very good, there are quite a lot of people coming and going. A few nurses wearing white masks glanced at me, and then left under Yi Gu's signal. Not long after, it stopped in front of an iron gate. "Mr. Yebuyu, this is the file room, let's go in." He held out his hand in a gesture of invitation. When I was about to push the door, I suddenly stopped all my movements, turned around stiffly, and asked in a calm tone: "I'm sorry, what did you call me just now?" "Mr. Ye Silent." Yi Gu said in a surprised tone, "What's wrong?" "Well, I suddenly changed my mind and don't want to go to the archives." I withdrew my hand, and took a few steps back without any trace, "Take me to a nearby town, I want to do some shopping first." A bad guess came to mind.There is a problem, there is definitely a problem with Yi Gu in front of him!He has always called me Ye Da, and it is useless to correct it countless times, but now, he has changed to the official name in a serious manner.The sense of danger is pressing in my heart like a substance, no, I have to find a way to slip out! "That can't be done." Yi Gu shook his head lightly. At some point, more than a dozen strong male nurses had surrounded him. They blocked all the left and right sides of the corridor, leaving only the iron gate in front of me standing alone in front of me. , Their purpose is obvious, they just want to drive me into the door, like catching fish. I cursed in my heart, the Yi Gu in front of me must be the clone of the Yi Gu I am familiar with, I didn't expect that I was a little paralyzed and fell into the trick. Damn it, I can only rush out first. Concealedly put his hand into his pocket, trying to escape the small pistol provided by the detective agency, but Yi Gu, who was close at hand, didn't give me a chance. Under his signal, more than ten people rushed over like wolves and tigers, I pressed it firmly, I couldn't wait, I knew I would have taken the time to learn some karate. The weak people in this world are bound to do anything, no matter how smart and intelligent they are, they can't resist in the face of huge profits. I kept struggling, Yi Gu was obviously a little angry, he took out a bottle of liquid medicine from his pocket, and told the nurse beside him: "Give him a tranquilizer, three times the dose. This patient is obviously violent and schizophrenic. very dangerous!" Damn it, why did I become a patient?No matter how it smells, there is a naked conspiracy smell. I was so oppressed that I watched helplessly as the nurse in white drew out the sedative with a syringe, and then stabbed a sharp and cold needle into my neck. Before I could feel the pain, my thinking and consciousness had been cut off, and I had completely lost contact with all the cells in my body.