Chapter 26 26. "Girl" is the most difficult time in a woman's life

Eileen Chang said: "Maybe every man has had two women like this, at least two. After marrying a red rose, over time, the red one becomes a smear of mosquito blood on the wall, and the white one is still 'moonlight in front of the window'; If you marry a white rose, the white one will be a grain of sticky rice on your clothes, and the red one will be a cinnabar mole on your heart." From this point of view, if you want to become a man's "bright moonlight" or "cinnabar mole" forever, you cannot marry him. But why all the young girls in Huaichun in this world make a wish: "I hope to be with him for the rest of my life."

It can be seen that although mosquito blood and rice sticky are sad, they still have value. When Wen Jiajia was a young girl in Huaichun, she also had many dreams.But none of those dreams came true. Of course, if a dream can be realized, it cannot be called a dream. A dream is an idea realized in a dream, and an ideal is a human being's reasonable imagination or hope of things, which are usually unattainable. But whether it is a dream or an ideal, Wen Jiajia has never included "being a stepmother" among them. It's just that in this world, there are many things that can surprise people. Even if you plan your life perfectly, you can't keep the surprises and exceptions coming.

The previous men who have dated with Wen Jiajia are all famous and rich, and Frank is an exception. As for Frank's daughter, it was an accident. People will always fall into such a situation - looking back many years later, they suddenly realize that the current self is living a life that was not understood and recognized by the past self, but the present self has become accustomed to it and integrated into it . For example, many years ago, Wen Jiajia could not have imagined that she would become a mistress involved in other people's marriages in the future. Now she is very unfamiliar with the past, but she has become accustomed to it and integrated into it.

For example, when Wen Jiajia was running around for a registered ticket worth 3,000 yuan a piece, she never imagined that one day in a foreign country, she would face-to-face with this hard-to-find medical talent. Poor ghost, he is a hot celebrity, but now, she is a rich woman, he has become her driver. For another example, when Wen Jiajia first arrived in Seattle, she couldn't imagine that she would get along well with a man who was as messy as the leader of the beggar gang, and she was still pregnant with another man's flesh and blood, and went to pick up this man His daughter is even more conscientious than his ex-wife.

And in the process of getting along, Wen Jiajia sighed more than once: "'Girl' is really the most difficult time in a woman's life." Feng Shui takes turns, this truth is almost certain. Every few days, Wen Jiajia will go to Doctor Tang's clinic to report on time and take every check-up seriously.When the child was more than seven months old, Wen Jiajia could already see its image through the equipment, although it was not very clear. Fortunately, Doctor Tang is very good at looking at pictures and talking, and he will explain to Wen Jiajia with a smile: "Look at how strong the little baby is! This is the hand, look at the head, look at him smiling..."

Any pregnant woman will feel very happy after hearing Doctor Tang's explanation. Wen Jiajia took a picture of this scene with her mobile phone, although she was not sure if it was him she was seeing now, and she was even more surprised that the heartbeat of the baby in her belly was much faster than that of an adult. Doctor Tang said that Anchor, who has been in her stomach for more than seven months, can already feel the changes of light. Wen Jiajia was thinking that it might be because she was relatively slender. Doctor Tang also said that at this time, Momo's hearing was quite mature, and he was able to distinguish the voices of relatives around him.

Wen Jiajia hoped that his hearing would not be so sharp, after all, he only heard one male voice every day, and that person was not his father. This is the only fly in the ointment. Just a few days before Chen Yue was about to give birth, Wen Jiajia met Frank, who had been seeing things all along, and his obviously precocious daughter Julie. That morning, Chen Yue was practicing rampage in the yard, while Wen Jiajia was leaning on the sofa in the living room, watching TV comfortably. It was such a quiet time and the sun was warm, but when Frank yelled "Mrs. Huang", the birds and beasts scattered in shock.

Wen Jiajia was startled, and quickly turned her head to look, and saw Frank and Julie rushing into the house with big bags.Mrs. Huang went out to help Julie take the bag, and Julie ran upstairs happily as if she had returned home. Every time Frank goes out to work, he will temporarily "park" Julie with Mrs. Huang, but recently he "drops" too frequently, as if he is busy with some state affairs. I only heard Mrs. Huang saying goodbye to Frank: "Don't worry! Good luck!" Frank nodded with a smile, and shouted to Julie: "Be good, lady!" Julie shouted back: "See you!"

Wen Jiajia felt that Frank must be doing something secretly, but Frank left in a hurry, she only had time to watch Frank leave suspiciously, and before she had time to ask, she had to awkwardly change her position and lie down again, but she could no longer see the plot in the TV series up. Wen Jiajia thought for a while, decided to start with the "little ones", got up and went upstairs. Julie was lying on the big bed in the room where Xiao Zhou lived, listening to music and reading with headphones on, but she was still distracted by Wen Jiajia who was sneaking around the door.

