Chapter 6 March 5

Three surgeries today.This is our normal amount. I like the feeling of putting on my surgical gown and stepping through the door of the operating room.Every day is like meeting for the first time.I still remember how I waited outside the door when my father had a spinal tumor in high school—fear, fear, and a splitting headache. My father was breathing when he entered, and he might have been cold when he came out.No one tells you the chances of success in this operation, but always tells you that there are countless possibilities of death.It was only when you were talking to the doctor that you realized for the first time that people who are alive and well are so fragile that even a mouthful of phlegm can send you to hell.When Dad was pushed through that door, there was nothing we could do, and we left everything to God.

So my fear of that door could not be overcome until the first time I went into the operating room. After opening the door standing in the middle of the yin and yang world, you realize that it is not what ordinary people feel at all.It is more like an art studio, where gauze and brain foam are like a sculptor’s oil canvas, scissors forks and hook tweezers are carving tools, and the work you are about to unfold lies quietly on the operating table waiting for your carving. I like the sound of the brain sawing and opening the skull, a bit like cutting open a coconut shell, and the bone chips floating with the saw are like poplar catkins floating in April.The red blood is no different from the transparent coconut milk, you just need to wipe it gently, quickly find the bleeding point and stop it, if you touch it from the neck, you will see the texture is clear and layered like a rock Muscles appear in front of you.

The senior brother once said that the purpose of surgery is to fight a war, and the purpose of surgery is to remove a tumor, just like the purpose of war is to occupy a city.Maybe a key battle was fought for only one day, and the preparations in the early stage took a year.In order to get close to that city, you have to form troops, you have to build canals and dig trenches, you have to have sufficient supplies of food and grass, and you have to train spies.Our spy is of course CT, which will tell you the specific location, direction and size of the tumor, but how to approach it and pull it out is an extremely long and complicated process.And when you finally bypass the mines, cut the fence, cut off the high-voltage electricity, and walk in front of the enemy without a sound, you really can't believe it! ——it's so...beautiful!

This was the first time I saw a tumor.I always thought tumors were black, dirty, disgusting things.But when I saw the first living tumor in my life, I fell in love with it!it's so beautiful!The light-yellow tumor was covered with a transparent water film, and when poked lightly, dew-like water droplets gushed out.If you have seen pictures of the Milky Way, you will fall in love with planets of different colors and shapes, some are flame red, some are quiet blue, some are emerald green, and some are dragging psychedelic tail skirts.And tumors are such beautiful things that make you dazzled.

When I walked out of the operating room for the first time, I leaned on the outer wall and closed my eyes to reflect on it.The second senior brother smiled while taking off his gloves and asked: How do you feel? I said it felt beautiful.I was born to be a doctor.I like this feeling so much.Can you believe it, I love tumors. The second brother said, I believe it.If we all hate it, how can we deal with them for so long.This is human nature, and no one can live in peace with the things they hate the most all day long.Let me tell you, today is just your first kiss, you only have a superficial understanding of it.As the years go on, you will love it more and more, and you will become more and more fascinated. What if Marilyn?Monroe stood in front of you with a tumor, and her sexy twin peaks were no match for the temptation of her tumor.Let me tell you, you may only love a woman for three to five years, but your love for tumors will last a lifetime.Woman, if you watch too much, you will be the same. You will get bored after eating one dish every day for ten or eight years.As for the tumor, it's like asking you to change brides every night, all of them are as beautiful as flowers and jade, and you can't love it or not.

No wonder people say that surgeons are addicted to surgery after working in this industry for a long time.Not going to the operating table for a day is devastated.It turned out that I didn't taste the taste of a bride.The representative figure of this industry is my boss. He is almost to the point where he would rather starve to death than starve to death.If there is no operation scheduled one day, he will be furious, "How did you arrange it! Four days of surgery in a week! You still call me a bye!" If there is an operation today, he will say that it is too little.Two operations, so-so.Three surgeries, small case (meaning), four surgeries, a bit too much, five surgeries, the old man could hardly stand up while leaning on the bench and said: "It's fun! But try not to arrange such a crowded next time, year Age is not forgiving."

His operation has reached the level of perfection. The follow-up patient told him that he could not remember his name. You just need to show him the film, and he would blurt out the whole process of the operation as if meeting an old lover. There is no need to adjust the medical records at all. . Yesterday, the operation of the second senior brother was about to end. The boss came in and took a look at the tumor fragments on the plate. Without a word, he picked up a curette and explored the base of the skull for a while, took out a small fragment and threw it into the plate. He gave the second senior brother a blank look.

