Chapter 27 Section 26

Yan Mingxing did not live at the school, but with his relatives in the county.She and Sun Tianchou are still among the youngest students in the school.She is Zebu's little princess, but she is no longer Miliangba's little princess.There are many girls from Miliangba's family background who are better off than her, and these are the princesses of Miliangba.Moreover, there are many students, all of whom are almost the same, and no one can be called the princess of Miliangba.Status is everything, and students are no exception.Family background, wealth, etc., determine a person's status in society, and also determine a student's status in school.Yan Xingxing's status in Miliangba plummeted compared to Bizai.She also became inferior, currying favor with the girls in the county, and taking pride in being with them.She and Sun Tianchou are in different classes, although they are in the same teaching building, they rarely meet each other.One is that Sun Tianchou doesn't go to class, he just runs to the library and doesn't see him at all.The second is that even if Sun Tianchou comes to class occasionally, he just immerses himself in reading in the classroom, and does not leave the classroom after class.By the time I got out of the classroom, the students had already left.I see Yan Mingxing at most once or twice a month.Whether a person has low self-esteem or not, no matter how he disguises himself, can be seen at a glance.When he saw her happy expression walking with girls from the city, he felt bad for her, and felt that she was much worse than him!Why bother, what's so great about the people in the county?Why is she so inferior!Did you see him, Sun Tianchou?His grandson Tianchou will never be inferior, he is unconstrained, and looks down on everything!When the two meet, Tian Chou always wants to tell her, but it's hard to say, what can I say!Furthermore, both Sun Tianchou and Yan Mingxing were one year older than the previous year.This is a sensitive age, and I know more about men and women than Zai Zebu.When Sun Tianchou was in Zebushi, on the edge of chaos and dawn, when he was with her, he was natural and unrestrained.Now, one year older, I understand a little bit.Sun Tianchou's family has only a few younger brothers and no sisters, so he doesn't know how to get along with girls.Now that he met Yan Mingxing, he was in a predicament.Do not know what to do.The same is true for Yan Xingxing, when Zebu was born out of instinct, he was able to say "my couple" without shame, and now he is one year older, even if he was here, he would never dare to say such a thing, let alone in Miliangba .But the two originally had an appointment, and they were different from ordinary classmates.Usually when they meet, she is shy from afar and doesn't talk to Sun Tianchou.At most, he could only look at Sun once, and then he opened his eyes and hurried away.The same goes for Sun Tianchou, he wanted to see her, but was embarrassed after seeing her.So in Miliangba for half a year, the two met dozens of times, but they never said a word.But they all took what Ze Ze said seriously.What Sun Tianchou thought was that she belonged to him forever, and so did she. Although he didn't say anything, he had a tacit understanding in his heart.

When Sun Tianchou first entered the county, he had a firm goal, and he was busy going through the books in the county library in three years.Very busy.As for Yan Mingxing, he became panicked, as if he had lost his direction and became at a loss.The county seat is much bigger than Zebu, and her status is not as good as that of Zebu.She couldn't get used to it either.Sun Tianchou put himself in her shoes and felt sorry for her: "Women are much more pitiful than men! If Yan is a man, since Zebu came to the county, when the environment changes, he can take a confrontational approach like himself to meet the challenges. , and she is a woman, it is obviously unrealistic to ask her to be like me. But it is pathetic as she is now!" But Yan's studies are still very good.

Naturally, Sun Tianchou missed the list of top three students in the first semester.And Yan Mingxing is the second place in the whole grade, a good student, and she is still the girl that everyone is looking forward to.She is beautiful and good at studying, and she is still the idol of the boys, and immediately attracts a group of lustful people who write to her every day or follow her every day.Sun Tianchou knows something. Society has changed so fast. When Sun Tianchou first entered junior high school, students were crazy about Chinese tunic suits.Now in the county, the Chinese tunic suit is outdated.If you see a Chinese tunic suit, it must be a rural student in the country.Wealthy rural students have imitated urban students to wear jackets, shorts, flared trousers, big leather shoes and long hair.The leather shoes were oiled and shiny, only in twos and threes, clasping their shoulders and hugging their waists, walking on the street to show off.

