Chapter 33 Liuhuasheng Qianbai

We always like to compare life to a poker game. Everyone wants to play the deck of cards in their hands. We know that winning or losing is our destiny, but no one will admit defeat until the end.In fact, this world is nothing more than you and me. Today your win is his loss; tomorrow his win is my loss.But every time the cards are flopped, I can't help but ask, will the loser be me? But what exactly is a loss?As long as life continues, any loss can be turned into victory.Only the moment you stop breathing, you are really a loser, you bid farewell to everything in this world, and you can't take anything with you.Just being a pure and clean person and leaving with nothing, is it really a loser?Time has also learned to be silent, that's because it has already understood the sorrows and joys of the world, and knows that no matter how complicated the plot and no matter how beautiful the story is, it will end.

Those who think they are smart have planted a perfect foreshadowing for the ending of life early, but they don't know that the world is impermanent and they will not follow your wishes.The result often runs counter to the direction you set, and hurts you by surprise when you are unprepared.That's because people are too small, and this boundless world is too limited and far-reaching.The gods who manipulate fate can neither fulfill our life nor our death, and what finally lands on us is luck or misfortune, which depends on our own good fortune. This is an extremely long winter, as if to dissipate all the desolation and indifference, and bring spring to the world.We can face the cycle of seasons indifferently countless times, but it is always difficult to talk about life, old age, sickness and death calmly.You must know that if the mountains, rivers, and vegetation are exhausted, there will be a time to come back again; and human life is so precious, once you pass away, you will never look back even if you call it a thousand times.

Lin Huiyin has always understood this truth, so she cherishes life and loves April in the world under any circumstances. Presumably, it was God who took pity on her elegant feelings, so promised her a beautiful death.Lin Huiyin, who was seriously ill, spent the cold winter and got his wish to hold hands with the spring.She saw the birds flying among the willow leaves, the clouds passing freely outside the window, saw the flowers blooming one tree after another, and felt the warm and green hope of the sun.Suddenly, she seemed to understand that death is another kind of rebirth, and parting is another way of reunion.Putting down all obsessions and walking through the floating world is not exile, not abandonment, but to find the destination of the soul.

Every day, walking in such a hurry, isn't it looking for a destination?Lin Huiyin may have expected that her destination is to return to the ancient city of Hangzhou where she was born.A rich moss courtyard, several trees look like pear flowers, and vines that spread across the ancient wall.The mountains and rivers in the distance are looming, like a washed ink painting under the blue sky.It was like this so many years ago, and it is still the same as before.Fate promised Lin Huiyin another destination, a true destination of the soul. On April 1, 1955, 51-year-old Lin Huiyin died of illness in Beijing Tongren Hospital.

Her death made me believe in the theory of cause and effect even more, because she died on the April day of the world that I loved all my life.I believe that she will not be in pain when she dies, and she quietly stopped breathing on a certain spring night.Apart from Liang Sicheng and her children, besides her was Jin Yuelin, presumably.Or no one was there, and the only crescent moon accompanied her to sleep peacefully. Everyone hopes that their life can be as gorgeous as summer flowers, and as quiet and beautiful as autumn leaves in death.Lin Huiyin did it, and her life should be considered neither long nor short, although there are some shortcomings compared to those who live longer.But her life was gorgeous, compared to mediocre mortals, she should have no regrets.When she was alive, she liked to be surrounded by people and spend every day in a lively environment.After death, I want to make a last date with spring alone.She is as tired as a blue bird and knows how to return, leaving at dawn when the moonlight has not yet dissipated.

On April 2, "Beijing Daily" published an obituary. The funeral committee consisted of thirteen people including Zhang Xiruo, Zhou Peiyuan, Qian Duansheng, Qian Weichang, and Jin Yuelin.The saddest thing to think about is Jin 144 Yue Lin, this man never really owned her, but guarded her all his life.Now that Lin Huiyin is gone, Jin Yuelin can only rely on the meager memories to support him for the rest of his life, because there is no one else in his life except Lin Huiyin.But Liang Sicheng was different. Many years ago, he knew that Lin Huiyin would die soon. What's more, although they were deeply in love with each other, Lin Huiyin was not the whole of his life.

