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Chapter 11 Novella Workaround-1

Can Xue's Selected Works 残雪 11910Words 2018-03-20
(one) When Shuyi got up in the morning, he still saw the sun, so he walked around the street and came back.The sky was cloudy, and a gust of cold wind blew the newspaper on the table to the ground, and then she heard the sound of dripping rain, and then there was a strong wind, and the paulownia tree in front of the house swayed desperately.Shu Yi rushed over to close the window, because the rain had already drifted into the house.When Shu Yi went to close the window, he saw that face again, it was a young and fresh face, but unfortunately there was no expression, Shu Yi was already familiar with this face.When Shu Yi sat by the window to record the weather overview, he always stood far away and looked into the room, as if he wanted to identify someone or waited for someone to come out of the room.That man stood in the rain today, letting the heavy rain wash away his cows. Huan Huan, Huan Huan, Huan Huan, Huan Huan, Huan Shun, Da Shun, Daddy Shun, and Daddy Shun? Laid out the notebook on the table, and wrote down in it: "Rain, starting at 8:35." "The words.After closing the notebook and looking up, the man had disappeared, but Aunt Peng was yelling outside:

"Old lady, the ditch is blocked again!" Shuyi pretended to be deaf and dumb in the room.It has been many years that she can't remember, and she has been persistently recording the changes of the weather, which has become the laughing stock of those around her.Especially Aunt Peng, who introduced her hobby to everyone she met, calling it "a manifestation of degenerate thinking".There are already several big notebooks in black leather, and they are all locked in the box, even if she takes them out to look through them, she is too embarrassed.Aunt Peng once snatched her notebook while she was not paying attention and wanted to flip through it. That time she really lost her temper and even sweared a few foul words, which made Aunt Peng's hands tremble in fright, and the notebook fell to the ground.Aunt Peng later described her appearance at that time as "like an old monster with a blue face and fangs".

"Isn't it just to record the weather? What can't be seen?" She murmured in confusion. The bungalow where Shuyi lived was in the same row as Aunt Peng's house, so Aunt Peng could come in and out of her house without asking, and nothing about Suyi could be hidden from her.The strange thing is that Aunt Peng has never seen the young man standing in the rain, the two of them can never get together.As soon as Aunt Peng appeared, the young man disappeared.Shu Yi also talked about this matter with Aunt Peng, and Aunt Peng was also puzzled. After talking too much, Aunt Peng joked: "It can't be your son." Today the young man appeared again, but Shu Yi didn't want to tell Peng. Auntie, she was in a daze at the desk, opened the notebook again, glanced at it, and saw a line of words on it: "Arrive when the sun turns to heavy rain." That line of words is very conspicuous in the weather summary, and the eyes are carefully After checking, it was indeed my own handwriting, which I accidentally wrote on May 15th, using that kind of carbon ink, and she always uses blue and black ink.The will is not superstitious, but this matter is indeed difficult to explain, a bit "whatever you want" tastes.Is the young man thinking about the same thing as her, a vague thing?It must have been because of the ambiguity of that matter that he had no expression on his face.The rainy dusk always makes Shuyi feel a little overwhelmed, the gray and black eaves outside the window sometimes suddenly press on her chest for a moment, making her breathless, and then she slowly gathers the thoughts in her mind. Those are golden yellow, sunflower green, blue purple, until finally the raindrops dripping from the eaves can be clearly heard.This kind of experience has happened countless times, and I call it "emergencies".It is not too difficult for her to deal with such things now.In the sound of the violent rain, I thought about these past events in a relaxed mood, and felt that I must see that young man, maybe he had something to hide.When I was young, I had that kind of unspeakable secret many times, and I overcame them one by one later.If you see him, you must tell him about her weather records. It may be an encouragement to him, and it may make him completely desperate.The execution of the will is always so decisive, and there are very few ambiguous moments, which are completely different from the thoughts in her mind. She is not used to making mistakes every day.Shall I take those notebooks out of the box and show him?What she herself didn't want to read, but now she thinks she can read it for a young man she doesn't know. People's emotions are really inconceivable.