Wang Xunjie graduated from the Teachers College and taught high school chemistry in Miliangba County Middle School.He is young and beautiful, well dressed and well taught, which makes some girls fantasize about it.When Sun Tianchou saw him come to class for the first time, he was very excited: there is someone standing on the podium of the county middle school in the remote and backward place of Fara!I often go to play with him.Wang is meticulous about life, dresses and talks very carefully, unlike Sun Tianchou who doesn't care about all this.But Sun Tianchou went there a few times, and found that Wang Xunjie, who used to be simple and studious, was also drawn by social oppression and became vulgar.Although Wang Xunjie was good at teaching, he also felt inferior because he was born in a rural family. He tried his best to curry favor with the young teachers from the county. After studying the knowledge, the expression is exactly the same as that of Yan Xingxing's flocking to the girls in the city.He was very pessimistic. When Sun went to visit, he said to Sun: "In our places, can we turn over? It will never be possible! Like me, I worked hard and got a teacher's college. It's very good! But it's too late. It’s the end! What can a student of a teacher’s college do? At best, he can teach a few more students. The so-called garden is full of peaches and plums! What else can we do? I can get better academic performance, get a bachelor’s degree instead of a junior college, and go to a big city to study at a prestigious university, then I can work hard and be assigned in a big city! I can really do my career! That’s the way out! I’m studying in Miliangba In high school, the grades were the best in the class, and the college entrance examination was the top scorer in the class! Only one teacher college was admitted! You know how sensational I got in a teacher college! That was the end of my career! Zhuan, I was not very happy in my heart. Although I wanted to stop studying and re-tuition, and get into a prestigious university! But how is it possible? The environment does not allow it! What can I do? So those of us, before we are born, have decided our tragic fate! There is nothing you can do! No matter how hard you try, there is nothing you can do!" Sun Tianchou disagreed, saying that he could still fight.Wang Xunjie said: "How to struggle? There are two ways out: one is to do research. I am here at Miliangba. How can I do research? My current situation is like a Fara farmer. If you call a Fara farmer: 'Come! I Give you an axe! Find out the composition of the air for me!' Or call a shepherd: "Use your whip to figure out the theory of relativity!" It's impossible! This is not Newton thinking deeply when he sees an apple fall It’s time to meditate and discover the law of gravitation. The second way is to change careers and become an official, but this requires background, connections, and background! We are all the same: from the countryside, what do we have? My father finally got a job What about my mother? Farmer! Relatives? Farmer! Friends? They are also farmers! Now make a few friends, just like me! What about my classmates? I am the best among them! They all want Come and beg me, which one should I ask for? I want to be transferred, but I can’t leave. If I want to be an official, there is no way out! How can I fight? I can only work hard with two meals in the morning and evening, and I won’t be hungry!” Sun Tianchou sighed.In Miliangba, students from the countryside are looked down upon by those from the county; teachers from the countryside are looked down upon by those from the city.The way out for rural students is to surrender!The way out for rural teachers is to surrender!How many talents have surrendered!Wang Xunjie is Fara's talent, he has surrendered to Miliangba's vulgarity!Yan Mingxing is a talented person of Zebu, and she also surrendered to Miliangba!Sun Tianchou was deeply pitiful: Are these people smart?very smart!Because of his cleverness, he surrendered.If you are not smart, you will not surrender!How many people who could have become talents have surrendered, what a pity!

Only Sun Tianchou did not surrender!He wants to fight against the world to the end!Everyone learns that students in the city wear flared pants, but he doesn't!Everyone imitates the students in the city, but he doesn't!Intentionally rustic!As a result, there were a few urban students in the class who couldn't understand his deliberate behavior and came to bully him.Seeing that he was short, he suddenly approached and raised his leg, which passed over Sun Tianchou's head.Sun Tianchou was furious, picked up the stone and smashed it.The result was a fight.Naturally, Sun Tianchou couldn't beat him.Was beaten to the ground.After a few fights, although the students in the city couldn't understand Sun Tianchou, they just cursed: "You bumpkin!" and didn't dare to fight with Sun again.

