Chapter 16 Section 5

"Hey, can you lend me the car key?" Sha Yeka said coldly.I was thinking about the newly emerging puzzle in my mind, and I didn't react for a while. "Key? No problem." He took the key out of his pocket, "What are you going to do?" She made a funny face and borrowed the key. “Want to go for a walk” "A walk? This time?" "Come right back" "Why are you going for a walk soon? There's nothing here yet..." When I said this, I immediately realized that I really hated myself for being slow, and my expression was distorted. "I know, I'm going too, it's dangerous to go alone."

"It doesn't matter" "I want to go too, can you let me bear it?" Sayaka smiled wryly, and returned the car keys to me. "It's about the blood type." After we sat in the car and drove for a while, Sayaka said, "What do you think is going on?" "If the blood types on both sides are correct." The car tires seemed to be sinking into the muddy ground, I said while turning the steering wheel, "then Yusuke is not Keiichiro's child." "Sure enough..." She seemed to be holding back her breath, and then slowly let it out after a while. "That is to say, Yusuke is the adopted son?"

"No, I don't think it's possible. Didn't the letter mention Yusuke's birth? It said, 'It's great to have a boy'" "Ah, that's right, if that's neither an adopted son nor the biological son of Mr. Yuchu..." Sayaka seemed to be hesitant and didn't continue, I knew what she wanted to say. "Then it might be the child born to my mother, Mrs. Fujiko, with another man." "It's unbelievable. From the diary, there is no such sign at all. Is this the only possibility?" "No, I think that possibility is also very low"

"why" "On the day of the blood test, Yusuke must have told his mother his blood type when he got home. If he was born to his mother and another man, he should be very nervous to hear that his son's blood type is AB. However, in this article I can't find it in the diary at all." "That's true, that is to say, the old Mr. Yuchu knows that Yusuke is not his child, but he still loves him very much..." Sayaka covered his face, "It can't be done, I don't know what's going on at all" "Anyway, there must be another person, Yusuke's biological father"

The car drove onto the cement road. Although the rain stopped for a while, the wipers still couldn't stop.There are no street lights on the road, and it is extremely winding, so the vision ahead is surprisingly poor.But the timing just happened to happen, and there was no car coming on the reverse road at all.Glancing at the electronic clock on the car, it was almost two o'clock in the middle of the night. I parked the car in the parking lot of Songyuan Lake and relieved myself in the public toilet by the lake.While urinating in the cracked toilet bowl, I thought to myself, what am I doing, how can I solve Sayaka's troubles by just doing this?

After coming out of the toilet, I walked to the lake. Although the raindrops were much smaller, there were still countless ripples on the water.On the other side of the lake is a lush forest. In front of the forest, there is a cloud of mist slowly moving towards this side. "It seems like a place where demons live." At some point, Sayaka came to me. "It's the first time I've seen a lake at night" "Although it's scary, I always feel that the atmosphere is different, as if time has stopped." Sayaka seemed to turn her face to my side, and I looked back at her. After the eyes met, she looked away first.

"I gave you a lot of trouble," she said. "That's not the case, it's good to do some exciting adventures every once in a while" "Frankly speaking, I don't have much hope for this incident. I feel that coming to this kind of place will not solve any problems." "But you might be the one who will recover your memory when you say this." "To be honest, this is just self-consolation. I want to tell myself that I have also put in the effort and left some practical results. In fact, I just want a talisman. It's just—" She stopped in the middle of the sentence Then, facing the direction of the lake, he continued, "If I hadn't been with you, I wouldn't have come, probably..."

I was a little overwhelmed to hear her confessional tone.I admit to being secretly happy, but there is no denying that there is another part of me trying to suppress this emotion at work. "Before I came here, I thought about what might happen between the two of us. To be honest, even if it happened, I wouldn't mind. I also thought that once it happened, maybe I could forget the painful reality But you are indifferent, you are just solving problems for me. Or, will you take action next?" "No," I denied it flatly, "I made up my mind before I came here, this kind of thing must never happen"

"That's right." She couldn't help laughing, "You are completely different from that time. What you said back then was that sex doesn't mean anything at all." "The position is different" "That's right, I've become someone else's wife." After jokingly said, Sayaka rubbed the wet ground with the toe of her shoe. "After that incident, you didn't hate me, did you?" "Which thing?" "It was after I unilaterally proposed to break up" "Ah...it's been a while." "If you don't want to say it now, I won't force you"

"No, it's okay." I put my hands in my pockets, and my right hand touched the chewing gum I bought earlier to refresh my mind while driving.I handed her one, she said no, and shook her head, so I didn't put it in my mouth. "I never hated you." I put the gum back in my pocket and said, "We agreed not to bind each other, so there was nothing we could do about it. But I was a little shocked and unbelievable at the time. There was no sign of it before. , but suddenly said that there is someone he likes and wants to break up." "Yes." Sayaka took a few steps towards the lake, clasped his hands behind his back and then turned around, "Frankly speaking, do you think that I broke up with you because I have someone else I like? In fact, it's the opposite. I had to break up with you first, and then I found someone to replace you"

"Why did you break up with me?" "Although I can't express it in words, to put it more simply, it's time to wake up from this dream." "It's not common at all." I smiled wryly, "What do you mean?" "Do you still remember the conversation between the two of us at that time? Although there was a lot of content, but in one sentence, it was to negate everyone except yourself. The people around were fools, and everyone was untrustworthy. Not knowing the nature of things—we often say that.” "Remember, it is true" Antique's coffee shop, coffee and MILD-SEVEN, cheap but small bar.beer and chips- "It's very happy to be with you, but sometimes I suddenly feel that I can't go on like this anymore. I can't do things like denying everything around me and just the two of us. If this goes on, the two of us It's all over. I'm no longer a child, and I should wake up, that's what I told myself" "That is to say," I said, "you've changed the route of reality." "You can say that too" "In terms of looking forward to the future, I was indeed a little too optimistic before. I completely understand your desire to find someone who is more stable." "Not only that, what should I say?" Sayaka looked a little embarrassed, "I think we are both using each other" "That's right." I nodded, "It does mean something like that." "You understand me?" "It seems to be, but it's over." "Yeah, it's over," she licked her lips, "but let me say one more thing, don't you think we were a bit alike back then? No, it's too much alike. When I see you, it's like seeing you in a mirror." It’s the same as the reflection of yourself, and it will be very uncomfortable after a long time.” "Hmm..." I recalled the scenes at that time and kicked away the dirt under my feet.Recalling the arrogant conversations we had, and the time-consuming sex. Immediately, I felt like something heavy had been piled up in my stomach. "It seems to be raining heavily." Sayaka looked at the ripples on the lake and said, her hair was also wet. "Let's go back," I said.