Chapter 42 Chapter Forty-One

"What? You still don't believe it? Hehe, think about it again, why do I know what happened between you and Ling Zhijie, Dong Xinjie, and Ling Yu three years ago? And know every detail? Knowing that has been hidden in your heart and will never be able to Something for relief? Can I even tell you another version that seems more logical and real?" "Because, I'm not God, and I'm not a monster. I'm just another character fabricated by your brain's own defense mechanism, a virus that destroys the logic of the world you live in, but I myself exist in your brain. So it’s going to be very clear to get that data.”

"Think about it again, after you enter the bathroom to take a shower, you open the door four times, and all you see when you open it is Dong Xinjie. You even saw her in the bedroom one second before, and you ran to open the door the next second, and what you saw was still Dong Xinjie. She, even you yourself, is very clear that this is logically impossible. And even if it is realized, the scene where she stood on the bay window and jumped out to disappear is also illogical, you say yes ?" "Okay, as long as this matter is logically realized, but after that, you and Ling Zhijie searched repeatedly, using all your relationships and even all his relationships in the public security system, but after such a long time You didn’t even get a single clue. Think about it carefully, can a person really disappear so completely in one night?”

"Okay, let's get that out of the way and talk about another gap in logic, which concerns a few real objects you get: "An unusually long hair, a lipstick that doesn't belong to Dong Xinjie at all, an old-fashioned women's watch from the 1970s, these things have been implanted into your world with great difficulty, trying to cause logical contradictions, but they only caused the contradictions in the early stages. your guesses and doubts, and soon fall prey to the concept of 'aggressive cues' in your mind, which completely fails. "Let's talk about your neighbors, Luo Xianmei and his wife living downstairs, one was scared to death by you, and the other is still in the mental hospital. Their fate is so miserable in your world, but you don't think it's a bit miserable Is it too far away from reality? I believe you still remember one day when you talked to 'Luo Xianmei', she said something that made you feel very awkward: 'You said Xiaojie went to a place where you can't find it? "Of course, this sentence only makes you suspect Luo Xianmei, suspecting that she has something to do with Dong Xinjie's disappearance, but it is only at the level of suspicion. Because, soon after, she 'died', one of the worlds imagined by your brain. The simple consciousness is erased. Your consciousness even makes you forget the other thing she mentioned before: Dong Xinjie talked to Luo Xianmei two or three days before the half month you thought she disappeared, claiming that she I'm not at home for a few days, I hope Luo Xianmei will take good care of you. How is it? Do you still remember? This logically completely contradictory phenomenon was completely forgotten by you, and was buried with Luo Xianmei's death. However, it did exist, you Can't deny it.

"The next logical contradiction you can't deny is the incident in the air-raid shelter. I think you have analyzed the impossible time problem yourself. It is difficult to simulate from any angle unless two possible : 1. Distortion of time and space, 2. Ling Zhijie deceived you. "But you also know that the probability that the former one may exist is almost zero. Once you admit its existence, the virtual world built by your brain will collapse at a faster speed, so you can only lean towards the latter." One possibility. You start to doubt Ling Zhijie, and he starts to be 'disappointed' with you. This is a relatively logical development of events.

"This development overwhelmed the real wives and therapists who were in the real world helping to guide your consciousness all of a sudden, and they started thinking of other ways to do it. So they tried to make me disappear, mysteriously disappearing in a police car. Yes, you couldn't at one point Find out how I disappeared in the police car, right? But what I'm telling you now, you finally understand, right? "I disappeared in the escorting police car. This is also a illogical event for you, but the black forces in your mind quickly made a countermeasure, that is-let Ling Zhijie disappear too. .Ling Zhijie disappeared for a long time. He was arranged by the black forces in your brain to fight underground in the underworld. Yes, this is the last time you saw him. It is worth mentioning whether you still Remember, before you saw him, the man who was killed by Xiao Song? Why did he suddenly charge at you with a knife? Why was he so angry? Why did he want to kill you when he saw you? Of course, There is no reason, he is just a logic destroyer, like watches and lipsticks, you will soon forget. However, you can't forget everything you saw in the small cubicle: Xiao Song facing the empty bed with no one Talking to yourself... the watch you handed out is hanging in the air...