The only one who can be comrades with Tian Chou is Fara student Yue Yingxian.Yue failed the college entrance examination in the first semester.Come to study now.I was afraid of doing farm work during the holidays, so I studied hard.He is also small, young, and arrogant, and he is also called a "bumpkin".In this county, there is discrimination.He was sympathetic to Sun Tianchou, and said: "I didn't taste what it was like to be a farmer before, but when I went back this holiday, I carried pine branches every day, and I was afraid. My father asked me: 'Have you suffered enough?' I quickly said:' It’s hard enough!” He only gave me one hundred yuan and asked me to take tuition! You think that in Fara, we don’t enjoy bathing or haircuts, and only wash our hair once a month or two. Hui, as soon as I arrived in this county, some people called me a 'mountain person'! These bastards! How are we worse than them? Although we grew up eating potato lumps, our ambitions and ideals are no better than these bastards who eat rice and lean meat Difference!"

Yue Yingxian struggled with textbooks and rarely read extracurricular books.Sun Tianchou didn't go to class, but desperately read extracurricular books.Sometimes they talked about Wang Xunjie, and it was a pity to see him following a group of dudes in the city.Both of them respected Wang Xunjie very much, thinking that Wang was Fara's pride.Yue Yingxian said: "It's a pity for Wang Xunjie! He has talent and ambition. He just graduated from school and it's time to start a career! He used to be very noble, but now he has become vulgar! Once a person becomes vulgar, he is finished." !"

There are many books in the county library, and the more Sun Tianchou reads, the more anxious he becomes, and the more he feels his own ignorance and the pity of the few books he read in Buckwheat Mountain.Sun Tianchou was shocked when he read the poems and deeds of Xia Wanchun, a young hero and poet of the Ming Dynasty.Xia Wanchun was born in the fourth year of Chongzhen in Ming Dynasty and died in the fourth year of Emperor Shunzhi in Qing Dynasty.Manchu Qing invaded, Xia uprising soldiers fought against the enemy, was captured and died at the age of seventeen.He matured early in his youth and wrote "Xia Nei History Collection". Sun Tianchou read his poems and was amazed by his high-pitched style and exquisite poetic skills.He is considered the best poet of the Ming Dynasty.He recites his poems every day: "The feeling of returning to Chu is so great, and the spirit of Qin's death is not calm. The majestic wind is clear and the horns are strong, and the setting sun is bright. Death in battle is hard to pay for the country, and the hatred is so deep that you dare to remember your family? You are full of Chinese culture, and your eyes are full of sand. The sunset turns the flag and shadows, the frost is cold and the sword flowers. Today is Nanguan again. There are endless mountains and rivers and tears, who said that the world is wide? Knowing that the springs and roads are close, it is difficult to say goodbye to the hometown. The day when the resolute soul returns, the spirit flag will be seen in the sky." I can't eat, and I can't sleep.Self-consciousness is better than Xia Wanchun, and the desire of the earth is better than the sky.At the age of fourteen or fifteen, Xia raised troops to fight against the Qing Dynasty, which is the chapter of fate.When he died at the age of seventeen, he was already a famous national hero and patriotic poet, and he has been immortalized in Chinese history.And what about myself?Almost sixteen years old, what is left in Chinese history?

