Chapter 4 Chapter 3 The soul with nowhere to rest

He always found a dark red hickey on his neck when he woke up in the morning.He is the only one in this rental house, and he has been the only one for a long time, and he has never brought anyone back, not even his best friend; moreover, he is in his 30s and has no girlfriend yet.Every time he saw that dark red hickey, it would gradually fade and disappear under his horrified eyes, like a dream... This is the beginning of the story of "Dark Kiss". It was raining outside the window. Continuous autumn rain. The rain began to fall after nightfall, there was no sign, and the sky was still clear during the day.The temperature plummeted, Su Xiaosan put on a sweater, and felt cold, so she put on a thick coat.Su Xiaosan regretted taking the job of "Dark Kiss". She had never designed the cover of a horror novel before. She wanted to try it out, but unexpectedly, she calmed down and read a part of it tonight, and she got goosebumps all over her body.

Su Xiaosan didn't dare to read any further, maybe it would be better to read "Dark Kiss" in broad daylight. The wind whimpered outside the window. She drew the curtains. She drew all the curtains in the house. Su Xiaosan checked the door lock again, but found nothing wrong, even so, she was still panicking.She wanted to read another book, but her emotions were disturbed. The dense text on the computer screen was like dense steel needles rushing towards her face. This feeling was particularly bad. If it continued like this, she would not be able to do her job anymore. How can I explain to Wang Ba that I can’t hand in the manuscript by then?Taking people's money to eliminate disasters for others, Su Xiaosan understands this truth.

Su Xiaosan looked anxious. In anxiety, I heard someone whispering, as if they were plotting something ulterior. Is it a neighbor?The answer is simple, no!The sound insulation of this building is quite good, and it is impossible to hear the neighbors shouting loudly.The speaker is outside the door?This possibility is still there.The ugly face of the short man immediately appeared in Su Xiaosan's mind.He brought his accomplices and was plotting how to get into her house?So who will his accomplices be?Is it the weird person with the hollow right eye? Su Xiaosan was frightened, and tiptoed to the door, put her eyes on the cat's eyes and looked out, it was pitch black outside, and she couldn't see anything clearly.And it was quiet outside the door, no one was talking.Could it be that the villain outside the door discovered her and purposely kept silent, such silence made Su Xiaosan even more frightened.At this moment, the whispering voice came faintly again, not from the door, but from a certain corner of the room.

Su Xiaosan gasped. She ran into the kitchen, picked up a kitchen knife, and walked into the bedroom. There was no one in the bedroom, and the voice of talking disappeared.In the bedroom, only the big closet could hide people. The bed was so low that even a puppy couldn't get in, so people couldn't hide.Will they hide in the closet?She didn't dare to get close to the cabinet, but said tremblingly to the cabinet: "Who are you? What do you want to do?" No one answered her question. The lights in the room suddenly went out. Su Xiaosan let out a scream, and the kitchen knife in her hand fell to the ground with a bang.

A great danger lurks in the darkness. Su Xiaosan felt like she was drowning, the water of fear drowned her. Her limbs were stiff and she couldn't move, and her throat seemed to be stuffed with a ball of cotton, and she couldn't cry out even if she wanted to.Her brain was unusually sober, and the more sober she became, the more frightened she became. She felt that someone was approaching her, step by step, and the evil hands in the darkness were gradually reaching out to her cold and innocent body. At this time, who will save Su Xiaosan? Su Xiaosan shed tears in despair. Suddenly, the lights came on.

There was no one else in the room except Su Xiaosan herself. She let out a long breath, and her tense nerves immediately relaxed.She thought, it was all caused by "Dark Kiss". Things are not as simple as she thought. The cabinet door, which was still closed before the light went out, was open, and the clothes hanging inside seemed to be still shaking. Su Xiaosan couldn't explain this problem. The sense of fear spread like fog from the bottom of my heart again. Walking into the bathroom, she wanted to wash her face and adjust her mood. Her pale face appeared in the vanity mirror.

There was a dark red hickey on his pale face. Just on her left cheek, so obvious. Su Xiaosan opened her eyes wide in horror, staring at the face in the mirror in a daze. After a while, she turned on the faucet, took up warm water with both hands, splashed it on her face, then applied facial cleanser, and scrubbed vigorously.She tried to scrub away the dark red hickey, but the hickey was engraved on her left cheek like a tattoo, and she couldn't wash it off no matter how much she rubbed. Su Xiaosan really wanted to dig it out with a sharp knife, even if it was disfiguring, ruining this beautiful face!

