Chapter 20 Chapter 19 Planting Willows in the Past Years

Liu Qing's translation work is indeed difficult to do, and the translation company does not accept it, and there is a reason for it.There are two types of people in this world who love to ravage language and create vocabulary, one is literary critics, and the other is scientists.In Liu Qing’s three video recordings, I heard many words, searched all kinds of dictionaries, but couldn’t find an explanation. I can only figure it out based on the context, new word formation, and medical logic.There are only three days, and I can't sleep well.While working, I came up with a truth: Don't always think that you are awesome.Don't always think that you are better than others, and do things that others can't do.Jobs that others can't do are always troublesome jobs.More than ten years ago, when the electrical appliances were of poor quality and could not be bought, the master repairing electrical appliances clearly pointed out that the repair fee would be increased by half if the cover was opened and the TV was poked by others.Our hospital is the center of all kinds of difficult and miscellaneous diseases in the country. If you send it here, you will be sent to the end. Besides, if there is no cure, you can eat whatever you like.When the resident doctor saw a patient who had been transferred to another hospital seven or eight times and had his stomach opened seven or eight times, his head swelled involuntarily. The medical history alone was hundreds of pages, just like Prost’s. Couldn't finish reading for several nights.No wonder men have a virginity complex.The girl who used to be in the sea was as tender as water, and she forgot the pain when her scars healed. She only remembered Xiao Lang's strengths clearly. The person who took over lasted for a shorter time, was slower, had longer nostril hairs, and spoke less interestingly. The girl sighed and looked out the window. The moon and stars are rare outside the window.But, then again, people always like to be awesome.The electrician turned on the TV that had been messed up for a long time, and felt extremely comfortable.The doctors in our hospital always look sacred when they think that they are the last warrior against death.When we were young, when we heard characters like Nine Dragons and One Phoenix like Sai Jinhua and Su Xiaoxiao, we would salivate profusely, wondering when we could get our turn.Liu Qing's translation job is done, and my translation skills are considered awesome. I will have the ability to support myself again, and I am not afraid of being expelled from the school.

I told my girlfriend that I took a job translating a videotape, and it was very urgent, and it was due in three days. I had to go home and do it myself, and I had a VCR at home.After finishing the work, we can make a small fortune. Let's have a big meal, braised pig's head.I told my girlfriend that she can go shopping in Dongdan in the past few days, if she finds a fancy dress, write it down, and I will get it back for her after I get the money.My girlfriend smiled slightly and said, you go, don't be too tired, I'm going back to Peking University, I have something to do.Didn't ask much else, which is rare for my girlfriend, she usually doesn't tell me anything about herself, she needs to know all the details about mine, especially who is my contact People, I'm sure I'm only selling art and not selling myself.I guess, my girlfriend may still be immersed in the emptiness after the big exam and don't want to talk.Many people, after the exam and sexual intercourse, often feel empty, and can’t help but seriously think about what all this is for and what is the meaning of all this. In the local dialect, this kind of depression after orgasm is called "pull out regret".

I took those three tapes home with me, and I quickly discovered that this couldn't be done with a VCR.I listened to it once, but couldn't remember all the content I heard, so I used the VCR to rewind and replay it, which slowed down and destroyed the magnetic head.There is no one at home, and my brother's reactionary "Follow Me" is locked in the second drawer, within easy reach.I'm worried that I won't be able to hold back and watch how corrupt capitalism is once again.I don't have much time, there's a lot of work to do, and I can't waste my strength.So I changed my strategy. I used a tape recorder to record the explanation in the video tape, and then dictated the content of the explanation according to the tape (the tape recorder rewinds and replays it much faster), and then translated it sentence by sentence.I took the tape recorder and tapes back to school, there were too many temptations at home, and no one cooked for me.