The old lady has gray hair, which is a kind of haggard and dull gray. She is wearing casual old clothes, and her thin and tall figure is a bit conspicuous in the bustling crowd of the vegetable market.Her back was a little hunched, a bamboo basket was slung on her stiff arm, and her steps were absent-minded.She was not so particular about choosing vegetables, thinking that she was eating by herself anyway, so it didn't matter if it was better or worse, so she always went to the same vegetable vendor to save trouble.The vegetable vendor has become an old acquaintance, always talking beautifully when she buys vegetables, trying to win her favor, but the vegetables are not very good.Shu Yi stood motionless, sneered, bought the groceries and left, always like this.It is said that the vegetable vendor often said a lot of negative things about her behind her back, and Aunt Peng knew about it, but Shu Yi didn't care, and still only bought his vegetables.But Aunt Peng didn't give up, she must learn other people's dirty words one by one to tell her last words, she looked like she was extremely angry, and she seemed to be fanning the flames.She also suggested that Shu Yi should simply leave the job of grocery shopping to her, so as not to be plotted against.Shu Yi thought for a while before answering: "Are you going to deprive me of my little pleasure?" An extraordinary remark made Aunt Peng shut up.Maybe Aunt Peng thought she had the upper hand at the beginning of the will, and after a long time of writing the will, she was still high on the top, full of airs; maybe she thought the world was too unfair, why should the will be so high?Shu Yi didn't feel that she was superior, she straightened her back, and sat in front of the window writing her weather summary with a guilty conscience, and soon forgot about Aunt Peng and the like.Recently, her writing is not so fluent, and she often becomes sluggish after writing down a weather phenomenon, unable to make up her mind about her observations.Such thoughts would interfere from time to time: What if the weather conditions she recorded were not true?After all, she only lived in a corner of the city, and she was old, so it is likely that the records she kept were not so accurate, and there must be cases of scribbling according to habit.Aunt Peng has read her records, and she didn't see those small flaws (maybe they were pretending), but it caused several nights of insomnia in the remembrance.Shu Yi felt that as he got older, his heart became more and more empty.Sometimes I have a whim, and I want to dig a deep hole, bury those notebooks, and move to the countryside to hide my identity.But it is impossible for her to stop recording. Nature is too wonderful and charming. Those changing color blocks often make her burst into tears.Dawn and dusk each have their own mysteries. Even the quiet noon also implies countless possibilities. How can we not record it?Isn't that what she lives for?Even though I am old, I don't feel weak at all, as if I can still fall in love.

The bad thing happened soon, and Shu Yi didn't feel any warning in advance.At noon that day, when Shu Yi was cooking, she picked up a pumpkin and cut it with a knife. A little mouse ran out of the pumpkin and got under the bed in the blink of an eye.Su Yi spent the whole morning cleaning up because he was afraid that the rats would bite the things.She was tired, hopeless, and her eyes were dark.She didn't offend the vegetable vendor, how could he do such a murderous thing?Maybe he, Aunt Peng and others are forming a force to prevent her from having any peace in her old age.So should I still buy his food?Of course I want to buy it.In her last thoughts, he did this kind of thing, which to a certain extent reassured her, because other vegetable vendors who had never dealt with were even more terrifying.After not going to the vegetable market for a day, Su Yi went again, and the vegetable vendor was still the same, smiling, saying nice words, and asking her to buy another pumpkin to go back.And she did bring back a pumpkin.Of course, the newly bought one didn't contain any rats, so Shu Yi felt that life had not come to an end.Later, Aunt Peng also came, and she didn't say a word about buying vegetables. It can be seen that she didn't get entangled with the vegetable seller at all, it was purely her own suspicion.

Time passed slowly, Shu Yi almost forgot about the young man until he walked into her room.He sat on the chair, and Shu Yi saw his painful expression, his soft hair listless. "My mind is empty, it's a horrible thing. How do you deal with it?" "You are content with the status quo, and you will get better slowly." Shu Yi looked at him and said. "Do you mean record as you do?" "It doesn't have to be. When you're standing in the rain, you can think about the fun of swinging." This kind of question and answer went on for a long time, and then he was completely tired of writing the will, and he continued to ask questions.Shuyi couldn't help thinking a little scared: Could it be that he is a robot?Putting such wandering thoughts into a machine, and then releasing it like a phonograph, it feels like she is now.The young man put his pale hands on his knees, and Shu Yi felt that those hands made her sick.This is a pair of hands that are completely hairless, like wearing latex film gloves.From these hands, Shu Yi guessed that the young man had a heart disease.He was still asking: "How to relax my mind?" Shu Yi's answer became more and more mechanical, her thoughts were triumphantly revolving in the desert, bored and involuntary.The young man stood up and was about to leave, when Shu Yi remembered that he had forgotten to show him the notebook, of course it would be inappropriate to take it out now.Seeing him staggering out the door, Shu Yi felt bad for him for a while in his heart.