Just then, there was a knock on the door. Who would knock on her door in this rainy night? Su Xiaosan's nerves were about to collapse, and she stood there at a loss.He strongly refused to open the door in his heart, fearing that the knocker would break in.What made me live this embarrassing and frightening life, what happened to me?Is there something wrong with the world?Su Xiaosan suddenly thought of Xiang Hanlan, no matter what, she was her only close friend in this city. She started calling Han Lan. Xiang Hanlan's mobile phone is still turned off, and the landline at home is still unanswered.Something must have happened to her, otherwise it wouldn't have happened!While Su Xiaosan was terrified, she was also deeply worried for her.Will something happen to her at home?Su Xiaosan said in her heart: "These days, why can't I think of going to her house to find her?"

Now it was too late for her to go, and the danger was approaching her. The knocking on the door grew louder. After a while, she heard a man's voice: "Little umbrella, open the door quickly—" Su Xiaosan sat down on the sofa. Tears flowed down again. This is the guy who said: "Tears are the excess water in the human body, which can only be squeezed out through sadness." The person who said this is Chen Huaiyuan, who claims to be a poet.At this time, the person who knocked on the door and called her to open it was Chen Huaiyuan who had disappeared for a long time. No one could imitate his weird male voice.

Su Xiaosan felt sad, angry and wronged. Why did Chen Huaiyuan come back after leaving, and come back at this time.Although Su Xiaosan refused to open the door for him in his heart, after hearing his voice, the sense of fear weakened a lot.If the person outside the door hadn't been Chen Huaiyuan, she might really have collapsed that night. "Open the door, little umbrella, I know you are inside, you heard my voice." Chen Huaiyuan's voice was exhausted and helpless. Su Xiaosan's chest rose and fell, and her breathing became heavier and heavier. Chen Huaiyuan said again: "Xiao Shan, let me in, I will come in and explain clearly to you."

