Chapter 57 To Liang Shiqiu①

Shiqiu: Your letter is a sincere and happy letter that we have never received from friends for many years!After reading it, give us some joy.Zhimo is dead, and the person who uses his cleverness to still be welcomed by a group of people in the society despite an inhumane and dishonorable act has a home!I still say that.It is really difficult for a genius to be born in heaven, but the ruin of a wise man himself makes my heart ache.Zhimo's poems are full of vigor, but the mood tends to a ruined ending everywhere.Looking at the prose in his "self-dissection", "flying" and so on, it seems to be his emotions when he is about to die, especially in his poems.I don't believe in omens, but I'm talking about the inevitable result of his ten years of psychological accumulation, and the despair and loneliness in his invisible heart!It's too late for a person to die. I didn't say a good word to him before he was alive.In the last sentence, he said to me: "My heart, liver and five internal organs are broken, and I want to go to your holy place to repent!" I didn't say anything.He and I never met ①Liang Shiqiu, writer, translator. Born on January 17, 1902, originally from Hangzhou County, Zhejiang Province (now Yuhang).

study. He returned to China in 1926 and taught at Southeast University in Nanjing. In 1931, he served as the director of the Foreign Languages ​​Department of Qingdao University. In 1934, he served as a professor of the English Department of Peking University, and later served as the head of the department. At the same time, he edited the weekly "Freedom Review".During the Anti-Japanese War, he served as the editor-in-chief of the supplement "Pingming" of "Central Daily" in Chongqing.After the victory of the Anti-Japanese War, he served as a professor of the English Department of Beijing Normal University. Died of illness in Taiwan in November 1987.

He is a friend, but now I feel sorry for him.What a failure of his strength! When it comes to women, it is also difficult to say whether "the woman misled him?" "He misunderstood the woman?" Zhimo is a butterfly, not a bee.The advantages of women will not be gained, and the disadvantages of women will make him sacrifice. ——At this point, I will stop talking! I've been hating myself a lot lately.I really should write more often.If you like "I persuade you" kind of poems, I can write another ten or twenty of them.For no reason, I recently taught again, and the endless papers I read every day made me headache and upset.It is my own fault, because I have various responsibilities, and I have to have a certain amount of money to use it.During the Chinese New Year, I may stop working or teach less, and come to my mission and future as a whole.

We would love to meet you, friends are so estranged!Can I come on annual leave?We made an appointment with Nu Sheng and Zhao Han, and you should also get together for the sake of the country.If I have no skills, at least I can make coffee for you! The child is very cute, with red cheeks, thick curly hair, and great strength. He is playing next to me now.He looks like Wen Zao, has a temper like mine, is anxious, but loves to laugh, and is not shy at all.Please Mrs. An Bingxin, November 25, March first edition. )