Chapter 13 Chapter 12 The Baby Girl in the Wall

After Su Xiaosan finished calling Zhong Feiyang, she felt that she couldn't stay here for another minute, so she hurried to the road, took a taxi, and went home.Sitting in the car, my body felt a little warm.The taxi driver kept glancing at her out of the corner of his eye.Su Xiaosan was sitting on the co-pilot seat, feeling that he was watching her, put her hand into the bag vigilantly, and gripped the handle of the kitchen knife tightly. The taxi driver said coldly, "Miss, you look panicked." Su Xiaosan said: "No!" The taxi driver said, "You can't fool me. I haven't seen anyone."

Su Xiaosan didn't speak, and thought to herself, drive your car well, so much nonsense! The taxi driver added: "This place is very creepy. Normally, I don't come here to solicit customers at night. Let me tell you something. One night, when it was raining heavily, a colleague drove by a funeral home and saw a The beautiful girl was standing on the side of the road to stop the car. She was not wearing a raincoat or an umbrella. She was pitiful and kept waving at him. He originally wanted to ignore her, but he was moved with compassion and held her hand in front of her. The car stopped. The beautiful girl got into the car and sat in the back without saying a word. He asked: "Where are you going?" The beautiful woman said grimly: "To the Marriott Cemetery." He was surprised: "So It's late, what are you doing at the Marriott Cemetery?" The pretty woman sneered and said, "That's where I live. What do you think I'm going to do? I dropped something at the funeral home, and I got it when I came back. Do you want me to go back? Do you want to go back? I'm going to your house.' He suddenly understood something, trembling with fright... You can't be the same, can you?"

Su Xiaosan cursed in her heart: "You are the ghost!" What the taxi driver said still made her feel terrified. The taxi driver said: "Miss, I am joking with you, don't be afraid!" Su Xiaosan scolded: "You bastard!" The taxi driver chuckled, "What if I'm a ghost?" Su Xiaosan's hand holding the handle of the kitchen knife was trembling, and he really felt a sinister energy emanating from him... After getting out of the car, Su Xiaosan looked back at the taxi drifting away, feeling uneasy.Before entering the community, Su Xiaosan's gaze flicked over that corner. Tonight, she did not notice that mysterious man in black.

After entering the community, she said to the security guard on duty: "Please send me upstairs, please? I'm afraid." The security guard said: "Okay!" The security guard sent her to the door of the house, watched her enter the house and closed the door before leaving. Back home, Su Xiaosan did not find Chen Huaiyuan back. Looking at the messy sofa, Su Xiaosan's heart felt empty. Su Xiaosan's bones were about to fall apart, and she was exhausted.She was lying on the bed, motionless, feeling like a dead body. At this time, her cell phone rang, it was a short message.

Who would text her this late at night? She doesn't want to move, whoever he is! After a while, the phone rang again. Su Xiaosan sighed: "Why are these days so non-stop!" He reached out and grabbed the phone, opened it to look, and suddenly felt a kind of joy in his heart, it was the news from Jiguang. There are two messages in total.The first message: "Xiaosan, I don't know if you have slept yet. In such a night, it is difficult to restrain my thoughts of you. After I came back, I always wanted to forget you, but I couldn't do it, and I couldn't erase your melancholy from my mind eyes. My heart will ache for you, like an arrow piercing my heart, and it will be difficult to breathe."

The second message: "I know it's difficult for you, but I can't share it for you. My love for you is empty and meaningless. I want to hold your cold little hand and never let it go. It's mine. Dreams may be difficult to realize in a lifetime. No matter what, I hope you are happy, and every day, I will face the direction of the holy mountain and pray for you." Su Xiaosan's eyes were wet and her heart was warm. She replied with a message: "I didn't expect to meet you in the most difficult time, thank you very much for the warmth you brought me. I will always remember your words, difficulties will always pass, as long as you are alive, don't give up hope. I don't know if we can meet again, I can only say to you in the distance, take care! The snow on the plateau is warm, just like you."

