Chapter 8 what the supporting cast do

Zhou, a third-year student at XX School, wrote and wrote the letter, but still lacked the courage to send it.This man, melted by love, trembles every time he reads a letter he has written, too excited to support.He didn't know how this matter could be handled better.He didn't know exactly how to word his letter.He has revised time and time again on the grammar that does not need to be paid attention to, but it always seems that it is not complete, and he lacks the courage to send it out. He thought that he should talk to Mr. Shiping, ask Mr. Shiping to read the letter, and ask this trustworthy person to think over the words, but he failed.

He wanted to hand over the letter in person so that he could use words to make up for everything that was not mentioned in the letter, but he didn't dare. He thought of many advantages and disadvantages, and the more he thought about it, the more frightened he became, and he didn't do anything, and the day passed by again. He has written many letters in total, but Luo has not seen any of them. I wrote the letter and read it myself. The first letter was too enthusiastic and useless, so he kept it.The second letter was too unenthusiastic. I'm afraid Luo didn't understand it, so she also kept it.The third letter... One afternoon, when Luo went to XX school, she met a student surnamed Zhou, who blushed and ran away as soon as he saw her. Luo thought it was very funny.

Luo went to Mr. Shiping, and talked with Mr. Shiping about Zong Ze's temperament for a while, and Chen Bai also came.Chen Bai is more than clever but lacks imagination. Seeing that Luo has a better temper, he forgets his identity and tells stories about many people. He said how Zongze had loved his cousin, and how this matter was noticed by Chinese students in Tokyo.He also talked about other people's affairs, wasting Luo Luo's little friendship with her in the past few days, Luo wanted to say, "Stupid thing. Other people's badness does not prove your own integrity!" Chen Bai didn't I understand, so this proud and contented person has jumped into the trap he dug again.

Mr. Shi Ping seemed to see the failure of Chen Bai's intelligence. When Chen Bai talked about Zong Ze, he said a lot of good things for Zong Ze.When Luo heard this, she noticed Mr. Shiping's expression. Mr. Shiping's kindness was still an inappropriate behavior in Luo's eyes. "Why do you only talk about others, but forget about yourself?" Mr. Shiping didn't notice this, so he also failed. A person who only knew that he was there came, first he looked under the window timidly for a long time, heard the jokes inside, he dared not come in and was reluctant to go, and finally Mr. Shiping saw him.

"How are you, Zhou? Come in and sit down!" Chen Bai also said, "Come here, Zhou, I'll tell you..." The man slipped in like a thief, saw the empty space in the wall, his face was hot. Both Luo and Mr. Shiping knew what was on his mind.Because Chen Bai didn't know much about this person, he said, "Mister Zhou, they said in the drama criticism of Dafang Theater that you have a talent for acting as a lover. Have you seen this article?" "..." He could only see Chen Bai wryly smiling, as if asking Chen Bai not to abuse him like this. "He is a master of tragedy, as the reporter of "Times" has said."

The student protested, "No, they say Mr. Chen Bai is a genius!" Chen Bai looked at Luo, "That's acting, because the genius of acting is not suitable for practical use, what does Luo think?" Lo said, "Many people themselves believe they are smart." "I lack such courage. But I believe you are worthy of your self-confidence." Luo said, "Chen Bai, your mouth is like an oar, and it's better for you to row when you row." Chen Bai said, "Since it's an oar, I thought that as long as you row it, you can always move forward."

Luo smiled and thought, "The appearance is so tidy, but when you talk, it looks shallow." Mr. Shiping spoke at this moment and said, "Our play is not bad, but you seem to be tired, Luo." "I'm really tired, because it's not easy to find a sensible person from the drama." Both Chen Bai and Mr. Shiping knew the meaning of this sentence, which means "there are more unhappy characters in personnel affairs", and both of them laughed at this sentence.But the student surnamed Zhou trembled when he heard this, because he remembered that when he played ××× with Luo, Luo once said, "Only you are the one who doesn't hate" in terms of the role in the script.He wanted to say a word to impress Luo's love, he wanted to know what was on Luo's mind at this moment, because he had sent a letter to Luo in the morning, and now he wanted to know the result!

