Chapter 31 four farewell

When I was young, maybe because of the emerald green of the years, I liked the late autumn of frost-stained maple forests, and yearned to go endlessly on the mountain trails covered with red leaves.It was said at that time that one person is a poem and two people are a painting.As Liu Guang grows old, he begins to yearn for the colorful spring uncontrollably, and always hopes that the future will be full of spring every season.Such a extravagant idea can't be compared to the colorful Luoying, who knows who caught the little flower marks. Lin Huiyin is like the blooming flower on the branch in spring, which blooms for many years and refuses to wither.Although she is willing to bow down to the world of mortals and endure the mixed days of cold and warm with everyone, she has always been admired by the world with a high degree of elegance.There is a passage that reads: "Lin Huiyin has always been the center of a group, whether it is the crowd yearning for it from afar, or the guests who come to join her salon, the portraits we get are always a group of men looking up like a wall lamp. She, using the soft light to set her off, makes her eyes move more and more, looking forward to her posture."

Born in a famous family, she traveled with her father all over the world when she was a girl, and she was the one who enjoyed the prosperity of the world. During the war, she was the one who lived in poverty in Lizhuang, wore plain clothes, and carried a bottle to the street to buy oil and salt.She is the brightest star in the sky praised by countless admirers, and she is also the one who has fallen into the backcountry and desolate ancient temples in order to investigate work.Wearing a white gauze dress, she is the one who is stunningly beautiful, and it is she who is riddled with illnesses, and her appearance has changed.Such a woman, no matter from which angle you look at it, is a unique scenery.There are always intriguing stories about her.This is Lin Huiyin.

In October 1953, Lin Huiyin was elected as a director of the Architectural Society and served as an editorial board member of the "Journal of Architecture".Later, he was invited to participate in the second National Cultural Congress. Jiang Feng gave full affirmation and high evaluation to Lin Huiyin and the Tsinghua team's achievements in saving cloisonne in the report of the Artists Association. It became the last stroke of Lin Hui's life.Because she has never been able to participate in any ancient architectural design since then, and she will no longer be a stranger in a different city, walking through mountains, rivers and waters.

All along, Lin Huiyin longed to ferry across the world, with gulls and birds as companions, and stars to see him off.Whether it is a chance meeting or a deep friendship, she treats each other equally.It will neither be as enthusiastic as fire, nor as cold as ice, but more friendly and peaceful in communication.In this life, she has met many people, some are unforgettable, and some are forgotten when she turns around.But on the day she leaves, both the light and the deep will be returned in full.No matter how much you can't forget it, it won't help. This is the rule of the world, and we all have to follow it.

In 1954, 50-year-old Lin Huiyin was elected as a representative of the Beijing Municipal People's Congress. She is like the bright moon, always wearing a beautiful halo, but no matter how gorgeous the halo is, it will fade before dawn.Just like the spring described by Lin Huiyin, she is the woman who was sealed in April in the world, but one day she will come out and say goodbye to Shaoguang helplessly. On a very unintentional day, Lin Huiyin ushered in the autumn of his life.Maybe it's because I'm used to the warmth of spring, but I can't stand the bleakness of cold autumn.Lin Hui moved from Tsinghua Garden to live in the city because of the cold weather in the suburbs.Soon, the illness that she had been struggling to suppress finally broke out in the late autumn, and she was admitted to Tongren Hospital due to the deterioration of her condition.Over the years, she has been resisting the pain with strength, so that she can perfectly complete the mission entrusted to her by the years.

This seemingly weak woman actually has a stronger heart than anyone else.When she was down and out, when she was sick in bed, she refused to give in the slightest.The pen in her hand has never stopped working. Even if it was so severe that she was ill for four years, she still wrote many poems and songs, and wrote many important academic reports and books for ancient buildings.In her view, any renunciation is a betrayal and a disappointment.As proud as she is, she doesn't allow too many imperfections in her life. What she wants is no regrets and perfection. When I saw this text, I admired Lin Huiyin even more and got a deeper understanding of her.Mr. Xiao Qian recorded in his last work "Talented Woman Lin Huiyin": "I heard that Huiyin suffered from severe lung disease and often had to stay in bed. But she looks like a patient, wearing a horse riding suit... When she spoke, Others can hardly get in their mouths. Huiyin’s talkativeness is by no means the gossip of a married woman, but is often learned, insightful, sharp and quick criticism. She never beat around the bush or ambiguous. This purely academic Criticism has never held grudges. I am often impressed by Huiyin's extraordinary artistic understanding."

It is precisely because of Lin Huiyin's optimism and open-mindedness that the doctor had told Liang Sicheng ten years ago that Lin Huiyin would die soon.She thought it would only be three or five years at most, but she survived ten years with extraordinary perseverance.And these ten years, Lin Huiyin did not spend on the sickbed, she used the most precious ten years to make great achievements in the research of ancient Chinese architecture.For ten years, she was both lonely and fulfilling, both hard and satisfying.She used ten years to create the last legend in her life, and also used ten years of forgetting to end her last fate with this complicated world.

The seasons of the world are always changing In the spring, you left many residual red spots, and bid farewell lightly. I didn't want to sigh with someone when I came back! Now even the autumn clouds and yellow leaves are gone In the far distance, there is a gray sky Thorough loneliness, can you bear to listen to the cold wind talking alone? Lin Huiyin's spring seemed to have left a little residual red, and he really bid farewell.She is such an amazing woman, even the farewell is graceful.There is not much desolation, only a faint sigh, in the clear autumn when the sky is full of blue clouds and the yellow leaves are drifting away.She understands better than any of us that the seasons in the world are always changing, and only the spring in her heart can not change her appearance.I am used to seeing the growth and decline of vegetation and the waxing and waning of the autumn moon, and the impermanence of life has long been nothing.Maybe there will be a little melancholy, but after all, it makes people speechless.

At this time, Lin Huiyin was under an old sycamore tree in the hospital, watching the autumn leaves fall gracefully to the ground.It's been a long time since I saw the slow flow of time like this, I didn't see the subtle growth and aging of all creatures under the sun like this, I didn't smell the cool wind like this, and I felt heartache for an autumn insect for no reason.She remembered seeing a few white hairs at the temples in front of the mirror last night, and then realized that the innocent girl in the white dress was really old. I made a sharp knife by myself, and cut off the fleeting years cruelly, and now I have to taste the thinness and timidity by myself.Although Lin Huiyin has never been really lonely in this life, Xu Zhimo is attached to her in every possible way, Liang Sicheng loves her very much, and Jin Yuelin never leaves her.Her poems have become an indispensable landscape in the literary world of that era, and her career has even more glory that many women in that era did not enjoy.Therefore, she should have no regrets, even if she faces falling autumn leaves today, but the spring flowers yesterday will never wither in the mirror of time.

In fact, Lin Huiyin's life was regarded as clear and bright. Although it was not a magnanimous way along the way, there was no need to dance on the tip of the knife.Although there are too many entanglements in the fate of life, Lin Huiyin has always been a rational person. She has a good grasp of every stroke and stroke, so she doesn't make too many alterations. But the years are perfect because of shortcomings, and life is real only when it is modified.