Chapter 36 Remember May 9th

I don't get up until noon.Some disputes have not been sorted out yet.Dizzy like malaria. Chrysanthemum came with her aunt, and I could vaguely hear her whispering voice under the window. Is this the lovesickness that harms that ordinary young man?Distress is like a toy played by Qiqi.But I created it with my own fantasy, enjoyed it with another fantasy, and smashed it with a third fantasy!So here I am, shedding unnecessary tears, grieving with a face that could have smiled at this moment, and sighing with a throat that should sing. one In a word, I put too much effort into women, too little effort, my body and mind were out of balance, and I was suffering from a tuberculosis-like disease.

I don't know who called me to get up to eat, and I responded indiscriminately and then vented my anger indiscriminately, the strange person disturbed my sleep. My temper is getting worse and worse.When I went outside, I saw all the people who were having fun and working helplessly in their daily lives. I either felt hateful or extremely pitiful. My hair is burning, and my body is also very hot.It was almost early summer again, and I walked to Xidan archway, my body seemed to be drenched in sweat. Because I haven't eaten yet, I go to a dim sum shop to drink milk, and I always feel that the dim sum is too sweet.Yes, a person with old elements can only accept the light in everything.What to eat, what to use, to fall in love, is only suitable for the understatement of friendship.In this world, I have many things to share!There are places I shouldn't be going!There are places where I can't linger!In that new era, I can't go on the rough road opened up for some young people!

Go home or sleep.In the desolation, thinking of my wife has done me many good things in the past.When all the owners of this family came to my room to play at night, I almost said publicly to Chrysanthemum and Auntie that we should wake up from now on and stop joking about this terrible game. After Gu Gu went with them, she pretended to ask me the address of the doctor Yun Gu had hired, and came back to my bed alone. "Second brother, you should take care of yourself, it's not worth it." I usually have the impression that she is too smart and delicate in dealing with people, and sometimes I really don't like to talk to her.At this time, Gu Gu's words sounded as sweet as my wife's, so I turned my head away.

She knew I was heartbroken, so she left without saying anything. Gu Gu understands less than half of me.She just thought that I was depressed by the hopelessness and helplessness that was almost unrequited love on the side of my aunt.My aunt was even more at a loss.Only Chrysanthemum knew a little more about it.But if I know a little more, will my illness be healed?I plan to go to Tianjin tomorrow for a change of air, and I don't want these people to know.