Julie asked, "Is there something wrong?" Wen Jiajia blinked and walked over: "What are you looking at?" Julie glanced at the book cover, pointed to her and said, "." Wen Jiajia asked again: "What are you talking about?" Without raising her head, Julie said, "Eleven kinds of loneliness." Are there so many kinds of loneliness? This was the first question mark that Wen Jiajia drew in her mind. Then Wen Jiajia subjectively thought that she didn't like the book. Because she was in that situation a lot, and she felt empty all the time.

But later, Wen Jiajia searched the introduction of this book on the Internet, the content is as follows: "The life of ordinary New Yorkers in the United States in the 1950s and 1960s after World War II was described in a stern style, and eleven kinds of lonely lives were written. They are all people who lack a sense of security and whose lives are not satisfactory: white-collar workers fired in a Manhattan office building, taxi drivers with outstanding imaginations, young people who have suffered repeated setbacks but want to become writers, men and women who are about to get married and are very confused, Strange old teachers, newly transferred primary school students, tuberculosis patients, old patients' wives, jazz pianists, depressed military officers, retired soldiers, etc. Yates's works are ordinary people's ordinary lives, and what Yates describes is the loneliness of ordinary people , Loss and despair, he once said: "If there is any theme in my works, I think there is only one simple one: people are lonely, no one can escape, this is their tragedy." " It can be seen that no matter what the status of a person is, they are small in the face of loneliness.Just like Wen Jiajia's emptiness syndrome, it always comes and leaves as soon as it is said, regardless of whether you are happy or not, it never knows how to be considerate. It seems that Julie is in the precocious rebellious period, so she will like such readings in advance, which is usually something that mature women will like. Of course, some little girls will also deliberately pursue "loneliness" in order to blindly pursue mature beauty. However, Julie's deliberate pursuit and indifference towards Wen Jiajia make Wen Jiajia very boring.She touched her nose and walked away for a while, then came back after a while, and went straight into Julie's room. Julie looked at her strangely, and was puzzled and curious about her going back and forth. Wen Jiajia crossed her hips and said, "Little girl, you ate and drank mine for Christmas, and you instantly disrecognized anyone. Do you know what it's called in Chinese? White-eyed wolf, do you understand!" Julie was stunned for a long time, and suddenly asked seriously: "Do wolves develop cataracts?" Wen Jiajia shook her head helplessly and left again. It was not a brain circuit: "I am convinced! I can't blame you for not being able to study well in China." Rebellion is too early, so reading is not good.From this point of view, children who are good at reading or who are dead at reading usually mature too late. Wen Jiajia began to sympathize with Frank. But this sympathy was quickly passed on to himself. The next day, Wen Jiajia was forced to take over the job of picking up Julie from school, who told her to be an idler. Julie was startled too.After saying goodbye to a few friends, she looked around until a car horn sounded from the opposite side, and she looked at Wen Jiajia in the driver's seat in confusion. "Why are you here?" Wen Jiajia smiled brightly: "Your mother is busy, and Mrs. Huang is busy, so I'm here!" After Julie got in the car, Wen Jiajia followed her while driving.In Wen Jiajia's view, girls of this age are precocious, so they are also prone to puppy love. As if to verify Wen Jiajia's point of view, Julie also happened to turn her head out of the window, staring at a rather handsome little boy walking alone by the side of the road. She didn't turn her head until the car turned a corner and lost him. back. Wen Jiajia asked unabashedly: "Do you like him?" Julie immediately became emotional and said angrily, "What! He has an IQ of 170, who would like such a freak! Please, don't think you know me well!" Wen Jiajia smiled knowingly, as if she had come here: "Women are all colleagues - Zhang Ailing said, you may not know her." But Julie asked sharply: "The Zhang Ailing who said mosquito blood and rice grains?" Wen Jiajia was quite surprised, and felt that Julie was too precocious at the moment: "Yeah... well, anyway, I have a way to make him your boyfriend." If it is a real mother, at this time, 80% will say: "No puppy love!" However, precocious daughters will most likely show extraordinary rebellion in this matter, and they want to show you their puppy love... To put it in a word, where there is oppression, there is resistance. Julie was aroused by Wen Jiajia's way of thinking, but she still denied Wen Jiajia's value reflexively: "Impossible." Wen Jiajia is very complacent: "I can write a book about this, believe it or not, it's up to you." Julie has read a lot of books, so she admires people who can write books. She thought for a long time before half-believing: "Then... what should I do?" At this moment, Julie was no longer in a hurry to deny that she liked that freak with an IQ of 170. Wen Jiajia quickly turned the car around and laughed loudly: "Then I have to go to Downtown to watch a movie with me first." It was a quid pro quo between the two women. Julie didn't refuse, but still reminded in a low voice: "My dad said he's not here, so I can't go out with outsiders." Wen Jiajia put all the responsibility on herself: "I'm not an outsider, I'm your father's friend." The friendship between a woman and a girl came into being wonderfully.