Chapter 2 Chapter 1 I am the poorest pauper in all of China

I am 30 years old. I don't have a house, I live with my parents-in-law. Every day, I sleep until ten o'clock in the morning and get up, cook a big bowl of noodles, fill my stomach hard, and then go out to "work".I stopped eating during the day, and at seven o'clock in the evening, I "off work" and came home for dinner. Eat twice a day, never exception. My "work" is to find an Internet cafe to surf the Internet.The content on the Internet is very complicated, such as reading news, visiting forums, or playing small games. If I don't have money to surf the Internet, I will go to a remote place alone and sit quietly in a daze-this is also what I "go to work".

In short, I would hide from people's eyes and play "disappearance" with all acquaintances. All my income during this time came from my wife and younger brother. My wife works in the parking lot of a state-owned transportation company, earning about 1,000 yuan a month.I always ask my wife for three or two hundred yuan every month for various reasons. If I occasionally meet my wife in a good mood, I can ask for an extra hundred yuan. The younger brother opened a "company".The so-called company is just an office rented for 600 yuan. There are no products, no employees, and even no business license.I have a 50% stake in this "company" because my brother and I each contributed a portion of the money when it was decided to start this company.All the company's income comes from my younger brother who helps people repair computers, earning thirty to fifty dollars, and basically has no money left every month.Even so, whenever I asked my brother for money, he always tried his best to satisfy.

My expenses are also very simple, the monthly Internet fee, a pack of cigarettes worth two yuan a day, and occasionally football lottery tickets worth a few yuan. If I have a lot of money left on me, I will also find a few people I know in the society to "fight against the landlord".My level of "Fighting the Landlord" is not bad, I win more and lose less, but one month I was too unlucky and owed more than 2,000 yuan in gambling debts to others, so I lied and asked my brother to borrow some money from his friend , Take it to plug the hole. I also have a son, but I basically don't care about it. My parents-in-law who are retired at home help take care of it.I will bear part of my son's expenses. Usually, if I win money playing cards, I will immediately go to buy milk powder.

This is my life in the past few years, and it is also my poorest period of time.Many times, I am in a kind of hopeless worry, afraid to imagine my future.