After the young man left, Shi Yi put his hands on the table and looked at them. These were the hands of an ordinary old woman. There were several interlaced blood vessels on the back of the hands, and some numb spots. The knuckles of the fingers Slightly convex.The sunlight had already moved to the door, and there were a few children outside singing nursery rhymes, and the hallucinations in the posthumous account appeared when she was forty years old.She was full of passion for recording at once, and when she picked up the pen, she found that her hands were shaking, and the words she wrote did not look like forty years old at all.

Aunt Peng came in and asked Shuyi if someone had been here, otherwise why would her face be so dazed?Shuyi told her that the young man had come and sat in the chair she was sitting at the moment.Aunt Peng frowned and thought deeply. "Whose child would wander like this?" she said to herself. "I should have seen it if it had just walked out of the house, but I didn't see it at all. I sat all the time." It's at the door." Shu Yi told Aunt Peng that she also felt that the child was not a real person, that he was a sick child, and must be too sick to live.Then the two old women began to sigh for the sick young man.Shu Yi secretly looked at Aunt Peng, thinking in private, after all, Aunt Peng is still easy to be fooled.Just at this time, Aunt Peng cast a sharp glance at her.

Shu Yi was surprised by some ancient things about the tacky Aunt Peng, for example, just now, she had been sitting at the door of the house and looking this way.Several times, Shu Yi saw her crying in the rain, and the rain soaked her hair.Aunt Peng's female neighbor told Shuyi that Aunt Peng had the habit of going out at night.It is very difficult to track her, she likes to wander in those unfinished buildings, running from one floor to another, from this unit to that unit, like hide-and-seek, she disappeared in the Inside the building, neighbors had to go home dejected.Often before dawn, she gently opened the door, climbed into bed and fell asleep, and fell asleep after a while.After she came back, she complained that others should not abandon her, saying that she almost couldn't find the way out of the building. She turned around and almost all the exits were blocked. The anxiety was indescribable .Shuyi often thinks that there is probably nothing that Aunt Peng does not understand.So even though he guarded against her and didn't let her read the notebook, Shu Yi still thought she knew everything.She and Aunt Peng retired at the same time. Shu Yi still remembers that day a few years ago, they both walked for a long distance under the scorching sun, pretending to go to the countryside to see the scenery, but in fact, each of them wanted to prove their physical strength , each of them is not convinced by the other, and this dissatisfaction generates resentment.In the bottom of my heart, Shuyi still admires Aunt Peng's extraordinary energy. Shuyi wants to use a kind of continuity to prove that he is no less than her. Maybe this factor is included in the original intention of recording the weather overview.Whenever she wrote a few words in the notebook, she had to speculate and ponder over and over again: what would Aunt Peng think if she saw it?At this time, Aunt Peng, in her imagination, was a descendant of an ancient family. Even her appearance had changed, with a face as rough as a rock, murmuring vague and disapproving words.

"When will he come again?" Aunt Peng asked. "I didn't ask because I couldn't ask." Shu Yi hates Aunt Peng's abruptness, but Aunt Peng is Aunt Peng, what can you expect her to say? "If it were me, I would ask him more than anything!" Aunt Peng laughed mockingly. At this time, Shu Yi felt the envy of Aunt Peng's vitality again.Why does this woman always come here to show off?She closed her eyes and pretended to be in thought. She didn't want to pay attention to Aunt Peng.For so many years, this person has been carefully conserving her energy. Her concentration is really incomprehensible. Maybe she wants to fight against Shu in the end.For a period of time, Shu Yi also avoided Aunt Peng, but later he still couldn't resist her temptation.Shu Yi thought more than once, maybe Aunt Peng is motivating her to live a positive life?What was it that she dreaded in their relationship?

