Chapter 11 Chapter Ten Inner Turmoil

When a person is weak, his judgment is also weak, and he would rather believe any untenable statement. As soon as Xiang Tiange entered the gate of the advertising department, he heard reporters from Life Weekly discussing that all the canned yellow peaches in the supermarket were out of stock, and the firecrackers in the local product shop were almost sold out.It was only then that Xiang Tiange realized that the sound of firecrackers resounded through the night sky in Haijiang City for several days. At first, he thought it was someone's wedding or wedding event, but the place where the firecrackers were fired continued to expand, and the ear-shattering sounds kept coming and going. Only then did he know it was a folklore This year is a calamity year, and Lord Yan went down to earth to collect boys and girls. The solution is that the children’s grandparents have to buy firecrackers with their own hands, and they have to tie red ribbons on them, and then they have to buy a can of yellow peaches to let the children Eat it, take the intention to escape, and escape the disaster.

Xiang Tiange interjected: "This must be another story made up by the merchants to deal with the backlog. In previous years, there was such a precedent. When something fell into their hands, the businessmen made up legends to scare the common people, but this year is different. The ice and snow disaster, which is rare in a century, requires healing in the whole society, and everyone needs psychological massage." Xiang Tiange thought that when a person is weak, his judgment is also weak, and he would rather believe any untenable claims.Day after day of rushing around, increasing targets, endless entertainment, and punctual assessments made him suddenly feel that he was the one who needed psychological massage the most.

Last week, the newspaper organized a physical examination, and Xiang Tiange took all the members of the operation team to check it.The physical examination results came back. Xiang Tiange's problems that he didn't have last year appeared this year. The triglyceride value actually reached 3.66, more than twice the upper limit of the normal value. Blood sugar and blood pressure are also close to the critical point of abnormality. The conclusion is moderate Fatty liver and hyperlipidemia, it is recommended that he quit smoking, limit alcohol, control weight, and increase exercise. The five people were a little dazed holding a thick stack of report cards.

Zheng Shuguang said: "It is said that we are tired enough. Look at this weight, but it keeps increasing." "Didn't the doctor say that there is not much relationship between fat and thin and labor intensity, the more people who work night shifts, the easier it is to gain weight, the key lies in the exhaustion of mental energy." "Yes, the advertising department's indicators are starting to be normal, and the personal indicators will definitely be abnormal." "If you work hard, you have to complain. We have no choice. Let me tell you, Li Nuan came again in the morning, and she was moaning, and she wouldn't leave no matter how much she persuaded her. It's still the same thing. I told her to return the money to her immediately. Aren't we all alive?"

"It's good for the sun to rise as usual, but after it rises, it's either dazzling or scorching, and it doesn't feel like the sun is shining anymore." "Isn't there a fashionable saying that a high-ranking official is not as good as a high-skilled person, a high-skilled person is not as good as a high salary, a high salary is not as good as a long life, a long life is not as good as being happy, and being happy is not as good as a climax. Think about it, it makes sense. When people are at a low ebb, everything is bleak. How long will it take?" Look at the five brothers, those who lost their hair lost their hair, those who suffered from insomnia suffered from insomnia, and those who had three highs and three highs, it would take less than a year to complete, before driving others crazy, we will go crazy ourselves first.”

Five people sat in the aisle of the medical examination center, talking about each other, from the body to the advertisement. Today's workplace is a place where there is only the accelerator and no brakes. Unless there is an overhaul, no driver is willing to stop on his own initiative. Shan Xiang also followed up involuntarily.The reason why everyone says they are tired is because there is no buffer.The five people complained, and the final result seemed to be talking about other people's health. They stuffed the medical report into their bags and went off to work again. Only Xiang Tiange didn't say where he was going. He sent Ai Xiaomao a text message and invited her to a hidden tea house far away from the newspaper office.