After five hours of crazy work, I basically dictated the English in the video tape.Feeling dizzy and having to rest my mind, I went back to the dormitory, lay down on the bed, lit a cigarette, and the ash flicked into an empty yogurt box next to the bed. The dormitory was quiet and no one was there. Those who had girlfriends went to find girlfriends, and those who didn’t went home. Hopu went to the school library to borrow teaching reference books on histology.Our next class is histology, which aims to gain a deeper understanding of the human body from the level of organization.Like other subjects, Chinese textbooks are incomparable with foreign ones. They are updated every one or two years, and a new edition is released. Classic textbooks often have a history of more than ten editions, and they are beautifully printed with clear illustrations; It is not updated every five years, and the paper used for teaching materials is worse than the "People's Daily" that we used as toilet paper when we were young. The pictures on it are like pictures to catch ghosts.My sister read domestic news on the Internet, saying that a surgeon cut off the patient's liver as a spleen, and asked me, one is on the right, the other is on the left, one is like a big triangle, and the other is like a shoe sole, how could it be wrong? ?I said, if you come back and see what kind of textbooks these doctors read, you won’t find it strange.There are new editions of foreign textbooks in the school library for our reference, but there is not enough for everyone to have one copy; especially for maps, color copperplate printing, the price is too expensive, there are not four or five copies in the library, and the lecturer has to keep one for himself. You can't let students know better than yourself, so they often can't borrow.Hopu can always borrow it, and he starts it early. "Stupid birds fly first. I'm not stupid. If I fly first, I can fly high and high." Hopu said.I imagined Hopu, a fat man, flying high with wings, and often laughed out loud.Hopu borrowed books, fearing that we would find them, and always hid them very secretly. Then he said "there is no silver three hundred taels here", and publicized to us that respecting other people's privacy is a sign of personal maturity and a reflection of social civilization.But the few of us rarely care about personal maturity or social civilization. When we need to look at the map, we rummage through Magnolia beds.With just such a small place, you can always find it if you want to find it, which is more convenient than going to the library.But sometimes, the underpants that were not washed in time after Hopu's dream nocturnal emission were also searched out, which made me sick for a long time.Six medical doctors are crowded into a dormitory of 12 to 3 square meters, so what is there to talk about about personal privacy and social civilization?

I slept on the top bunk, which was very short. I lay on the pillow and my feet stretched out against the iron bars at the other end of the bed.The side facing the pillow is a wall. When I first moved from Peking University to Medical University, my girlfriend used a large piece of white paper to frame that wall for me.Originally, I had to pull a few feet of cloth to cover the sides of the bed to create a personal space.My girlfriend asked me what kind of pattern I like, Mickey Mouse or peonies. I said, "Forget it." "why?" "I'm not a girl either. I want to change my bra on the bed. I'm sorry to let my roommates see my size. Even if I want to change my underwear, I can do it under the covers, and outsiders can't see it."

"anything else?" "I don't masturbate either, I have you, even if I want to masturbate, I have a hut with weeping willows, and I don't need to be on the dormitory bed if I want to mention it myself." "other reasons?" "Besides, the other five people in the same dormitory have hung the bed curtains. Whether I hang them or not, the effect is the same." On the wall opposite to me, I pasted a vertical scroll landscape painting by Qiu Ying. It is a very good print. I found it from a Chinese bookstore at the east entrance of Dengshikou.I like all the good landscapes from Fan Kuan to Zhu Da.After looking at good landscapes for a long time, my space and time will become disordered. I am in the middle of landscapes, my head is full of flowers and water, and I can’t see the dirty rice bowls, water cups, tooth bowls, changes of clothes, tables, chairs and benches in the dormitory.I have seen a cartoon in which the prisoner framed the window on the cell wall and drew two antennas, like a TV set. Later, the warden walked past the window and looked inside, and the prisoner smiled.

My bed was full of cockroaches, and Xin Ni slept in my lower bunk, saying that he dreamed that cockroach droppings rustled from my bed.I told him that it was not a dream, sometimes cockroaches drop with their shit, so don't open your mouth when you sleep.There was no other place to put my books, so I walked up and down on the side of the bed against the wall.Cockroaches love books as well as sweets, and they like easy hiding places.My feelings about them range from disgust to indifference to peace, which is the same as how I feel about many beautiful girls, from stunning to indifference to peace.

My book is City of Cockroaches.Cockroaches of different developmental stages wander among them, as small as sesame seeds and as large as peanuts.I brought a hardcover copy of "The Complete Works of Lu Xun" to school, and it was accidentally soaked in water, and the middle of the hard book cover was sunken. I put it on the bottom of the pile of books, trying to flatten it, and it turned out to be a town hall for cockroaches. Gather in that hollow to discuss what they think is important.When I was very bored, I suddenly opened the book on the "Complete Works of Lu Xun". The cockroaches on "The Complete Works of Lu Xun" were stunned by the sudden exposure.The biggest one was as fat as a peanut, lying on the gold-plated "Xun", motionless, and time froze for a moment.After three or four seconds, the cockroaches came back, exchanged glances with each other, and were randomly divided into two groups. The first group faced the word "Lu" and the second group ran away separately.Before I made up my mind which group to kill, all of them disappeared.