At dusk, the air was filled with the scent of grapes, the rumble of the train was faint, and there were rumors on the street that a government official would arrive here, and Shu Yi made up his mind to go away for a while on a whim.She felt that the word "run away" was very suitable for her, and had a kind of comic meaning.She checked the notebook in the box, went to the kitchen to throw away all the leftovers, locked the door, and set off on the road with a travel bag.Aunt Peng was not at home, and many people gathered around to watch and hang banners on the street, welcoming that government dignitary.As Shuyi walked in a hurry, the smell of grapes became stronger and stronger, making her dizzy. Only then did she suddenly realize that it was not grapes at all, but the smell of a cold spray.When she arrived at the bus station, she got on a car bound for the outskirts of the city, and then sat in the back seat with her eyes closed.Because of the heavy traffic in the city, the car stopped and went, and the car broke down before reaching the destination. Passengers cursed, everyone got out of the car one after another, and Shu Yi had to get out of the car, and it was already ten o'clock in the evening. The street in front of me was extremely dirty, with fruit peels and confetti all over the floor. In many places, there was no sewer, so the residents poured water out of the houses. Bays of dirty water accumulated on the sidewalks, and the stench made pedestrians cover their noses.After walking not far, he saw a neon signboard glowing dark red in front of him, and Shu Yi knew that it was a hotel.She hesitated for a moment, then walked in.At the counter sat a scrawny waiter, repairing a clock.He glanced at Su Yi, and with a "snap!" he threw the registration book in front of Su Yi. After registering the will, she went up to the second floor along the narrow aisle. She felt that the stairs were slippery, and she couldn't help but sink.This is a room shared by three people. Fortunately, the other two bunks are vacant.She chose the bed by the window. The bedding on the bed smelled of sweat and looked dirty, which was exactly what she had expected.She took out the toiletries and clothes from her bag, and took a cold shower next door.She tries to make everything feel like she's traveling far away.She changed into clean underwear and sat for a while in front of the window in hotel slippers.It was late at night, and the city in front of me was still noisy. Vendors were selling pig blood soup on the street, and the gambling machines in the opposite game room kept making noise. From time to time, people opened the thick curtains and came in and out.Shu Yi decided to go to bed, smelling the sweat on the quilt, she really wanted to try that foreign dream.She fell asleep smoothly, but she was woken up immediately after sleeping for a while, and two more people came to check in in the room.These two were also old women, and although they lowered their throats to speak, Shi Yi was disturbed by the body odor of the elderly and could no longer fall asleep.The strange thing is that these two people have been sitting on the bunk and talking, without any sleepiness, and then they turned off the lights, and they "buzzed" together on the same bed and talked endlessly, laughing together as they talked .Shu Yi struggled helplessly in a daze, it was impossible to hear what they said clearly, and it was even more impossible not to listen.Struggling and struggling like this, she actually dreamed of a lemon tree she had never seen before.The two old women were standing under the lemon tree talking, their voices were earnest and considerate, one of them put his hand on the other's shoulder, and they hunched together as if they were about to kiss.Shu Yi felt that he was almost able to hear their words clearly, but unfortunately his voice became soft again, turning into some vague syllables.Shu Yi woke up just after dawn, the two old women were gone, and there was no trace of them sitting on the bunk, Shu Yi felt panicked.She looked up and saw the waiter come in.With disheveled hair and swollen eyes, the girl sat down on the empty bed, covered her face with both hands and remained silent. "Where are the two old women who came to stay last night? It's so strange. They chatted non-stop, didn't sleep, and then disappeared. I have never met anyone in such good spirits, especially the elderly." The posthumous description is like asking her and talking to herself. The girl suddenly removed her hand from her face.Haha laughed. "They're not tenants at all. Do you think there are such tenants? It's the receptionist who's messing with you!" When the receptionist was mentioned, the girl's face seemed to light up. "Receptionist? You