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Chapter 4 Four new scenes

life of a actress 沈从文 10287Words 2018-03-22
There was a rumor between the ×× Theater Troupe and the ×× Drama School about the love affair between Chen Bai and Luo.This rumor is like a common story, in the mouths of some young people, it seems to have little wings, and soon it will be known to many people.The source of the rumor is that a student went to ×× Park at night, when there was no moonlight in the sky, this person walked around, and when he came to a dirt hill, he heard the voice of a rose in the shade at the foot of the hill. The same person seemed to be arguing about a problem, very excited.After arriving, the student turned to wait outside the garden gate, and saw Chen Bai and Luo walking out together. As soon as they went out, Luo jumped into a streetcar without saying a word, and the car was dragged away. Chen Bai looked very depressed, and stood outside the gate. After wandering for a while, another person walked into the park.Everyone put this matter in their hearts, and then observed the lives of the two of them. The rumors were soon proved by the facts.

For some unknown reason, after the two of them showed the rift in their friendship to the surface, the student surnamed Zhou, who was silent by nature and rarely spoke to others, seemed to be the last one to know about it.When he heard the news, he felt a kind of emptiness in his heart, and he seemed to think that the news should make him happy, but in fact he was even more depressed by the news.This is a young man who is most capable of examining himself in silence. He has made many plans in connection with his own life, and he sees no reason to be happy.At that time, he went to Mr. Shiping's residence, but he didn't meet Mr. Shiping. When he returned to his dormitory, he stood on the porch to watch the dragonflies flying.It was now the middle of June, and it would be hard on himself for a while because the summer vacation would bring many people home.Luo often comes to school, but there are two reasons, one is to practice acting, the other is to visit Mr. Shi Ping and Chen Bai, the summer is hot and the play will not be rehearsed, and Chen Bai must leave here during the summer vacation , Mr. Shiping may also go to a place to escape the summer heat, and all good opportunities are lost.At this time the student, hearing the new news, thought to himself, "My calamity has come. Something has fallen on my head, and I will not be able to escape. I am going to die, and if chance makes it convenient for me, I will die for this." He was very sad and couldn't help himself. A classmate didn't know what happened, so he came to ask this person if there was anything he could do that he could do.The college student just shook his head, and when his classmates left, he saw a picture of a female character Luo playing ×× in the window, and cried.

Chen Baitongluo had heard the rumors a long time ago.For the sake of self-esteem, Chen Bai was naturally a little sad about this matter.He had thought of using various methods to save the fault caused by words.As for Luo, he felt that he had made a lot of concessions, but he couldn't restore the situation in the past.He knew that he had failed, but he still did not lack the attitude of a gentleman. He never showed any sadness in front of everyone.On the other hand, according to his status, he got a kind of sympathetic income from other women.At first he felt that it was a bit of shame for him and a mistake that was not beneficial to him, but after a while, he had another understanding, thinking that this matter was still very beneficial to him.

Luo is not like Chen Bai.She was a woman.Woman has a habitual greed for love, though she, like many women, is one who tires of men in constant passion.She had intentionally belittled Chen Bai's impression, and had intentionally searched for gaps in friendship between the two of them, trying to widen them to make them happy. She had mocked this love affair.However, she does not deny that this love is habitually an inseparable hobby.She is used to the intrigue between each other, she is used to the truth hidden in politeness, she plays with her own mood, and also plays with her own smile that makes others smart and stupid.She ruined life in a wayward act, because she understood all the evils of men that a woman should not understand.

When she was arguing with Chen Bai about a certain issue, and seeing Chen Bai leave in anger, she felt that there was a defect in her heart, and she had to try to make up for it.The student saw the quarrel between the two in the park, but because of Luo's kindness, he invited Chen Bai to make peace that day, but the result was even more unsuccessful. Therefore, she had no choice but to turn the rumor into reality and not let go of the responsibility. He tried to make amends on himself. She felt a little frustrated because the friendship was broken, but she knew that the better way to deal with herself was that the school should go on, the play should go on studying, and the superficial friendship should still be maintained.She did everything according to this plan, she made it impossible for others to spread rumors about this matter, and at the same time let Chen Bai know that his behavior did not bother her.She behaved bravely and treated everyone a little more kindly, turning everyone into her friend, but at the same time she became Chen Bai's enemy.