"The dark forces in your brain are already tired of dealing with these phenomena, so you can only put it on hold temporarily. However, the dark forces will not give in easily, and they are still struggling to make up for the logic. The 702 murder case, Luo Xianmei's death, Luo Liangwei The lunatic talk, the police officer Yao led you to investigate, Qin Jia’s inexplicable appearance, and even your mother’s sudden visit, etc... In fact, it’s just the way they work, they use these things that happened in the events around you to reinforce the reality of the virtual world you are in..."

Hearing this, I took a closer look at the white snow under my feet, but it still seemed real.I squatted down again, put my face on the ground, and felt their temperature carefully... Gradually, I actually began to feel their unreality. This feeling of unreality made me start to panic, an unprecedented sense of panic hit me, I looked at Wang Fei again, and asked in horror: "Are you fake?" He nodded. I continued to ask: "Is my mother fake too?" He nodded again. "Where is the real mother?" "Also by your side." "Is Ling Zhijie a fake?"

"Yes, he died three years ago." "The whole world is fake?" Wang Fei finally nodded. There was a bang in my head, as if something had collapsed... What's wrong with me? Am I really in a false world now? All these bizarre, strange, terrifying, and thrilling things that have happened in the past two months are all fake, all illusions generated by my brain's miscalculations? And the real me is lying in a hospital bed? Xin Jie, Ling Yu, and mother, they are standing by the bed watching over me, waiting for me to wake up? Even, I have a child who is lying on the head of the bed, touching my face with his little hand, and asking Xin Jie: "When will Dad wake up?"

I just can't take it all...but do I have to? I raised my head and finally looked at Wang Fei again, and found that his smile became so fake. That's right, he is false and does not exist. He is the other self who came to guide me out of the false world! I mustered up the courage, stepped forward, stared into his eyes, and asked, "Tell me, how can I return to the real world?" "Kill me, or kill yourself." "Are there any other options?" "No." After a while, I stood on the cliff, looking at the blue sea in front of me, and the distant horizon.

I just looked at it like that for a while, then looked back at this beautiful snowy cliff, and told myself what a pity, no matter how beautiful this world is, it is still fake. "I think you don't lack this courage." Wang Fei's magnetic voice came from behind. I moved forward and looked at the surging waves below me, as if I heard Xin Jie's cry suddenly.I even seemed to feel that she was scared, but I was also scared, it was a feeling of sudden fear. I thought, what if my decision was wrong, an irreparable mistake? If jumping down cannot escape the world fabricated by my brain, but is the end of my life, then the whole real world will collapse with my death, and Lian Xinjie remains in the world and in my mind All these memories will disappear, and everything will be gone...

"I have to remind you that the defenders of logic will appear soon, and you don't have much time." Wang Fei's voice came again, sounding very ethereal. My mind suddenly went blank. I closed my eyes, raised my right foot and stepped forward. At this moment, a sudden force came from behind me, knocked me to the side, and finally fell heavily on the ground.I opened my eyes and saw Ling Zhijie beside me, his raised left hand was facing the direction of "Wang Fei". Before I had time to stop him, a more ethereal voice sounded, and with the firelight from his fingertips, a bullet pierced the roar of the sea wind and waves, and plunged into "Wang Fei"'s chest.Inertia caused "Wang Fei" to stagger and retreat behind him, and then fell off the cliff. However, I clearly saw that when he fell, he was still smiling.Even, that smile is already impeccable and natural. I was about to chase down the cliff, but found that my body was completely hugged. I struggled a few times but couldn't break free. I yelled and asked Ling Zhijie behind me: "Why are you here? What the hell are you doing?" How could it be here?!" But Ling Zhijie didn't seem to want to say anything, he just raised his fist and slammed it down on my face. As soon as my eyes went dark, I passed out.