At night, the lights are not turned on, and the dormitory is not dark.The windows of the dormitory are facing Dongdan Silver Street, with colorful neon lights flooding into the room, dazzling the room.A light plaque called "Singapore Food and Entertainment Center" is just downstairs from us. It is always bright and dark, and my night is not dark.On the south side of the entertainment center is a newly opened alley.After eight o'clock, as soon as it got dark, a family set up a tin stove at the entrance of the alley and sold charcoal barbecue skewers.The man wears a flowered hat, the woman wears a flowered scarf, the son wears a flowered jacket and has a snotty nose, and the whole family pretends to be from Xinjiang.The man roasts, the woman collects the money, and the son is in charge of watching if there is any law enforcement from industry and commerce coming to collect it. When the skewers are gone, the son is also responsible for riding a bicycle to a small house not far away to pick them up.The men are full of innovative ideas. They grill many types of meat skewers, such as lamb, ribs, lamb waist, chicken heart, chicken neck, and chicken legs. They can be fat or thin, and they are sprinkled with cumin, chili powder, and refined salt. , When the charcoal fire is burned, the green smoke is together, which is very fragrant.The women are full of business savvy, and the barbecue stand also sells beer, "Wahaha", chewing gum, and a few mazars, so that people can sit down and eat well and eat more.Xin Ni and Huang Qi paid for me to eat it once, and after seeing that I didn't have a stomachache, they felt relieved and became addicted to it.We often buy ten or twenty skewers each for supper, just beer, and Wang Da's first semester has won two mazars for the proprietress.Around ten o'clock, before going to work in the entertainment center, the ladies go to the barbecue stand to have a working meal. They are so energetic and energetic when they go to work.Seeing them, the little girls eating so many kebabs, we thought, the rich big boss is very difficult to deal with, and this bowl of rice is also difficult to eat.There are three or four ladies, we often see each other, and we are familiar with each other.They sell ten skewers of lamb loin and a bottle of "Wahaha". The lamb loin is not allowed to be roasted, and the salt is less, and more cumin and chili powder are added.The entrance of the alley was very dark, and their faces could not be seen clearly. The charcoal fire occasionally flickered and burst into flames, and I saw the exaggerated oil paint they applied.We sat on the Mazar, drank beer on lamb kebabs, looked up at them, and thought they were tall and beautiful.After they finished eating, they threw away the sticks. They bought a pack of "Green Arrow" chewing gum, opened the package, and shared among them. While chewing, they took out a bottle of perfume from their satchels to spray the smell off their hair.When the wind blew up, the smoke from the barbecue stand dispersed, and their thin clothes fluttered. As we walked towards the entertainment center, we smelled the aroma and saw their thighs in black stockings disappearing into the smoke.

At two o'clock in the evening, the neon lights in the entertainment center went out on time, and some people came out sleepily, got into the door and waited for the "Xiali" car to pull the last job, and left quietly.Without the neon, the moon showed its original blue color, and the moonlight scattered, splashing the dust on the street.The sky is as cool as water, and the night is as quiet as the sea.A noisy city has really fallen asleep, and my big city is like an ancient civilization sunk in the sea.At such times, I often suspect that the female ghost will come out from a certain corner. She is wearing black stockings, and the light clothes are fluttering. She has long black hair.