He thought for a while, and then he found a sentence that he thought was very appropriate and said: "Miss Luo, I also forgot the line when ××× was dying." The meaning of this sentence is to say, "You should sue My news, before I die." Luo felt very uncomfortable seeing this cunning and honest man, "Such a simple design, such a ridiculous scheme, is what men do in love! What use is this to a woman? You idiot, you have forgotten that the mouth is only for eating Seeing that Chen Bai can speak eloquently, she thought that everyone has the right to lie, so she should be dumb but couldn't do it, and wanted to enrich herself with stupid words, but was buried by stupid words." She herself Having said this in her heart, she was amused, because it was not heard by the second person.

Mr. Shiping also understood the man's mistake, so he changed the direction of the conversation and asked the student if he had done something well.At this time, the student was not very happy to discuss these matters with Mr. Shiping. He just shook his head and said, "I don't want to do anything, and I can't do anything. It's not like life these days..." Chen Bai asked jokingly, "Secret Sturdy, why didn't you do anything?" Because Chen Bai's question contained malicious intent, the student couldn't resist, so he turned his face to Luo's side as if he had never heard it, and made a sad expression.

Luo said, "Chen Bai, is Mi Si Zhou and Mi Si Yu two good friends?" Chen Bai said, "It should be fine, both of them are so young and decent. But I heard that Mi Siyu is going home next semester. I wonder if Mi Siyu knows why? " Mr. Shiping said, "Zhou, why didn't you write your play "The Thug"?" Lo said, "Write it up so we can have an audition." The student looked at Luo, then slowly lowered his head, "Mr. Shi Ping, you know what's going on with me recently!" When Mr. Shi Ping heard this, he wanted his help, so he couldn't say anything more, so I just said, "Mister Zhou, personnel affairs are very complicated, and you have a nervous breakdown, so you can't stand twists and turns. After saying that, he said to Luo: "Luo, you are the only one who is happy among all the people!"

