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Chapter 4 guess-2

Hydrangea Diary 渡边淳一 8412Words 2018-03-21
As soon as they met, the first sentence he uttered was what Nagata said.Shogo replied, "The family went on a trip to Okinawa." Nagata was very moved when he heard that, and nodded quickly, "Oh, you are amazing. You take good care of my wife." "Where's your brother?" "Hey, I can't, I'm too busy to go anywhere." Generally speaking, this is the case for doctors who run their own clinics. Shogo felt that he had suffered a bit, so he took a sip of cold wine. When talking about the increase in medical expenses and outpatient expenses for the elderly since last October, and the imminent abolition of the long-term hospital care insurance system for chronically ill patients, the two have many common topics.All in all, one thing is certain, it will become increasingly difficult for hospitals to operate in the future.

"Yeah, whoever it is, it's fate." After Nagata said something in a broken jar, he suddenly changed the subject and talked about women, "Hey, how about the girl in the store I went to last time, did you meet again later?" ?" "Hey, don't mention it, when you meet during the day, you are no different from an ordinary office girl." Regarding women, Nagata has been his senior since college, so he told him all about his wife's diary. "You don't know, it's written very carefully, and you'll be surprised when you read it." In addition, we will start with the shirt, the wife may have found out about her own woman, etc., and brought them all out in one breath.Nagata nodded while listening.

"No matter what she says, you will deny it a hundred times and pretend to be stupid to the end." "But if she finds out where the girl lives..." "She hasn't found out yet." Nagata's opinion is that no matter how she changes, you just have to hold on tight and not let go. "However, my wife will not give up so easily." Shogo saw his wife's increasingly severe expression as he got older. "Look, so I told you already." Indeed, when he first had a crush on Shiori, Nagata didn't quite agree, saying that if she met somewhere else, it would make sense, but she is a woman in his own hospital, so it's better to stop.

But what's the use of talking about it now.The wife has already realized that she has a woman outside, and the problem now is that the wife is about to take action to expose her to the broad daylight. "Yeah, you like that woman, I understand this feeling." I have introduced Shiori to Nagata, and I have also played golf together. "She is very gentle, not in the same style as your wife at all." Sure enough, Nagata's eyes are very sharp. In addition, because she is in charge of insurance claims, which is the most important job in the hospital, this is one of the reasons why I have a good impression of her.

"Even let her know the name, it seems to be coming soon." "Hey, don't scare me." Shogo put the braided fish sashimi in the ashtray. "Will you marry her eventually, though? You won't." Yes, to be honest, Shogo didn't have that plan at all.It is true that Shiori is very gentle and young, only twenty-six years old, fourteen years younger than his wife.She is young and beautiful, which is why I like her.But then again, I really don't have the courage to divorce my wife and destroy the established family. "Then the answer will be clear."

"What's the answer?" "Death does not admit it." "What if she rushes into the room?" "No matter what she says, you are just a word, no!" "Would that work?" Shogo was dubious, while Nagata was full of confidence and kept nodding his head. "Your wife also doesn't want to see you have a woman, right? In that case, you can follow her wish and pretend to be a fool to the end, denying it a hundred times..." "OK……" Shogo felt it was incredible, but this man was a seasoned lover, so he couldn't object to his opinion, so he nodded.

After meeting Nagata, Shogo felt somewhat relieved. No matter what your wife says, you just have to "play it up" and you're good to go.What surprised Shogo even more was that Nagata actually said that even if your wife was caught on the bed, you must not admit it and insist that it has nothing to do with you. Because this is what the wife expects, it is the best policy to deny it to the end. Maybe it's a good idea.Because Nagata did get into trouble with his wife because of having an affair in the past, Nagata relied on this trick to win, and it was a bit convincing. However, the real problem is that it is not clear whether Shogo's strategy will work.After all, Mrs. Nagata is different from her own wife, and women's reactions to this will not be the same.

However, if there is a real trouble at that time, I can only do this, and there is no other way.In short, Shogo found the last resort, and the mental burden was suddenly much lighter. "Thanks for pointing out the maze." Shogo involuntarily bent down and bowed deeply.Nagata smiled wryly and said: "They are other creatures." "Ok……" "Women are nothing like us men." Is that so, Shogo nodded again.Nagata continued to explain: "Men always feel that women are nothing to do outside, right? However, women are different. Women are more clean than men, and they are unwilling to compromise. If they say they are unhappy, they are unhappy. Unlike us, men are ambiguous. Although I am not happy with this product, I still have to find my way out."