Guiguzi was arrested. It was the night when Su Xiaosan was waiting for him.In fact, the police had already set up an ambush there.Guiguzi sneaked into the Hongtai community and hid in Tibet, thinking that no one knew.After entering the elevator, he was still secretly happy.After getting out of the elevator, he didn't go to Xiang Hanlan's house, but entered the empty room opposite Xiang's house.The police ambushing at Xiang Hanlan's house heard the movement and were ready to arrest him. Once he entered Xiang's house, they would hold him down without hesitation!In the end, the police waited at Xiang's house for a long time, but Guiguzi didn't come in, but heard rustling sounds from the empty room opposite, what was he doing there?What if he doesn't come home tonight?You have to catch him no matter what!After a long time, the police couldn't hold back anymore. They tiptoed out of Xiang Hanlan's house, came to the door of the empty house, and broke in.

The policeman shone a flashlight on him, pointed a gun at him, and shouted, "Don't move!" Guiguzi was holding a rectangular wooden box in his hands, panicking: "You guys, what do you do?" The police said: "We are the police, put down the things in your hands, raise your hands above your head, don't act rashly!" Guiguzi put the wooden box on the ground, and tremblingly raised his hands above his head. Two policemen rushed over and handcuffed Guiguzi's hands. Guiguzi suddenly said: "Comrade policeman, I am not a criminal, I am a person who seeks the truth!"

The policeman said with a sneer, "Go and find out the truth? It's so funny!" They saw a large hole had been dug in one wall from which the long wooden box had been taken. After the police opened the wooden box, all the people present widened their eyes in horror. There was actually a baby girl's mummified body in the wooden box. The baby girl's mummified body was wrapped in a piece of red cloth, one little foot was wearing a red embroidered cloth shoe, and the other foot was not wearing anything, revealing the brown dry foot. Guiguzi laughed suddenly, and said dully: "I think there is a huge secret buried in this room! Sure enough, I am getting closer and closer to the truth! Who killed this baby girl and built her into the wall? It's a mystery, an unsolved mystery—"

... Guiguzi was taken back to the police station. Along the way, he always said: "I am not a criminal, why do you arrest me? I am just a person who seeks the truth, and I am getting closer and closer to the truth!" The policeman said to him: "Whether you are a criminal or not, it doesn't matter what you say, you should accept our investigation honestly!" It was Zhong Feiyang and another police officer who took the notes for Guiguzi. In the interrogation room, the atmosphere was very solemn. Guiguzi's hands were still in handcuffs. He said: "I am not a criminal, please uncuff me!"

Zhong Feiyang said coldly: "If we prove that you are not a criminal, we will open it for you." Guiguzi sighed and said, "You will let me go! By the way, can you give me a cigarette?" Zhong Feiyang lit a cigarette, walked over, and handed it to him. Guiguzi said: "Thank you!" Zhong Feiyang sat back to his original place, staring at him like a falcon.Guiguzi exhaled the smoke, closed those small eyes, and seemed to enjoy it infinitely. Zhong Feiyang knocked on the table: "Name?" Guiguzi opened his eyes, and said word by word: "Gui-gu-zi!" Zhong Feiyang said seriously: "The real name!" Guiguzi said: "I can't remember, I only know that my name is Guiguzi!" Zhong Feiyang said: "Don't pretend! Tell me your real name!" Guiguzi pretended to say: "I'll think about it and see if I can remember." After a while, he smiled and said: "I seem to remember, my real name is Zhang Feixiang, and Zhang is Zhang whose surname is Zhang. Former singer Fei Xiang is exactly the same." Zhong Feiyang said, "Age?" Guiguzi said, "Thirty-eight." Zhong Feixiang said, "Native place?" Guiguzi said, "Shanghai." Zhong Feiyang said: "Occupation?" Guiguzi said: "Freelance writer." Zhong Feiyang said: "Why did you enter other people's homes illegally? When did it start? What did you do? Tell the truth, it will be good for you." Guiguzi smiled and said: "The matter has come to this point, there is nothing to hide, I will naturally tell you all. Can you give me another cigarette?" Zhong Feiyang lit another cigarette for him. Guiguzi took a puff of cigarette and exhaled thick smoke, which made his face