A plate of melon seeds, a plate of ebony plums, and a pot of golden needle king, the heating in the room is turned up very high, and the heat is overwhelming.What came out of the speaker was the melody of Xu Wei's "Perfect Life": Xiang Tiange closed his eyes and listened to the song, and said: "I especially love to listen to Xu Wei's songs, just two words, vicissitudes. But for my age, only vicissitudes can activate youth, and only incompleteness can bring completeness. Xiaomao, I think You can't hang around like this anymore, a woman of thirty scumbags, although you are talented and tasteful, you can't stand the grind of time."

Ai Xiaomao held Guazi'er's finger between her lips and said: "You are a new official, and I am afraid that your glorious image will be affected. I came all the way to give a class on love, marriage, and family. ?” Ai Xiaomao is that kind of skinny woman, not plump, but very exquisite, and every part of her body reveals an elegant charm.After graduating from graduate school, I directly found Haijiang Daily for self-recommendation. I worked as an in-depth news reporter in the feature department for two years. Because of the beautiful writing, I was later transferred to the supplement department. The golden signboard of "Haijiang Daily" has gathered famous experts on the page and received rave reviews from readers. Therefore, these years, she seems to be isolated from the world, immersed in the mood of indifference and ecstasy, doing things in her own way, and speaking freely. 33 years old She is still alone, she belongs to the city white-collar leftover women who have a house and a car but no home.

The most difficult thing for women in the media to choose a mate is their own vision.Because they are all in contact with men who have completed the struggle process and only seen the successful results, when they are looking for true love, they will inevitably stand aside as reference objects.Over the years, Ai Xiaomao has passed each suitor, and Xiang Tiange is already in her heart. Ai Xiaomao's affection for Xiang Tiange is easy to say. In the second year after she came to the newspaper, she was going to do a set of reports on the internal operation process of the MLM organization. It happened that the listed industry and commerce bureau received a report and was about to take down a MLM den. Ai Xiaomao and Xiang Tiange conducted an interview together. When passing by People's Square, a beggar with a lower limb was lying on the ground. Xiang Tiange walked over and put ten yuan into the empty bowl.Another time, the group organized outreach training, one of which was to jump out of the real self, mainly to cultivate team spirit and cooperation awareness. More than a dozen people formed a circle, stretched their arms, and waited for their partners to jump from a platform more than two meters high. Jump down and catch it.When encountering a tall and strong companion, the arm of the person below will be very painful. Ai Xiaomao pays attention to observation. Many male colleagues will involuntarily retract their arms at the moment their companion falls, or swing them down to make a buffer. To reduce the impact, only Xiang Tiange insisted on not discounting it.At that time, she thought that a man who is compassionate and dares to take responsibility must be reliable.

Falling in love with Xiang Tiange, Ai Xiaomao withheld his feelings for a long time.She knew that Xiang Tiange's family had a lovely wife, and she couldn't bear to destroy another woman's life, but she couldn't ignore the existence of her own feelings, so the pain was always haunting her.Fortunately, the day-to-day writing and editing of the manuscript dilutes those strong feelings. Ai Xiaomao counts, and nine years have slipped away from her hands without leaving a trace.Sometimes, Ai Xiaomao can't tell exactly what kind of feeling she has for Xiang Tiange, maybe it's more about spiritual appreciation than life dependence.Anyway, Ai Xiaomao feels that the relationship between her and Xiang Tiange is not something that can be explained clearly in a few words. They are not secret lovers, but they are confidante. There is an amazing tacit understanding, one look can replace many languages, and no matter what they say or do, they can do whatever they want without guarding against each other. It seems that the popular "fourth emotion" is such a feature.