So many years later, Liang Sicheng could marry his student Lin Zhu, but Jin Yuelin would never marry for the sake of his beloved. On April 3, a memorial service was held at Xianliang Temple in Jinyu Hutong, and Lin Huiyin's body was placed in Babaoshan Revolutionary Cemetery.Jin Yuelin sent an elegiac couplet to Lin Huiyin: "A poetic Qianxun Waterfall, the April sky in the world forever." The appropriate elegiac couplet expresses Lin Huiyin's poetic and beautiful life.He understood this woman, but it was a pity that he was destined to not be able to give her more good things in this life.The only thing he can do for her is to accompany her silently during her lifetime, and to stay silently after her death.In this way, I have loved it all my life, so much that it makes the spectators' hearts move and tears flow for it.

In fact, we want to know whether Lin Huiyin's soul can meet Xu Zhimo after her death.The promise that has not been fulfilled in this life can be renewed in the next life, love each other well, and stay together for a lifetime.Perhaps, what Lin Huiyin wanted was always to love each other, not to stay together.But I think her soul really wants to go to Cambridge once, because there are the most beautiful moments of her life stored there, and the most profound imprints of her life are carved there.It's just that Cambridge is about to grow old, and when he grows old, will he still look forward to an old dream coming back?

If you choose to turn around gorgeously, you should not look back affectionately.Just like when Xu Zhimo left Cambridge, he said: I leave quietly, just as I came quietly; I wave my sleeves, and I will not take a cloud.Seemingly free and easy, he didn't leave his soul dream in Cambridge, but he didn't plan to look back, he just wanted to store this youthful dream in the gentle waves of Cambridge, one hundred and forty-five miles away, in every wind and rain. In the days when we are together, we can still breathe and hear each other. In 2007, the monument to Lin Huiyin, a generation of talented women, was settled in Hangzhou Huagang Guanyu Park.On this novel and unique monument, the figures and descriptions are all hollowed out.The monument was jointly built by the Hangzhou Municipal Government and the School of Architecture of Tsinghua University.What is written on Lin Huiyin's tombstone is "the tomb of architect Lin Huiyin".Although Lin Huiyin has an indissoluble bond with poetry in her life, her greater attainment and glory is in the construction industry.Or maybe, the world has ulterior motives, but all of this is not important anymore.We only need to know that she has formed a deep bond with the ancient city of Hangzhou after all.

Born in Hangzhou, the white lotus that returned to the West Lake after death, stood on the West Lake with a graceful and elegant posture. Lin Huiyin was extremely beautiful in this life.When Bing Xin mentioned Lin Huiyin, she said, "She is very beautiful and talented." The cousins ​​who grew up with Lin Huiyin can almost describe in detail how her dress, behavior and speech made them overwhelmed.In everyone's mind, Lin Huiyin is the clean and dust-free white lotus. No matter how many winds and frosts she has gone through, it will not affect her natural and elegant beauty in the slightest.It's just that when the lotus falls, there will still be a time when the lotus blooms. Once this peerless beauty grows old, where should she look for her beauty if she wants to see her beauty again?

Still the same sentence, transforming into tens of billions, meeting us with thousands of gestures.In April in the world, colorful flowers bloom, and each one is her, she is smiling, and she is singing passionately.And we would like to be enchanting butterflies in the flowers, carrying Zhuang Zhou's cold dream more than 2,000 years ago, to a covenant of beautiful flowers and full moons.I always thought that I was the indifferent spectator, watching a play that had nothing to do with me, but in the end, I was the one who fell the deepest, and the one who shed the most tears was myself. You are the April day in the world, the clouds and mist in the morning of April, the white lotus expected in the dream, love, and warmth... Such verses seem to come from the sound of nature, pure and light.The woman who wrote this poem one hundred and forty-six is ​​called Lin Huiyin.Dressed in plain white clothes, she roamed the long alleys in spring, seeing all the beauty in the world and the aging of time.In such a wordless ending, what else is needed to send her away lightly? Several journeys of mountains and rivers, thousands of stories, all turned into dreams.Like us, Lin Huiyin came to the world and walked through it in a hurry, but after he got rid of his fate, he will go to another bank of smoke and water.Let's just leave it, whether it turns into dust or scattered into red, I will never see you again in this life.That's fine, wave goodbye, look at the spring breeze with a smile, and don't forget to leave a sentence: If you are well, it will be sunny. Bai Luomei In the spring of 2011 in Taihu Lake