mean the guy at the door? What the hell is he doing to me?" "He's not a young man at all, he's fifty years old." The girl glanced at Su Yi with contempt. "You came to the hotel so late, did you keep your secrets from the receptionist? Honestly, I hate this place!" The girl covered her face with her hands again. "Ah, don't be like this, this place is nice. When I was young, I couldn't find such a job. The night here is really quiet, and the air is good." Shu Yi started talking nonsense. She wanted to continue, but the girl angrily picked up two water bottles and left.As soon as the girl left, Shu Yi became a little upset.This hotel is no stranger to Shu Yi. She used to pass by the store often. She still remembers that it was just a small store with four or five bungalows before it became a three-story building, and the neon signs were only later. hanging.After hanging up the signboard, Shu Yi noticed that the name of the shop was "Xinghuacun".She just moved in by accident yesterday because her car broke down. How could she attract the attention of the receptionist?It seemed that he had better leave now.Shuyi's original plan was not to stay in this hotel, but to live in the "Xiaoyao Shanzhuang" in the suburbs, because the air there is good and cheap.Shu Yi packed her things and went downstairs to the counter to check out. She wanted to catch the early bus to the suburbs. No one was at the counter, a big gray cat was sleeping on the table.No one answered after shouting for a long time, and waited for a long time before someone came, and it was the girl who came.The girl hesitated and said that she couldn’t make up her mind, and had to wait for the receptionist to come, and blamed Shuyi for leaving after only staying for one night, saying that her behavior was simply an insult to the hotel, and the receptionist would definitely not have a good face For her to see.The girl felt better after saying these threats.She walked around the counter, came to Shu Yi's side, and whispered to her in a low voice, it's better for the two of them to leave together, she was also tired of this job, and she didn't want to stay here long ago.Shu Yi stood there refusing to leave, so the girl pulled her out with brute force, her behavior was self-willed and a little naive, Shu Yi was not sure if there was any conspiracy in it, left the hotel, and left After a long journey, the girl let go of Shu Yi's hand, clutched her chest and said loudly: "I'm exhausted! How annoying! Now let's go!" She rushed towards the bus station with the travel bag of Su Yi. "Wait a minute!" Shu Yi grabbed his bag tightly, "You? Shall I go with you?" "Of course, you are that kind of person!" She looked indifferent. "Who is that kind of person?" "Oh, you are really difficult. Think about it, what kind of person would you be if you were an old woman who came to stay in the middle of the night? To tell you the truth, I visited your room several times at night, and every time you were there Dreaming. An old woman who is alone, finds a hotel to live in, and can dream immediately, this is not an ordinary person, she must be that kind of person." The girl frowned as she spoke, as if she was thinking about something else.Shuyi noticed that the girl walked in a very special way, as if she was paddling vigorously in the water, with her arms swinging and her buttocks sticking out. The car was already waiting at the station, and the girl followed Shu Yi into the car and sat down next to her. "I'm going to Xiaoyao Mountain Villa, are you going too?" Shu Yi asked. "Of course, you have to come with me." She sat watching the flow of people outside the window. Shu Yi hated her putting on airs very much, but she also thought that a girl can do whatever she likes, and it's none of her business.After a while the conductor came, and they each bought their own tickets.The two were silent all the way in the car.Shu Yi felt that his fun was completely ruined, and he thought in his heart that he must get rid of this strange girl after arriving at the villa. However, the girl became active as soon as she got off the bus, grabbed Shu Yi's bag and helped her carry it, and introduced herself to Shu Yi.She said that her nickname was "Plum Blossom", she was an orphan, she had no parents, only an elder brother, but his elder brother disappeared not long ago, and she ran all over the city looking for it, but finally gave up.She thought, this kind of thing can't be forced, there must be a reason for her brother's disappearance.Originally, this brother gave her a strange sense of alienation. Although their brother and sister had a good relationship, she always felt that he had many things hidden from her, and he never talked about those things with her.She worked