"Where did you go? How dare you give lessons to the talented girls in Haijiang City. I'm here to listen to the lectures, and I came to you to find a space to talk. These days, it looks rampant on the surface, but in fact, it's very lonely, and it's only you I can understand my state of mind." At this moment, Xiang Tiange seemed to have removed all the armor, and there was no longer the fetters of timidity, and no worries about looking forward and backward, like a hollow person, exposed to the sun, accepting Ai Xiaomao's review. There was a trace of pity in Ai Xiaomao's eyes, and she said: "Tian Ge, what I admired most about you before was that your life proportions are different, and your concentration is beyond your age, but look at you now For Li Haiming's so-called loyalty, let so many people in the daily talk about you, is it worth it?" Xiang Tiange said: "Where is this loyalty? This is obeying the organization's decision." Ai Xiaomao curled his lips: "You can cover your ears and steal the bell. Which level of organization decides that it is not the Tai Chi pushing hands between their high-level executives, using your blood to mend the hole that even Nuwa can't fill! No appointment, no appointment. Fame, if you look at the whole country, which newspaper is run by a gang of help?" Xiang Tiange softened his tone: "This is the negative side. The positive side at least proves that I haven't lost my curiosity. We journalists, once we lose our curiosity, the world will no longer be interesting." Ai Xiaomao sighed softly: "Tiange, listen to my advice, and you must listen to it. Since it is to satisfy curiosity, there is no need to ignore it. Just know how the word "advertising business" is written, and wait for the group. The team has changed, so it’s not necessarily a pattern? The successor must deny the predecessor, but you have to be clear that every successor will eventually become the predecessor, including you.” Xiang Tiange: "One day, Mr. Li will not stand by. I understand that life is a process of bargaining, especially for advertisers." Ai Xiaomao next? ?Leng Shui: "I'm afraid he will not be able to protect himself at that time. Besides, have all the problems left over from the Jian Anxiang era been wiped out? Even if the accounts are wiped out, how do you calculate the popularity and reputation in the society? Who will pay for these soft costs? If within a year there is an injustice and the team is changed, you will be the scapegoat, and the defeated general will not speak up, who will intercede for you? Who will sit down and listen to you when you defend yourself?" Xiang Tiange fiddled with his mobile phone: "Stop talking about these unpleasant topics, and read you a text message, which was sent to me by Xiao Yangzi, the secretary of the advertising department: Love plus love is very love; love minus love is the starting point of love; love multiplies Love is infinite love; love apart from love is the only love. How about it, is it delicious?" Ai Xiaomao dismissed it: "What's the taste, a child's game." Xiang Tiange said: "Then you give the simplest definition of love." Ai Xiaomao said: "Two words, miss you." Xiang Tiange stopped talking, these two words created a warm current in his heart.Yes, in this era of emotional fast food, being able to be another person's long-term concern is indeed an extremely happy thing. Ai Xiaomao said: "Let's get back to business, our column commemorating the 30th anniversary of reform and opening up will open next month, and the final name is Spring Story - Haijiang's 30th year of writing, which lasted nearly a year, and is exclusively invited by the development zone." Published, I took this opportunity to take the person in charge of China Merchants around, and selected the brands that are closely related to people's lives that the world's top 500 companies have settled in Haijiang. The media’s quotes don’t have much concept, I gave a report of 35,000 a page, and it was unanimously approved, and I randomly named the series of reports, called Approaching the World’s Top 500, who do you want to formally contact?” Xiang Tiange looked at Ai Xiaomao gratefully: "Oh my God, you've got 700,000 yuan in this move, and you've gained both fame and fortune. If the full page of 'Haidu' is full of the top 500 business ideas, you still need it everywhere." Do you advertise yourself as high-quality? Xiaomao, I don’t even know how to thank you!” Ai Xiaomao suddenly stood up like a girl: "It's not because you are so uncomfortable under the pressure of the target, or else, even if I sit at home and write a novel, I am not interested in traveling so far to talk about some advertisements!" Xiang Tiange nodded: "Yes, the 30 million advance payment and 20 million payment must be paid in before the