In the afternoon, the boss was yelling: "Where's Huo Simiao? Let him come here! I want to scold him! After so many years of operation, the hand feels nothing at all! Has the 3×5 tumor been dug up and there is no point? ?" While we were chatting, we sent a secret message to tell the second senior brother to go out quickly to avoid the limelight. A very risky operation in the afternoon went very well, we attribute it to luck.When the old man came out, he was smiling and ventilating up and down, and we quickly called the second senior brother to let him pass. The second senior brother flattered and clapped violently, Professor Li!Surgery went well today!I have seen a beautiful surgery before, such a beautiful surgery is really hard to find in the world!The boss's pride is beyond words.

"Professor Li, are you looking for me?" The second senior brother took the opportunity to pass the message. "When did I find you?" "Ah? Xiao Zheng said you were looking for me, so I hurried over after checking the house." "Oh! It's okay, it's okay." As soon as the boss finished uttering the word "it's okay", he remembered the operation in the morning, "You boy, let me tell you, you are far from fine! Feel, feel this thing Very important." The second senior brother nodded and bowed, "What is the hand feeling? The hand feeling is the experience! If I have prescribed 10,000 patients like you, I don't even need to watch the film."

"You little hozen! It's easy not to watch the film! You show me it! I'm not an X-ray!" The clouds passed by lightly. I often think that if the boss retires and can no longer go to the operating table, the teacher's wife will suffer.How many unknown fires does he have to stop every day! Many doctors feel comfortable sitting in the outpatient clinic every day after they get old and retire.He dedicated his life to patients on the operating table of the hospital, and the sense of loss after his sudden departure is indescribable. A sense of accomplishment, this thing is very important to everyone, it makes you feel that life is very valuable.

And achievements are accumulated over time.In the end, most of the highly respected people in the world come from the longevity of Qi training.No matter how brave a person who lives to be sixty is, he is not as famous as a person who lives to be a hundred and twenty.The reason why Jiang Taigong has been recorded in the annals of history as a model of "Three Stands of a Gentleman", you have to believe that it is because he lived a long time.If he had died when the average life expectancy was forty years old, he would have no chance of still fishing at eighty-two. When the patients stepped into the gate of the hospital, some of them were dragging their tongues, some were bleeding profusely, some were in wheelchairs or supported by others, and most of them were crying and anxious. After they were lying on the operating table and under general anesthesia, you would never feel that they were people with signs of life, if it wasn't for the ticking sound of the monitor to remind you. On the first day after the operation, they were in unbearable pain and groans, but I knew very well that they could sit up on the second day, all the intubations could be removed on the third day, and on the fourth day they could sit up. Just leaning on the window sill to see the life outside the window, on the fifth day, they left with big bags and small bags thanking each other. This process has become familiar to me over the past ten years. This is the best placebo for my soul. Pure heart: "You'll see rock-like, well-textured muscle in front of you." If it is a craniotomy, what should be seen is a brain like a walnut?It seems that this is more vivid. I'm sorry Liuliu, I'm not smashing bricks, I just wanted to say it when I saw it, I'm afraid that your long article will be too long and I will forget it, if it's wrong, I didn't say it.In fact, the writing is pretty good. I feel kinder to writing about the hospital. Go ahead. six six: Haha, you can tell at a glance that you have never seen the scene. no.Behind the skull in the neck is a very thick muscle, as thick as a high-heeled shoe, that kind of thick-soled shoe, and then the meninges, which is the brain.outside? I haven't seen it before, I feel the same as you. I went to the neurosurgery emergency department tonight. I was really unlucky. I was about to get off work and ran into a car accident.The family members described it lightly, what kind of brow bone is broken, please ask the doctor to take a look. As a result, when I went in, I found that the brain stem and hypothalamus were damaged, and the legs were stiff.You must not know the concept of stiffness, it's too scary.That is, you lift his thigh, a completely unconscious person, his calf is up to the sky, not drooping. And diabetes insipidus.It was the first time I saw what diabetes insipidus was. The doctor looked at the pupils and said that there was no hope, and he was close to death. In fact, this person's heart is still beating, sometimes fast and sometimes slow.One hundred and eight for a while, and one hundred and two for a while. I didn't dare to look, and I withdrew before the extubation. It was cold all over. fear. I'm not scared at all when I go into the operating room. But when I saw that person at night, I was too scared to walk at night. I think it's faith.In the operating room, the man looked lifeless, but I knew after the operation he would be fine and he would be fine. As for the car accident at night, it seemed that nothing happened, but it turned out to be impossible. Life is so fragile.