Lo knew what Mr. Shiping meant, and she couldn't help denying, "I'm not happy, Mr. Shiping! I often find it funny to live in this world, because everyone seems to be dragged around by an invisible hand." People are involuntary, even if everyone wants to do their own things, there is no lack of selfishness, but once selfishness comes to human affairs, it becomes another thing for the sake of profit." Mr. Shiping said, "Your words contradict the previous argument, don't you remember?" "I remember it so much. But why do I have to remember things from a long time ago?" "You can't do one thing today and another tomorrow." "Who can add this restriction? Qin Shihuang unified the world, but he can't unify my feelings!" "I should add it, because only then can I see my faithfulness." "Let this restriction have an effect on women's lives with shallow men, and I have nothing against others." "Don't you need it yourself?" "I don't need it." Chen Bai added some comments, saying, "For the sake of convenience, contradictions are necessary for smart people." Luo said, "That's not the case! I avoid conflicts every day because I don't want to be convenient for men like you!" Mr. Shiping smiled proudly at this sentence.He also had some understanding, and saw Chen Bai.Because in the past few days Chen Bai seemed to have made progress in terms of friendship with Luo, which made Mr. Shiping feel a little bit uneasy.He hadn't heard Luo's sharp words for several days, but now he saw Chen Bai laying down and was silent.Chen Bai looked as usual, and he rescued himself with a smiling attitude of an educated and dignified person.He smiled at Mr. Shiping: "Mr. Shiping, you are amazing!" Mr. Shiping said, "The wind only blows the poplar." What he meant was that he thought that this sentence made Chen Bai laugh, but only Luo could understand it.Sure enough, Luo also laughed.She hoped that Mr. Shiping would understand that Chen Bai had suffered a crushing defeat, because yesterday at his uncle's house, in front of Zong Ze, Chen Bai took an unexpected opportunity and got some very inappropriate convenience.Mr. Shiping could see it clearly at that time, and at this time of year, she must be seen by Mr. Shiping to be happy.Also, if she wanted to make that cowardly man's blood burn in front of that student surnamed Zhou, she also had to embarrass Chen Bai a bit.At this time, she came to talk to the student. She took a drama as the reason for discussion, and slowly approached her with such a timid heart. While admiring the man's gesture of being confused by lust, she was excited at the same time. Mr Shiping. Why are you excited about Mr. Shiping?It was an unreasonable but necessary game.Because Luo has been with these people for the past three days, Mr. Shiping knows Luo's silence in front of Zongze.Mr. Shiping's serenity shows the man's malice. He didn't have a word to laugh at Luo, but the silence explained more clearly the meaning of "everything is known". For this, she hated Mr. Shiping, and she wanted revenge to be happy.Because although Chen Bai is proud and hypocritical, like a peacock, he only knows how to show off himself, but he doesn't pay much attention to others.Mr. Shiping has a rational eye in his humility, and sees all the ugliness and shortcomings of people. Her pride caused her to suffer losses from Mr. Shiping, so she was especially close to that student at this time. The dream that this student had on Luo was an exaggerated dream that is not allowed by human beings. Because of the letter he sent to Luo in the morning, he thought that Luo had already seen it, and Luo at this time acted in order to reply to that letter.He trembled all over when he thought of some absurd things. When she arrived, Luo felt that she had accomplished the misfortune and happiness that each of these men deserved, so she left. When she returned home, she saw Zong Ze sitting in the living room, thinking about what happened earlier, she blushed unconsciously.Zong Ze was holding a photo of her and was fascinated by it, but he didn't know that Luo had returned home. Luo stood by the door, "Mr. Zongze, I'm sorry, I went to XX school." When Zong Ze turned around, he still hadn't put down the picture, and he didn't feel sad, but said, "This picture is so beautiful, I'm crazy about it, I didn't know Miss Luo was back." "How long have you been here?" "About one o'clock. I came to see you, because you seem to have the power to keep people from leaving you." "Really?" "You yourself have long believed in this power." Luo felt a little embarrassed, "I really lack this confidence." Zong Ze said, "This confidence should not be lacking. Beauty is something to be proud of, because time doesn't last long." "There are things more precious than beauty in this world." "Of course. But there is no such beauty in the world, and it is a sin for a man to waste it in wasteful circumstances, knowing his own good." ... While talking to Zongze, Luo cut and read the letters sent from various places, two from Beijing, one from Guangdong, one from Chenbai from this port, and one from a student surnamed Zhou.At first I didn't know who sent the letter, but after I opened it, I realized that it was the letter from the college student. It said a lot of empty words, many words that became more and more confused, full of melancholy, cited a number of allusions in a disorderly manner, and always hazy.After reading the letter, Luo, who was called by the student five different names in the letter, couldn't stop laughing.Zong Ze didn't seem to have noticed this, and he didn't seem to see it at all.Luo thought to herself, I should ask you to pay attention, so she handed over the letter and said, "Mr. Zongze, look at what young people do. I really feel sorry for this kind of person." After reading the letter briefly, Zong Ze seemed to have fully understood the content, but he still didn't smile.He just said quietly, "It's natural, most men do stupid things in their own behavior." "Do you think it's a stupid thing?" Although Luo protested like this, it seemed that it was just because the person who said this was