Chapter 25 April 5

Before the old director stood up, he said, "Find an experienced person to talk to the family members. I don't think we need to talk too deeply. They also know that it is very difficult to save people." The second senior brother and I cut open the patient's scalp silently without speaking. The old director walked onto the operating table after being sterilized. He stood and watched us work, and said while watching: "Doing surgery with emotions is the same as driving with emotions. It is not good. In fact, doing anything with emotions is biased. , are prone to error.” The second senior brother said angrily: "Uncle Li, don't keep giving me lectures. I have listened to you talking about life principles since I was a graduate student. I have been listening to you until now. Your realm is about to become a Buddha. I don't want to be like you. If you were born like this, I’d better be born in this world first! I’m a human being, not a god, and I don’t want others to erect a memorial arch for me and kowtow to me every day when I die. It’s just my job to perform surgery. Since I’m human , I have a temper, I have ideas, I can operate on this person, but you make me feel happy, I can't do it. Do you know that Xiao Zheng's girlfriend, Xiao Lei, was beaten away by this guy?"

"I know. That's why I called Xiao Zheng together. Xiao Zheng, I believe you are also reluctant, right?" I dare not speak.Because I don't have a grandfather who used to be the dean, and I don't have a father who was the director of the health bureau. If I dare to talk to the director like this, I'm afraid I will die a miserable death. "Miaomiao, I watched you grow up. Everyone thinks that you went to medical university because of your family background, your ancestors practiced medicine for generations, your grandfather was the dean of this hospital before, and your father is still the director of the hospital. I don't know. I can’t accept you. In fact, Miao Miao, everyone thinks wrong. You go to college, choose this school, and finally take this major. I want to come. I told your father when you were in high school, let Miao Miao Miao this child follow me!"

"Oh, Uncle Li, you've ruined my life! If it weren't for you, maybe I wouldn't need to be a doctor." "Hehe, actually your mother doesn't want you to be a doctor either. But you have to trust your father and me. A child from a family like yours, a descendant who has been helping the world for generations, can't go wrong at all. Believe it or not , you have diamonds in your bones, sooner or later you will realize that in your life, no profession is suitable for you except a doctor." "Uncle Li, you are so right. Apart from being a doctor, I also know that no profession is suitable for me. In one room of my house, there are no other books except medical books. The first book I read when I was a child was the history of medicine. What other children know is Chopin, Mozart, Da Vinci, and I know Huangdi, Li Shizhen, Zhang Zhongjing. Other children have played flying saucer game consoles since childhood, and I have kept skeleton models at home since I was a child. I can put together bones one by one when I was three years old. Go back. The people I know have been in that yard since I was a child. They are either doctors or nurses, and even the workers are the masters of the hospital canteen. I really can’t think of anyone in this world who is more suitable than me to be fruitful in the hospital. I even I don’t even have the ability to choose my own fate. Why isn’t my father a director? If that’s the case, I don’t have to admire and dedicate myself to actresses as soon as I see them.”

The director smiled and said, "I heard that you talked about an actress? Finally, your mother's wish was fulfilled. No doctor, no nurse, no classmate, no colleague. Four no, right?" "At first, she insisted on it like this. Now that she knew it, she told me: It is better to find an actress than a female nurse! She disagreed again." "You are the only baby son in your family. She doesn't think anyone is good enough for you. You don't need to listen to her opinion as long as you like it." "I won't listen to her. I've already made up my mind. I feel that in my life, I'm doomed to only find liberal arts girls. Actresses are considered liberal arts students, right? I feel like I'm dysfunctional, and I can only talk to pure liberal arts girls." Only students can be in harmony. If I were a plug, a liberal arts girl would be a socket. If a science girl came, I think it would be the collision of two plugs. If I were a nut, a liberal arts girl would be a nut, and the two of them would screw it together. Science girl Even if it is a nut, it will slip when you twist it. My mother's "Four Do Not Find" is very appetizing to me, because medicine is counted as science."