There was nothing wrong with Luo's handling. Chen Bai finally gave in, admitted his mistake, and surrendered.But because of this, she looked down on this man even more.She didn't think that after this victory, she would restore the friendship that Chen Bai had exclusively in the past. She knew that Chen Bai was still living in his man's self-satisfied situation while submitting, pretending to be enthusiastic but without sincere progress, so she Deliberately made many opportunities to let the XX school know that Luo is not Chen Bai's exclusive person. For this reason, one night, the pale-faced third-year student surnamed Zhou went to Mr. Shiping's residence and told a story that surprised Mr. Shiping.

When he bluntly told Mr. Shiping about his love for Luo, although Mr. Shiping tried to keep calm and said "this is also very natural" to calm the student's heart, but he was inevitably moved by a dispute. disturb.He asked the student to finish everything he wanted to say. He knew that the student believed that he could be helpful in this matter, so he came to confide this ulterior secret.Knowing what the student meant, he still used words to encourage the poor young man who prostrated himself at his feet. He pretended to be a bit of a pseudo-gentleman, and as he didn't know much about Chen Bai and Luo, he said to the student, "It seems that Chen Bai has a relationship with her, don't you know?"

The student said, "All I know is that Chen Bai can't get her." The gentleman thought in his heart, "Chen Bai can't get her, are you sure you can do this?" Because Mr. Shiping didn't say anything, the student felt that he was not good enough, so he continued, "I also know that I am a person without points. I don't have the benefits of Chen Bai. I don't have anything that makes a woman fall in love with me.My wish is only suitable for speaking with Mr. Tong, because Mr. knows that human beings are helplessly disturbed under certain circumstances, and their soul and body are troubled.I don't think it is necessary for her to understand this matter, I just use it to talk to my husband.I'm leaving because I can't stand it, I'm not great, I can only do so far.I became weaker and less manly because I loved her.I think every day: what do I do?How should I sacrifice for this whole person, or plan for my own happiness?I can't figure out the result!I may magnify my soul in the dark and pretend to be a hero, but when I see her in the sun, all my bravery is useless.Why should I behave like this, I don't understand..." Afterwards, the young man cried in front of Mr. Shiping like a child. Mr. Shiping had nothing to say, so he just cried for a while and smoked a stick Smoke, as if trying to hide himself from the smoke. The student believed that Mr. Shiping admired Mr. Shiping so much, and treated Mr. Shiping like a mother, and told him everything in his heart without any concealment, and finally cried like this The thing is very obvious, that is, this young man has absolutely no idea why Luo and Chen Bai broke up. If he knew a little bit, he would not believe in Mr. Shiping like that. If he knew about Luo's breakup with Chen Bai, Even if he is close to Mr. Shiping, after knowing this situation, the student will regret his stupidity and commit suicide immediately.

