Chapter 19 Nineteen, stepmother?

Lanyun came out of Jianning's house and went straight home.On the way, she kept thinking about what to do.What to do with Yan Daoming's children, what to do with the sudden appearance of his ex-wife, and what to do with his future life.After much deliberation, all the questions are deadlocked on one option: pass, or pass.Lan Yun had to make a choice. If she chose to break up with Yan Daoming, all problems would be solved. Lan Yun could find a lawyer and find sufficient evidence to prove that Yan Daoming had concealed her previous marriage history. , Obtain more moral support.But it was obvious that this result was not what Blue Jade wanted in the end.Although Lanyun and Yan Daoming are not the type of love at first sight, the two of them have already developed a relationship in a normal way.Lan Yun always felt that she had never enjoyed Jiang Xin's pursuit of Jian Ning, and she believed that the feeling of being pursued must be very good.But she has no regrets, because she quickly felt that the blood of her relatives is thicker than water in her marriage.Yan Daoming's love for her came very naturally, leaving no traces and making her feel sincere and moved.Lanyun has always felt that a woman's intelligence is only reflected in one aspect, that is, knowing what she wants.Lanyun understands that this kind of life is the most suitable for her.

After experiencing anger, hesitation and sadness, Lanyun suddenly feels sorry for Yan Daoming.Even though his deceit and concealment to her was still vivid in her memory, and it still hurt her heart, she still couldn't help pity Yan Daoming.At this time, Yan Daoming must be the most disgraced person in the world, he must be the most desperate person, and his own leaving will only deepen his despair.If he can still run, where can Yan Daoming go?That is his son, as long as he has a conscience, he can't escape.Should I stay and face it with him?But how should I be this stepmother? Thinking of the word "stepmother", Lan Yun's back felt cold.

When Lan Yun returned home, to her surprise, the house was spotless.Lanyun is not a clean freak, but because she is often at home, she likes to keep the house clean.Although she had only been away from home for a day, Lan Yun was still mentally prepared, thinking that she might see a dusty home.When she opened the door, she found that the floor had just been wiped, and there was no debris on the table. When she left, the books and laptops on the table were all placed there intact, and the chairs were inserted under the table and placed neatly.The kitchen obviously hasn't been touched by fire, not only that, Yan Daoming has wiped the tiles and the stove, and the aroma of washing solution still remains on them.Lan Yun saw that her usual rubber gloves were still hanging in place, as they were a few days ago.She secretly blamed Yan Daoming in her heart, she must have just wiped it like this without wearing gloves, don't you know that the washing solution is not good for the skin?

Lan Yun came to the bedroom again and subconsciously opened the closet.She was worried that Yan Daoming would take the clothes away and run away from her.But no, Yan Daoming and his own clothes are still there, neatly stacked.Lan Yun took a look and knew that Yan Daoming was wearing the gray shirt that she had just ironed for him today.Lan Yun turned around and opened the window to let the fresh air from outside penetrate into the room.Lan Yun took a look at their big bed, there seemed to be no trace of lying on it.Lan Yun couldn't guess how Yan Daoming spent the night, she just felt deeply that this was her and his home, and she didn't want to lose it.

The phone rang, and it was Jian Ning who sent a text message: After ten years of cultivation, they can cross the same boat, and after a hundred years of cultivation, they can sleep together. Lanyun looked at the 14 characters, and sent a text message to Yan Daoming: "What do you want to eat tonight?" About two minutes later, Yan Daoming called, with a panicked voice: "Honey, are you back? You died in a hurry yesterday." I'm sick, and I don't dare to call your family..." Lan Yun tried her best to suppress her voice, and said, "Come back early after get off work, what do you want to eat?"

Yan Daoming said: "What to eat? You can eat anything... I want to eat your roasted pork ribs and beans, okay?" When Yan Daoming returned home in the afternoon, he could smell a strong aroma outside the door.The scent and hot steam squeezed out from the crack of the door, making Yan Daoming's heart itch.He didn't know what Lanyun was thinking, whether this meal was a reconciliation or a breakup.He didn't know how to open his mouth, whether he would admit his mistake as usual when he entered the door.After Lan Yun left home, Yan Daoming thought of going to Lan Yun's parents to find her, but on second thought, according to Lan Yun's personality, she would not go to her parents for help.Lan Yun might have gone to Jian Ning or Zhao Xiaorou's place, so it would be even more inconvenient for her to find it.If you go there, you will be scolded, and you will definitely be scolded by those two girlfriends.The only thing Yan Daoming can do is to tidy up the house and wait for Lanyun to come back.When Yan Daoming was lying on the ground cleaning the floor, he thought, when he was not married, the housework was done by hourly workers in the property; after marriage, Lan Yun could always tidy up the house before the ashes fell.Now, I can only do it myself. Perhaps, this is the only way to express my guilt at present.