in the hotel for many years and was seen by all kinds of people.She observed that there is a kind of people who are different from ordinary people. This kind of people swim silently like deep-water fish. She always meets one or two people like this in a year. When her brother disappeared, she immediately thought that he also belonged to that This kind of person, so now if she wants to find him, she can only find him among the kind of people he associates with.When Shuyi came to check in last night, she happened to hide behind the receptionist. She immediately recognized that she was that kind of person, and she decided to hide in the shadows to observe her better.She went to her room to observe her several times in the middle of the night, and she was even more convinced of this.After hearing what she said, Shu Yi couldn't help asking her what her brother looked like, whether he was pale and had a heart condition.Mei Hua laughed out loud, saying that she really could imagine. "He's a tall man, very strong, and he can carry a can of gas lightly and lightly. How can he have a heart attack! Let me think about it, but it's hard to say, maybe sometimes he is sick, just I didn't notice it. Yes, I did hear people say that he was sometimes pale and scary-looking, what's the matter?" Meihua couldn't make up her mind again. Shuyi asked her where she planned to go, and said the place name "Xiaoyao Shanzhuang".Meihua told her that "Xiaoyao Mountain Villa" had already closed down due to poor management, and Shu Yi was surprised. "Then I'll just go home right away." "Of course you have to go home right away. Look, the hotel is in front of you. Where is there a figure?" Plum Blossom said proudly, "You won't go home right away. You have to come with me. Now we need to have breakfast." They went into a biscuit shop by the side of the road, bought two biscuits each, sat down to eat slowly, and Mei Hua looked melancholy again.Shuyi felt that this girl was too unpredictable, and gradually became more interested in her, and she began to associate her with the sick young man.The younger sister who works in the dark roadside hotel, and the ghostly older brother who has nothing to do, actually have a very similar temperament. In the vast crowd, these two people actually contacted her one after another. If the matter is true, how should she explain it? "I don't want to go back to the hotel." Plum Blossom said suddenly, "The receptionist you saw is actually the boss. He is an old pervert. I have lived with him for five years, and there are five other girls who are also in the hotel. He lived together. It turned out that I put my hope on my brother and thought that one day I would get rid of the current life. I often planned with him, but one day I found out that he took money from the boss, and then he disappeared. Sometimes I think, didn’t I lure him to disappear? I always planned my future life with him and came up with so many ghost ideas, so he had the idea of ​​using me as an experiment? I am too Restless. I think he must have met you." "Perhaps. Are you going to see him? I'm not sure that's him, but the young man is exactly what you describe. If you want to meet him, I can arrange it." The last sentence of the statement almost made Mei Hua choke on the biscuits. She stared at the statement for a long time, and finally lowered her eyes and said coldly: "Let's talk about this kind of thing later, you are too enthusiastic. What do you do at home every day?" "I keep track of the weather and my life revolves around it." "Huh, don't you think you're being too arrogant? Nobody does that kind of thing." In front of the sesame seed shop is the moat, the river is dirty, and the blackened river is stagnant.Two old women came along the river, carrying large bamboo baskets filled with vegetables.Walking in front of him, Shu Yi recognized those two people from last night.Turning her head to look at Meihua, Meihua was smiling ambiguously while eating sesame seed cakes, watching the old lady leave with her eyes.Recalling what happened from last night when I went out to today, my mood gradually became detached, as if a hot air balloon was dragging her into the air, and there were some strange and ungraspable things waiting in the high places She, maybe she still has enough strength and energy to figure these things out.Aunt Peng said that she was not mature and prudent at all, and she had a strong tendency to go crazy.For example, coming out this time, isn't it crazy?Plum Blossom is not in a hurry to go back, so where is she going back?She has already said that she will not go back to Xinghuacun Hotel.In her final thoughts, she would never want to take her in by herself, of course not, she actually despised herself