blurred. After a while, Guiguzi started a lengthy narration, as if telling them the content of the novel. "I like to explore mysterious things. It has always been like this. Any mysterious thing is nothing when the truth is revealed. The process of finding the truth is the most exciting and challenging. It is more exciting than making love. This is the most important reason why I like to explore mysterious things. I didn't know that there was a problem with the house opposite Xiang Hanlan. When I was free, I would go to the bar to have a few drinks. That night, I was in Maoming Road. Drinking at Seven Colors Bar. There are many beauties in this bar, and it is said that they are all white-collar workers. I like to see them flirt in front of men. The best place for them to show up. Xiang Hanlan is no exception. I have seen her several times, wearing very revealing clothes, sitting on the lap of a man, and the man's hand can knead any part of her body. Moaning in front of everyone in the bar. She is indeed a charming and sexy woman, especially her strong and slender thighs, which make me dream. I can't get close to her, and she looks down on me. I don't With so much money, they are not handsome. The beautiful women in the Seven Colors Bar are basically the same as Xiang Hanlan. They look down on me. No woman has ever come up to me to seduce me. Their eyes are very poisonous, and you can see my shriveled wallet And status. I don’t care, I just look at them. They won’t let me touch them, and they will never stop me from stroking their naked parts with greedy eyes. I just sit in a corner like that, drinking and feasting my eyes. This is also very enjoyable. Life is like this, as long as you feel happy, it doesn’t matter what others think.” "That night, Xiang Hanlan and the others were sitting in front of me. I listened to them talking, and my eyes kept darting around the woman. One thing Xiang Hanlan told aroused my strong desire to explore. She said that the apartment opposite her house had been vacant all the time because it was not clean. She also asked the man next to her to rent the empty apartment to experience the horror. The man strongly objected. It was a Taiwanese man, I heard her call him Tony. The story Xiang Hanlan told me is more attractive than her body. It can be seen that the relationship between Xiang Hanlan and the Taiwanese man named Tony is not only physical. After they finished , I followed them closely. Xiang Hanlan got into Tony's car, which was a royal blue Mercedes. I drove an old Santana sedan and followed them closely. Tony's Drive very slowly, otherwise I won't be able to catch up... After finding out where Xiang Hanlan lives, I'm ready to take action." "It's impossible for me to enter that empty room during the day. It's easy to be spotted, and I can't find any problems. Only in the middle of the night can I sneak in smoothly, and only in the dark can I discover those terrible things and get closer to the truth I climbed over the wall of Hongtai community and entered the community in the middle of a dark and windy night. I am not a thief, but I have many things that thieves need, such as master cards and master keys. Spy. The anti-theft door can't stop me! After entering Xiang Hanlan's building, I felt a dark atmosphere. The lights in the elevator also flickered on and off. When I reached the tenth floor, the moment the elevator door opened, a black man The shadow passed by in a flash. If I was a timid person, I would be scared to death. The scarier thing was yet to come. When I stood at the door of the empty room and opened the door with the master key, I heard a baby crying inside. The voice was faint Ethereal, not so real, but it exists. I opened the door lightly, a gust of wind rushed in, and the baby's crying disappeared. The silence in the room was terrible. I turned on the small flashlight, and first turned on the All the curtains were drawn. Then, I searched for something in the empty room. I don’t understand why the owner of the house moved everything away. I just found a red embroidered cloth shoe on the floor of the living room , These are the shoes worn by the baby, and I can't help but think of the baby's cry just now. Although I am extremely brave, goose bumps appeared on my skin at this time." "I lit a white candle. I sat cross-legged on the ground and lit a cigarette. Smoking can make me think about some problems calmly. What happened in this room? While I was thinking