Yan Daoming stood outside the question and hesitated for a full five minutes before mustering up the courage to open the door with the key.The door was not locked and the lock was not changed, Yan Daoming opened the door smoothly.He breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and encouraged himself that it was a good sign that he had not been driven out of the house by Lan Yun, and that he could return home smoothly. Blue Yun was frying ribs and beans in full swing.As for cooking, Lan Yun is one of the few chefs among the girls.She seems to have a talent for taste, after eating any delicious food, she can cook it like a gourd when she comes back.She doesn't have any special recipes for home cooking, but she can cook the usual pork ribs, fish, vegetables, beef and mutton with gusto.Yan Daoming gained more than 10 catties after getting married, and voluntarily gave up evening entertainment and dinners.This is all thanks to Lan Yun's excellent cooking.

Steam was creaking from the rice cooker, the pork ribs and beans had been stir-fried, and they were gurgling in the soup that stewed the pork ribs.Sounds and smells filled the entire kitchen, and Lanyun didn't even hear that Yan Daoming had entered the door.Yan Daoming saw the silhouette of Lan Yun in the kitchen, holding a spatula, stirring up a little soup to taste, Yan Daoming's eyes instantly became moist.He is used to the days when he can see his wife every day when he returns home, he is used to the life where delicious meals are served every day, and his relatives are by his side to share.He put down his bag, walked quietly into the kitchen, hugged Lan Yun tightly from behind, and buried his whole face in Lan Yun's hair.Lanyun was taken aback, when Yan Daoming's familiar smell surrounded her, she realized the person behind her.She quietly surrounded herself with Yan Daoming's body.She felt Yan Daoming's tears flowing down her shoulders through her hair.is hot.Lan Yun said softly, "Wash your hands and eat. The dishes are ready."

Yan Daoming watched as Blue Yun brought the pork ribs stewed beans, cabbage tofu soup, and fruit salad.Lan Yun served him a good meal, put it in front of him, and said, "Eat, see if it's salty or not." Yan Daoming didn't dare to look into Lan Yun's eyes. He lowered his head and was about to speak, but Lan Yun said, "First, let's see if it's salty or not." Let's eat, let's talk after we finish eating." Yan Daoming almost devoured the meal.Lan Yun didn't eat much, and didn't talk much, she just picked up vegetables for Yan Daoming when he was engrossed in eating.Yan Daoming swallowed the last mouthful of rice, and Lanyun served him a bowl of soup in due course.After eating and drinking, Lan Yun got up habitually to clean up the dishes. Yan Daoming couldn't sit still, he hurriedly grabbed Lan Yun and said, "I'll clean up tomorrow. Wife, can you talk to me? Scold me." A few words are fine, if you... have something to say, don't hold it in your heart."

When Lan Yun heard this, she sat back on her chair and looked at Yan Daoming. Yan Daoming felt that it was time for him to be judged.In Ge You's words, the only thing left is a good attitude.Lan Yun asked, "What are your plans for the child?" Yan Daoming looks forward to getting to the point as soon as possible, and don't let himself be entangled in speculation.But he didn't expect Lanyun's entry to be so direct and quick, and he was stunned when he asked.Yan Daoming stammered, "I'm afraid, I'm afraid the child will have to live with me." Lan Yun said, "In other words, from now on, I have to accept the reality of being a stepmother?"