very much.She was teasing the old rooster in the biscuit shop, breaking the biscuits into small pieces and feeding it in the palm of her hand, when suddenly the chicken pecked her hand painfully, her cheeks puffed up in anger, and she kicked the chicken flying go far.A customer next to her glared at her bad behavior.Shu Yi wanted to ask her something, but he couldn't come out when he moved his mouth.Mei Hua suddenly stood up and went to chase the two old women. Shu Yi found that the girl ran with a vigorous posture and her buttocks did not stick out.She quickly caught up with those two people, and the three of them stood by the vegetable field and started arguing. Meihua became violent, pushed an old woman to the ground, pushed her into the river, and kicked her.The other old woman howled loudly. The scene by the river went on for a long time, and Shu Yi sat in the biscuit shop and watched with great interest, constantly recalling the lemon tree at night and the old woman's whispers.There were some burden-carrying people coming and going by the river, and no one tried to persuade the three people to fight. The judge judged that the old woman who was beaten was dying.Meihua was also tired, standing there panting, while another old woman ran to ask for help.It wasn't until this time that Shu Yi walked towards Meihua, and because she was carrying her bag, she walked very slowly.Meihua walked towards her quickly when she saw her, walked up to her and shouted: "I can't go anymore, something happened here!" Shu Yi asked her who the old woman who was beaten was, she said she was an enemy, and then remained silent with a straight face.At this time, the rescuers had already arrived, put the old woman on the door panel, lifted it up and left, but no one came to find Meihua's cha. After the old woman was carried away, Meihua squatted by the river, crying with her headache in her hands, saying, "I killed someone, I killed someone!" Shuyi told her that she should find out It is not yet possible to draw conclusions as to whether people are dead or not.When Mei Hua heard her speak, she was taken aback for a moment, puffed up her eyes, and then shouted: "I killed someone!" At this time, a person suddenly appeared in the river, dripping all over, holding a toy plastic dog in his hand, staring at plum blossoms.There was an ominous omen in Shu Yi's heart, so he hurriedly pulled the plum blossoms, but the plum blossoms were only crying, and couldn't move after a few tugs, and they were still yelling about murder, so Shu Yi had to be anxious.The man approached, his clothes still dripping. "Killed someone? Then come with me." He said with a smirk, showing a mouthful of long yellow teeth. Shu Yi hurriedly came forward to defend, saying that there was no murder at all, it was just that there was a dispute, someone was injured and had already been sent to the hospital.Besides, there are people all around here, if someone dies here, can the girl get away with it?Since no one came to trouble her at all, it means that nothing happened and everything was fine. "You are very good at sophistry." The man looked at the statement coldly, "How should we judge whether there was an accident or not? Shouldn't it be judged by the perpetrator himself? How do you know that nothing happened?" Mei Blossom had stopped crying, and looked at the man's mouth pitifully, as if hoping to say something beneficial to her from him.At this time, the man suddenly turned to Plum Blossom, and asked sternly: "Is something wrong?" Meihua nodded repeatedly with tears in her eyes, and then told Shuyi that she would go with the policeman.She asked Shu Yi to wait for her here, and she estimated that she would come back in a short time. "How can you do this? Just follow someone casually? He didn't show his ID, how can you trust him?" Shu Yi said sadly, and stretched out his hand as he walked with them, as if he wanted to grab the plum blossoms back.Mei Hua kept walking with that person, turning her head from time to time and making a "shh! shh!" voice to Shu Yi, asking her to go away, as if she was an old dog following her feet.This voice angered Shu Yi, and she stopped in her tracks.She put down her travel bag and wondered how far it was to the bus station.Tired from this tossing, she sat down on the grass by the river.The river is ugly, but there are red and yellow clouds moving in the distance, which is very spectacular.Shuyi remembered that the lemon tree in the dream was growing under such a sky, and it turned out that the two old women were from this place.For the first time in years, she felt abandoned.What hope does she place on plum blossoms?Could it be that she still hopes that this weird girl will go with her to the bungalow where