Mr. Shiping didn't make a sound, he had nothing to say when he saw the student's dark and innocent face.When the students wiped away their tears and laughed like children, Mr. Shiping sighed softly and said sadly: "Mister Zhou, I understand what you mean very well. I will do it for you. Do your best to get Lo to be your friend. You should be tough, because it doesn't do you any good to be weak. Love is part of our lives, but not the whole thing. Facts may make you happy, but Imagination can only make you miserable. Your body is not very healthy, and you tend to be pessimistic about many things. Because of your physical weakness, you become unable to resist the burden of this matter, so you sink into sorrow.You need to use some reason in this matter.Only reason can relieve our emotional breakdown.I was very moved when I heard what you said, because I know a little more about personnel disputes.I want to say that this era is the era of our revolution, and that we should not waste our feelings for love. This is a lie.But really, if the ideological revolution takes a new direction, and the relationship between men and women can exist in various forms, and the scope of love is wider than it is in this era, I believe I will be able to help you a lot.What do you want me to do for you now?Do you want me to report this to Meng? "

Hearing what Mr. Shiping said, the young man shook his head with tears in his eyes, and said with the air of a person who was extremely sad, "I don't want this." "What about that?" "I have no hope whatsoever, I dare not ask for anything, and I don't need anything. Now that I have mentioned this to my husband, I seem to be very happy." "I hope you can do this. When you have any difficulties, just talk to me, and I will solve it for you." "I am very grateful to sir. In front of sir, I am presumptuous without knowing it. I am ashamed. "

"It doesn't have to be like this. I want you to listen to me, and don't let fantasy and sorrow bite your heart. Living in this world is a little more complicated than this. You should have the courage to bear everything. It is not suitable for a person to imagine in the room." Everything. I'm worried about your health, do you want to take some medicine?" The young student shook his head again, gave a wry smile, and left. Hearing the sound of the lonesome shoe, it slowly rang through the corridor, and turned down the long corridor of the west courtyard. Mr. Shiping thought of what the young man said, and felt unhappy in his heart.He originally planned to translate a short play for the students to try out, but he could no longer do it at this time. He thought of this matter as the ability of a script and the best creation.He remembered a Japanese novel, "Cotton Quilt" by Hanabou Yamada, which in the same sense hurt the professor who is so-and-so.He is considered happy, but he doesn't seem to put himself aside to see the love between two men and women who trust him.But that happened at another time.If a college student who trusts his teacher realizes his mistakes, can he be a teacher and take it easy?If you know what you are complaining about, the woman mentioned is the woman your husband is in love with. Shouldn't you be a little guilty for the student's remorse?He was a bit regretful, why he was able to let the student finish speaking at that time, he didn't stop when he was speaking, and he didn't tell the student what he said after speaking, he felt that he had done a kind of deception, and he couldn't find a reason to defend himself. In another place, at this time Luo was receiving a letter from Chen Bai. After reading it for a while, the paper was full of confessions, and the paper was still full of men's lies to women.Because the more complete the letter was, the more Luo could not believe it. After reading the letter for a while, she felt a little annoyed and tore it up.She sat silently in her room and looked at everything. The man seemed a little different lately.From her uncle's point of view, Luo has changed a little.When my uncle mentioned this as a joke, Mrs. Luo didn't make a sound. Uncle asked, why?Answer is not very willing, just slipped away quietly.From my uncle's point of view, even though he was smiling, he was always a little sad at the same time. Uncle learned about the relationship between Chen Bai and Luo from Mr. Shiping, and it got worse because of some trivial matters.He thought it must be this reason that made Luo feel sad, so he advised her not to go to XX school again, and said that if she didn't want to live in Shanghai anymore, she could go back to Peiping for a while.This gentleman still used his serene gentleman's mind, planning everything for his niece, and Luo, who was usually eloquent and eloquent, lost her courage and talked to her uncle about another matter. Mr. Shiping came to this gentleman's house more often recently, because of acting or talking about other things. When Luo was with Mr. Shiping, the uncle always felt very happy to see him.Mr. Shiping often had dinner at this gentleman's house, and the three of them talked more or less, usually Luo should be the first, followed by Mr. Shiping, and the gentleman's last.But recently, gentlemen always talk a lot.Luo suddenly became a quiet and quiet woman. The