Yan Daoming stammered even more, and said: "Yes... yes, Xiaoyun, I know, I made you... wronged. This is all my... my fault, I shouldn't..." Lan Yun interrupted Yan Daoming and said, "I just want to know, besides this matter, what else are you hiding?" Yan Daoming's dignity was completely crushed, he was extremely depressed, and said: "No more. Xiaoyun, I know you will never trust me again, but I still want to tell you, no more, I have nothing to hide anymore gone." Lan Yun said: "Then why do you hide this fact? Is it shameful to have children? What are you afraid of?" Yan Daoming's thoughts became a mess in his brain. He told Lan Yun that that marriage was a trace that he would never erase in his life. The past made him depressed, but it also made him grow.If he didn't have that experience, Yan Daoming would never come to Beijing, he wouldn't understand his inner needs, and he wouldn't want to be with a woman like Lanyun. Yan Daoming said: "My ex-wife and I are college classmates. We are in the same class. I am from Xi'an, and she is from Zhenping County. She is very beautiful and smart. At that time, there were several boys who pursued her in the class. To be honest, I It’s not the most conspicuous, but she just chose me. I always thought it was because I was excellent and I beat several other suitors. This pride lasted until we graduated. At that time, I was admitted to our school As a graduate student, she wanted to find a job. She told me to ask my family to help her and leave her in Xi’an. To be honest, I had no idea about this. I advised her to look for it first. It was not difficult for us to find a job at that time , especially in a prestigious school like ours, and it is a popular major. But she doesn’t. She said that the reason for me is because my parents are cadres in Xi’an, and the family conditions are good, and they are better than the other rural children. She can be registered in Xi'an. Only then did I know what she was planning. I was disgusted and didn't want to help her, so she moved to our house openly.No way, from the day we fell in love, I was serious. I took her to meet my parents, and she was very good at pleasing them, and the relationship was good.Later I wanted to break up, but she and our family are already like a family.She saw that I would not help, so she went to find my parents, and they decided that she was their daughter-in-law, so they put her in a good unit in Xi'an.Since then, she has been living in our house.Then, she got pregnant and my parents forced us to get married.Then, she wanted to go abroad, but the child was not weaned yet, so I disagreed.She just quarreled with me, and the quarrel failed, and the family couldn't live in it, so I hid in the graduate student dormitory and didn't go home.She threw the child to my parents and moved out alone.Later, she followed a Frenchman.Suddenly one day she came back to ask me for a divorce, saying that I was incapable of letting her go abroad, and she did it herself.My parents did not agree to our divorce because the child was young.She said, she wants the child, and we don't need to take care of it.We finished the divorce in only three days, and she left, took the child and went to France with the Frenchman.I never understood why she had to take the child away. Later, a friend of mine told me that the Frenchman she was looking for was an old man in his 50s, and he probably would not be able to have children. She must have a son. I think it was a conspiracy from the start.I don't believe she chose me because she loves me.After I graduated from graduate school, because I had been tossing about these things with her for three years, I was discouraged and felt that I must escape from Xi'an.After I met you, I told my parents, don't talk to you about those things in the past, it will make you unhappy and affect our relationship.They really didn't say anything.Xiaoyun, they are not my accomplices, they just do what I say, and they also wish us well. Last month, my ex-wife called me and said she wasn't planning on having a baby.Because she broke up with that old French man, and now she has found a chef again, this time this time is young, in her 40s, can have children, and she must give her son to me.I really have no choice, my parents said, send the child back to Xi'an, and they will take it.But Xiaoyun, no matter what I think about this marriage, the children are the most pitiful.I haven't seen him since she took her son away.We have been married for over a year and I have lost my child for over three years.My son is turning 4 this year and I really miss him.I didn't tell you about him at the time because I always thought that it was impossible for me to see him again in my life.You said you want a child, but I dare not, I don’t even want to, because I always feel that I owe my son too much, and I really shouldn’t have another child. " Lan Yun quietly listened to Yan Daoming's narration, and only uttered two words: "Sin!" Yan Daoming felt that Lan Yun's comments hit the nail on the head, and he had nothing to say.He has already regretted countless times deep in his heart, why he agreed with his ex-wife to take the child away.He still remembers his son crying hoarsely when he left his grandparents. He still remembers that his grandparents have been the guardians since the child was born.My ex-wife, the woman who wanted to go abroad wholeheartedly, just used the child as a weight.The weight of marriage, the weight of divorce, now that she doesn't need it, she throws it back to herself. Lan Yun said, "When does she plan to send the child back?" Yan Daoming said: "Of course she hopes that the sooner the better. The child has no French identity and no insurance. She said it will cost her a lot of money. I doubt that the child has not even attended kindergarten." Lan Yun said: "You should contact her now and ask her to send the child back as soon as possible. I will go to a lawyer to change the custody of the child, and you tell her to ask her to sign the power of attorney over there, and let the child come to Beijing as soon as possible. .” Yan Daoming stared blankly at Lanyun, he believed that this was the result of his wife's careful consideration.But he still doesn't quite believe Lan Yun's decision, won't she regret it?And the decision was made too decisively and too quickly. Yan Daoming said: "Lan Yun, we can think about it again, the child can go back to Xi'an for a while." Lanyun said: "How long do you want to escape? He is your son, you must take this responsibility. I am your wife for a day, and I have to bear it for a day. You married me because I am different from her." !"