Chapter 41 Chapter 40 Confused

Listening to this other version told by Wang Fei, the pain in my heart gradually turned into confusion. I don't know why he would tell such a version of the story, a version that has nothing to do with the past, a version that looks more like version of the novel. Is he confusing me?Are you trying to take the gun from my hand while I'm distracted?However, how could he know the story that only Xin Jie and I were hiding in our hearts?Where did he know?And know all the details like the back of your hand? is it possible? "Wang Fei, I don't know where you learned about the incident three years ago, but what you say now doesn't make any sense."

"Hehe, aren't you interested in the version of the story I told you later?" "You have a rich imagination, but it has nothing to do with me, and it doesn't seem to have anything to do with you. Let me tell you the truth, I didn't kill your wife before, she's alive! She's still fucking alive! I was I can't bear to kill her! Do you know? But I can go back and shoot her at any time now!" I shook off the liquid in my eyes and tightened my grip on the gun in my hand, even though it seemed useless to Wang Fei. "Hehe, the version of the story I told has a lot to do with you. Of course, you still don't know what it has to do with it, but you should kill Qin Jia. If you can really kill her, you can kill me. However, you still lack these courage... Hey, it really gives me a headache, what should I do? Let me think about it again..."

"..." "Well, let me discuss some issues with you in the most direct way, some very serious problems you are facing now. Then, let me ask you one of them first." "..." "Well... Let me put it bluntly... Do you feel that the world you live in now has a lot of logical loopholes?" "Loopholes in logic? The world you are in? Don't fuck around with me, I just want to know, what happened to my wife! What happened to my mother! What happened to Ling Zhijie, I don't care about anything else! " Wang Fei smiled and said: "It seems that after going through so many things, you still don't realize the essence of the problem. Hey, I don't even know what to do with you..."

"What the hell are you trying to say?! Don't test my patience! You should understand that I can kill you now, and then go back and kill your wife!" I'm still trying to get the one who's hidden inside him to find his wife The protagonist's personality was forced out. "Hehe, it's useless. Even according to your own consciousness, Wang Fei's master personality will not come out. Your current world has abandoned him, and he has completely disappeared. His wife has nothing to do with me. It doesn't work for you to threaten me with her." I looked at his expression carefully, and indeed I couldn't see any expression at all. It seemed that my last ray of hope was also lost, and his personality seemed to have completely disappeared.But the words of the dominant sub-personality at the moment are inexplicable, what is "your world", what is "abandoned", I have no idea what he wants to express.

I could only look at him and said, "If Qin Jia died, what would you do?" Wang Fei laughed again, very helplessly, and then said: "Well, let me tell you directly, she has nothing to do with me, because she is just a character in the world you are in now, and it is a character controlled by your brain. Made it up, so she's dead and I can't do anything. Got it?" "..." "Still do not understand?" "Then what do you want to do?" "Hehe, I have to ask you." "ask me?" "Of course. You've been looking for my motives for doing these things, but you know what? I don't have any motives, because, I'm also a non-existent character... a figment of your brain!"

This time I finally understood, and exclaimed, "What?!" "Hehe, I, Wang Fei, this perverted murderer with a dual personality is essentially a figment of your brain, do you understand?" "My brain made it up?" Under his repeated emphasis, I suddenly understood what he said, but it was obviously too outrageous. "Since you were born, have you never thought about such questions as: Who am I? Where did I come from? Why am I me? Why am I here? What am I here for in this world? ?” This time, my thinking has caught up with what he wants to express, and I have indeed thought about the issues he mentioned, but I don't understand why he suddenly mentioned such irrelevant issues at this moment.

He seemed to see my confusion, and continued: "Have you ever thought about it... For example, the whole world you are in now is fake, and it is actually made up by yourself? Look at the strange things under your feet. Baixue, and everything in this world, clothes, concrete floor, guns in your hand, and even everyone you see... are all things that your brain can constantly calculate?" I didn't say a word and motioned him to continue. "You can see, you can hear, you can taste bitter, you can smell bad, you can feel cold...it's because of your sight, your hearing, your taste, your smell , your sense of touch... all these sensory organs are in operation, and your brain receives the data obtained by these sensory organs all the time, and ensures the coordination and integrity of the data. However, one day, we assume that your There is a small problem in the brain, so that its function of controlling all your sensory organs has changed, so that what you can perceive has also changed. So, what kind of changes will happen to your world? "

"Hehe, that's right, you will see people who don't exist, such as Wang Fei, such as me, this 'secondary personality' that exists in the body of 'Wang Fei', such as the wife Qin Jia of 'Wang Fei' you thought, Even, there is your good friend, Ling Zhijie." "You will also turn a blind eye to people who actually exist, such as Ling Zhijie's sister Ling Yu, and your own wife, Dong Xinjie, and even your child. Ha ha, don't be surprised, you do have a child, but you see If you don't get to him, you think he died when he was born in the hospital..."

"Of course, your brain is constantly processing the false world you live in. It helps you fill in many logical holes in this world and makes your world look very reasonable. But, after all, this is The virtual world conceived by your brain requires too much calculation to support the world so that it does not collapse. "And when this kind of calculation has completely exceeded the computing power of your brain, a defense mechanism of the brain itself begins to take effect, and this defense mechanism will self-generate another thing, which is like a virus , began to destroy the logic of this world. What kind of virus is this? Hehe, just like me who is talking to you right now. That’s right, I am this kind of virus. Let me tell you how logically irrational this world is. sex, to lead you out of this fictional world."

"You heard me right, let me emphasize it again, you are now in a virtual world generated by your own brain due to miscalculations. "In this virtual world, there are two forces competing with each other. One force is the force that builds the virtual world. We call it the black force. While they are building the virtual world, they are also automatically maintaining the balance and balance of the world. Rationality; and the other force is the original defense mechanism of your brain, we call it the white force, they have been suppressed by the black force that builds the virtual world, until the external guidance intervenes, they begin to awaken and cooperate to create this Logical contradictions in virtual worlds.

"The white forces started to create very subtle contradictions, trying to gradually expand the contradictions, until your brain began to doubt the authenticity of this virtual world, and finally let it collapse into irreconcilable logical contradictions. Only in this way can you return to the The real world. But on the other hand, the black forces are constantly patching up the logical loopholes created by the white forces to maintain the rationality of this virtual world. They are constantly intertwined, fighting each other, and devouring each other, so you see a lot Unexplainable phenomena, which are then quickly disposed of either by forgetting or by finding some near-reasonable explanation. "But in essence, the processing method of the black forces is always like a lie. Every time a lie is told, it needs to be covered up with tens of thousands of lies. The amount of data it processes is getting larger and larger. It is conceivable that when the amount of data is so large that When it exceeds the computational load of your entire brain, bang! It will explode, it will explode your consciousness, you will fall into chaos, into a state of unconsciousness, which is an irreversible situation, and then, you, and It means that your consciousness will completely disappear and become nothingness, which is the vegetative state in the real world. "So what is the real world outside your virtual world like? Let me tell you, the person who constantly creates logical contradictions and logical loopholes in your virtual world and guides the original defense mechanism in your consciousness is none other than someone else. It's your wife, Dong Xinjie. "With the help of a psychiatrist, she has been trying to drag you out of the fictional world created by her own brain. And the means used by the psychiatrist are precisely these created events that are out of logic in your virtual world, They keep creating loopholes and contradictions, and they keep trying to fight the forces that you build the virtual world to help you destroy it, so that you can return to the real world. "It's a war, a war in your head that, sadly, you can't realize it's been going on for three years. "Also, what I want to tell you is that the psychiatrist who helped your wife is named Wang Fei."