gentleman knew that it was Chen Bai's business, which affected the character of this woman. He was still the same as before, and often attacked Luo whenever he had the opportunity.Luo didn't have much interest in talking, and was thinking about some problems all day long. Only when Mr. Shiping came, he got better, so he asked Mr. Shiping to come over for dinner every day.After dinner, the three of them sometimes went for a walk in the park in their own car, or went to play elsewhere. Mr. Shiping seemed to be a little different from the past. After Mr. Shiping left, this gentleman uncle, in order to entertain himself and me, often used his old friend Mr. Shiping as a topic, telling many stories about this man.Sometimes I deliberately exaggerate a little bit, talking about how this person was cautious in his youth, how he turned his lover into a figure in the social improvement movement after the death of his lover, and how he sacrificed money and time for the art movement.After talking about this and that, Luo, who heard these words, either remained silent, or just hummed lightly in her throat, as if she was not happy that the words needed to be continued.At these times, my uncle deliberately said that Mr. Shiping seemed young, and he must have loved some girl in drama school, otherwise he would not have changed so much.What my uncle meant was just to bring a new problem and interest to the people discussing it, and it had no other meaning.Under these circumstances, Luo frowned a little, melancholy and childish, and questioned her uncle. "Why do you get suspicious about such a thing?" Uncle seemed to be a child now, with a stubborn look on his face, he said, "Why? I just want to know why he makes me suspicious!" "uncle……" "Why didn't you say it again?" Luo smiled wryly for a while, "No, no. I was thinking of something else, so..." "What other thing?" "Being different is being different! I'm not someone who needs your sympathy to live." At this time of year, my uncle made a good estimate of the other party, to see how the words should go on.Seeing the look of Luo who was slightly angry but forced to smile, the gentleman stopped talking.Having nothing to say, he thought to himself, "The lion is angry because it lost its mate!" He had a smile on his face for his ingenious guess.He also thought, "Young people, who suffer a little blow in love, can become more humble and prudent." Under such circumstances, Luo should only pity her uncle's ignorance and laugh at this gentleman, which is in line with the instinct of this smart woman.But now I can only plan for myself.When she heard what her uncle said, she felt very uncomfortable, and she endured it so hard that she didn't show it.She sighed for her situation, just as Mr. Shiping was in front of the student surnamed Zhou.The words that others said unintentionally became a sharp weapon to touch her own wounds. Originally, at a certain convenient time, she wanted her uncle to know the content of the matter, but because of her uncle's attitude, Luo had to hide it The gentleman went down. She thought, "Knowing this now, he must have ruined the peace of his life with anger. Even if it is not something to be angry at all, this unexpected news will definitely overthrow this gentleman. He must be very unhappy." Be happy! You must have broken your ten-year friendship with Mr. Shi Ping! You must do something else!" She imagined how embarrassing her uncle would be in the minute he found out about it, and completely lost the courage to confess to him in front of him. But how long can this matter be hidden? When Chen Bai wrote, his uncle was sitting on the grass in front of the house for several days, because he heard someone waiting for a reply below, and heard that Aunt Luo had not replied. After waiting for a while, he asked Aunt Luo to ask Miss Luo, If you haven't slept, can you come downstairs and sit down.First, he replied that he was writing a letter and did not go downstairs.Later, I was afraid that my uncle would be unhappy, so I soon sat on a wicker chair in the lawn and drank iced water.Uncle couldn't find a chance to speak first, so he just said that the big star in the sky was beautiful.Luo knew how her uncle was feeling, and when she was writing the letter, she said, "Uncle, Chen Bai has a letter." "I know, what do you say?" "A man, on these matters, how to lie and justify himself, I think my uncle knows more than I do." "Do you mean that uncle is also a man?" "No. Uncle can figure it out anyway." "How would I know? Didn't you say that uncle has become corrupt? Chen Bai is a smart person, and what he does is always more beautiful than I imagined." "It's true. The more beautiful you are, the more hypocritical you are." "You always say that others are hypocritical, and I'm a little bit aggrieved." "Uncle doesn't know, of course he can be unfair!" "Why don't I know! You young people are sugar in good times and poison in bad times." "..." "What are you going to say?" "I wonder what about old people?" "Young man, people of my age and Mr. Shiping's only know that people should be kind, and they will never be unforgiving no matter what." "Then I am really happy. I have an uncle and a Mr. Shiping." "But we forgive you, and you have to forgive others. Are