Su Xiaosan stood up abruptly, walked to the door, and screamed: "Chen Huaiyuan, you bastard, you rotten duck, get out of here, get out of here, I don't want to see you again—" Perhaps Chen Huaiyuan was stunned when he heard her words, and it took several minutes before he said: "Why are you angry, am I back? I will explain clearly to you when I come in. Open the door!" Chen Huaiyuan's words made her even more angry, as if his return was a gift to Su Xiaosan, and it was reasonable for him to disappear inexplicably, Su Xiaosan can't be angry, he can come and go as he wants.Su Xiaosan thought, yes, why should she be angry, angry for such a selfish and unreliable person.She sighed: "I'm so stupid, I shouldn't be angry, because you don't deserve my anger at all. I also want to understand, I won't talk to you anymore, you go, don't bother me anymore. " Chen Huaiyuan raised his voice: "What do you mean by that?" Su Xiaosan sneered and said: "My meaning is very clear, can't you hear it! Let's go, don't waste your time, I'm very tired and going to bed, please don't disturb me!" Chen Huaiyuan suddenly said angrily: "Su Xiaosan, let me tell you clearly, if you don't open the door, I will jump off the stairs!" Su Xiaosan sneered again and said: "You jump, you are dead or alive now, and have nothing to do with me! Really, don't use this trick to scare me anymore, how could you jump off a building, you So selfish and narcissistic, it seems like everyone in the world owes you! Go away and scare other innocent girls! I really need to go to bed, you know I work very hard, earning hard-earned money to support yourself is not easy. You go, I won't talk to you anymore!" Chen Huaiyuan said angrily: "Su Xiaosan, when did your heart become so vicious, you can't help it! I'm really going to jump off a building!" Su Xiaosan didn't speak any more, but went into the room and lay down on the bed. Chen Huaiyuan outside the door did not speak or knock on the door. He stood in front of Su Xiaosan, covered in blood, his head and face were bruised, and he couldn't see his face clearly. Su Xiaosan said in horror: "You, who are you—" He yelled sadly: "Give me back my life—" As he spoke, he stretched out his bloody hands and rushed towards her, grabbing her face. Su Xiaosan recognized that it was Chen Huaiyuan's voice. She tremblingly said: "I didn't make you jump off the building, you wanted to jump, don't blame me, don't blame me—" Chen Huaiyuan grabbed her neck with both hands... Su Xiaosan woke up from the nightmare screaming, drenched in cold sweat.It was still raining outside the window, and the wind was still whimpering.Could it be that Chen Huaiyuan is really dead, and the mangled man in the dream is his ghost? Su Xiaosan sat up abruptly, panting heavily. She suddenly felt compassion, no matter what happened to Chen Huaiyuan, he would not want him to die.Maybe he really jumped off the building in a moment of confusion?It was very dark outside, everyone in this community was asleep, and the security guards on duty were also huddled in the sentry box, and no one knew that Chen Huaiyuan jumped off the building. Su Xiaosan got off the bed in a panic, put on her clothes, and went out. She wanted to go out to see what happened, so she couldn't care less. Su Xiaosan just opened the door of the house, and the bitter wind came in, and she couldn't help shivering.Immediately afterwards, she heard the snoring of a person mixed with the sound of the wind.She looked down and found Chen Huaiyuan curled up in the corner by the door, sleeping.His face was childlike, so innocent and serene. Su Xiaosan's heart surged, sighed, and kicked Chen Huaiyuan: "Go in and sleep, you can leave after dawn!" Chen Huaiyuan stood up sleepily, and entered the room with his travel bag. Su Xiaosan took the quilt and threw it on the sofa: "You sleep on the sofa!" After speaking, he went into the house. Chen Huaiyuan smiled, didn't explain anything, just collapsed on the sofa without taking off his clothes, and covered him with a quilt. Su Xiaosan knew that he wouldn't tell her what was in his heart. She didn't know how many secrets he hid in his heart. In the past, she didn't explore the secrets in his heart because she felt that she loved someone and should keep more for him. Click on the private space, now, there is no interest. She lay in bed but couldn't fall asleep. He even hated himself for being soft-hearted and let Chen Huaiyuan enter the house. She hoped that she could think of some good things about Chen Huaiyuan, but after thinking about it, her mind was full of annoying things.She simply didn't want to think about his bad business, and the mysterious hickey appeared before her eyes again.She reached out and touched her cheek, hoping that it would disappear naturally when she looked in the mirror again.She turned her head and looked at the closet. The door of the closet was closed. She couldn't see if there was anything hidden in it. Fear suddenly gripped her fragile heart again. Su Xiaosan was cold and shivering. The door of the room was pushed open, and Chen Huaiyuan walked in. She stared at him blankly without saying anything, originally she wanted him to get out. At this time, she needs someone to rely on to get rid of her inner fear. Before Chen Huaiyuan went to bed, he stripped naked, looking at his chest so thin that he could clearly see every rib, Su Xiaosan sighed slightly, closed his eyes, and a sad lament rang out in his heart. Chen Huaiyuan climbed onto the bed, and put his mouth close to Su Xiaosan's. Su