Chapter 23 Two Clutch Dreams

People say that when you carry your luggage, you are a passer-by; if you put down your luggage, you will find your hometown.In fact, everyone understands that there is no absolute stability in life. Since we are all passers-by, we should walk through the fleeting years with a calm and indifferent heart, and laugh at the ups and downs of the world. A person has to go through many stages in his life, taste all the flavors of life, see the ups and downs, and only then can he have profound life experience.When we can see everything in this world with peace of mind, maybe we are already old.Some people in this world focus on the process, while others focus on the result.A lifetime sounds so long, but it is actually fleeting when looking back.

Everyone's life is different, all we can do is not to leave too many regrets when we are alive.As for what will happen in the next life and what kind of story will happen, no one knows. When you get old, looking back over the years, those who have listened to birdsong, waited for flowers to bloom together, and watched the full moon together may have already left you.And the backs of those holding hands and looking at each other, the promises that seem to flow like water, have become incomplete past events. Lin Huiyin should be regarded as a calm person, she will not let herself sink deeply for a certain emotion.For her, Xu Zhimo's death was an unhealed wound in her heart, but after walking through the heavy fog, she saw the bright moon and the clear breeze again.In 1933, the 29-year-old Lin Huiyin had already seen her mature charm. She seemed to seldom dream, and her days returned to the calmness of the past.Maybe everyone has had such a process, suddenly in a certain period of time, the bottom of my heart seems to be swept away, so clean, so clean that I forget everything in the past, and I don’t know what to do in the future.The so-called Homecoming is actually living life without rules. If it is orderly, it would be too depressing.

Some people have said that Lin Huiyin is not only an elegant and weak woman, but also a strong woman on the cusp of the storm.She often sings alone in the poetic and picturesque, and calls the wind and rain in another space of her own.So she has many moments and silhouettes. Some people remember her tenderness and affection, some people remember her calmness, and some people remember her persistent enthusiasm.Perhaps because of her multiple temperaments, so many people worship and admire her consistently. This year, Lin Huiyin participated in the cultural salon held by Zhu Guangqian and Liang Zongdai once a month, and recited Chinese and foreign poetry and prose.Literature has long been an indispensable part of her life. Whether she becomes an ordinary woman who cooks and washes yarn, or a female architect with endless winds and clouds, in everyone's heart, she will always be the innocent and talented woman who is beautiful in April in the world, and In every colorful spring, I can't help but think of her.April in her world has become an inseparable complex in many people's hearts, like a memory that has long been in the past, and can no longer be erased.

Even so, although Lin Huiyin loves her writing, she seems to be more dedicated to her architectural career.She has always thought that once a person has been in the world, he must not be idle and must leave something behind, not for the world to remember you, but not to leave too many regrets for himself.In September of this year, Lin Huiyin, Liang Sicheng, Liu Dunzhen, and Mo Zongjiang went to Datong, Shanxi to inspect the Yungang Grottoes. In October, he published the essay "A Little News about Ancient Architecture".In November, Lin Huiyin, Liang Sicheng and Mo Zongjiang went to Zhengding, Hebei to inspect ancient buildings.The achievements of her career can make her forget many partings and emotional emptiness in her life, and she can wash away those ordinary days.

We often say that floating life and a dream are all fleeting, and after death, everything disappears, and there is nothing to do with it in this world.But history has existed for thousands of years, and how many people and events have been recorded in the annals of history are still deeply remembered by the world.The sky of history used to be billowing with war smoke, and the yellow dust was flying on the ancient roads, but now it is so clear by the affectionate and righteous Yangtze River water.It's just that one day, will the pervasive dust and smoke of Jiuba be flooded? Since ancient times, there have been very few people who have been engraved in the annals of history. If there were no shocking acts, how could they be passed down through the ages.How many famous female generals are just a pile of skeletons that no one cares about after death. Who can recognize their peerless appearance back then?And who knows the romantic stories they once had?But after all, someone is still remembered, just like we remember Lin Huiyin.

Thinking of Lin Huiyin, I will remember: "I said you are the April sky in the world; the sound of laughter lights up the wind on all sides; lightness, dancing and changing in the brilliance of spring." Thinking of Xu Zhimo, I will remember: "Quietly I Gone, just as I came quietly; I waved my sleeves, and I will not take away a cloud." When it comes to the sentence "The night gave me black eyes, but I use them to find light", Gu Cheng will be remembered .And when I see "I have a house facing the sea, the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming", I will miss the poet named Haizi.

In fact, everyone will leave a few inspiring quotes in his life, but there are really not many who are lucky enough to be remembered and passed on.Some people must die to prove the beauty they left behind, maybe no one knows what kind of life is without regrets.Is it really a waste of life if it disappears?And to live forever is to respect life? If construction career is Lin Huiyin's belief in life, then writing is her pledge to beautiful feelings.Every season of light rain and falling flowers, every season of clear dew and lotus, or when autumn leaves fall, or when the plum blossoms are cold and the snow is proud, she will have infinite feelings in her heart.

Perhaps every literati has this complex in their bones. Even if they are not literati, they will be moved by every flower, every green stem, or the evening wind that occasionally blows past them. In the autumn of this year, Lin Huiyin wrote a famous long poem "Autumn, This Autumn".How many people were deeply moved by her long poem. Even in the bleak season, there is no sorrow of autumn wind and autumn rain.In the depths of Lin Huiyin's heart, even the memory of a deceased person is tender and tender.In her eyes, autumn is a gorgeous feast, with proud fruits and butterflies passing through Zhuang Zhou's dream.

It's autumn, autumn, The wind should still be gentle; The sun still smiles that smile, Glittering with gold and silver, boasting he is running out The most extravagant morning and evening! Here and there, in this autumn, Spotted colors are misplaced everywhere Among the mountains and fields, and among the branches and leaves, like a drunken butterfly, or Coral pearls and emeralds, luxurious lost, Fun fell to the ground. At this time, the feeling is like a song, Flickering in the light of the mountain spring, foam, splash The throat of the mountain rock sings. full of enthusiasm

It's all yours, autumn understands, Autumn knows the wildness,— what autumn loves is that inadvertently Inadvertently messy! ... the fall of the leaves Listening to the wind tightening the strings, the song is lamented: This night, this night, this miserable transformation! But autumn is also an elegy, an alternation of separation and fantasy.For the change of seasons and the change of years, Lin Huiyin is always full of gratitude.She doesn't want to be that sad woman, and she doesn't want to bow to the past, so she likes nostalgia, but she doesn't indulge in it.Such a beautiful woman, maybe we should leave her more blessings.No matter which corner of the world she drifts to, I hope she can be peaceful every day and spring every year.