Chinese New Year, and the first half of next year will be based on these rations. Please come here, just to solve the problem of 'Haidu' The question of how low the shot is, for 350,000, it will take years and months to make up this amount?" Ai Xiaomao said: "I'm acting in a friendly role, and I can't be a long-term worker. I wonder why you suddenly became bold. It turned out that you formally lent me here when you encountered a steep slope." Xiang Tiange said honestly: "The main thing is to figure it out. People have two mouths, the softest and the hardest. What do you want to say? It doesn't matter if you care. You just do it, and it doesn't necessarily If someone says something, if you don’t do it, it doesn’t mean that no one will say anything.” Ai Xiaomao said: "Thank God, I was afraid that you would always be obsessed. Gao Qingguo never regarded you as his person, and reluctantly agreed with you to come here. Bad idea, but you feel good about yourself. Remember, people who are used as bargaining chips, even if they get praise, are insincere, they will never give you real power, even status." Xiang Tiange took out an exquisite purple satin box from her handbag, opened it, and there was a jade Maitreya statue with kind eyebrows and kind eyes. Under the light, there were faint green and fluctuating shadows: "Little Mao, come to you soon!" It’s my birthday. It’s my wish. Men wear Avalokitesvara and women wear Buddha to complement each other and learn more qualities that are not available from the opposite sex. This has nothing to do with Haidu, it’s bought with my private money. of." Ai Xiaomao took it over, played it carefully, and put it on his chest devoutly, saying meaningfully: "Thank you Tiange, I hope this birthday is the beginning of harvest for us." After sending Ai Xiaomao to the gate of the community, the two sat in the car and talked for a while.There was a freezing smell in the night air, Ai Xiaomao wanted to ask Xiang Tiange to sit up for a while, but the words got to his lips and he finally didn't say it.The breath they exhaled coated the windshield with a layer of fog, blocking the sight inside and outside the car. Xiang Tiange gently embraced Ai Xiaomao's shoulders and told her to rest earlier.Then turn on the headlights of the car, and the two beams of light point into the distance, elongating Ai Xiaomao's figure and casting it on the ground. When he first arrived in the advertising department, Xiang Tiange had no private money.He only leaves some pocket money for smoking and buying books every month, and all other income is stored in the warehouse.In doing so, one is to show his ability, so as to verify that Xie Zhenzhen's original choice was wise; the other is to give comfort to the old father-in-law, and don't feel that he has wronged their favorite jewel.But later, Xiang Tiange earned more and more money, and Xie Zhenzhen became more and more strict. He checked his wallet every now and then, or took away his bank card to brush the balance. Xiang Tiange gradually felt that he was not free. , I found another way to keep part of the money and lock it in the office. The total amount was about 20,000 yuan. The 15,000 yuan that I made up for in November was the private money. Limiting men seems to be a natural hobby of women.When a woman controls property at home, it is as if she owns the world.Therefore, in order to avoid being overwhelmed when wandering outside, men had to use their private money to give themselves some leeway and dignity.This is something that many women will never understand or are unwilling to do if they understand it. In the first few years, Xiang Tiange drove the car assigned by the newspaper office to and from get off work. At that time, private cars were not popular yet. Xie Zhenzhen felt that this car allowed her to earn enough face in the workplace and in front of the neighbors, as if the car did not need to be burned at all. Gasoline, as if you can drive away just by the envious eyes of others.During those days, Xie Zhenzhen, who was not very far away from work, deliberately asked Xiang Tiange to take a detour every day to see her off. On the way, when she met a colleague who had just got off the bus, she would exaggerately shout, and then said, "Get in my car, I'll take you for a while, anyway, if it's empty, it's empty."Xiang Tiange was annoyed in his heart, thinking how could this person be such a petty bourgeois, his car would burn so badly that he could not walk.Xie Zhenzhen didn't take it seriously: "Isn't that the way people are now? Some people laugh when they are angry and others don't. Good days are not earned by jealousy, but by skills. If they are angry, they must be angry. Why didn't they reincarnate a capable person?" Dad!" Xiang Tiange said: "Okay, here we come