I couldn't help but interject, "You're not a functional disorder, you're a sexual dysfunction." Thinking that the director was by my side today, I was so scared that I quickly shut up. We opened the cranial cavity and waited for the director to take the stage. The director said while performing the operation: "I just told you a story at the meeting, but I didn't tell you. This story is your grandfather's story. The old director is the first brain surgeon after the liberation of China. A man with cranial surgery. The conditions at that time could not be compared with those of today! All operations were done from scratch, and even the tools were made by themselves. He saw a document saying that there was such a thing as brain cotton in foreign countries, and he was very envious. What does this thing look like? He has never seen it before, and he doesn’t know, so he bought a pot, boiled it with starch and some other materials, and made the predecessor of gelatin. I admire the hands-on ability of that generation very much. No There are no guns, we make them by ourselves. We just figured out the neurosurgery in China. Such a pure intellectual was also labeled as a counter-revolutionary during the "Cultural Revolution" and criticized. At that time, no one performed surgery. Yes, working during the day and criticizing and studying at night, the medical leaders are people who don’t understand medicine. One night, your grandfather had just been criticized by the Red Guards. When he was flying, his arms were raised so high that he couldn’t turn them over. Yes The mother of the leader of a revolutionary committee had a cerebral hemorrhage and needed immediate surgery, but no one could be found. Anyone who can perform surgery has just fought. That person begged your grandfather. Two hours ago, that person was still standing on the stage He punched and kicked your grandfather at first, and then knelt in front of your grandfather for two hours. As a result, your grandfather did it without saying a word. At that time, the conditions were so simple and the environment was so bad. If mother died on the operating table, it is possible for your grandfather to be killed the next day. But your grandfather didn't consider personal gain or loss at all. He went without hesitation."

The result is what you see.Your grandfather lived to be in his nineties and died.After that operation, even his enemies and those who fought against him protected him, and a large group of veterans were secretly cared for and protected because of him. Branch development, growth. I remember a passage your grandfather said to me. I will give this passage to you today. I hope you will put it here. "He pointed to his heart. "Doctors are like judges and policemen. From the day you put on your uniform, you don't represent yourself. You are the embodiment of salvation. You can't choose patients by your own likes and dislikes, and you can't measure life by personal gains and losses. Like this look I will save people. I will save those who don’t like me. I will save those who are beneficial to me. I will not save those who are not. If it is dyed black, the scalpel in your hand is the life and death judge's pen. You decide life and death for others, and this is not the doctor's duty. Doctors must train a quality, an instinct, that is, to pull the dead into the living; Every time you save a person, it is a challenge to yourself. When you see every patient, you can put your emotions behind you, and you are a good doctor. The profession of a doctor, and technology It has little to do with morality. There is no morality with technology. You will never be a qualified doctor.”

The director took out the last blood clot and said, "I've done everything I need to do. Now it depends on our luck." The second senior brother smiled and said: "Director, I take both classes. You teach me moral lessons, and the family members of patients give me immoral lessons. I am afraid that if you are unlucky with the knife today, you will be in trouble in a few days." Get beaten. At that time, technical ethics will be useless to doctors, and what we need are Liu Xiang's feet. Then you will definitely not be able to run away from me." The director said confidently: "People's hearts change people's hearts, four taels for half a catty. Everyone here is fat. If you treat him well, he will not be unreasonable. At least 99.99% of people will not be unreasonable." You won't understand feelings."

"Director, you are an idealist until death." "A doctor must be an idealist. Try for the best and prepare for the worst. I'm going first." My second senior brother and I smiled wryly. Red Willow: My mother had surgery on her eye, and she ran out of eye drops.Ask the doctor for it, and the doctor will say: eye drops and nurses will not let it go.I didn't understand it at first, but later I thought about it: it means that the doctor prescribed enough eye drops, which was credited to my mother's account, but the drops were not in my mother's hands, and the nurse gave them ignorantly.

My father was hospitalized. When he was about to be discharged from the hospital, he asked the nurse for the medicine prescribed by the doctor. The nurse said no, so he went to ask the doctor, and the doctor said it had been prescribed.When I got the list from the hospital, it was all expensive medicines. When I went back to find the doctors and nurses, everyone said they hadn't seen them.Poor my father is sick and my mother is confused. I wandered around the hospital for a long time and didn't know what to do, so I had to go home empty-handed. There are good people too. Twenty years ago my mother washed clothes by hand.For some reason, a needle in my clothes stuck into the bone of my mother’s left thumb. When I ran to the emergency room of the hospital, a handsome young doctor carefully removed the broken needle from the bone while offering condolences.

How many years have passed, and when talking about the mole on the palm, she said it was the scar of the operation, and even said that the young and handsome doctor had a good temper and good skills.Talking about him again today, saying that he is already the vice president of that hospital.My mother said, look, he has good skills and good skills. I said he will be successful in the future. If he doesn't become the dean, who will he be? I always feel that most people still know good and bad, know how to be grateful, and will remember the selfless good of others. six six: Doctors are also part of most of the people.