you replying to Chen Bai's letter? If you write a reply, I hope you will learn to be more generous. There is love in tolerance." "I can't do it, because I'm not an old woman with a heart of charity!" "Don't you love him very much?" "Who said? I don't love him, and I don't want him to love me. It's a thing of the past that I got along with him. I see through it. I've learned a lot and won't be fooled by this man." "But don't you look very miserable? I also told Mr. Shiping that I wanted him to find Chen Bai for you. Now you said that you have seen through it, and you understand it. I don't know what childish things you said. It seems to be your only right to be willful in these matters. I thought it would be too painful for you to behave like a human being, and it is not a good thing." "What did uncle say to Mr. Shiping?" "Just ask him to do something for you to restore the friendship between Chen Bai and you." "How did he say?" "He talked a lot." "Say a lot of what?" "Let's talk about another thing, talk about how you will work hard in the future, talk about how the XX troupe will develop, and talk about some long-term plans for his drama movement. I have talked about this person for a long time. I think this person seems to be for the sake of not being too big. Similarly, since you broke up with Chen Bai, he and Chen Bai have also had some misunderstandings." "uncle!" "He defended you but attacked Chen Bai. Even though he didn't say anything, I can see it." "Uncle, what you see with those eyes is really pitiful." "Thank you for your mercy. I am happy for my poor mind and my niece." "I don't pity you, I pity Mr. Shiping." "He should thank you too." "I don't think I'm smarter than you." "why?" Luo stopped talking.Because if you say it again, you have to think about the result after you say it.You hide your face now in the shadow of the back of the chair, so that the light from the living room porch does not catch your color.She was in the dark, but she could see her uncle's face very clearly.She thought to herself, uncle is still so stable and peaceful, but just one word, you can see the gentleman jumping up in surprise.At this moment, she felt a little mocked at her uncle's unimaginative, middle-aged mood.She could imagine that when her uncle told Mr. Shiping these words, Mr. Shiping hesitated.On the one hand, Mr. Shi Ping was perfunctory to this gentleman, and on the other hand, he had the feelings of her at this moment, all for the sake of pity for this gentleman, but he had to talk about another matter, which diverged from the main topic.But to deceive my uncle like this, I still have to know later, even if it is embarrassing, my uncle is still my uncle after all.And it doesn't make sense to think about whether she has to hide it from her uncle like this.She was about to tell this person just like that, when her uncle spoke first.Uncle said: "Luo, you are going to study in France next year, why did you change your plan?" "Who said I changed my mind?" "Mr. Shiping." "Did he say anything else about me to my uncle?" "Do you think he said bad things about you? Don't worry, he praised you too much in front of me. If we are not old friends, I really doubt that he is in love with you." "Uncle, your guess is right." Luo's words were originally a serious confession, but as long as uncle asked another question or remained silent for a while, Luo could no longer bear it and must report everything in front of uncle. But the gentleman and Luo were used to exchanging jokes with a little bit of humor. At this moment, they thought that Luo had ridiculed him again, so they corrected their previous words and said, "I don't doubt that you will be nice to him." Luo then said firmly, "Uncle, you are right first, this suspicion is wrong." "It was originally wrong, because you are naturally very good. He is your best director. You are his best actor. If you do drama, I believe there will be some achievements." "Uncle, I really like Mr. Shiping!" "Nor does he give me reason to hate him." "But it's a little different." "fair enough." "I love him." "That's better." "Uncle, I'm telling the truth, he loves me too." Hearing this, the gentleman thought it was Luo's usual habit, so he laughed loudly.Laughed for a long time, took a sip of water, coughed and smiled, and kept nodding.He wanted to check Luo's face but failed; he thought, "You little boy can say anything, but can't do anything. What an exaggerated character." He was very happy with what he had done. According to the estimate, judge everything according to reason, accurate and real, without error.He didn't speak, thinking that Luo must have something more interesting and childlike to say, and sure enough, Luo spoke again. Luo said, "I told my uncle, but my uncle still didn't believe me." Uncle suppressed his laughter and pretended to be arrogant and said, "I didn't say I was confused!" In fact, he still discussed it with his niece as a joke, because what she said didn't quite make sense. Luo looked at the situation and regretted her mistake again.At this time, she felt that it would be more convenient not to tell her uncle the truth.Because the matter was not what my uncle believed at all, and my uncle would never be suspicious of it, so she regretted her