Chapter 5 Section 5

Risako was not surprised by Zhelang's observation.Although she didn't recognize who she was at a glance, she later revealed her true feelings, showing the joy of seeing an old friend she hadn't seen for a long time. Mizuki also confessed to Risako just like she told Zhelang and them earlier.Risako sat in Zhelang's seat just now, smoking Menthol cigarettes.During the process of Meiyue's confession, she hardly interrupted.A deep voice that was hard to associate with Mitsuki's facial features enveloped the quiet living room. When Mizuki's words came to an end, Risako extinguished the cigarette in the ashtray.

"I was really taken aback," she said, "but I kind of expected it." "Did you already know?" Xu Bei was dumbfounded. "Not really. I never thought that Mizuki is a man in her heart, but I always feel that you are different from us. I don't know where the difference is, but this time I finally solved the mystery." Risako faced the former The female friend smiled and said, "It would be nice if you told me earlier." "I want to say it, but I can't say it." "Well, I think I understand how you feel." Two former female managers of the Teito University American Football Club looked at each other.Where their eyes meet, there seems to be a spiritual connection that only the two of them understand.Or is this a friendship that transcends gender?

"So," said Risako, "how did you get married and have children? At first glance, it seems that you haven't succeeded in becoming a 100% woman." "Well, I failed." Mizuki pointed to the cigarette case in front of Risako, "Can I have one?" "Please." Risako handed out the cigarette case, and after Mizuki took out one, she lit her cigarette with a lighter.Mizuki thanked her, and brought the cigarette in her mouth to the lighter. "As I said just now, my marriage partner is not a bad person. He works hard and cares about his family, and is very considerate to me. Unfortunately, his tenderness can only be appreciated if the other party is a woman. I am sorry for him, but to me In fact, it bothers me."

"Trouble?" Risako tilted her head in confusion. "I find it annoying. When he is next to me, I find it annoying. When he talks to me, I find it annoying. When he touches me, I get goosebumps all over my body. Of course, it's not his fault, it's all my fault." .If I want to find an excuse to evade, I originally thought that if I got married and had children, maybe I could change, but the reality is not like this, but it made me more aware of the gap between my body and spirit. I have worked hard, I I've been...continuously acting. I think that in this way, one day the fake will become real, but I can't help it. This kind of thing can deceive others, but not myself."

"So you chose to run away from home?" Mizuki let out a long puff of smoke. "It was at the end of last year. I had wanted to do that for a long time, and the death of my mother made my determination even stronger." "Has Ling Ci passed away?" Zhe Lang asked. "Well, cancer of the esophagus. He ended up as thin as a bone, and I had to take care of her, so I couldn't run away from home before then." "Where is your father?" "My father is still in good health. He seemed relieved when my mother died. I haven't seen him since my mother's funeral, though."

"Let me ask you," Risako said, "When you say you left home, do you mean you divorced your husband?" Zhe Lang also wanted to know this. After taking two or three puffs of cigarette, Mizuki shook her head. “One day, I rushed out of the house suddenly. After I sent him to work and took my son to kindergarten, I ran away from home. The luggage was packed a few days ago, the money was ready, and all that was left was to pay. I took action. I was afraid that he would report to the police to find me, so to save trouble, I wrote him a letter and put it on the kitchen table."

"Did you put all the facts in that letter?" "no." "why?" "I wanted to do that too," Mizuki said, holding the cigarette between her fingers and resting her hand on her forehead. "But I can't confess to him that I have been lying to him for a long time, and I don't want my son to know. If my son knows that his mother is actually a man, I don't know how sad it will be..., thinking of this , I can’t write.” "Then, are your husband and son looking for you?" Xu Bei asked worriedly. "Probably, I think." "I always feel sorry for your husband and the others." Sugai glanced at Zhelang and Risako.

Zhe Lang didn't nod, but he had the same opinion as Xu Bei.Did Mizuki's husband also vaguely notice something? "What were you doing after you ran away from home?" Risako asked. "A lot, like working in a hotel..." "As a woman?" "No," Mizuki shook her head vigorously. "Of course as a man. It's hard to regain freedom, so there's no reason to miss the opportunity." She extinguished the cigarette in the ashtray and spread her hands, "How is it? Do you think I look like a man?" In Zhe Lang's eyes, she is not so much a man as a teenager.It's not just because she is petite, but she has a neutral temperament unique to teenagers.

Sugai said, "No matter how you look at it, you look like a man." Risako said, "It's pretty similar." Zhe Lang asked her something she had always been curious about, "Have you had any hormone injections?" , Meiyue's eyes were very serious, she stared at Zhe Lang intently, and retracted her jaw. "Yes, I have." "Since when?" "Not long after I left home. I've always wanted to do that, thanks to the medicine, it seems like I've even grown a beard." Mizuki pointed at her chin, and moved her face closer to Risako. "Really." Risako said.Xu Bei also carefully looked at her chin.

"Then comes the chest, but it will never get smaller." Mizuki stood up and began to unbutton the black shirt.Without giving anyone a chance to ask what she was going to do, she took off her shirt without saying a word, revealing her bronzed skin.However, the chest is wrapped with a cloth like floating cloth.Because of this, the feminine curves of her chest were completely flattened. But what Mizuki wants to show off doesn't seem to be boobs.She raised her right arm to shoulder height, clenched her fist, bent her elbow hard, and squeezed a mass of muscle in her upper arm. "How is it? It's not bad, right? It feels like it can pass eighteen yards long."

She did work out really hard.But Zhe Lang thought: This body still makes people feel a little distressed. Risako also silently looked up.Zhe Lang found that her gaze seemed to be looking at the subject through a viewing window.Only Xu Bei expressed his thoughts: "It's really not easy." "Is your voice also caused by the injection of hormones?" Zhe Lang asked. Mizuki pursed her lips meaningfully, "It's not just that." "What else did you do?" "Well," Mizuki made a movement of inserting her index finger into her mouth. "I used several iron sticks to injure my vocal cords. Although the pain made me roll on the ground, I got this voice right away." Hearing what she said, Xu Bei frowned, "Just listening to it hurts." "Is it necessary to do that?" Zhe Lang asked. Mizuki, who put on her shirt, took off her shirt again. "If I can get a man's body, I will do anything. Even if it will shorten my life, I will not hesitate. I want to correct the mistakes made by the Creator."