again, you can never leave your father in three words. You are already in your forties, when do you expect the old man to be tall? You have to practice your own ability." Xie Zhenzhen curled his mouth: "Come on, my dad didn't give you your ability. It's just because of your scumbag appearance that you got into this big city. No one will support you. Even if you sharpen your head, you can't do it. Situation. Tiange, when the time comes, you can’t drink water and forget the well digger.” Xiang Tiange changed the subject: “Why don’t you let me take care of the files? Rotten corn." Xiang Tiange attributed Xie Zhenzhen's vanity and willfulness to her family.He has nothing against his father-in-law, but his mother-in-law, Xiuqin, is the person he most disagrees with.Xie Zhenzhen is a faithful copy of her mother, well-informed, but with serious petty habits.Over the years, Xiang Tiange has always had a stubborn opinion that the children of officials and eunuchs actually have the shallowest eyelids. The reason why Xie Zhenzhen tried his best to support him is nothing more than to continue the comfortable life he is used to. When falling in love, Xie Zhenzhen also had a life of being a little bird.Xiang Tiange's qualifications were quite good in school at that time.He has served as the president of the school's poetry club for two consecutive terms, and several poems have been published in national literary journals. He is a well-known talent in Haijiang University.Xiang Tiange looks solid, with a wide mouth and a square nose, but he is a little short. Xie Zhenzhen finally chose him, and he is grateful. After all, for a kid from other places like him who has no roots in Haijiang, he has done a good job. It's better to marry well. What kind of car you catch in the first class is extremely important.But what he still couldn't figure out was why Xie Zhenzhen seemed to be a different person after getting married, and he had no other hobbies other than being obsessed with the complicated interpersonal relationships in the agency.Sometimes Xiang Tiange thinks that Xie Zhenzhen is like a monster, the contradictions are so ridiculous, and the calculations are so unbearable.For example, to buy a bra or perfume she likes, she spends a lot of money without even blinking, but every time she finishes washing the clothes, she deliberately drips the unsqueezed water on a pile of waste newspapers on the balcony. She said that newspaper dealers are like this The trick, after getting wet, the weight will be several pounds heavier. Back home, Xiang Tiange took off his coat and hung it on the hanger, Xie Zhenzhen leaned on the sofa to watch the series, his erratic eyes startled Xiang Tiange.Xiang Tiange knew that this look was a signal that Xie Zhenzhen was eager to have sex.Xiang Tiange has his own unspeakable secret, that is, for a period of time not long after marriage, Xie Zhenzhen was so capricious that he would ride on top of Xiang Tiange every time he had sex, controlling the rhythm and self-indulgence, so that Xiang Tiange could not find any man Moreover, because Xie Zhenzhen was afraid of getting pregnant, no matter how emotional he was, he always had to brake in time and put on a condom, which disappointed Xiang Tiange.After arriving in the advertising department, Xiang Tiange rushed to the show every day and night, and the two gradually became estranged from the love in bed.When encountering Xie Zhenzhen forcing Suoai, Xiang Tiange was also perfunctory, making her half-starved.At this moment, Xie Zhenzhen was wearing a curvaceous nightdress, looked sideways at Tiange, there seemed to be no bra or panties inside, because Xie Zhenzhen had a figure like a young girl because she had never given birth to a child.Seeing that Xiang Tiange didn't respond, Xie Zhenzhen didn't say anything else, she pouted at the tea table and said, there is a cup of hot Lulu, just warmed, drink it up, to warm up your body.When Xiang Tiange went over to hold the cup, Xie Zhenzhen hugged him. He was unprepared and pressed on Xie Zhenzhen all at once. Xie Zhenzhen gasped and whispered in Xiang Tiange's ear: "It's been a few days since I've been intimate, tonight you Give me a good time?" Xiang Tiange said "I'll wash it" and hurried into the bathroom.Xie Zhenzhen is urging outside, hurry up, you are.Come as soon as you come, Xiang Tiange didn't dare to neglect, turned around and came out, hugging Xie Zhenzhen, Xie Zhenzhen yelled "ahh", Xiang Tiange began to spread rain and dew.Just when the love was strong, Xie Zhenzhen said hurriedly: "Tiange, Tiange, I'm coming, let me go up." Xiang Tiange didn't respond, but pressed her tightly, and charged even more fiercely, as if venting his accumulated energy. wronged.Xie Zhenzhen didn't insist anymore, and let him go crazy. When