My first love had long black hair and I used to feel like she was a plant in high school.When I was a pre-med student at Peking University, I took two types of botany, and I did well in both.A professor of plant taxonomy, his body is as healthy as a pine tree, and his hair is as white as a flower.The professor of botany said that plant taxonomy is a very useful subject, more useful than zoology; if we learn it well, in the future we will fall in love with girls in the society, and when we are wandering in the street, we can point them out. It is Hosta, which is Mingkaiyehe. They must admire us very much, and then we tell them what family, genus, and species these plants belong to. They must admire us and think that we are rich in knowledge; , Zoology is not so useful, you and your girlfriend are walking on the street, there will never be any wild beasts for you to show off your knowledge.When the weather is fine, we walk and play with the botanical professor in the Yanyuan Garden and pick plant specimens.I made a specimen of Ditang flower, and sent it to my first love in a letter. On the cardboard where the specimen was fixed, I wrote "Hibiscus is like a face and a willow is like an eyebrow, why don't you cry about it".I am a happy person, I don't know why I suddenly become sensitive and deep when I come to my first love.That summer, my first love and I went to Tuanjiehu Park.This park is just downstairs from her house.Her brother was at home, and her brother was always at home that summer, so I said why not go to the park, as if the last time I went to the park was when I was in elementary school.My first love put on a white skirt and a pink top, her hair was loose, black and long, and the black velvet headband she untied was on her left wrist.It was sunny that day, but I still thought of the female ghost.If my first love is really a plant, she can only take human form in the form of a female ghost.My first love said that she really liked the specimen of Ditang flower I sent.We sat in a corner of the park, the terrain was secluded, and a small and delicate insect passed by the bench we were sitting on, with a good temperament.My first love asked me, what is the name of this insect.I said, I just finished studying botany, and I haven't learned about animals yet, and I won't take invertebrate zoology until the next semester.My first love said, study hard, I want to know what its name is.Later, I excelled in zoology, and I learned a lot about that insect. I also found a postcard printed in the United States, which showed the mating scene of this insect.My first love has already entered the big run, and I am full of spirits with the young director.I never went to that park again, never saw that kind of bug, and I think I have long forgotten my first love. I unplugged the earphones, pressed the play button of the Walkman, and Lao Chai's "Pathetic" played, and the sound of my Walkman was not bad.When I feel dizzy, I often think of my first love.In fact, when the female ghost is easy to show up, I tend to think of my first love, such as when the wind blows, the rain falls, the snow flies, the wine gets high, the night gets late, and people leave. "Sorrow" sounded, and suddenly my first love was sitting opposite me, and it was difficult to distinguish between ghosts and people.I stared at my nearsighted eyes, and she looked clearly.I saw the thin hairs on her lips, like the thin hairs under the calyx of plants.We sat and talked quietly, she seemed to understand all my moods, I couldn't hear our voices, we babbled, spit out white misty water vapor, condensed on her fine down, forming dew. I think, there must be something missing in my growth process, yin and yang are blocked, and mind and mind are separated, which is why I am so entangled.What is missing?Roaming the streets like my brother, the cabbage knife goes in and the red one comes out?incest?Encountered a female hooligan? At the end of that summer, my first love was going back to Shanghai, and her school was about to start.I asked her why she didn't stay in Beijing in the first place, things might have been much easier. "I didn't apply to a school in Beijing. I wanted to leave, leave this city, leave you, and start over. There are other girls who will like you, and you will like other girls. There will also be other boys who like me. You , I will belong to someone else, it’s useless to think about it, so I don’t want to.” "What do you think now?" "I can't control whether I want it or not. It's useless. I still have to think about it. I was looking forward to it. My mother. That's the end of it." "I'm worthless. I'm complacent and self-satisfied as soon as I can make a living." "No, you're going to do well. If I thought you weren't going to do well, I'd be with you." "Why? Don't we need to be encouraged to make progress?" "Your tree is too big, and my garden is too small. After planting your big tree, I don't know if I will have a peaceful life, and if I have any other place to put my own small bridge and flowing water." "I'm not a dinosaur, and I'm not a rough guy." "It's not your fault. It's because I underestimated Yiying. In fact, I have been waiting for a big tree to make me no longer calm, so that I have no place for small bridges and flowing water. I seem to have been looking for someone to hug Tighten me, hold me. But when I really meet such a person, it seems that there is a voice from the bottom of my heart, ordering me to run away." "I'm not a big tree. Is there any big tree that grows as thin as me? I don't think as much as you do. I met you