a man, otherwise she wouldn't have said it. "Of course, there are some women who admit that this is not a stupid thing! Or most women just want this thing! But now you, I know that you will never think that he is smart, that's what I can see." "Mr. Zongze, your estimate is wrong." "Maybe there will be mistakes, just because you are a tall person, you only want to sympathize with him because of me." "..." Luo had nothing to say, so she smiled, expressing that she was hit by the words. Zong Ze picked up the letter again, looked at the allusions on it, and read it gently.Luo explained on her behalf: "It's all because of too much reading and no understanding of human relations. A typical nerd in the nineteenth century." "It's not a question of knowing." "Then what are you talking about?" "A fool is always a fool, just as a rock is always a rock." "Mr. Zongze, I disagree with what you said!" "We don't speak for consent." "But I also said so." "It must be, because talking is a matter of personal interest. I believe you can use this sentence sometimes. Because the people who are close to you are good at talking." "You mean to use this sentence to express your uniqueness of fun?" "It's a mistake to save yourself!" "Then you also admit that you made a mistake." "That's impossible. Because in front of you, all people will inevitably lose the center of gravity of their personality at a certain time. The only difference is that each person's education age is different, so the degree is also different." "Mr. Zongze, I think your words are a joke." "You didn't think it was a joke, and you heard me say this, and even if you think it's a joke at this time, it can still make you happy afterwards." "I've heard a lot of flattery. An actress!" "You know, do you think that a woman, who has heard many flattery, refuses a new flattery?" Luo just shook her head, unable to find anything to deny for a while, she thought to herself, "This is a powerful sophistry, simple and profound, and it is beneficial to pretend to be dumb in front of these people." Mr. Zongze continued. Zong Ze was also silent.This man, he knew that Luo was timid to fight with words, so after a while, he asked Luo when he planned to leave here for France. Luo said, "I don't want to go to France, and I don't want to stay here." "You say that because you're tired of life." "Everything around me is ordinary, trivial, worldly, and hypocritical. How can I not get tired of it? You know that I don't live for these people." "But you also like to draw from this life what you need." "Happy, happy, you think your estimate of me is pretty good, don't you?" "No. I don't estimate anyone. I just observe and explain what I see in words." "You think I'm an ordinary willful woman." "no." "You think I'm unhappy without the attentions of a man." "no." "You think I..." "With so many doubts, how can you not get tired of life?" "Mr. Zongze, men are more suspicious than women!" "But a man he will explain himself." "That's the cleverness." "But if there is no malice in this praise, I don't think I deserve it." "You think you're different from other men, don't you?" "I've figured it out myself a long time ago, and now I want to ask you." "You're a little more innocent than them. And a little more attractive." "This criticism is good. It is because of my simplicity that I feel a lot of convenience in being a human being." "But it depends on people." "But in your presence, I see that my simplicity works well!" "It's admirable that you can use your reason so clearly." "Some people are not happy to be admired, for as a rule there is a little irony in it." "Yes, I don't like disproportionate respect or flattery being paid to me." "But you refused it because you first knew that there was a conspiracy hidden behind the respect. In fact, sometimes it is indispensable." "What about you? Isn't it the same?" "Men are not the same as women. You distinguish very clearly. Uncle Ling also talked about this last night. I agree with Uncle Ling on many points. I know you like to argue with uncle. It is because of a habit. , but not a claim.” "If my uncle's opinion is exactly the same as that of Mr. Zongze, then I think it is ridiculous." "You have to change your opinion. Even if you insist on it intentionally, it doesn't apply." "I don't know if Mr. Zongze is referring to revolution or other opinions?" "A revolution? What is a revolution? Do you think Chen Bai is a revolution? Is Mr. Shiping a revolution too?..." "I don't say that. But my uncle is always a gentleman, not as good as them..." "This is yourself There is also a lack of self-confidence, because you are unwilling to make a comprehensive analysis of these people's moods, but you are not lacking in interest, assigning everyone's thoughts and behaviors to advance or lag according to your own interests. You yourself have even less courage to examine yourself .” "You are part of my uncle's party." "Because your uncle said that your strengths and weaknesses are perfectly matched." ... The gentleman came back and welcomed Zongze very much.The three of them continued their conversation, and Zong Ze seemed to be far away from Luo in front of the gentleman as he was in front of Mr. Shiping and others. In the evening, when Luo talked with his uncle, Mr. Zongze's personality was something that his uncle was interested in talking about. When Luo told his uncle that Mr. Zongze belonged to his uncle's party, his uncle seemed very happy. Luo went back to the lamp in the bedroom, preparing to reply a letter to the student surnamed Zhou, but for some reason, she couldn't finish the letter after writing for a long time.She only remembered some words of Mr. Zong Ze, and these words usually seemed to be a tool for her own life, and only when she was in front of that person, did he take away this tool, making herself look very empty.She examines herself, why she is always weak in front of this person, and then realizes that this person does not love her like ordinary people, so in the situation of being bullied, she has seen that she seems to be defeated in front of this person up.