recklessness and handled the matter wrongly.After a while, seeing that my uncle still didn't speak, I planned in my mind to save the situation and go back to my previous life, so I changed my mind and found the words of relief. "Uncle, if I lie to you, just believe it!" "Uncle is not a child, so I don't believe you!" "If you don't believe me, I'm afraid I will really have to produce some evidence in the future." "Well, all this is your right and freedom. Uncle doesn't show stubbornness in these personal matters. I'm asking you seriously. You told me to learn French. Why don't you learn it?" "I'm learning." "Chen Bai's French is pretty good. I've heard Mr. Shiping say it. He's not bad at reading and acting. He's enthusiastic and enthusiastic. I like this kind of person." "Then I'll get to know my uncle, and it would be nice to invite him to stay at home for a while." "If it pleases you, why can't I do this?" "Uncle can be friends with him, learn from this man, and then make all judgments." "I don't judge good or bad people, because as a rule only a few have the courage in this matter." "It's not courage at all." "You mean words like 'understand' and 'understand', don't you? A young woman can never understand a young man. The same is true of men, who try to understand and are still wrong. To love is to be involved in misunderstanding." The more polite you are, the more you can show your satisfied, worldly, and good side, the more people will like you. When two men and women love each other, the more cleverly they hide their weaknesses, the more they will love each other. Make the other person fall in love." Luo couldn't help laughing because of her uncle's preaching, so her uncle asked, "Don't you admit it? This is my uncle's truth!" Luo said, "I admit it, this is my uncle's truth, of course it's just my uncle who applies this truth." "It applies to you, too." "Not applicable at all." "Then tell me your opinion." "I have no opinion. I love whoever I love. If I feel bad, I don't love him. I don't use philosophy to control my life. I use my feelings to control myself." "A young person can naturally say this. Willful, adventurous, gambling is like falling in love with others. This is the outlook on life of young people. This is also good. Because I am a little confused, I feel that there are some surprising things happening in this world. You can also do something that surprises others.” "Didn't uncle say that everything loses its dazzling light when it comes to middle-aged people?" "But there are many people younger than my uncle." "Then uncle won't be surprised by anything." "It's not easy." Luo stood up, walked to her uncle, bent down behind the chair, whispered a few words in his uncle's ear, and then quickly walked into the room.The gentleman didn't move at first, but when he heard Luo running, he suddenly jumped up. "Luo, Luo, I ask you, I ask you..." Luo heard it, but didn't answer, went upstairs, closed the door, lay down on the bed, closed her eyes and thought about everything that happened just now.She was shaken by mixed emotions of fear, joy, and rolling on the bed, anticipating her uncle's mood at the moment.After a while, she heard someone knock on the door lightly. She knew it was her uncle, but she refused.After waiting for a while, the uncle said softly, "Luo, Luo, I want to ask you something!" Although the uncle's voice still maintained his usual gentleness and kindness, she understood the embarrassment in the heart of this middle-aged man.She smiled and said loudly: "Uncle, I'm going to sleep, we'll talk tomorrow, I have a lot to say to Uncle!" Uncle said stubbornly, "You should tell uncle!" Asked in the room, "Why?" "To understand this for the sake of my uncle." The one in the room said again, "What you need to understand is already understood." The person outside the door still stubbornly said, "There are still many things I don't understand." "I don't want to talk about that anymore." There was no sound outside the door.Heard the sound of going upstairs.I heard the ringing of the bell, I heard my aunt going upstairs and I heard her going downstairs.After being quiet for a while, Luo, who was lying on the bed, heard a Polish family playing the piano in the next house, stood up and stood by the window for a while, and slowly lost her enthusiasm.Slowly remember all the current facts.She guessed that her uncle must be sitting by the lamp in a very embarrassed state, his soul troubled by this new news.She guessed that her uncle would be extremely embarrassed when he saw Mr. Shiping tomorrow.She guessed all kinds of things, which was both funny and a little ashamed.She has no regrets to save this matter.Among the three of them, she could no longer see her uncle's gentlemanly serene attitude. It was twelve o'clock, and she opened the door for the third time to look at the front building. The lights were still on, and she could see from the small window on the door that her uncle hadn't rested. After looking around for a while, she went to the front.Stand outside the door and listen for noises inside.When he arrived, he knocked lightly on the door, and the uncle inside seemed to be in a very melancholy state, without making a sound.After waiting for a while, my uncle came to open the