Xiaosan tilted her head to prevent him from kissing her lips. Chen Huaiyuan was stunned, looked at her tightly closed eyes, and an imperceptible expression flashed across her face.Then, he brought his mouth to her soft earlobe.Chen Huaiyuan put her earlobe in his mouth, and gently touched the earlobe with the tip of his tongue.He reached out to her silky and delicate thighs and stroked them gently.Su Xiaosan let him caress her, bit her lower lip, and restrained herself from making any sound, but her lower abdomen trembled slightly, giving Chen Huaiyuan some kind of signal. Chen Huaiyuan stripped off her nightgown and took off her purple underwear. Then, like a skinny dog ​​in heat, he lay down on Su Xiaosan's naked body that exuded white light.Su Xiaosan did not refuse his rude entry, but still closed her eyes tightly, bit her lower lip, and endured the pleasure he brought her. Howling like a wild wolf, Chen Huaiyuan rushed towards her lower body. At this time, Su Xiaosan didn't have any love for the man who acted wildly on her body. She just needs it. It needs a stormy intercourse to ease the fear and sadness of my heart.She believes that making love is the most effective way to relax her mind.Many times, she would have the idea to just find a strange man to have a crazy sleep, and then go home easily, but she never took that step.She doesn't reject sex in her heart, as long as she wants to, she can say anything, except sexual assault, which is disgusting. Tonight's Chen Huaiyuan is not her lover, but her medicine! She felt pleasure, her lower body twisted, and began to cater to Chen Huaiyuan. Stimulating him like this, he pushed harder, the sweat dripping from his head fell on Su Xiaosan's breasts. At this time, Su Xiaosan forgot everything. Her soul is rising. Her flesh was melting, melted by the roaring lava inside her. Before Chen Huaiyuan collapsed on top of her, Su Xiaosan finally opened her mouth and yelled loudly. She felt that she had melted into a puddle of nothingness... Chen Huaiyuan lay on top of her and said weakly, "Xiaosan, you are the best woman, I will never leave you again." Su Xiaosan was speechless. He was talking nonsense, unbelievable nonsense. After a while, Su Xiaosan pushed him down, got out of bed, and walked into the bathroom. Su Xiaosan looked in the mirror, her face was flushed, she took a serious look, and was shocked to find that the dark red hickey was still on her left cheek, so eye-catching. She walked out of the bathroom quickly, came to the bed, and asked eagerly: "Chen Huaiyuan, open your dog eyes." Chen Huaiyuan opened his red eyes: "What's wrong?" Su Xiaosan pointed to the hickey on her left cheek with her index finger: "Did you see anything?" Chen Huaiyuan said: "There is nothing!" I often get lost in the streets and alleys of Shanghai. As I walk, I forget the way I came here. When I look back, I will walk on another strange road.At that time, I was very nervous. If I got lost in Yezhuao Village, Xiao Sanniang would always find me back, but in Shanghai, no one would come to me and call my name in the streets and alleys.I have been in Shanghai for a long time, and I can't integrate into this terrifyingly large city. I am an outsider, an outsider with a weasel hidden in my body.I looked at the hometown that the educated youth Wang Hairong loved with strange eyes, hoping that his soul could guide me through the fog of the city to a place where I could live.In fact, this place can’t be found, and I spent all my life trying to find it, but I couldn’t find it. Since I left the village of Yezhuao, my soul has been wandering.I was lured to Shanghai by Wang Hairong, thinking that I would be able to meet him when I arrived in Shanghai. I forgot that this young life wearing glasses and wishing to become a wizard had long since disappeared in the mountains.When I go to the places Wang Hairong mentioned, I always feel a dull pain in my heart. If Wang Hairong is with me, it should be a great happiness.Sometimes it feels like he is right behind me, but what I see when I look back is a strange and indifferent face.I found out later that I fell in love with Wang Hairong when I was a girl. I fell in love with a dead man ten years older than me, is this a mistake? I have no idea. Sometimes when the wilderness of my heart cries, I will see him coming towards me, holding my cold hand, and leading me to a place full of flowers.His smile is as warm as the sun, and his magnetic voice penetrates my soul... It was a dream, a dream far from reality.I believe that he also loves me. For many years, he has been waiting for me to grow up, marry me when I grow up, and take me back to my home in Shanghai. The night before the end of the winter vacation that year, after Xiao Sanniang fell asleep, I sneaked out of the house and came to the hillside behind the village with a flashlight.Wang Hairong was buried on the hillside where the grass grew all the year round. The cold wind blows, sad emotions. I found Wang Hairong's grave.His grave was buried in the grass, and the tombstone was also blurred.He is not a hero, but an ordinary educated young man. Every Tomb-sweeping Day, only my mother Xiao Sanniang comes to visit his grave, and people forget him. I stand by the grave.Not alone, not the slightest bit of fear.Although the light of the flashlight I was on suddenly went out, like a hand stretched out from the grave, covering the front of the flashlight. Feel his eyes on me. I feel him whispering to me. I said to the weasel in my heart: "Take his