Xiang Tiange couldn't hold on any longer, Xie Zhenzhen pressed his chest hard and said, "Come out first, and find a condom." He really didn't understand why Xie Zhenzhen didn't have a woman's natural motherhood at all, so he asked a little annoyed: "You can't give me a child?" Xie Zhenzhen said: "What? Is it good? You go quickly."He turned to Tiange, lost interest and was speechless for a while. I don't know when, Ai Xiaomao changed the "Song of Sighing the World and Ten Thousand Spaces" that Xiang Tiange invited from Dingfu Temple into two rhyme sets, typed it out with a printer, and pressed it under his glass plate.Xiang Tiange read it silently, and Ai Xiaomao changed it like this: "Looking forward to the world is full of songs": Walking around from east to west, north and south, you can see that life is always full; the sky is also full and the earth is full, and life must be full of joy; When the fields are full, the water is also full, and the mountains and rivers are always in the heart; when the fields are full, the land is also full, and it is rare to be always optimistic; when the gold is full, the silver is also full, and gold and silver are often exchanged for happiness; In the meantime, men are full and women are full, men and women love to keep safe; life is full and death is full, life and death are eternal moments; hands come and hands go, hope is always full of self-sufficiency. "Song of Praise to the World": Walking from east to west, from north to south, it is always good to see floating life; whether the sky is good or the earth is coming, there are treasures between heaven and earth; whether the sun is good or the moon is coming, the sun and the moon are shining with the stars ;Whether the mountains are good or the water comes, the mountains and rivers are always running in my heart; the fields are good and the land is good, the fields are fertile and full; gold and silver are good, gold and silver often find happiness; husbands and wives are good, Husband and wife are birds of the same forest; whether it is a man or a woman, love between a man and a woman is indispensable; whether life is good or death, life and death are all dependent on each other; when good hands come and good hands go, I hope there is good in my heart. Xiang Tiange recited silently, his eyes seemed to be full of sunshine, bright and warm, but this brightness and warmth were fleeting, he knew that flowers never bloomed in a hundred days, and "full" and "good" were just People's desires from generation to generation are in all likelihood unfulfilling, so he sighed deeply, feeling a little empty. He knew that except for special changes in life, every day is actually the same, and the only thing that changes is the mood. .In Xiang Tiange's view, life is like eating, whether it is good or bad, as long as you are hungry, you will always have to eat.People yearn for a better life because they spend most of their time in troubles, so they have to use imagination to make up for what they can't get.Alas, Xiang Tiange thought, desire is a hole that people dug for themselves, a trap for themselves, and then willingly drilled and jumped into it. He is a head shorter than others, and he is deeply disappointed.In fact, people live in eternal comparison, they are all given by their parents with one nose and two eyes, why are you so arrogant?Especially those who have climbed to a certain level, as long as they can still stretch their legs and feet, no one will take the initiative to stop. Another pain for Xiang Tiange is that he cannot predict when and how he will accept Ai Xiaomao. For Ai Xiaomao, he believes that he is sincere. Intervening in his life, the feeling of not being original and authentic is always lingering.Xiang Tiange suspects that he is both obsessed with obsessive-compulsive disorder and depression. He is afraid that one day he will have a mental breakdown if he continues like this. He has always wanted to find someone who understands his troubles, but he has been reluctant to share his most private thoughts. Come out to show to outsiders, in the end, his mentality forced him to compromise, and he chose Sheng Ziren to be his listener. The two sat in the private room, different from the last time they met, the state just turned around, the expression on Sheng Ziren's face was much more relaxed, and there was a kind of diluted pleasure overflowing from the calmness.He said: "Why are you now Sister Lin, sighing all day long?" Xiang Tiange sighed again: "I am not Sister Lin. Once the spring is gone, the beauty will grow old, and the flower will fall and the person will die. I am probably born It's a life that suffers, with the old at the top, the young at the bottom, and the lover in the middle, you see, the ones below are