door, his appearance was still extremely calm, he held Luo's hand, and asked Luo to sit at the table.When they got to the room, Luo realized what uncle was copying, so she asked, "Why isn't uncle sleeping?" "I do something." "Isn't there still time tomorrow?" "It's cool and quiet at night." The two talked a lot, but they didn't mention the previous incident.At the end of the talk, Luo didn't know where to continue.The uncle said in a melancholy and heavy voice, "Luo, what you told me is true!" Luo lowered her head to avoid the light, and agreed in a low voice, "It's true." The two had nothing to say again. The gentleman seemed to be looking for evidence in Lo's words, and in his own, for until then it seemed that he had never quite believed the truth of the matter.He turned the fact over in his head, and as if unable to say anything, he sighed, shook his head, and turned his eyes to a small picture-frame on the stovetop. Luo looked very weak and said, "Uncle, I know you will be very sad about this matter." Uncle suddenly gained the courage to speak, and with a hypocritical smile, he said, "I'm not sad, I'm not sad." After a while, he said, "I really can't think of it, I really can't think of it." Seeing her uncle's expression, Luo burst into tears.At first she wanted to endure it as much as she could, but she thought to herself, "Whether I am loved by Mr. Shiping, or my uncle's unreasonable grievances, it is still all my fault." Thinking of this, she felt a little bitter in her heart. In front of a gentleman, Wept very sadly. When my uncle saw this, he didn't speak, and began to pinch his hands alternately, making rattling sounds.He walked back and forth in the bedroom slowly, as if he was very anxious.He did his best to cry and shed tears alone, but he didn't pay attention, just walked back and forth. When Luo arrived, she raised her head. "Uncle, you are angry with me!" "Am I angry? Do you think uncle is angry? Should I be angry about this? Haha, kid, you are completely wrong to treat uncle as a stubborn person. " "I know it's upsetting to you, so I'm not going to tell you that." "I won't be sad for a long time. This is your business. It's a private matter you do. I shouldn't have any objections." "I don't know how to explain this to my uncle." "There is no need to explain. Now that we are acquainted and in love, there is no need to explain. Life is like this, everything is a coincidence, unintentionally this way, unintentionally that way, in a young man's world, uncle's new logic does not apply There's a lot going on, and I'm laughing at my own insanity!" Uncle sat down and looked at Luo, whose eyes were still wet, "Tell me, when will we get married? Is there a deal? Uncle has to do his best in this matter. I know Mr. Shiping's financial situation." Luo shook her head in silence, her heart was still sore. "Since you are in love, don't you plan to get married?" "I don't have that kind of dream at all. It's just a little familiarity and kindness. I can't think about those things." "Young people naturally don't want to do this. But didn't Mr. Shi Ping mention this?" "He just loves me! He didn't dare to ask for anything other than loving me!" Uncle laughed, "This old boy is still like this! No wonder he never mentions it to me, he's still shy!" "..." "Don't defend him, uncle, to be honest, I hate him a little at this moment!" "It's also expected that uncle hates him." "But don't think uncle is a selfish person. I want you to discuss with me. I want to help this person I hate, because he can get my good niece!" "Uncle! Not forever. I feel so, not forever! For I am in any case my own, and I have a right to it." "Your theory builds on the child's temper." "It's not a child's temper. I can't love me and own me completely." "You seem to be saying this to comfort your middle-aged uncle. It seems that if you say this, your uncle will not be lonely in the future." "Never, never." "I know your opinion is a real feeling, but imagination will eventually be destroyed by facts." "Never. I still think so. No one can have as much possession of me as my uncle does now." "Speak something new! Others think you're crazy!" "I'll do what others say. If I want my uncle to understand me, then my uncle will forgive me for my behavior." "I never forgive you!" "If uncle does not forgive, I will not be happy." "I would like to do something for you to make you happier." Luo stood up and suddenly hugged her uncle's neck, kissed him on the cheek, and ran back to her room. The gentleman seemed to be a little happier, as if what he felt forced an hour ago now seemed very natural.He got rid of the dispute because of this matter, and sat in his original position, thinking about the disposition of this strange niece, and all the things in the future because of this disposition.He saw the far side, thought of the far side, and finally sighed, his eyes moistened. When he stood up and started to take off his shoes, he said to himself, "This world is weird, this world is weird." Finally, he saw the small photo frame on the stove, it was Luo A photo taken by my mother in Japan when she was young.Because of giving birth to Luo, the woman died of weakness six months after giving birth.
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