Chapter 33 Section 33

"I'm pregnant with your child!" A few short words popped out of Lin Si's mouth like a bomb, making me at a loss. It's not that I want to evade responsibility, but that I'm not prepared at all!I was stunned for a while, and it took me a long time to realize: "You... say it again!" "I'm pregnant with Han Yu's child." Lin Si repeated, looking at me expectantly with wide eyes. "Yes...is it? Then what do you think we should do?" I really can't accept becoming a father just a year after graduation, but I don't want to hurt her. If she wants to give birth, I will definitely not object. The result is that Lin Si will become my woman.

"I want to give birth to you. I don't want our crystallization of love to be hurt a little bit. The child is innocent. I believe you are a responsible man." Lin Si's tone was very firm. It seemed that she was ready It took me a long time to decide to tell me the news. "How long has it been? Did you go to the hospital for an examination? What did the doctor say?" My mental shackles are already heavy, and I really don't want to add a little more guilt. Lin Si took out the medical certificate from the hospital and looked at me stupidly. From her eager eyes, it could be seen how much she wanted to get an affirmative answer.

"Okay, you resign first, I'll rent you a house, rest and recuperate first. I have to inform my family, and you should call my family first to see how we should go next." Looking at Lin Si in front of me, I really can't make up my mind to let her go. If I do, then I have to give her the answer she wants - get married. Lin Si wrapped her arms around my neck, kissed me happily, and said: "Han Yu, if you love me all your life, I will be your woman all your life. Don't worry, I can still work now, but if You are in a difficult situation, afraid of affecting your career, I can go to the hospital to have an abortion. We are still young, and there are still many opportunities to have children, but you must love and love me wholeheartedly."

I suddenly felt that Lin Si's words were weird. Looking at the woman in my arms, I felt a strange feeling.Maybe I was thinking too much, but at this time, she still made me have a lot of doubts when she said such words. The safety measures of Lin Si and I are very good every time, and there has never been a problem, but she is pregnant. Is there a problem with the condom?impossible.How did she get pregnant?With her urgency today, she has made up her mind to live with me. Why does she sacrifice herself and is willing to have an abortion? Is there any problem in this? But these questions seem meaningless at the moment, the facts are in front of me, Lin Si has my child, I have lost a good girl, and I can no longer be an irresponsible man.I am very at a loss as to what should I do next, I am not ready to be a father at all, because I am still a child.

I called home and heard my mother's old voice on the phone, unable to speak a single word I had prepared in advance. I had no reason to let my elderly parents worry about my ignorance. Since Lin Si told me the news, I have cared more about Lin Si, and basically my heart has been given to her except work.Lin Si also regarded me as her fiancé, and slowly intervened in my work and life.I have to report my whereabouts every day, and I can't even turn off the phone in the middle of the night. I make countless calls every day, and even if I fall asleep, there may be calls from her.I put up with it, I knew she was pregnant, and it was a sign of concern for me, and I never showed dislike.

A few days later, Lin Si told me that she was going to the hospital for an abortion and asked me to accompany her to the hospital.I took a leave of absence and was filled with guilt as I watched her go through a lot of pain for me.Although I felt a little displeased with her interfering too much in my life in the past few days, I never complained, only grateful. While waiting for Lin Si's operation, I was also struggling in my heart, as if I saw myself cruelly destroying a weak life.The eyes were full of blood, and a fetus was crying in pain. He seemed to have seen through the world, and gave me a desperate look before leaving.

Looking at Lin Si's frail body, my heart aches very much.Lin Si loves me, she has paid so much for me, I still suspect her, and suddenly feel how selfish I am. When I was thinking about how to repay her in the future, the doctor's advice brought me back to hell from heaven. "Sir, you are so irresponsible. You should cherish your girlfriend. She has paid too much for you. Don't you know how much abortion hurts a girl? This will be her last miscarriage, she There can be no next time, if you get pregnant again, you must give birth, you have to be prepared, otherwise she will be infertile for life. Also, her body is too weak, she needs to take good care of her!"

My head was suddenly dizzy. The doctor originally wanted to get a little thanks from Lin Si, but seeing Lin Si full of anger, staring at her, full of anger, she felt that her few words of persuasion were so superfluous and boring. I stared blankly at Lin Si, hoping she could tell me the real her. With tears all over Lin Si's face, she said to me very remorsefully: "If you want to leave, I won't blame you. Yes, I have a past. But I love you, and I don't want to lose you. I don't have any sad past. It's not my fault, but I think it can only represent the past. In fact, this time I don't want to come to the hospital at all, and I also want to be a real woman. But because I love you so much, I can't because of myself, And become your burden. Han Yu, have you ever loved me?"

After finishing speaking, Lin Si covered her face and ran away sadly without waiting for my answer. I stand there and can't take my own steps. Is this my fate? Looking at the condoms on the leaflets in the hospital, I laughed so helplessly.