I had never thought about it that seriously before, so Shogo had no choice but to listen carefully. "Once she feels suspicious, she will pursue it without compromise." That's right, doesn't my own wife also have such a tendency?Shogo was overwhelmed with admiration. "So, even if you are exposed, you can't admit it. You have to be tough to the end with women. Then, you have to be gentle with your wife, such as taking her to a high-end restaurant, and buying her some gifts, even if they are not expensive things. Don't be shy, you must Show her that I care about you most with practical actions, so that over time, my wife's anger will slowly be extinguished."

"Ah, you did that!" "yes." Nagata nodded embarrassedly.This is what he experienced.In this case, there is no harm in listening. All in all, Nagata's words can be used as a reference, but Shogo has always wanted to read what his wife wrote in the diary later, but he never found the opportunity, and his wife never went out. Perhaps the wife has sensed that someone is peeking at her diary and has hidden the diary.If I insist on watching it, I will be angry after watching it.But don't look at it and don't worry. The opportunity never came, and three days passed.On the fourth night, when Shogo returned home, his wife told herself that Tai’s cram school was about to end, so she went to pick him up by herself, and went out after speaking.The reason why Shogo came back earlier than usual was because he knew that his wife was going to pick up the child at this time.

"I'll leave the house to you." His wife went out after speaking, and Shogo watched her go out, and then quickly sneaked into his wife's bedroom. Today my wife's room is very strange, very messy, and there are teaching materials for flower arranging on the table.Shogo looked at the mess on the table out of the corner of his eye, and searched the bed with his hands, and sure enough, he found the diary under the bedcover soon. Shogo felt relieved today that the diary is where it should be.Going from his wife's room to the reception room, Shogo thought about it, and then sat on the big sofa in the living room. In terms of safety, my own room is the safest, but if I look inside, I will not feel my wife coming back. If he sat here, he would definitely know when his wife came back, and maybe he could put the diary back on his wife's bed smoothly. "Okay!" Shogo nodded to himself, opened the diary, and the diary from last Saturday jumped into view. August 19 (Saturday) 22:00 Arisugawa Memorial Park is green, and it is particularly dazzling under the sunshine. When I woke up in the morning, I was drying my clothes on the balcony, and I didn't know where the perfume smell of "Dancing Cherry Blossoms in the Sands" came from. The warm morning breeze hit me with this cursed perfume. It must have soaked into my husband's clothes. Can the smell not be washed off?How obstinate.I'm really worried that it will get on my family's clothes. If I were that woman, there would be one brand of perfume I'd try to avoid every time I had a tryst with my husband.Because, if the same perfume smells on him every time, the danger of being discovered by his wife will be greater. Perhaps, the woman knew this and deliberately put the perfume on her husband.Train your husband to get used to smelling this perfume.As long as he smells this perfume, he will think of that woman. But does it work to put your own perfume on a married man? It is only a matter of time before a husband who comes home with the same scent of perfume every night will be noticed by his wife sooner or later.In that case, isn't she too disregarding my wife's feelings and face! Maybe she was trying to hint at me: "Ma'am, this man has a lover like me." By the way, this is definitely a challenge for me.Yes, it was no doubt a clever trick on her part to inform me of her existence. Suddenly, Shogo threw the diary on the sofa and sniffed his shirt shoulder. He didn't expect to be exposed to such a strong fragrance, but his wife noticed it all at once. "So..." Shogo suddenly remembered. Two days ago, my wife suddenly ran to my side and sniffed around.He quickly changed his shirt.Maybe, at that time, his wife ran to him because he felt something. He continued to read the diary. Only now did I understand that she wanted me to realize that my husband still had such a mistress. Your husband has a mistress like me.She hoped that after I found out about such a thing, I would cry loudly, be in a state of disorientation, and cling to my husband like a madman. Seeing that our family was safe, she would find ways to disrupt our family life.It may be a small crack of a few millimeters at first, and then slowly increase, and one day it will suddenly burst into a big collapse in an instant.This is her wish. And then, no doubt, she would be secretly laughing, not even her husband had ever seen such a smiling face, full of smiles, and smugly laughing alone. In the afternoon, I went to the department store to buy Guerlain Jinsha Flying Cherry Blossom perfume.It's a slender little glass bottle in a very lovely pale pink color.There is also a mosaic glass cover above the spout, and the uniform and slender bottle is reminiscent of the perfect curve of a female body. Does she want to tell me, madam, this is me. No way, it's impossible for Shiori to think so much.She sprays her favorite perfume on men's clothes, shows her existence to people, and destroys other people's families... These are all the wife's worries. Shiori is not that kind of woman, Shiori is not the kind of fickle