Sun Tianchou wandered and melancholy, insomnia at night, tossing and turning, worried.His eyes were as bright as fire overnight.what to do?Like Xia went to the country to die?No foreign enemies are invading right now!Otherwise, you can still defend against the enemy to death, which is worthy of Xia.But even if you can go to the country and die, what about poetry?Can Xia Wanchun's excellent poems be left in the history of Chinese literature when he dies? Sun Tianchou felt helpless, he couldn't complete any of the above two items before he was seventeen!He's almost going crazy.Can't compare to Xia Wanchun, so what are you doing alive?The more he thought about it, the more pessimistic he became, and the more confused he became.If he committed suicide, then 10,000 Sun Tianchou died, not as good as one Xia.The snoring sounded one after another in the dormitory, and the sound of chickens inside and outside the city.Sun Tianchou hated this society: "How many mediocre people are sleeping soundly!" It gradually became clear outside that some students who like to run in the morning have already got up and went to the playground.It was useless for Sun Tianchou to lie on the bed, and when he got out of bed, he felt dizzy and had burning eyes.Go to bed again, still can't sleep.It was dawn, and he had to get up.Throughout the day, my eyes were burning with pain.I got the book in my hand and finished reading it soon, but I immediately forgot what it was about.Sun Tianchou had no choice but to walk and play in the playground instead of reading.On the football field, the first grade students are playing football.The dude disciples in the city were divided into two gangs, working desperately around that round thing.Sun Tianchou is sad when he sees it, what is this arguing about?Think that man is much more noble than animals.But if a group of tigers and lions are extremely majestic when they are catching food, and if a group of tigers are desperately fighting for a football, what a scene it will be!The girls in the two classes cheered desperately.Yan was also in the cheerleading ranks of their class, shouting loudly.Those students on the court, in order to express themselves, not only worked hard with their feet, but also with their hands, punching and kicking each other when grabbing the ball.Finally, instead of playing football, he became a kicker.Students from both sides fought on the court, blood came out, and howling sounded.The two classes of girls also scolded each other.Yan was also scolding the other girl.

Sun Tianchou was startled.Suddenly feel that this woman has become vulgar, far from him.Xia Wanchun died for the country in his teens, what about the team on the court, and Yan Zhiliu?Sun Tianchou couldn't imagine that if foreign enemies invaded China, whether Yan and others would fight and die for the country.After reading it for a while, I couldn't bear to see their vulgarity. When I came back to read the book, my eyes touched the book, as if being poked by a needle.Sun Tianchou had no choice but to go back to the court. Vulgarity is vulgarity, so he had to watch football too.After the fight stopped, the two sides fought again, both for revenge, and the fight became more intense and brutal.In order to overwhelm the other girls, the girls wanted their class to win, so they yelled more vigorously, encouraging the boys in their class while scolding the other girls.Yan also barked harder.Sun Tianchou squinted at her.Seeing Sun Tianchou on the opposite side, Yan Meng stopped screaming loudly.Sun Tianchou stared at her, thinking: What a smart person!The knowledge in the world is endless.Why doesn't she cherish her youth, cherish her years, and study hard.