soul back to Shanghai, he is too lonely here, he can't even find anyone who can talk, maybe the ghosts here will bully him. Bring his soul back to Shanghai, when I am lost, he will guide me the way to go, and he can also talk to me in the sleepless night." Something is stirring in my stomach. It seemed to hear the Weasel say, "Take his soul, take--" A gust of wind suddenly blew up in the tomb, and sand captivated my eyes. In the dark world, ghosts were crying and dancing wildly.I'm really not scared at all, I feel Wang Hairong's soul is eager to enter my body.Many ghosts are blocking him and not letting him go.He was struggling, whining, and wrestling with the ghosts.I believe that the weasel in his body has a mysterious power, which will help him defeat those crazy evil spirits. Come, I will take you back to your hometown, come, I will free you from all misery—— My heart is screaming. That, too, was a weasel screaming. Gradually, the mountains where the wild wind howled became silent, and my flashlight shot out a beam of light again.It feels like Wang Hairong's soul has entered my body, sleeping peacefully with the weasel.I can imagine him sleeping peacefully, that is the peace and happiness of a wandering soul after finding a place to live. At this time, I heard an old voice: "Ah Hong, go home—" A warm tide surged through my heart. She is my mother Xiao Sanniang, standing in the darkness, I don't know how long she has been here.She is protecting me, she has protected me with her life and love since she was a child, and will not let me get hurt.I walked towards her, took her withered hand, and walked down the hill. ... I used to be such a happy person, even though the life in Yezhuao Village was so poor, even though people looked at me with strange eyes, but with the protection of Xiao Sanniang, I lived a carefree life.I thought that when I arrived in Shanghai and went to university, my heart would be more joyful.That's just my wishful thinking, it's not. One day, a classmate told me that someone was looking for me at the entrance of the library. It was a tall man in his fifties, with pale face, sunken eye sockets, high nose bridge, long hair and beard, wearing a beige khaki trench coat. I stood in front of him anxiously, and a voice rang in my ears: "Don't associate with strangers easily!" This is what my mother Xiao Sanniang said to me. When the stranger saw me, he was a little uneasy, but also a little excited. His voice was very soft, as if he was afraid of being heard by others: "Your name is Xiao Ahong?" I nodded. His voice was still very soft: "Are you from Yezhu'ao Village?" I nodded again, and the weasel inside kept saying, leave him, leave him— A trace of panic flashed across his sunken eyes: "You, you are Xiao Sanniang's daughter?" I said impatiently: "Yes! What do you want from me? Please tell me if you have anything to do. I still have classes to attend." He stared at me blankly, his eyes shone with an elusive luster, his facial muscles twitched, and he said, "Ah Hong, I'm your father—" "He is not your father, you never had a father, you jumped out of a crack in the rock, don't listen to his nonsense, what he said is a big lie." A voice in my heart said, "Stay away from him, stay away from this Stranger, he must have some ulterior purpose, don't be fooled by him, stay away from him, and you will stay away from conspiracy and disaster!" I didn't say anything to him again, turned around and ran away. He trembled behind me and said, "Ah Hong, I'm really your father, really—" The person who claimed to be my father came to me several times later, but I ignored him, and then stopped coming.I still firmly believe that I am Xiao Sanniang's daughter, and only she will give me warm affection. I have always regarded the weasel in my body as my best friend. It usually sleeps in my body and wakes up when I need it.It has become part of my life.I never imagined that the weasel in my body would bring me deep fear and cruel torture. I hope to find a place to put Wang Hairong's soul. But I can't find it, I won't put him by the Suzhou Creek or Huangpu River, the water there is too dirty and smelly; I won't put him in any alley, those places are too vulgar and dirty; I won't put him in a certain park, too many people go there, it's too noisy... This soul that can't be settled temporarily lives in my body, and the weasel guards him and makes him peaceful.Sometimes, he will wake up, and I can hear his crying, and I will gently comfort him with gentle words until he falls asleep.As a person like me, when I walk on campus, people avoid me intentionally or unintentionally, and they say behind my back that I exude a gloomy aura.They also thought I was lonely and autistic. There was a male classmate named Zhu Nanhai, who was different, and fell in love with me obsessively. I don't know what he likes about me. I was overwhelmed when he approached me. It was an evening, a cloudy evening.I sat alone on a bench in a corner of the campus, reading a novel.I like to read quietly by myself and communicate with the characters in the novel.In the stadium not far away, many people were playing, and the noise came from bursts.My mind is as calm as water, without any influence.At this time, a male classmate suddenly stood in front of me. He smiled and said to me: "Can I sit here?" I nodded blankly. He is Zhu Nanhai, a man with a big head who likes to wear a crumpled gray suit without a tie.Before that, I didn't have any likes or dislikes for him, and I didn't have any likes or dislikes