hard, the wind blew up, Swinging around the room, the candles were blown out, the cigarette butts were extinguished. My little flashlight couldn't turn on. The darkness engulfed me. My heart was in my throat, something terrible was going to happen I was a little caught off guard. Suddenly, a great force pushed me to the ground on my back. Something flew over and landed on my chest, as if a pair of small hands had grabbed my neck forcefully, and I couldn’t move. Going to suffocate! With cold little lips pressed against my ears, I heard a childish voice, muffled as if to say: 'Take me out of this place, I'm oppressed, I don't want to stay here Dark place——' My throat is about to burst, and I said with difficulty: "You let me go, let me go, I will take you away—" After speaking, the thing pressing on my chest disappeared, and the room When the silence returned, I let out a long breath, lit the candle again, and found that the red children's shoe was gone." "I'm sure there's a baby's soul floating in this empty room, and I can't find her bones or what she's attached to, and I can't take her away. I'm trying to find those things, but there's nothing in the room, not even The baby shoe was gone too. At this moment, I heard the sound of the elevator door opening, hesitated for a moment, and quickly blew out the candle. It was Xiang Hanlan, she always came home late. There seemed to be another person, the man Xiang Hanlan said: "How do I feel that there is a light in the house opposite." The man's voice: "Where is it, don't be suspicious." I heard it, this man is Tony from Taiwan. My heart suddenly changed. I was very nervous, afraid that they would break into the door or call the security of the community. Xiang Hanlan smiled and said, "Tony, are you scared?" The big beauty is by my side, even if she is dead, she is willing to come here!" Xiang Hanlanlang smiled and said: "Dead face, please speak nice words, let's go into the house, no matter so much." I secretly cursed: "A pair of dogs Men and women!' I'm so jealous of that guy named Tony." "I'm very curious, and suddenly I really want to know what they will do after they enter the room. It is easy for me to go in through her door, so easy to be discovered by them. I think of the balcony, her house. The balcony and the balcony of this house are side by side, maybe I can climb over and sneak peeping on the balcony of her house. I quietly came to the balcony, all the windows of the house are dark, only Xiang Hanlan’s house is still lit Dim red lights, although the French doors of her balcony are covered with curtains. The distance between the balcony and the balcony is more than two meters, and there is an air-conditioning exhaust fan in the middle. As long as you step on it, you can step to Han Lan's balcony. If there is an accident, the consequences will be unimaginable. If you fall from the tenth floor, you will definitely die. As I said, I am a bold person, or I am not human at all! In order to achieve my goal, I put life and death aside. After climbing over, I found a gap in the cloth curtain behind the glass door. I couldn't help but burst into ecstasy. This gap just happened to satisfy my desire to peep. Through the gap, I saw them having sex on the sofa, and to Hanlan sat on top of Tony, grabbed her breasts with both hands, rubbed them non-stop, closed her eyes, looking like she was about to die...Tony grabbed her buttocks with both hands, straightened her body up, wailing straight Wow... my eyes were on fire, I was swallowing like hell, my right hand was in my crotch... that was a torment for me. When they were done, so was I. I was sitting there with my back against the glass The door, the whole body is exhausted. They are talking. Say to Hanlan: "Honey, is it comfortable?" Tony said: "Comfortable!" Say to Hanlan: "Better than that yellow-faced woman in your family?" Tang Tony said: "That's needless to say!" Xiang Hanlan smiled: "Then do you want to be so comfortable all the time?" Tony said: "Of course!" Xiang Hanlan said: "Then let your yellow-faced woman go away." Stay away, think of her and you will be annoying!" Tony said vigilantly: "What do you mean by that? Didn't you just say it was for fun?" It's so simple!'