The football game is over.Yan's class won.The girls yelled and danced, sang and laughed, and poured water for the boys to celebrate their victory.Yan was always restrained because Sun Tianchou was opposite him.The boys and girls chatted, laughed, and fought, quite crazy.Yan walks towards Sun Lai alone.Sun Tianchou understood that he forced her here.As she approached, her footsteps hesitated.Sun Tianchou called: "Yan Mingxing!" She stood down, blushing.Ask Sun Tianchou: "What's the matter?" Sun Tianchou said: "Nothing!" She just stood down and waited for him to speak again.Sun Tianchou was embarrassed, what did he say?The two looked at the ground in front of their eyes, and occasionally glanced at each other. After standing for a long time, she smiled and said, "I'm leaving!" Sun Tianchou nodded.She looked at him again, as if asking, but Sun Tianchou had nothing to say, so she left.Sun Tianchou stared at her back with complicated emotions, her eyes were still full of concern for him!His heart immediately surged like water.Sun Tianchou understands that as long as he calls out, she can belong to him at any time.He even had wild dreams again, and his heart was full of attachment to her. Sun Tianchou couldn't sleep for many nights in a row, but as soon as he went to bed, his thoughts flew up: he wanted to be the overlord of heaven and earth, the king of the universe.His eyes hurt again, and he seemed about to suffer from insomnia again.Sun Tianchou scolded himself anxiously: "What kind of shit are you! A small farmer in the mountains of northern Yunnan! A high school student with extremely poor academic performance! One billionth of the world! A tiny ant! What is the earth? It is the sun What is the solar system? One-fifteen-billionth of the Milky Way! What is the Milky Way? It is only one-billionth of the known galaxies! Which one are you?" Cursing does not work, He recalled the scene of standing on the top of Dahong Mountain overlooking the people of Fara Village like ants, and recalled that standing on Dahong Mountain, it was only a white spot the size of a needle!I also recalled that when I came to the county with my father at the beginning of school, I stood on a high mountain overlooking the county, and the whole county was only as big as a rice!Sun Tianchou asked himself: Looking down on you from the sky, how big are you?Still can't sleep!In desperation, Sun Tianchou was furious: Since you are not up to date, then think about it!Thinking about Xia Wanchun again, and thinking about what I should do?I'm in a hurry again!More than ten years of mediocrity have passed!Filled with anger, he jumped out of bed and walked out of the dormitory. The moon was shining brightly, and large night clouds were constantly splitting and combining, rushing eastward.Sun Tianchou looked up at them and felt that the earth was also rushing to mediate.The whole county is silent.Sun Tianchou thought: There are more people who are unconscious but fewer people who are awake.Look now, how many people can stand up and enjoy the night?More people, including Yan Mingxing, are in the dark room, dreaming muddy dreams! After sitting for a long time, sleepiness came.Sun Tianchou went back to the dormitory.The dormitory is hot, full of hot air exhaled from people's noses.There was a lot of snoring, like the sound of frogs outside.Sun Tianchou was overjoyed: People are like frogs!Where is the dignity? After two weeks of melancholy and resentment, Sun Tianchou finally figured it out: It is very difficult to compare Xia Wanchun!If you can't be a national hero, then catch up with Xia Wanchun in literature.What he wanted was to come up with a novel before he was seventeen.Only in this way can he prove that he is no worse than Xia Wanchun.As for the content of the novel, I have already thought about it.The Sun family has been in Yunnan for so many years, so many generations, isn't it very pitiful and miserable?Aren't the Fara people also living a miserable life?Write based on the history of the Sun family and the Fara people!Describe those bleak life truths.He no longer wants to write stories about heroes and beauties! Instead, he researched the history of Miliang Dam.When he was in Buckwheat Mountain Middle School, he knew something, and now he is going to verify and supplement.Find information during the day and conceive at night.I can't sleep as soon as I think about it, and I have insomnia every night.Looking in the mirror, his eyes were red and swollen, and the eyeballs were bloodshot.He learned how to control insomnia from books, and counted from one, two, and three to hundreds and thousands, but he lost his patience when he counted.It doesn't work to scold myself, and I have to let it go.I don't care where my eyes get red and swollen; I don't care where my life ends.He used to be proud of his passion and proud of himself.Unexpectedly, now I have suffered from passion.Driven by passion every night until dawn. The most proud thing for urban students at that time was that they could bring tape recorders to class to show off.Put something like "You are like a fire in that winter, the raging flames warmed my heart", and "Disco! This is the comfort of the soul, this is the endless pursuit".Desperately stomped and twisted, called "disco".It made a group of rural students envious.The envy of rural students adds to the pride of urban students.Even Wang Xunjie bought a tape recorder and taught the students in his class to dance, and he danced himself.In Sun Tianchou's class, there are not many students in the city, and they are not as rich as other classes in the city, but there are still tape recorders and discos.The classroom was stamped with yellow dust.The rural students all stood in the corner, admiring their