for everyone in this university. Zhu Nanhai sat beside me. His crumpled gray suit gave off a strange, sour smell, to be precise.If it is not washed for a long time, it will have this strange smell.I frowned, suddenly feeling disgusted.He didn't seem to notice the change in my mood, turned his head and said with a smile: "Xiao Ahong, are you lonely?" His teeth were white, the slob's teeth were white. What does my loneliness have to do with you, besides, I don't think I'm lonely.I said, "I'm not alone." He said firmly: "You are really lonely. I can see that you are always alone, and you don't even have a friend." I said: "You are wrong!" Sparks danced in his eyes: "Yes, I have always been very accurate in seeing people. I sympathize with you very much. Really, I can't bear to see you alone. I want to be your friend and accompany you every day. " I was at a loss when I heard his words. I stood up and walked quickly. He said loudly from behind: "Xiao Ahong, I like you, I will not let you go—" A voice inside me said, "No, he's lying, he doesn't like you at all! You don't like him, he's so messy, he doesn't deserve to like you at all." I don't know if it's true or not that he likes me. There are many people who fall in love in college. The happiness and pain of those couples have nothing to do with me. I never thought about who I want to fall in love with, and I never desire Whoever loves me may be because there is a soul in my body that Wang Hairong can't put down.After that gloomy dusk, Zhu Nanhai launched an offensive against me.He seems to have figured out my whereabouts, and he followed me wherever I went in my spare time, which made me restless.I told him many times, don't follow me like this, I don't like you, I really don't like you, you make me at a loss!He didn't listen to me at all and said he would melt my heart with his sincerity.I'm not impressed by him.For a while, in order to avoid him, I didn't go anywhere, just stayed in the dormitory when I had nothing to do.He actually came to find me in the girls' dormitory, so many people knew that he was pursuing me.Every time he came, I would ruthlessly drive him away.I know it's cruel, but there's nothing I can do about it.Later, he wrote me love letters again, one a day. This is a very old episode. I burned all the love letters he wrote to me, and I didn’t bother to open them, and I didn’t have any interest in reading them.I thought that after a long time, he would shrink back because of my indifference, but it is not the case. That was a day I will never forget until the day I die.I clearly remember that it was a Sunday.Like many Sundays, I would walk out of the school gate to find a place where Wang Hairong's soul could be placed.I got up early and slipped out of the school gate quietly.I thought this would avoid Zhu Nanhai's tracking.I looked back as I walked, not wanting to see his big, crumbling head.I didn't find that big head all morning, and I was as happy as a person who escaped successfully. At noon, I was hungry.With tired steps, I walked into a small noodle shop.There were a lot of customers in the small noodle restaurant, so I finally found a seat to sit down, and waited for a long time before the noodles came.I was very frustrated, and I didn't know when I could find a habitat for Wang Hairong's soul.I ate that bowl of big row noodles until there was not even soup left, but I didn't taste anything. I walked out of the chaotic noodle restaurant in confusion, and was surprised to see Zhu Nanhai. He was standing at the door of the noodle shop, still wearing that gray crumpled suit, his huge head looked different.Holding a bouquet of bright roses in his hand, his eyes were like fire.I felt like his whole body was on fire, along with his big head, he was literally burnt out.Zhu Nanhai suddenly knelt down towards me in front of everyone, and the bouquet of red roses was held high above his head.His voice stimulated the nerves of all passers-by: "Ah Hong, I love you, don't torture me anymore, okay? Please accept my love!" I was really surprised and overwhelmed!I've never been through anything like this, and I'm simply not equipped to deal with it.My eyes suddenly fell on the flowerpot on the second-floor balcony of the house across the street, and a voice inside said, "Better let that flowerpot fall and hit him on the head." I even blurted out: " I don't like you at all, and hate you very much, you are like a dirty mangy dog, I wish a flower pot fell and smashed your dog's head!" This is not what I want to say, absolutely not, in fact, in an instant, the rose in Zhu Nanhai's hand made my heart skip a beat.After saying this vicious word, I ran away.I heard cries, a man's cry.Zhu Nanhai's crying in the street didn't make me change my mind, the voice in my body screamed wildly: "Stay away from him, stay away from him, let the flowerpot smash him to death, smash him to death—" Unexpectedly, Zhu Nanhai was crushed to death by a flowerpot falling from the sky. The content of the letter ends here. Su Xiaosan was terrified.She put down the letter paper in her hand, stood up sadly, walked into the bedroom, stared at Chen Huaiyuan who was still sleeping soundly on the bed, and wondered in her heart, if he died, would she find a habitat for his soul? She couldn't answer herself. But she still made a decision, she didn't want to drive him away after he woke up, let him stay! Or her anxious heart really needs someone to comfort her, it has nothing to do with love, and now, Chen Huaiyuan is the best candidate.