in high school and it means a lot to me, and it probably has nothing to do with you .I know it's difficult to understand, I don't even understand it. Take an extreme example, don't be disgusted. People put the teeth of dead monks in boxes, called relics, and build a pagoda to enshrine. This tooth is nothing I know, but it is very important to those who enshrine it. Sometimes, I think, I watched you grow up. Don't get me wrong, what I mean is, I watched you, and I grew up slowly. Without you, Without looking at you, I feel fear, I am afraid that I will be confused with pigs and dogs. With you, I seem to have a foundation to see the other side of the moon, the dark side that cannot be seen under normal circumstances; It seems that with a kind of aura, you can understand another kind of words that are quiet and calm. Using your words as a metaphor, a tree can grow into a big tree or a bonsai. Even if it becomes a big A tree can be used as a grand executive desk for the boss, a wooden horse for the child, and a coffin for the old man. If I hadn’t met you, I must have thought that a tree can only grow into a big tree, only It can be a grand executive desk for the boss." "Since you've grown up and understood, what do you want me to do?" "The scriptures must be recited every day, and the relics are kept in the pagoda every year." "Monk Hua recites the Sutra. Whether the relic is in the pagoda is not important to the monk. The monk only needs to think that the relic is in the pagoda." "I can't fool myself. How can I know you're there if I don't hold your hand?" "You can hold other people's hands. If you are a medical student, you should know that girls' hands are made of meat, almost." "Not far. I want you to know that you are irreplaceable. Now, chimpanzees don't just wake up and find themselves human. The timing is wrong. You may not be the smartest or prettiest, but you are the most important. I grew up thinking of you, a boy can only grow up once. You are irreplaceable. No matter how smart or beautiful someone else is, they cannot become you. The time is wrong." "But I'm going, and I'm going somewhere far away." "I have a way. I can hug you without hands; I can approach you without feet; I can comfort you without a penis." "Why do you always vulgarize beautiful things?" "I am nervous." "When I come back, we don't have to be nervous." "I want to ask you a question. I almost forgot that I had met you before. Suddenly I received your letter. I suddenly found that there is only one word left in your address to me. How did you remember to change this address?" "I won't tell." "Let's talk." "You always seem to want to analyze everything clearly." "Science training, occupational habits." "I think it's awkward to write both words of your full name on it, and it doesn't look good on paper. Besides, I think, just because I've thought about you for five years, and I haven't said a word in front of you, it's also I should call you 'water'." "How did you make up your mind not to run away?" "The sky is not as big as the heart. Where can I escape? Do you think I can escape?" "You can't escape your heart, and you can't escape mine. My heart can recite spells. I have read "Baopuzi" and "Huainanzi". You can't make me miss you. No one can. I It will make you feel uneasy." "So I didn't run away. I turned my head around to see what this famous flower picker can do to me." "Don't listen to other people's rumors. Bet." "It's a bet." "Wait until next summer vacation, let's go to climb Huangshan Mountain together." "Huangshan Mountain is different in four seasons, and they are all beautiful." "We go once in summer, autumn, winter and spring." "There are other places." "Okay, let's go to another place. You go in three days, and I will take you to the station." "it is good." The next day, I was thinking, this time to send off my first love, I had to go to her house, as if I had to face her parents.Her younger brother, I don't have to buy it; her parents must be handled with care, with a modest expression, a decent speech, and no adultery or robbery.She called suddenly, saying that a friend wanted to send her off, and she couldn't refuse. "Can you be more specific?" "The director, I told you. He accompanied their boss to our school to give a report. It was winter, and he was wearing a half-worn military overcoat. I saw from a distance that he was from Beijing. He was alone. In other places, I saw a Beijinger wearing a military coat, and he was very kind. He told me that their import and export company will recruit students from our school to Beijing next year. He knew my major counterparts, and the teacher told them a lot of good things about me. I hope you can keep in touch with me. I think their company is very good, and I can be with you again when I return to Beijing, so I gave him the phone number." "Of course he called, and often, every day." "It's very annoying. He said he would send me off, so he found a car. I said I haven't got the ticket yet, but he said the ticket for that day, and he will deliver it that day. I pushed again, but still couldn't. My dad was getting annoyed, Tell me, the director can send it away if he wants to, instead of sending people to him, let my brother go to the train station with me. Now I know your difficulties. I was entangled with someone again, and I was confused with whom. I felt sour by the side, and thought, this bastard is so lucky. When I hear it again in the future, I will definitely not think you are so lucky, I must be by the side Schadenfreude. But listen, vinegar, I'll still eat it. Don't