woman who is occupied by ambition.However, all this cannot be explained to his wife.Tell her: "Shiori is not the kind of flirtatious girl you imagined." As long as she said it, she would immediately be exposed when she peeked at the diary.And once she saw that she was protecting that woman, the wife would definitely be furious and yell at her. In that case, there will be no peaceful days for this family. "what to do?" Shogo stood up involuntarily, looked around and sat down again, looking uneasy, opened the diary again, and read the diary below. August 20 (Sunday) 23:10 Just after seven o'clock in the evening, the husband came home from golf. "It's so hot today!" He grabbed the chest of the short-sleeved shirt with his hands, pulled it and fanned it, and handed the golf club bag to me. His face was tanned, and he looked really tired, and he handed me the golf club bag again. It seems that he really went to play golf today. Then he sat on the sofa with his legs spread apart and watched a live football match with his son. I hastily brought canned beer, boiled edamame, vegetables, and salmon to him.Then he picked up the can of beer and tried to open it for him.At this time, the husband could not wait any longer. "Hurry up." He couldn't wait to reach out and take the beer from my hand. At this time, the husband was not prepared at all, and suddenly his face turned red. "Hmm..." He looked straight at me. At that moment, he smelled my perfume. Yes, it was the smell of Guerlain's Sands Flying Cherry Blossom perfume that the woman smelled of her husband. I went back to the kitchen calmly, and while I was preparing dinner, I was secretly observing my husband. He was still staring at the TV, but first he grabbed the front of the short-sleeved shirt with his hands, held it up to his nose and smelled it again and again.Then he pretended to wipe his sweat with his cuff, this time pressing the cuff back and forth on his nose to smell.Then he picked up the small towel on the table, wiped it carefully several times from his forehead to the base of his neck, and finally went back to his room and changed into a new undershirt. It seems that my husband has fallen into my trap. Ah, that was indeed a trap set by my wife! She went to buy the perfume that Shiori used, then put it on herself, and approached her husband pretending nothing happened. After I smelled the perfume, I panicked, thinking that I brought the perfume back from Shiori, so I hurriedly sniffed the short-sleeved shirt again and again, and changed all the clothes nervously.All this was observed by her calmly, really! Wouldn't this be the same as admitting that this perfume smelled the same as that woman's perfume?It was true, and she wrote it in her diary as well.I really didn't expect to be tricked by my wife. As far as being clever, it was clever enough, but the wife was also bad enough.Feeling helpless, Shogo flipped through his diary again. August 21 (Monday) 22:30 He said that the doctor would have an event, so he drove the car back first, and then took a taxi to go out. Drunk driving is absolutely not allowed. After my husband went out, I went to pick up my wife from the cram school.After returning, I suddenly felt that my husband's car parked next to me was suspicious, so I took the car keys and opened it for inspection. As expected, the passenger seat smelled like a golden sand flying cherry blossom perfume, maybe that woman had been in his car recently. When I was observing these, I suddenly remembered that I should open the glove box of the driver's seat.Inside was a driver's license and several CDs. I took it out and saw that it was a CD of a boy group named EXILE and a girl group named AIKO.My husband only had a few records of Nanshan Qunxing and Dream Group before. When did he start listening to this kind of music? Recently, my husband has started to like to eat Western food, and he has also started to care about his body shape, and often weighs himself.Also pay attention to choosing some popular styles among young people, such as jeans and football shirts.However, these songs, like the perfume, are probably influenced by that woman. Could it be that the husband listened to this kind of music and let the woman sit in the passenger seat and drive around in the car. In front of me, he was too busy to speak and shut up.What he said and what he did were two completely different things. It became more and more unbelievable, and then opened the box between the passenger seat and the driver's seat, and put some books, receipts, invoices and the like in it. "Oops!" Seeing this, Shogo couldn't help crying out in pain. The wife had been driving the Audi she liked, and it never occurred to her that she would come and rummage in her own car.Just because he knew that his wife would not come here, the car was like his own personal room, with a lot of things messed up in the boxes in the car. I couldn't remember what things were put there, but it was clearly recorded in my wife's diary. The first is the invoice from the gas station, there are several.On Sunday night, my husband often drives the car out with the excuse of "going to the gas station to fill up".However, among the several gas station invoices here, none of them were issued on Sunday. "Why are you in such a hurry to refuel now?" I told him like that.But the husband said: "It's not good to be in a hurry in the morning." He insisted on driving the car out.Now I know that these are all lies. In other words, every time he goes out, he goes on a tryst with that woman.Or go outside and call her