... At that time, I thought, troubles between them are coming, and there will be a price for doing anything." "I always felt that there was a baby soul in that empty house that needed to be rescued, but there was nothing I could do. Every time I entered the empty house, I would talk to her, comfort her, and tell her to wait patiently. One day I would take her out This place. Sometimes she strangles me wildly, sometimes she cries, and most of the time, she listens quietly to my whispers. I want her to tell me the truth, but she doesn't say anything. Tony's not there Sometimes, I would quietly sneak into Xiang Hanlan's room, stand by her bed, listen to her subtle breathing, smell the smell from her body, and feel very happy, as if she is my woman. Facing the deep sleep Xiang Hanlan, I will turn on the flashlight and shine on her exposed thighs, I really want to reach out and touch her, I really want to lie on her beautiful body and enter her... I am not a rapist, I will not do that, every time Until she wakes up, I will leave quietly." "I found out that I fell in love with this woman, but there was nothing I could do. She just liked to be with Tony, who just wanted to play with her, and she didn't look down on me at all. I didn't expect her to die. After the news of her death, I shed tears silently for a day. One night after her death, I entered her home. Xiang Hanlan, who was once so beautiful and fresh, has disappeared. My heart hurts, like Cut by a blunt knife. I lit a white candle for her, and lay where she died, whispering, telling her all my love and hate for her, believing that her soul is still here, I can hear a lonely man's affectionate confession... I admit that my psychology is very dark, and I still have this thought: Xiang Hanlan, I am sad for your death, but I will not be sad because you are with other men. The pain is unbearable, from now on, you are mine alone..." "Just two days ago, I accidentally saw a novel in a magazine. It was a short story "Cutting the Wrist" written by my colleague Li Ximin. In the novel, a desperate mother killed her son. The story of building into the wall after death. I was greatly inspired by it. Is there a baby on the wall in the empty house? I feel that I am gradually approaching the truth. Just this night, I brought the tools I entered the empty house. At first, I used a hammer to gently tap on the wall... Finally, I found a wall that was different from other places. It sounded hollow, not as solid as other places. In order not to make a loud noise and attract the attention of the residents upstairs and downstairs, I dug the wall with the tip of a knife... Little by little, I saw the wood, and I was ecstatic! I was full of energy and continued... Just as I was taking that little wooden box off the wall, you came in..." Zhong Feiyang and the other policeman were dumbfounded. Zhong Feiyang did not expect that Guiguzi would be so frank, revealing the secret things in his soul without reservation. Guiguzi stared straight at the cigarette box on the table in front of Zhong Feiyang, swallowed and said, "I've said everything I need to say, you can figure it out! By the way, can you give me another cigarette?" Yu Tao made me taste the taste of love for the first time in my life. Before that, I thought I would not fall in love with any man.When I can't see him, I always think of him in my heart, and feel that he is thinking of me.I was so full that I didn't even want to eat.Every day when I get off work, I will become very anxious, afraid that he will not come to pick me up.When his figure appeared in front of my eyes, a warm smile would appear on my face. He made me warm and let me put down the heavy psychological burden for the first time to love a man.I think he is a gift from God to me, the most precious gift, a gift that can be exchanged with life.He was several years older than me, and he was an educated youth returning to the city. Unlike Wang Hairong, he went to the countryside in the Great Northern Wilderness, not in the southern mountains.I can't tell how good he is, as long as I see him, I will feel very at ease, his eyes are shining with sparks that move me; he will hold my hand and lead me through the long street, at that time , my heart becomes peaceful and happy. At dusk, Yu Tao stood at the door of the library, waiting for me to get off work.I packed my things and walked out quickly.I smiled and said, "Tao, how long have you been waiting?" He smiled and said, "Not long, I just got off work." He is an electrician at the power station and always carries an electrician's bag.He looked very handsome in work clothes and an electrician's bag.We walked down the street hand in hand.He asked me softly: "Are you hungry?" I said: "Not hungry at all." He said: "Liar, did you not have a good meal at noon?" I said: "How do you know?" He said: "I I can feel it, and I can feel that you are thinking of me." I said: "Smelly, who misses you!" He said: "I will take you to eat raw pan fried at night, how about it? I found a small shop, raw The frying is very delicious, I would like to invite you to try it.” I said, “You have the final say, I will listen to you.” I saw the mentally retarded child again, he stood in front of us. My heart twitched. Yu Tao felt something, put his arms around my shoulders, and asked with concern: "Ah Hong, what's wrong with you?" I looked at the mentally handicapped child's face and couldn't say anything.The mentally handicapped child shook his head and said to me: "Sister, have you seen my brother? Why hasn't he come home? He said that he would bring a beautiful sister home—" Yu Tao understood, and hugged him tightly He said to me: "Don't be afraid, he is pitiful, but he won't hurt anyone." He didn't know that the retarded brother in front of him died because of me. If he knew, would he still talk to me like this?He didn't know my fear and guilt.I always wanted to tell him all the things that happened, but I didn't find a chance, or I was afraid that he would leave me after hearing it, and I would suffer even more.How unfair it would be to not tell him. A thin old man with a cane came from behind the mentally handicapped child, walked up to him and said, "Son, go home, your brother will come back, let's go home and wait for him, okay, maybe we can go home when we get home." Seeing him, you can also see the beautiful girl he brought back." The mentally handicapped boy said: "Father, you lied to me, you always say that, I won't go home, I want to find my brother—" The thin old man sighed Said: "If you don't go home, Dad will die, and when Dad dies, no one will care about you anymore." The mentally handicapped child stared at him blankly, and after a long time, he said softly: "Dad! , I don’t want you to die, I’ll go home with you.” Looking at their backs, my heart felt like a knife. I was in a trance, and my dinner was tasteless, and it was a pity that I missed the delicious fried rice.Yu Tao saw the change in my mood, and he said: "Ah Hong, are you feeling unwell?" I forced a smile: "It's nothing, don't worry, it will be fine in a while." The man who knows the heat will send me back to the dormitory after dinner.After returning to the dormitory, he poured me a glass of boiled water and handed it over: "Ah Hong, drink some boiled water, lie down after drinking the water, don't think about anything, just sleep well!" I nodded, He took the water glass and said, "I know, you should go back to rest earlier. It's a hard day at get off work, and you have to accompany me after work." He reached out and stroked my hair, and said tenderly: "I don't work hard. , with you, I am very happy, really!" He talked with me for a while, seeing that I was really not in a good mood, he left. He just left, and I miss him very much. In fact, I don't want him to leave me. Only when he is by my side can I feel safe.In a trance, Zhang Shusen appeared in front of me, with a miserable smile on his face; Zhu Nanhai also appeared, with a huge head bleeding profusely; I was talking, I couldn't hear anything, my head was hurting so badly, it felt like it was going to explode.I murmured, "Go away, go away—" My heart trembled in fear, and suddenly, a voice in my body said: "Yu Tao will die too, he will be electrocuted, and his body will be hung on the high-voltage wire..." I couldn't take it anymore, grabbed my hair with both hands, tore it hard, and yelled frantically: "No, no, he won't die, he won't die; weasel, get out of here, get out of here, you are mine!" Nightmare, get away—" Then, I cried and cried, at this moment, I really hope that Wang Hairong will hold me tightly in his arms, no, I hope that Yu Tao will hold me tightly in his arms! I have to tell Yu Tao everything, maybe in this way, my heart will be calmer. The next day, the whole day I was anxious, worried about what would happen to Yu Tao, and worried that after telling him everything, he would leave me decisively and let me fall into the cold and dark abyss again.How I longed to be saved by his love, if I were to leave him, I would be completely lost!After get off work, I hurried out of the library door, but I didn't find him.Did something really happen