dancing posture.Sun Tianchou sometimes went to the classroom, and when he saw it, he thought: It's really a beast!Going to Wang Xunjie's class, seeing Wang dancing with the boys and girls, Sun Tianchou thought: The king will also be with the beasts!Then I went to Yan Mingxing's classroom and saw that Yan was also laughing with the boys and girls in the city, dancing and wiping the sweat from his forehead while laughing.Sun Tianchou just shook his head: This girl is getting more and more vulgar! Half a year passed by in a hurry.Towards New Year's Day, the class held a party.Several boys and girls in the city are class leaders. Entrusted by the class teacher, they received the class fee, bought colored paper, framed the electric sticks in the classroom, and turned them into colored lanterns.Move the table to the side and place the candies on top.Wang Xunjie and other teachers were also invited to sit down, and the party began.Rural students can only be spectators, watching the urban students' disco and listening to their hoarse "Your big eyes are bright and shining. Like the brightest star in the sky" and "You give me, smile a little, nourish my heart ", howling together, applause like waves.Sun Tianchou became angry and determined to make a big sweep, so he reported himself to the show.Those girls usually want to tease Sun Tianchou, but Sun is too cold and can't do it.He couldn't wait to hear Sun Tianchou's singing, so he applauded eagerly.Sun Tianchou came on stage.He didn't have a tape recorder or a tape, so he sang a cappella: "Get up! Suffering people all over the world! Your blood is boiling, and you must fight for the truth! The old world is in ruins! There has never been any savior, and there is no fairy emperor!" Slaves, get up, this is the final struggle!" The girls frowned when they heard this, and called Sun Tianchou: "Sing us a pop song!" The boys shouted: "Come down! Come down! You Singing this is not good!" Sun Tianchou ignored and continued to sing, he admired "The Internationale" the most.Seeing that Sun Tianchou couldn't stop coming, the boys hissed and called Sun Tianchou: "Come down! If you don't come down, we will fight!" After singing "The Internationale", Sun Tianchou deliberately provoked the students in the class, and sang again: " The wind is roaring, the horses are screaming, and the Yellow River is roaring!" The students ordered him to step down again, but he refused to step down.After singing, there is another "Battle Hymn of the Chinese People's Volunteers": "Xiong corrected, high-spirited, cross the Yalu River! To protect peace, defend the motherland, is to protect the hometown!" After that, it is "Su Wu Shepherd".Teachers including Wang Xunjie were dissatisfied with Sun Tianchou's intentional disturbance.A few students rushed up and forcibly dragged Sun Tianchou off the podium. The disco started again, and Wang Xunjie and others led the dance with the girls again.Sun Tianchou was satisfied and left. The school organized an entertainment party to welcome the New Year.The auditorium is crowded with people.What came to the stage was still "I am a wolf from the north", "In the days without you, I will cherish myself more" and so on.There is also disco, individual jumps, group jumps, you dance and I dance again.Sun Tianchou thought again: "How weak is the righteous voice! Complaining about the poets." He wanted to go up and shout "The Internationale", but unfortunately someone saw him go up, so he was busy and blocked, and he couldn't go up. Sun Tianchou refused to admit that New Year's Day in the Gregorian calendar was a Western thing.He decided to take the first day of the first month of the lunar calendar as New Year's Day.He has always insisted on counting the years with Jiazi Yichou and other stems and branches until now.This caused him great trouble.The teacher is against it, and so are the students.Sun Tianchou goes his own way.When answering the history test paper, when it comes to time, Sun Tianchou doesn't use the AD.Although the question is answered correctly, the teacher will not give points.Sun Tianchou reasoned with him.He also said: "You extreme, reactionary and narrow-minded nationalist! Get out! I can't teach you, go and hire someone else!" Sun Tianchou still felt unable to express his anger, so he shaved his head again.He was the only one with a shiny head in the whole school, which was extremely eye-catching.When the principal saw it, he asked who it was, which was so indecent.Ask Sun Tianchou to interrogate, and order Sun Tianchou to put on a hat, otherwise he will be warned and punished.Sun Tianchou was forced to wear the whole hat.The principal brought this up again at the teacher meeting, and the history teacher said, "This is not reactionary! He is blatantly counting the year with the branches!" The principal was shocked: "Is there such a thing? Is it true?" Sun Tianchou was arrested again Go to ask, and warn: "If you dare to use the stems and branches as the year, you will be fired!" Sun Tianchou can't use it publicly. Winter vacation is here.Due to underdeveloped traffic, there are only a few buses in the county leading to larger areas such as Zebu.Buckwheat Mountain is in the middle of the county, and there is no car dedicated to running Buckwheat Mountain.When Sun Tianchou went home, he had to take other cars, and they were all short-distance. The passenger station only sold long-distance ones, not short-distance ones, and couldn’t buy tickets. The students at Buckwheat Mountain had to pay to find a truck. Good price, sit to Buckwheat Mountain.I walked home from Buckwheat Mountain again.As soon as he got home, he was busy interviewing the whole village.During the recent holiday, I basically figured out the history of Fara.