with a mobile phone, talking about love. There are also invoices for restaurants and hotel bars. The restaurant's receipt is from "Gai", a French restaurant near Shimbashi, Tokyo.I have long heard that the French cuisine in that restaurant is good, and I have always wanted to taste it, but I have no chance.They are fine, the two spent 62,500 yen, the set meal was 20,000 yuan per person, and the rest was drinks. It seems that they drank very high-end wine. The date on the invoice is July 28, which may be the woman's birthday. Even so, it is unbelievable that a dinner for two will cost more than 60,000 yuan.My husband is with us, at most the nearby Japanese restaurants or barbecue restaurants, and never go to other places. The dates of the hotel bar invoices are not on the same day, but in the hotel bar in Shinjuku. It seems that the two of them secretly made an appointment after work, where they would meet for a drink. There was also a receipt from the Tiffany jewelry store in Ginza. 145,800 yen, what kind of invoice is this, so expensive?Is it a necklace, a brooch or a ring?Do you want to give such a gift first, and then go to a dinner of more than 60,000 yen together?These two items add up to more than 200,000. Why do you take such care of that woman? Because you like it?Not only that liking is not enough. Like it, and deeply in love with it... Suddenly feeling sick, I quickly closed my eyes. My wife was in a bad mood when she saw the receipt in the box in the middle of the cab, but Shogo was also in a bad mood when he saw the diary. This kind of thing has been found out by the wife, and it seems that there is no escape. "Anyway, it's up to fate." Shogo thought that the pot was broken anyway, so he continued to look down. To be honest, I don't know how much my husband's income is. After deducting various expenses such as capitation fee from the overall income of the hospital, the rest is pure profit.However, the exact amount is unknown. As long as the hospital continues, it will not be operating at a deficit.However, whenever I asked him, he always said, "You shut up." In short, the monthly living expenses are remitted into the account, and there is no difficulty in life at all.In addition, the husband must have a large sum of money himself. "How to spend this money is my freedom." If the husband said so to himself, it is true.However, it would be wrong for him to spend money on women who have nothing to do with him. All the money belongs to the family and the children. If you have spare money, you should save it for future disasters. Even if you want to take a break or have fun, spending more than 200,000 yuan a night is not allowed. Shogo sighed again. To say that it cost 200,000 yuan, you must know that that day was a special day, Shiori's birthday.I can't think that I have always been so extravagant just because the receipts and invoices are all there, that would be too wronged. Shogo really wanted to say to his wife: "You should think calmly." But I don't know whether it was luck or misfortune, his wife was not here at this time. Amongst the receipts was a ticket stub for a movie theater. For some reason, it was a movie theater in Shibuya. It was impossible for my husband to go to the movie alone. He must have gone with her. Then I found a receipt from a 24-hour convenience store, which indicated that the purchase was food, including vegetable salad, sandwiches, deli ham, milk, oolong tea, etc., totaling 1,050 yen. How could the husband buy such household items in a 24-hour convenience store?No, maybe the woman bought it and the husband paid for it. The date was July 18th, the address of the convenience store was in Yoyogi 2-chome, and the phone number was also printed on it. There is no doubt that the place where the woman lives should also be near here. This is the end of the wife's diary, and there is nothing below. As usual, I definitely want to watch it, but if I continue to watch it, my mood will get worse. Shogo closed the diary, ran to his wife's room and put it back under the sheet.Suddenly smelled a faint fragrance, as if feeling a little warm. This is the smell of his wife, and Shogo felt very kind, as if thinking of the past.Putting his hands on the sheets, he remembered that he hadn't had sex with his wife for a long time. That was about half a year ago. The children all went to grandma's house, and there were only two people left in the house, husband and wife.That morning, Shogo suddenly felt a little impulsive, so he went to hug her.The wife seemed very surprised. "Well, what's wrong with you?" With a very annoying look, "I still want to sleep." Shogo didn't care about that, because the husband insisted on it, and the wife had no choice but to accept it, but there was no passion at all. Because it was her own request, of course the wife was very reluctant, but even so, the wife's reaction was too cold.And, as soon as it was over, I immediately got out of bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. She wasn't like this at all before, it was almost as if she touched something dirty. By the way, when she had sex with Shiori a few days ago, she seemed to be very sensitive, and she noticed it right away.After that, I never had sex with my wife again. Recently, it is often heard that some couples are masked couples who live without sex. Some men advocate that "work and sex cannot be brought home". Shogo didn't think it was a good thing, but after ten years of marriage, it might not be a special phenomenon for such a situation to happen. To be honest, the easiest thing