to him?I was covered in cold sweat and my head was in a daze.I said in my heart, no, nothing will happen to Yu Tao, he will appear in front of me soon, hold my hand, take me to dinner, and tell me his story in the Great Northern Wilderness while eating... Standing at the door of the library, waiting for Yu Tao in fear, everyone left, the door of the library was locked, and he didn't come either.The colleague who locked the door asked me: "Ah Hong, why haven't you left yet?" I didn't seem to hear her, and didn't answer her, she shook her head and left.I believe he will come!However, an hour passed, and he still didn't come; two hours passed, and he still didn't come; three hours passed... Tears rolled in my eyes, and his safety oppressed my fragile heart!I decided to go to the power station to find him. If I don't see him tonight, I can't live anymore!Along the way, I kept saying in my heart: "Mom, your spirit in heaven will keep him safe, right? Mom, do you know how good he is to me? At this moment, he is my only family member. Mom, please, keep him safe, I know, you never want me to suffer, to make me sad..." When I came to the door of the power station, my heart was beating wildly. Just when I was about to go in and ask the staff on duty about Ming Yu Tao's situation, I heard the sound of a car horn. I turned around and saw Yu Tao wearing a hard hat and work clothes at a glance.The engineering vehicle of the power supply station was parked on the side of the road a few steps away from me. Yu Tao jumped out of the vehicle and ran towards me. Obviously, he also spotted me.My tears could no longer be held back, and rolled down involuntarily.I threw myself into Yu Tao's broad arms and burst into tears.Yu Tao hugged me tightly, and said softly: "I'm sorry, Ah Hong, I suddenly had an urgent task this afternoon, and I went out to repair the line, so I didn't have time to pick you up." I choked up and said, "Why don't you call me?" , you know how much people worry about you!" Yu Tao patted me on the back lightly and said, "I know, Ah Hong, I'm sorry, it won't happen again. Don't cry, look, my colleagues are laughing at you Well." Yu Tao was safe, and I turned my worry into joy, and said coquettishly, "I don't care, let them laugh at me!" Yu Tao's colleagues laughed and joked, and went to the power supply station.Yu Tao wiped away my tears and said, "Okay, don't cry. I'll go in and put away the tools. I'll take you to dinner after washing! You wait here for me, and I'll be out soon!" I laughed Smile: "Go, I'll wait for you here." Because of the joy, I had a very delicious dinner. Yu Tao looked at me affectionately, and always brought me some food, but he didn't eat it himself.I said, "Tao, don't patronize me to pick up food, you can eat too." He smiled and said, "I'm not hungry, really, seeing how delicious your food is, I'm very happy, even happier than eating by myself. You know, it’s the first time I’ve seen you eat so deliciously.” Yes, I’ve never been so happy, because he’s fine, I think, everything is over, including the ominous thing on my body, that is, the weasel still exists in the body, It also has no magic power.My new life will start from here. I must tell him everything. I can't hold those things in my stomach, those things are poison and will poison me to death!I have to say it.After eating, we walked hand in hand on the sidewalk against the warm early summer wind, filled with a sense of happiness.Snuggling up to him, I summoned up the courage to say: "Tao, I want to tell you something—" Yu Tao said: "You tell me, I am your most loyal listener." I was still a little uneasy: "You have to promise Me, no matter what I say, you can't leave me." Yu Tao smiled and said: "Tell me, I have experienced so much, you can bear whatever you say, don't worry." I said: "You promise! Yu Tao pretended to be serious and said: "I promise, no matter what Ah Hong says, I will not be offended!" I said: "I am an outcast, a witch named Xiao Sanniang adopted me, and she raised me..." I told him the important parts of my life in detail.Weasel, Zhu Nanhai, Zhao Yan, Li Wenping, Zhang Shusen...every time he finished talking about something, Yu Tao would calmly talk about his views.For example, regarding the weasel, he said: "Ah Hong, I believe that Xiao Sanniang has a mysterious power that can summon the weasel and prevent them from harming the chickens in the village. But I don't believe that the weasel will exist on your