she lives, and then they will live there like a mother and daughter, and the two will record the weather together?Obviously this idea is ridiculous.For an old woman like her, a girl like Meihua is too assertive. Anything that she thinks is unreasonable is a matter of course for Meihua. After she left the Xinghua Village Hotel, it was like entering a vast stage. Being able to foresee what she will do in the next minute, Shu Yi was attracted by her aura.So Shuyi began to suspect that Meihua's words about "Xiaoyao Shanzhuang" being closed down were nonsense, but she herself was not interested in staying in a hotel anymore, and she wanted to go home now.I want to wait for the plum blossoms again, time passes minute by minute, look at the sky, the yellow-red clouds and mountains have been blown away by the wind, and the vision is extremely pure, this purity contains a strong will and calling.Finally, Shu Yi stood up and walked towards the bus station. The car was very crowded, and she stood in the back row with her travel bag under her feet, and she was pushed back and forth by people passing by.Someone stepped on her bag a few times.As soon as the car started, she fell to the ground and almost broke a bone, and there was a lot of cursing because she tripped two other people when she fell.Enduring the pain, Shu Yi stood up, carried the bag and slowly moved to the back corner, moved to the back, grabbed a railing and never let go.The violent vibration of the car shook her back and forth, and every time she shook, her eyes turned black with pain.I heard people talking around her, saying that the old women nowadays are becoming more and more restless, they come out to wander around when they have nothing to do, just want to live a chic life, and some even fall in love.When the man said the word "love", he deliberately raised his throat and kicked Shu Yi's bag. Shu Yi stood there cheeky, not bothering to be ashamed, because the pain made her sweat, her only wish was Don't fall down.Be sure to stick with it. The bus arrived at a stop, some people got off, and the car was very empty. She saw a seat in front of her in a daze, and immediately threw herself on the seat and sat down. When she touched her face, she found that her face was full of tears.The pain subsided, and Shu Yi was so ashamed to death when he thought of himself standing in the crowd with tears streaming down his face.I peeked at the two people who were talking about me, and I was quite surprised, because the middle-aged woman was Aunt Peng's younger sister who looked very similar to Aunt Peng, and the man was selling vegetables to her. dealer.Why did they pretend they didn't know her at all?Thinking of this, Shu Yi was no longer ashamed, and simply relied on his old age to show off his old age, raised his head and looked indifferently in front of him.The car stopped and stopped for a few more stops, and Shu Yi saw the man and woman get off the car in the center of the city, and they were walking on the sidewalk arm in arm. She suddenly realized that they were having an affair.的,很久以前别人告诉过她(彭姨?),她早就忘了这事。如果这两个人问自己,究竟是为了什么要搞这种莫名其妙的短途旅行,她是答不出的。她这种寒里寒酸的旅行方式实在是令她自己无地自容,然而梅花不这么看!她甚至把自己称作默默游动的深水鱼,那些雍容而气派的鱼,小姑娘实在了不起,可自己为什么扔下她就走了呢? 述遗下车的时候痛苦地咧着嘴,旅行包的重量弄得她几乎走不动了。抬头一看,天又黑了,雷声隐隐作响,在前方的树底下,站着那位青年,那张脸在闪电中像鬼一样可怕。述遗手一软,旅行包落到了地上。他们两人之间隔着十几米距离,就这样站在原地不动。一个炸雷在空中炸响了,红色的火苗照亮了半边天。述遗不由自主地闭上了眼睛,到她再张开眼时,那人已经走掉了,步子急匆匆的,身体向一边倾斜。幸好雨总是下不来,述遗一点一点往前挪动着,估计着自己的体力是否够她挪到家里。她终于在离家不远的地方倒在地上,于昏晕中听见那位青年在向她提问,用的还是那种机械的口气,问题多得没完没了。述遗用力挥着手,像赶蚊群一样赶开那些问题。她又觉得他的声音深入到了她的后脑勺,让她恶心,最后她耗尽了气力,就晕过去了。 她醒来时已经在自己家的床上,彭姨正在房里忙来忙去的,桌上放了一碗中药,彭姨见她醒来就让她喝下药。 "是谁把你救起来的呢?"彭姨迷惑不解地说,"你已经睡了一天一夜。我是刚刚得到你生病的消息的。你睡着时口里唠叨个不停,没想到你还会有那么多话说。" "我都说了些什么呢?"述遗担忧地问。 "听不清楚,一个字都听不消,像什么咒语似的。你走得真好,没有看到那件倒霉的事,真丢脸啊。" "Who?" "我没亲眼看到,我估摸着就是你说起过的那青年,一个流浪汉,他将他父亲打倒在地了,就在你的门口,他一边打还一边说自己根本没有父亲,多么卑鄙!" "也许真的没有?"述遗脱口而出。 "你竟相信这种事!"彭姨吃惊地瞪大了眼睛,"你现在变得这么轻信,这是一件可怕的事,就像我的一个亲戚一样。" "你的亲戚?" "是啊,他每天都在外游荡,心里不安。他不信任任何人,反倒相信一些歪门邪道。喂,我问你,那青年是不是眉心有一撮白毛?" "白毛?没有。"述遗肯定地说。 "不过我总觉得你说的这人同我这个亲戚有瓜葛。一个不承认自己亲生父亲的家伙,这样的人肯定同你脾气相投。你想想,在我们这里,像你这样提起旅行包就外出的人还找得出第二个来么?" 述遗想笑,又担心肋骨被扯痛,就忍住没笑。她将背后靠的枕头扯了扯,垫起来一些,忽然脸就僵住了--梅花正站在窗外。她的脸上有很大一块青肿,披头散发的,样子很可怜。述遗招手让她进来,她就推门进来了。彭姨看见一个浑身肮脏的人来到屋里,心里很愤怒,她转身就走,将门碰出震耳欲聋的响声。 "请不要介意,她是我的邻居,时常帮我的忙。"述遗解释道。 "我觉得这个人很有趣,我已经注意她好一会儿了,没想到您身边有这样一位老阿姨,您真有福。要是她刚才不走,我的注意力就要完全被她吸引过去了。" 梅花轻飘飘地往述遗腿上坐去,述遗觉得她就像一堆羽毛,她拉住她的手,那手也完全没有重量。述遗瞪着她,眼前就朦胧了,又想起柠檬树。 "不走了吧。" "马上就要回旅馆,我出来得太久了。我不甘心啊。"姑娘垂下头去。 "那就留在我这里等你兄弟来,会怎么样呢?" "会怎么样?我会死!现在您明白了吧。我不甘心啊,我真是不甘心!" 她任凭眼泪一串一串地落在述遗盖的毯子上头。 述遗注意到女孩的小手指在不停地抽搐着,就好像那一根手指完全独立于她的手掌一样。她看了好一会,最后伸出手去抓那小指头。指头在她掌心里像小鱼一样扭动,给述遗带来一种全身过电般的感觉。再看姑娘,还在流泪,毯子湿了一大片。 述遗陷入了沉思,一会儿就神情恍惚,竟然觉得自己是在旅馆里面,耳边也好像响起了小贩叫卖的声音。迷迷糊糊地,只隐隐约约地看见梅花在房里穿梭,像是在帮她收拾房间。她想让梅花打开装笔记本的木箱,口里却发不出声音,她想,这是不是濒死的状态呢?
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