to make a man burn passionately is the moment when a beautiful butterfly dances around him and catches that butterfly.However, once you get married, you have the comfortable habitat of marriage, and if the beautiful butterflies in the past are always around you, no matter how you burn, you will lose your energy. This is really absurd, Shogo nodded while thinking. Couples are such an incredible thing. Generally speaking, two people love each other before they get married.If it is this person, I am willing to be with him all the time, and feel at ease with him.Only then will the two get married. From a male point of view, he wants that woman to belong to him for the rest of his life.After getting married, you don't have to worry about being snatched away by other men, and you only get married expecting to monopolize her as your own personal thing. More specifically, men think that only when they are married can they accept her when they want to have sex, and they don't have to care about anyone. However, such dreams and expectations slowly and truly disappeared along with the marriage. As long as you are married, you are free to have sex whenever you want.Such a sense of security is the culprit of blocking desire.Perhaps it is simply repeated every day, and it will feel boring. In that case, even if you use your brain every time to find some new tricks, how can there be so many completely new ways?In addition, some husbands think that if you teach your wife all the happiness, she will ask for it every day, and you have to respond to her, which is really embarrassing.Some people also think that it is safest not to teach all women, but to teach some simple methods in general. Whether those husbands have the skill and tenderness to guide their wives adequately is another matter, of course. In short, premarital sex is very common these days.For this reason, before they get married officially, they will need each other every time they meet, and their enthusiasm for sex is very high.Because the two have not lived together yet, it is not certain that she is their own.If she relaxes, she may leave again. This worry in turn becomes passion, making people's desire stronger. But after getting married, that is, when you feel relieved, your interest in sex will disappear sharply as soon as you relax mentally. To be honest, I have no idea why I got married, especially wives.They generally hope that they can get more passionate caresses after marriage than they did during their relationship, but the reality is exactly the opposite. It makes them depressed, feeling betrayed or hopeless, and that's normal. Even so, it is precisely because of the sense of security after marriage that they will discuss private matters such as contraception with others without any taboo, but they often conceive during the discussion.From then on, the sexual life of husband and wife enters the second stage. Looking back now, the estrangement with my wife happened after the child was born. In the third year of marriage, the first child was born, and the wife's life was completely controlled by childcare.The child kept crying from morning to night, and his wife had to feed him and change diapers.Seeing such a busy wife, naturally, the man's sexual desire will also drop. In fact, at that time, it is only natural for the wife to find it difficult to satisfy the husband's request. At this point, the vast majority of husbands see their wives as mothers of their children, not women, and begin to work hard to adapt themselves to the change. Of course, when the child is sound asleep and the wife is in good physical condition, the request for sex will not be rejected.But, despite this, the husband clearly feels less femininity in his wife. Two years later, after the birth of their second child, the two had even less sex. The older one was still younger, and another baby was born. The wife was so busy that she didn't even have a chance to breathe. She was so busy taking care of the child from morning to night that even her husband couldn't take care of her. After giving birth to a wife, she is no longer a woman but a mother.It was also from then on that Shogo's address to his wife changed from "Shimako" to "Mom". Since then, the relationship between the couple has gradually become estranged, and the intercourse has been reduced to once a month, and then once every two months. If the wife were to talk about these things, she would definitely say that the man is too willful and treats his wife as a woman.However, such a metaphor may not be appropriate. We can look at the animal kingdom. Lionesses have no sexual desire when raising lion cubs.Shogo sometimes even thinks that what he does seems to be in line with the laws of nature.Of course I never told my wife about this. So, how to deal with the inflated sexual desire during this period?Looking back now, Shogo himself was also working at the university affiliated hospital at that time. He was in charge of outpatient clinics and writing papers at the same time. But even during such a busy period, I was not without sexual desire. I would occasionally visit a brothel (brothel), and had sex with other women twice. However, those are just playful.The relationship with Shiori is different this time, and I am very devoted to it.Like a woman so much, this is also unprecedented. The reason why the wife knocked over the vinegar vat and ignited the fire of jealousy may be out of her instinct. She instinctively noticed everything that happened to Shogo.
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