be unhappy, okay?" "Don't come to me. We're talking about you and your director. It's nothing, I just hope that this summer, I'll be the last person you see in Beijing." "If you say that, I'll call him back now and tell him that he's not the last person I want to see in Beijing. In fact, I just want to find an opportunity to explain things to him more clearly. " "Okay. Come however you can, I can't find a car to take you off, I only have an old bicycle. Don't be embarrassed because of me, don't think about me." "Of course I want to consider you. I want to see you. I'll go there tomorrow afternoon. I'll see you off. I'll take you back to Peking University." "It's fine if it's inconvenient for you. Don't you still have a lot of classmates you haven't seen? Besides, spend more time with your parents." "It's convenient for me. I want to see you. I want to accompany you back to Peking University. I want to see Jingyuan again and think about how you hugged me the first time." In the Jingyuan of Peking University, there is no one around, surrounded by low peach and apple trees, the flowers have all fallen, and the fruits are still green and small, not in a good shape.I said: "This summer, I hope I will be the last person you hug in Beijing." "Okay, this summer, I also hugged someone, and only one person hugged me." When they parted, she jumped on a 302 bus, and her last words were: "Water, boil." My first love went to her school and sent a telegram with four words: "Peace, I miss you." The telegram was intercepted by Du Zhong, who was in charge of receiving letters and newspapers. In the next semester, Du Zhong met me and said "Peace, miss you".Later, Hopu and Du Zhong felt that these four characters could be used as good passwords, different than "Yangtze River" and "Yellow River", and more secretive than "stinky fish" and "rotten shrimp".The two tortured each other when they met. In the dormitory, the voices of "safe", "missing you", "missing you", and "safe" kept coming. During those days, I seldom spoke, and I wrote letters every day.I went to the post office and bought one hundred and fifty stamps and one hundred and fifty envelopes. I put the stamps on the envelopes and wrote the address of my first love on the envelopes.I don't look at the calendar, I write letters, one a day, one hundred and fifty envelopes are used up, and she comes back.I write letters on various papers, a torn-page notebook, Grand Hotel letterhead my brother gave me, plant leaves.I find various times and write down when I miss her. I ride a bicycle very well. I hold the handlebars with both hands, paper in one hand, and pen in the other.I sent various things in the letter, cartoons, flower petals, notes, butterfly wings, heart-shaped bends made of thin wires in physical and electrical experiments, and white crystals of theophylline extracted from organic chemistry experiments.After finishing the organic chemistry experiment, Hopu and I brought the experimental results back to the dormitory.I carefully wrapped a small paper package and sent the theophylline I refined to my first love, who always loves to sleep.It's the exam season, theophylline is refreshing.In order to prepare for the next day's written physics test, Hopu drank a teacup of ten grams of theophylline he had extracted, but collapsed after ten minutes, and slept until the next day, so that his saliva flowed down the pillow , We can't wake up with small needles, pouring cold water, and pumping the soles of the shoes. I don't know why.I couldn't get through the phone. I thought that the phone number in my first love's dormitory building must be as difficult to call as our girl's building. I quickly sent a telegram: "The letter contains white powder, discard it like poison. Be careful! Be careful!" As a result, my first love was guarded by her school Called everywhere, reviewed for a whole day.After that, I didn't send anything else indiscriminately.In the letter, I wrote everything, and I thought that if I become a writer in the future, I will have to rely on the foundation laid at that time.From then on, I realized that novels with more than one hundred thousand words, made up and poor, will come out. I received letters from my first love every day, and soon, I accumulated a lot of them.I found a wooden box and collected it carefully.Originally, I wanted to keep it for future children to read, but by that time, everyone will have a room full of CDs, and no one will have a box of love letters.But later, I burned all those letters, the wooden box, the map of Huangshan I found, and the postcard printed in the United States with the scene of insect mating.My first love used some kind of weird letter paper, which is not easy to burn, but it will not go out when it burns, and it will emit blue flames.In the second summer vacation, I didn't go to Huangshan Mountain. I was afraid of climbing to the top of the mountain, but I figured it out and jumped off when I was happy.Later, Huangshan gradually became my forbidden area.Once I had the idea to go, but within a week, when I was going downstairs, I stepped on the air for no reason and broke my left ankle.The other time I wanted to go, I had already boarded the plane, but the plane broke down and almost fell off, making an emergency landing in Tianjin. I seemed to be asleep on my bed, and I had a dream, dreaming of a female ghost with long black hair.Her voice is far away, and she sings a song repeatedly: "In the past, planting willows, Yiyi Hannan. shaken today, Desolate Jiangtan. like a tree, How can people be embarrassed? "