not young yet, and they are in such a mess, what will happen in the future?" Sheng Ziren laughed: "Come on, Speaking of which, you are still in good spirits. The flowers fade and the flowers fly all over the sky. Who is there to pity when the red flowers fade away? Don’t bully me. I have written materials for so many years, but I can’t recite "The Song of Burying Flowers"? You have overcome so many storms, What else can there be, tell me quickly, don't be sour." Xiang Tiange said: "Actually, it's nothing serious, I just want to talk to you, haven't you seen my Ai Xiaomao, for her, I used to be able to be as calm as water, but now, I suddenly feel that there are many things that I can’t get rid of, and I’m tired.” Sheng Ziren said: “That’s right, how can a person who has a lover not be tired?” Xiang Tiange said: “The problem It's Xiaomao, she's not my lover. Ziren, after listening to your words, I know that you have never loved outside of marriage. Love outside of marriage may not be real or last long, and you may have other plans after looking ahead, but it has a taste In my situation, what about the love in marriage? In the eyes of outsiders, Zhenzhen always looks like a good student, with a good family, a good job, and a good temper. Do you think she has any principle problems, or she really doesn’t. It’s nothing more than domineering, greedy for comfort, and unwilling to give. What I can’t stand is her abnormal resistance to childbirth, which deprives me of the joy of being a father.” Sheng Ziren said: “In my opinion, extramarital affairs are the same as drugs. Almost, you can’t try it. After you get involved, you will definitely have more troubles than happiness. Think about it, it may be true that you love another woman, but what you love is actually the regret of your current marriage. The premise is that there is no Think of it as an emotional supplement that must have results. In this way, over time, one party will definitely be unbalanced. You said that your Ai Xiaomao has no status these years and doesn’t care about hiding behind the scenes silently. I don’t think so, lover The love talk of a drunkard, or the drinking talk of a drunkard, are all untrustworthy. How can there be such love in the world? What is the purpose of fame, isn't it to ensure that love is enjoyed in a fair and honest manner?" Seeing that Xiang Tiange was speechless, Sheng Ziren continued: "Let me tell you, there has never been a gentleman in the true sense of the word. How about calling the leader of all evil and adultery, regardless of deeds? They are impotent people. Seeing a beautiful woman will also be tempted. In this regard, I am not without opportunities, nor is it that I have no courage, I have no strength. When I go home, someone will take the bag for you, and when I am drunk, someone will beat you. Carrying, handing over a washbasin for you to spit out, and putting a cup of tea for you to rinse your mouth is actually enough for a man. The mood can only be adjusted occasionally, and it cannot be too deep. Let me tell you, the end Married women are not always vulgar, because life itself is vulgar, and even your Ai Xiaomao will be no exception in the future. Every day, rice, oil, salt and children, who can be romantic? You don’t have any real relationship now. If you can push and go, one day you can't hide it, you can't push it anymore, don't you have to make a choice? Therefore, the decision is a matter of time, and if you take ten thousand steps back, even if Xie Zhenzhen doesn't know, Ai Xiaomao can have enough Will you wait patiently? Will she really grow old with you slowly without complaint or regret? To be honest, I don’t believe it, because feelings can’t be born floating, you have to find a support to settle down, and your thoughts will follow suit. Age changes, you can’t be young forever, right? What about your mentality, it’s been like a day for more than ten years? So, it’s best to say it now, lest you can’t accept it when the time comes.” Xiang Tiange stopped talking, and carefully tasted the taste: "Ziren, you said that you are such a consistent person, and you can see things more clearly than I do." Sheng Ziren said: "It doesn't matter whether it is transparent or not. The difference lies in the internal and external. There is also a technical problem. Don't blame me for talking too much. Xie Zhen really doesn't like children because she has never given birth. You are so stupid and don't know how to use condoms. Do something?" Sheng Ziren's words stirred up waves in Xiang Tiange's heart.He doesn't doubt Ai Xiaomao's true feelings, but feels that there must be a choice, even if it cannot be implemented temporarily, there must be a general direction, otherwise it is very likely that the chicken will fly away in the end.