body." , because you have been living with Xiao Sanniang all the time, she influenced you and made you think that you also have that mysterious power. Everything is your illusion. You have to believe that there is no weasel in your body!" Speaking of Yu Tao analyzed Zhu Nanhai's death or disability in this way: "Ah Hong, their death has nothing to do with you. It really has nothing to do with it. Everything is caused by your psychology. Many things happen as they should. , you must not have any psychological burdens, it is very bad for you, you have to unload these spiritual burdens, and you will easily face life and the people you love. I am not afraid, really, Even if you really have a weasel with superpowers in your body, I am not afraid, even if I am really cursed and die unexpectedly, I will not blame you, everything is my own choice, I have to bear it. " Listening to Yu Tao's words, my heart felt warm and I felt really relaxed.The strange thing is that I didn't tell him about Wang Hairong, and I don't know why I kept this incident.After talking about so many things, we don't know how long we have been walking on the road and how deep the night is.I really hope that he will walk with me all the time like this, for a lifetime.Before we knew it, we came to the place where Wang Xiaoyan was killed.Suddenly there was a chilly wind blowing from behind, as if there was a woman behind her who said softly: "Ah Hong, let me introduce someone to you—" I was terrified, and I shivered.Yu Tao hugged me tightly, and asked in surprise: "Ah Hong, what's the matter with you?" I said tremblingly: "Tao, look back and see if there is anything." Yu Tao looked back and saw the empty street Nothing on it.He said: "Ah Hong, there is nothing." I still said tremblingly: "Wang Xiaoyan was hit by a car and died in this place, and I felt that she was calling me from behind us." Yu Tao said: "I understand! He turned my body around and said seriously: "Ah Hong, take a good look, there is nothing! This is all due to your psychology!" But I clearly saw Wang Xiaoyan standing in front of me!I scream!Yu Tao hugged me tightly: "Poor Ah Hong, don't be afraid, I'm by your side, don't be afraid of anything! I will love you well, don't have any psychological burden!" Yu Tao sent me back to the dormitory. He poured a basin of hot water, put it by my feet, took off my shoes and socks, put my feet in the basin, and said softly, "Is the water hot?" I shook my head: "It's not hot, it's just right." He said with a smile, "It will make your feet feel more comfortable, it will also make you relax, and you will sleep well." I was very moved. Before that, only Xiao Sanniang washed me.过脚，我眼泪汪汪的：“滔，谢谢你！”俞滔用粗糙的手轻轻地抚摩我的脚，很舒服的感觉。俞滔说：“阿红，以后我天天给你洗脚，你是个苦孩子，需要宠爱，宠爱你，让你过幸福的生活，是我的责任！”我的泪水又一次流淌下来，滴在了盆里。俞滔说：“阿红，不哭，相信我，我一辈子都会对你好的，再也不会让你受到伤害了！”我用力地点了点头：“我相信，真的相信！” 洗完脚，俞滔让我脱了衣服，躺在床上。他俯下身子，在我的额头上轻轻地亲吻了一下，说：“阿红，你什么也不要想，一切都过去了，好好睡一觉，明天早上醒来，太阳会为你灿烂。我该回去了，太晚了。”我点了点头：“回去的路上要小心，明天傍晚等你来接我。”可是，当俞滔走到门口时，我突然喊了一声：“滔，你别走！”他在回过头的那一刹那间，我像只母豹从床上一跃而起，跳下床，朝他扑了过去，紧紧地抱住了他，疯狂地亲吻他的眼睛、鼻子、脸……最后找到了他的唇……我喃喃地说：“滔，我给你，给你——”他开始有点措手不及：“阿红，这样不行，我们还没有结婚，别人会说闲话的！”我边扯他身上的衣服，边急促地说：“我，我不管，我，我要你，就要你，不管——”俞滔低吼了一声，抱起我，把我放到了那张单人床上。我在呻吟中伸手拉灭了灯……风平浪静后，我幸福地把头趴在他宽阔温暖的胸膛上，柔声说：“滔，我是你的人了，永远也不会让你离开我了——”他轻柔地抚摸我的头发，轻声说：“永远不会离开你！”那时，我才知道，只有两个人的肉体真正碰撞之后，爱情才是完美的。 我沉沉地睡去。 感觉有个人在哭泣。他站在我面前，面容模糊。我睁开眼睛，看到了他模糊的影子。我说：“你是谁？”他哀怨地说：“你连我也不认识了，你有新欢了，就忘了我了。你答应过我的，给我的魂魄找一个可以安放的地方，看来，你不会这样做了。”我惊骇地说：“你是王海荣！”他说：“你还记得起我的名字，我以为你连我的名字都记不起来了，阿红，不要抛弃我，我哪里也不去，我就喜欢藏在你的身体里，我们是不可分开的一个人！他不是我，不是！你让他离开，让他离开——”我不知道说什么好，心很疼痛。他靠近了我，我感觉到了寒冷。他央求道：“阿红，让我回到你的身体中去，你的身体才是我最好的居所，在你的身体中，我不会冷，不会孤独，不会被恶鬼欺负。阿红，我求求你，让我回到你的身体里去——”我体内传来了黄鼠狼的叫声：“让他进来，让他进来——”我惊恐地说：“不，不，不要进来，不要进来——”王海荣突然伸出锋利的爪子，插进了我的胸膛，他要撕开我的胸膛，然后进入我的体内。我惊叫道：“不要，不要——” 噩梦中醒来，天已经亮了。 俞滔抱着我，轻声说：“阿红，别怕，我在你身边，我知道你做噩梦了，别怕，你很快就会好起来的——” 我紧紧地抱着他。 希望每时每刻都这样抱着他。 希望他不停地说话，就像童年时渴望王海荣不停地和我说话。 我不怕噩梦，我害怕的是现实中的悲剧。 我不希望悲剧发生在我们身上。 俞滔的存在是个奇迹，他的确是上天送给我的最珍贵的礼物。只有他在，我的灵魂才能安宁。从那以后的一段时间里，我的确放松了许多，沉湎在爱情的幸福之中，忽略了潜在的危险。 也许我命中不该有幸福降临。 那天下午，我在书架边整理图书。心里还想着，晚上我们要去看电影的事情。俞滔总是把我们的业余生活安排得丰富多彩，这让我很充实，渐渐地忘记了那些恐惧的事情。就在这时，一个同事急匆匆地跑过来说：“阿红，快去接电话，你男朋友单位打来的。”我当时想，也许是俞滔有什么紧急的抢修线路的任务，傍晚不能来接我了，没有什么大惊小怪的。我走过去拿起话筒：“喂，我是肖阿红——”电话那头传来焦急的声音：“阿红呀，不好了，俞滔出事了，现在在第六人民医院抢救，你赶快过去——”我不相信他说的是真的：“你不是开玩笑吧，好好的，怎么会出事！”对方说：“没有和你开玩笑，我说的是真的，我们供电局的领导都到医院去了，也是我们领导吩咐我给你打电话的，你赶快过去吧，记住了，在第六人民医院！” 我听得清清楚楚，对方不是在拿我寻开心，俞滔真的出事了。 我呆了，手一松，话筒掉在了地上。 同事见状，拣起话筒，放回电话座机上，焦虑地问我：“阿红，出什么事情了？你的脸色变得这样难看，煞白煞白的！” 我体内有个声音幸灾乐祸地说：“我说的没错吧，俞滔会死的，他会被电死的——” 我喃喃地说：“不可能，不可能，他不会出事的，不会出事的！你们都在骗我，骗我——”