Chapter 19 Section 10

Terao's eyes widened, and the eyes were bloodshot.The expression was exactly as Naoki imagined. "What did you say! Say it again!" "So," Naoki licked his lips, "I hope that I will quit the band and no longer participate in the 'Cosmic Light' show, that's what it is." "Nonsense! Are you serious?" "It's the truth." "You, do you think it's appropriate to say this at this time?" Terao took a step closer, and Zhigui was about to be overwhelmed by his momentum. It was in a recording studio in Shibuya, before practicing.Naoki told Terao that he had something to discuss.Although the other three knew what he would say, their faces were still a little nervous.

"I know that I am self-willed, but I still hope you can agree. I proposed it after careful consideration." "I didn't ask what you thought about it!" Terao pulled a chair from the side and sat down indiscriminately, "Sit down too! It's not safe to stand." Naoki sighed and sat down on a chair next to the keyboard.He glanced at Koda, who bowed his head behind the percussion instrument. "I'm thinking about the future." "It's not that I haven't thought about the future." Terao's tone was stern. "I also want to engage in music. It would be best if I can eat this bowl of rice. But, how should I put it, I still can't gamble on it."

"You say our music is gambling?" "It's not like that. Success depends not only on strength, but more on luck. I'm sorry, but I can't rely on that kind of identity. I want to ensure a solid path that can survive on my own." "In that case, we are the same! If you fail in music, there is nothing else. If you hit a wall, you have to hit it together!" Zhigui shook his head. "Don't you all have families, relatives. I have nothing, and all I have is my brother in prison." The only relative is still holding back, including this time—Zaogui wanted to say, but held back.

Terao began to shake his legs non-stop, a quirk when he was anxious. "What's going on? Didn't you say nothing before! I understand your situation, but that didn't happen yesterday or today. Why did you change your mind at this critical moment?" "Because it is this critical time," Zhigui said calmly, "we are happy when we are pursuing our dreams, and all we think about is how great it would be to become a professional. But it will really come true, okay? Instead, I became uneasy. That's why I thought about it again and again, thinking that if I feel like this, I can't hold on."

"I feel uneasy too." "Didn't I say that I'm in a different situation than Terao." As Naoki spoke, he apologized in his heart.I don't want to betray in this way.It is precisely because he regards him as a partner in his heart that Terao is so serious.He's a real friend, and it hurts to lie to a friend. "Hey! You guys have something to say!" Terao looked at the others, "Help me persuade this fool!" The three looked at each other, and finally Koda said: "So, Zhigui also has the situation of Zhigui!" One of them said tactfully.

The corner of Siwei's eyes twitched upwards: "You, are you a buddy, aren't you?" "Just because we are buddies, we should respect his will. There is no point in asking him to stay if he is hesitant." "What I'm saying is that it's meaningless for him to hesitate like this!" Terao looked at Naoki again, "Could you think about it again? Why do you have to quit the band? Could it be that there are better things?" "I want to transfer to a regular course," Naoki said, "You should have been notified, Terao. The application deadline is coming soon. I want to transfer. I don't know if I need to take the exam."

"Alas!" A sound came from Siwei's throat. "What's the point of being a regular college student? Every day is just boring." "Maybe it's not interesting, but the road to finding a job in the future will be wide." "Want to be a company employee, dangling in a crowded tram every day? Is that your dream?" "It's not a dream, it's a reality." "It is realistic to officially debut as a professional. In addition, I will realize a bigger dream." "Yusuke, stop talking!" Koda interjected, "Naoki must be bothered too. It's hard to live without Naoki in the band now, but there's nothing I can do about it!"

"Yeah, and the absence of Naoki seems to make us officially on stage." After hearing Kenichi's words, Terao's eyes lit up, no good!Straight expensive think.But it was too late, Terao stood up and grabbed Kenichi by the collar. "Hey! What does that mean? How can you say such a thing?" Just as Kenichi realized that he had made a slip of the tongue, "No! It's not like that." He defended incoherently.Seeing him like that, Terao felt even more wrong. "You guys know about Takeshima's withdrawal. No, it's more than that. Nezu secretly instigated you to persuade Takeshima to quit, right?"

"No!" Zhigui said, but it seemed that it didn't reach Siwei's ears. "Disgusting! You guys. What are you thinking? Can you do whatever you want?" Terao pushed Kenichi down and kicked his own guitar standing aside, "Okay, do whatever you want ! There is no such band." Said and ran out of the recording studio. Naoki chased after him, walked out of the building, and saw the back of Terao who was walking quickly.He ran over and put his hand on the shoulder of his leather jacket, "Wait a minute, Terao." "What? Let me go!" "You also think about the three of them, how they came to me in such a mood."

"I know, it's not because of my bad nature that I can't do such a thing." "They are also forced to make a choice. Do they want music or friends? They also want music after a painful choice. That's not a bad thing, should they be blamed?" Terao didn't seem to know how to answer.Turning to the side, shoulders heaving up and down. "For me, everyone is a buddy. Since my brother's accident, I have found a close friend for the first time. I can't take away their music from such good friends. I don't want to cause trouble for everyone. I hope you can understand."

"If you are here, you can also make music, and you can be on stage at any time." Naoki shook his head after hearing Terao's words. "Before that day comes, I will feel disgraceful and have to sing while feeling sorry for everyone. It's like hell. And there will be no bright future. Mr. Nezu is right, there can be no differences in this society." "Let's talk about it in that case." "Does it mean that you don't have to go on stage officially? Think about how the other three will feel. Didn't they believe Terao and followed you until now? No matter what, go back to them and continue working." Naoki knelt down on the spot, He bowed his head deeply. "what are you doing!" Terao grabbed his hand and pulled him up. "You four work hard, I look forward to your success!" Zhigui said. Terao's face was crooked, biting his lip tightly. Do it!Straight expensive feel.If that's the case, let him fight honestly.I don't know whether I am right or wrong, but I must have hurt this good friend deeply. But Terao didn't call, shook his head sadly, and said like a moan: "I never hated your brother before, but I hate him today, and if he's here I'm sure I'll beat him up." "Yeah," Zhigui smiled, "If it works, I want to do that too." Terao slacked off, Naoki backed away, turned away from him, turned and walked away.Feeling Terao's gaze behind him, he couldn't look back.